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JA SAM...:.
malo dijete,nažalost samo u duši,
..iako ni fizički nisam puno dalje od toga,..
uglavnom,..zovem se monika,ne mogu vam reći koliko sam stara jer se to mijenja svake sekunde,
ali ove godine imam 16,..
rođena sam 10.dana u 3.mjesecu,..davne 1991 godine,..osim toga,jos sam i lijevak (ak se to pise sa ije),..a sta mogu-luda pa zivim...
iam i mamu i tatu,ali nažalost ne zajedno,..imam i malog polubrata i malo veću sestru,
i mogu vam reć da sam ko srednje dijete prilično sretna,baš mi je neki dan rekla
frendica da u životu nije upoznala osobu koja se više smije od mene, ..a,staću... ..
.,sta se tiće ljubavi,ah,...slobodno sretna,..hahaha,pa vi mislite,..
...ŽIVIM...: na puno mjesta-u snovima ,u kući,u školi većinu dana,nekad na oblacima,,...neću se žalit,uredu mi je,...
neznam kaj da vam još kažem,..iam i meil adresu i msn,..pa ak će vam trebat pitajte me,..
...neznam,...to je sve ,...valjda...
- Enrique Iglesias Lyrics
STVARI KOJE VOLIM...
-SEBE-samo zato što kažu da moraš naučit voljet sebe da bi mogao voljet druge
-SVOJE STARCE,ipak bez njih ne bi bila ovdje zabavljala vas
-SVOJU JEDINU SEKU,kojoj bi nekad najrađe oči iskopala,ali ipak je ne bi mjenjala
-SVOGA MALOG BRACU,isti razlozi
-DORU,NATU,GRCu,MAYU,STELLU,
I SVE DRUGE FRENDOVE,LJUDE KOJE POZNAM,I ONE KOJE NE POZNAM
A ŽELE BITI SPOMENUTI,
-ŽVAKE I BOMBONE
-ČOKOLINO I NUTELU
-JEDNOG MALOG DEČKA-dobro nije bas mali,al ono... 
-BRADA RENFRA,...nemojte me tjerat da vam objašnjavam,
on je samo jedan od milijun glumaca na svijetu,to je ko da vam objašnjavam
zašto ljudi vole brada pitta,samo ja ovog brada ipak volim više...
-JURETA I ŽANA,...daaa,..hmm,
..lol-i to iako ih više nema ,..bar ne blizu..
-TV
-KIŠU
-MOJ KOMP
-FRODAD....band
-SVOJ BICIKL
-KREVET,SAN I NOĆ,.....
-MOJE SLIKICE NA ZIDU,
-MOJ MP3 I DVD-ove
-LONDON,PARIZ,L.A.,KNOXVILLE,KALIFORNIJU,
-AVIONE
-SMIJEH
-PROSLOST
-NEIZVJESNOST
-BAZENE
-SVOJU KUCU NA MORU
-VOLIM LJUBAV
- I JUŽNJAČKI NAGLASAK,...
...STVARI KOJE NE VOLIM...
-nepravdu
-zločestoću
-zavist
-školu
-rasizam, više od sveg na svijetu
-rano ustajanje
-rastave
-zimu
-čekanje u redu satima,pa čak i u šoppingu
-bolnice,osjećam se depresivno
-DIZALA I IGLE,..imam fobije
-skučene prostore,....klaustrofobija...
-nepoznate ljude,....loša iskustva.
-morske pse
-vlakova se užasavam
-pauke i zmije
-dubine,jer se bojim utapanja
-dosadu i samoću
-umišljene glupače,previše sam ih se nagledala
-etiketiranje ljudi
-ograničenost u nekim stvarima......
ne znam šta još,kad se sjetim dodat ću...
..malo slikica da vam uljepšaju dane,..lol...
..."when youre gone" by: avril lavigne...
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
..."tears and rain" by:james blunt...
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
ahhh..
tears and rain
(x2)
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words:
it's just tears and rain.
..."painted on my heart" by:The Cult...
I thought you'd be out of my mind
And I'd finally found a way to
Learn to live without you
I thought it was just a matter of time
Till I had a hundred reasons
Not to think about you
But it's just not so
And after all this time
I still can't let go
I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory baby
I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
Is love so deep inside of me
I was trying everything that I can
To get my heart to forget you
But it just can't seem to
I guess it's just no use
In every part of me
Is still a part of you
I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory baby
I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
Is love so deep inside of me
I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Painted on my heart
Painted on my heart
Something in your eyes keeps haunting me
I'm trying to escape you
And I know there ain't no way to
To chase you from my mind
I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory baby
I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
Is love so deep inside of me, baby
I've still got your face
I've still got your face
painted on my heart
painted on my heart
painted on my heart
..."dio tebe" by: Nola...
Grad je danas tako pust, grad je danas tako siv
Tebe nema pred tobom je put, kilometre brojim kao i ti
Tvoje ruke osjećam, tvoje usne još me ljube
I sutra bit ćeš tu znam te, i biti moj, i biti moj, biti moj
Miris tebe ja nosim
Dio tebe ja želim biti
Kao šapat koji čuješ rado
Dio tebe
Vjerujem da me čuje i molim da te pazi
Put ti treba put te nosi, baš kao srce, križ i sidro
I sutra bit ćeš tu znam te i biti moj, i biti moj, biti moj
..."malena" by:sandi...
Malena, nocas srusio se svjet
Malena, sve je tako glupo bez tebe
Sad kad je stvarno kraj, Boze snage mi daj
samo da prodje ova noc.
Tako prokleto sam, Cekam novi dan
Prvi cetvrtak bez tebe.
Malena, oduvjek si znala tko sam ja
Malena, ne mogu ja bez tvoji oblaka
Sad sve su iste tko ti, i sve se smiju tko ti
Kako su ljepe samo da znas.
I sve me ljube tko ti, i sve me lazu tko ti
Sve su moje, a tako sam sam.
Malena, Kako cu bez tebe sutra
Malena, Falice mi s'tobom jutra.
Ima drugi ima bolji ali nebo zna.
Sam ti si moja.
Malena, Kako cu bez tebe sutra
Malena, Falice mi s'tobom jutra.
Ima drugi ima bolji ali nebo zna.
Samo ti si moja malena.
Malena, nocas strusio se svjet.
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DEsINg WOrkS
,,,moj život,moji prijatelji,moja obitelj i sve ostalo što je moje,upravo je postalo dostupno i vama,,,
..ja i mala dorica.. =)
ajde da ne kazu da ne mislim na njih,..nek im bude,...¨¨!!..LiNkOvLjE..!!¨¨...
gRcA-BeBoLiNa
HrC-LeGenDa
SteLLa
ReTa & RiNa
If you're asking if I need you,
the answer is forever...
If you're asking if I'll leave you,
the answer is never...
If you're asking what I value,
the answer is you...
If you're asking if I love you,
the answer id I do...
Život je lijep kad se živjeti zna,
uzmi sve lijepo što život ti da!
Sreća je kratka i živi zbog nje, ne
tražiš li previše, dobit ćeš sve!
Vjerujem...
Vjerujem da je mašta jača od znanja.
Da je mit moćniji od povijesti.
Da su snovi snažniji od činjenica.
Da nada uvijek pobjeđuje iskustvo.
Da je smijeh lijek za tugu.
I vjerujem da je ljubav jača od smrti.
...theres so many different worlds,
so many different suns,
and we have just one world,
but we live in different ones...
...coward dies a thousand times,
but a brave man dies only once,...
...you dont stop laughing
because you grow old,
you grow old
because you stop laughing...
...Sometimes we must get hurt
in order to grow
we must fail
in order to know.
Sometimes our vision
clear only after our eyes
are washed away
of tears...
...ajme njih prosto obožavam,..ko i nebi kak je slatka,..zapravo neznam koja je ovo,..briem ashley,..lol
...voljam ih,.i sad i zauvijek...
..."always" by: jon bon jovi...
This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time
Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
..."big girls dont cry" by:fergie
La Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
[Big Girls Don't Cry lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and UNO cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da
..."somebodys me" by:enrique
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...
How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now it's gone,
And I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...
You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
That somebody's me...
That somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
..."please forgive me" by:brian adams...
It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and It's getting better baby
No one can better this I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love you longer
You still turn the fire on
So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me If I need ya like I do
Please believe me Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything I remember all your moves
I remember you yeh,I remember the nights ya know
I still do So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me If I need ya like I do
oh believe me Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you One thing I'm sure of Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying thats why i'm sayin' Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me If I need ya like I do
babe believe me Every word I say is true
Please forgive me if I can't stop loving you now believe me I don't know what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you,can't stop loving you
..pita mene kalimero neki dan (frend iz razreda) da šta to znači kulturno se obrazovat,..pogledam ja njega s onim pogledmo "blago u nevjerici" i kažem da je to ono kao,..ic u kazalište,na koncerte (pod tim ne mislim na cecu i ostatak "belog sveta" sry =) ) i tak ta kulturna događanja,..pita on mene "pa kaj to,.kak to ic u kazalište,šta to?" ja ga gledam,.plače mi se,..mislim si ja "tako mi i treba kad razgovaram s osobom koja u životu nie pročitala ništa dulje od vica u novinama,i vjerojatno ni nezna kak izgleda unutrašnjost kazališta"...al dobro,..pustimo to na stranu,...
..nekako sam svim silama htjela izbjeć ovu temu i ne pisat o tom ,al opet,..da samoj sebi udovoljim,..gledam ja neki dan,..brat bratu -prije nekih 2-3 tjedna..izbor za pjesmu eurosonga iliti popularno zvano "Dora",..opet sam imala onaj poznati osjećaj kad me boli tjeme i sve mi je natečeno od čupanja kose i nabijanja face u zid,..al ipak sam se do kraja nadala da ce bar neko doc i otpjevat nest bar pristojno (od "dobrog" sam se vec davno oprostila)..i tako jadna ja gledam tu usranu doru i ne vjerujem ,..al dobro,..kao i prošlih godina koje gledam tu usranu doru,..nie ni ovaj puta ponestajalo ekscesa,..kao što su mlade nade koje se pokušavaju probit na hrvatsku estradu,..da ne spominjem činjenicu da sam u par navrata ( protiv svoje volje) vidjela gaće maje šuput,dok mi je mala antonija šola u očima pala za 20 %,..naslušala sam se svu silu razno-raznih "vila" i "anđela" (za koje smatram da nemaju kaj radit na toj vrsti festivala),..iako je sve to pomalo uništilo moju želju da ikad više gurnem slušalice svog iPoda u uši,najveću ulogu su definitivno imale babe i gospoda koje su već jednom nogom u grobu i na čijim je tijelima gravitacija već odavno učinila svoje,..sve u svemu -san snova...kao i uvijek,..
.. i nakon svega odlučila sam se za korizmu (koa je već skoro gotova,al nema veze) odreknut takvih sranja i poštedjet samu sebe poniženja od činjenice da nekako i ja pripadam tom svietu.--buduci da sam HRVATICAA!!! ,...
..od sad više nikad ne gledam "Doru",..samo dječju,.oni bar "misle" da znaju pjevat ,.nisu tako samouvjereni u to,..da,..sigurno nikad više neću to gledat,..
...dajem su 30 sekundi,.......10........5.....0......e,jel zna ko kad je eurosong?? =)
...maybe
you're gonna be the one
that saves me.....
..and after all,.---you're my wonderwall....
If I just Smile
You won't notice
The shining droplets gathering
At the corners of my eyes.
If I just smile
The swollen puffiness of my cheeks
Will be mistaken for
A cute cosmetic.
If I just smile,
You won't even notice
That the sleeves of my hoody
Are wet and tear-stained.
No, you wouldn't be able to see
Any of those things.
Because everything is okay,
If I just smile.
...bili smo nerazdvoji,makar i na tih nekoliko dana,..sretni i zadovoljni,živjeli smo u našem zatvorenom svijetu,ograničeni samo maštom koja je bila jača od svega što smo imali,na vrućim smo se ulicama osjećali apsolutnim vladarima...ostali događaji koje smo promatrali,svađe i razori nisu nam značili ništa,..naš stvarni svijet je bio u ratu,ali je to bio rat koji smo morali voditi sami i nikada nismo o tome pričali,.. znali smo da što god učinili ne možemo olakšati situaciju i po tom smo pogledu bili nemoćni,..nismo marili za stvari na koje ne možemo utjecati,..prihvaćali smo se onakvima kakvi jesmo,ali je vrijeme učinilo svoje,...to je vrijeme bilo samo naše i čuvali smo ga što smo duže mogli,..to je bio naš sretan završetak,..nešto što je pripadalo samo nama,..
...noći i ulice ostali su našima,..a blistava budućnost je tek ispred nas,čekajući naš slijedeći potez....
..and we thought we would know each other forever...
