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JA SAM...:.
malo dijete,nažalost samo u duši,
..iako ni fizički nisam puno dalje od toga,..
uglavnom,..zovem se monika,ne mogu vam reći koliko sam stara jer se to mijenja svake sekunde,
ali ove godine imam 16,..
rođena sam 10.dana u 3.mjesecu,..davne 1991 godine,..osim toga,jos sam i lijevak (ak se to pise sa ije),..a sta mogu-luda pa zivim...
iam i mamu i tatu,ali nažalost ne zajedno,..imam i malog polubrata i malo veću sestru,
i mogu vam reć da sam ko srednje dijete prilično sretna,baš mi je neki dan rekla
frendica da u životu nije upoznala osobu koja se više smije od mene, ..a,staću... ..
.,sta se tiće ljubavi,ah,...slobodno sretna,..hahaha,pa vi mislite,..
...ŽIVIM...: na puno mjesta-u snovima ,u kući,u školi većinu dana,nekad na oblacima,,...neću se žalit,uredu mi je,...
neznam kaj da vam još kažem,..iam i meil adresu i msn,..pa ak će vam trebat pitajte me,..
...neznam,...to je sve ,...valjda...
- Enrique Iglesias Lyrics
STVARI KOJE VOLIM...
-SEBE-samo zato što kažu da moraš naučit voljet sebe da bi mogao voljet druge
-SVOJE STARCE,ipak bez njih ne bi bila ovdje zabavljala vas
-SVOJU JEDINU SEKU,kojoj bi nekad najrađe oči iskopala,ali ipak je ne bi mjenjala
-SVOGA MALOG BRACU,isti razlozi
-DORU,NATU,GRCu,MAYU,STELLU,
I SVE DRUGE FRENDOVE,LJUDE KOJE POZNAM,I ONE KOJE NE POZNAM
A ŽELE BITI SPOMENUTI,
-ŽVAKE I BOMBONE
-ČOKOLINO I NUTELU
-JEDNOG MALOG DEČKA-dobro nije bas mali,al ono... 
-BRADA RENFRA,...nemojte me tjerat da vam objašnjavam,
on je samo jedan od milijun glumaca na svijetu,to je ko da vam objašnjavam
zašto ljudi vole brada pitta,samo ja ovog brada ipak volim više...
-JURETA I ŽANA,...daaa,..hmm,
..lol-i to iako ih više nema ,..bar ne blizu..
-TV
-KIŠU
-MOJ KOMP
-FRODAD....band
-SVOJ BICIKL
-KREVET,SAN I NOĆ,.....
-MOJE SLIKICE NA ZIDU,
-MOJ MP3 I DVD-ove
-LONDON,PARIZ,L.A.,KNOXVILLE,KALIFORNIJU,
-AVIONE
-SMIJEH
-PROSLOST
-NEIZVJESNOST
-BAZENE
-SVOJU KUCU NA MORU
-VOLIM LJUBAV
- I JUŽNJAČKI NAGLASAK,...
...STVARI KOJE NE VOLIM...
-nepravdu
-zločestoću
-zavist
-školu
-rasizam, više od sveg na svijetu
-rano ustajanje
-rastave
-zimu
-čekanje u redu satima,pa čak i u šoppingu
-bolnice,osjećam se depresivno
-DIZALA I IGLE,..imam fobije
-skučene prostore,....klaustrofobija...
-nepoznate ljude,....loša iskustva.
-morske pse
-vlakova se užasavam
-pauke i zmije
-dubine,jer se bojim utapanja
-dosadu i samoću
-umišljene glupače,previše sam ih se nagledala
-etiketiranje ljudi
-ograničenost u nekim stvarima......
ne znam šta još,kad se sjetim dodat ću...
..malo slikica da vam uljepšaju dane,..lol...
..."when youre gone" by: avril lavigne...
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
..."tears and rain" by:james blunt...
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
ahhh..
tears and rain
(x2)
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words:
it's just tears and rain.
..."painted on my heart" by:The Cult...
I thought you'd be out of my mind
And I'd finally found a way to
Learn to live without you
I thought it was just a matter of time
Till I had a hundred reasons
Not to think about you
But it's just not so
And after all this time
I still can't let go
I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory baby
I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
Is love so deep inside of me
I was trying everything that I can
To get my heart to forget you
But it just can't seem to
I guess it's just no use
In every part of me
Is still a part of you
I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory baby
I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
Is love so deep inside of me
I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Painted on my heart
Painted on my heart
Something in your eyes keeps haunting me
I'm trying to escape you
And I know there ain't no way to
To chase you from my mind
I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory baby
I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
Is love so deep inside of me, baby
I've still got your face
I've still got your face
painted on my heart
painted on my heart
painted on my heart
..."dio tebe" by: Nola...
Grad je danas tako pust, grad je danas tako siv
Tebe nema pred tobom je put, kilometre brojim kao i ti
Tvoje ruke osjećam, tvoje usne još me ljube
I sutra bit ćeš tu znam te, i biti moj, i biti moj, biti moj
Miris tebe ja nosim
Dio tebe ja želim biti
Kao šapat koji čuješ rado
Dio tebe
Vjerujem da me čuje i molim da te pazi
Put ti treba put te nosi, baš kao srce, križ i sidro
I sutra bit ćeš tu znam te i biti moj, i biti moj, biti moj
..."malena" by:sandi...
Malena, nocas srusio se svjet
Malena, sve je tako glupo bez tebe
Sad kad je stvarno kraj, Boze snage mi daj
samo da prodje ova noc.
Tako prokleto sam, Cekam novi dan
Prvi cetvrtak bez tebe.
Malena, oduvjek si znala tko sam ja
Malena, ne mogu ja bez tvoji oblaka
Sad sve su iste tko ti, i sve se smiju tko ti
Kako su ljepe samo da znas.
I sve me ljube tko ti, i sve me lazu tko ti
Sve su moje, a tako sam sam.
Malena, Kako cu bez tebe sutra
Malena, Falice mi s'tobom jutra.
Ima drugi ima bolji ali nebo zna.
Sam ti si moja.
Malena, Kako cu bez tebe sutra
Malena, Falice mi s'tobom jutra.
Ima drugi ima bolji ali nebo zna.
Samo ti si moja malena.
Malena, nocas strusio se svjet.
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,,,moj život,moji prijatelji,moja obitelj i sve ostalo što je moje,upravo je postalo dostupno i vama,,,
..ja i mala dorica.. =)
ajde da ne kazu da ne mislim na njih,..nek im bude,...¨¨!!..LiNkOvLjE..!!¨¨...
gRcA-BeBoLiNa
HrC-LeGenDa
SteLLa
ReTa & RiNa
If you're asking if I need you,
the answer is forever...
If you're asking if I'll leave you,
the answer is never...
If you're asking what I value,
the answer is you...
If you're asking if I love you,
the answer id I do...
Život je lijep kad se živjeti zna,
uzmi sve lijepo što život ti da!
Sreća je kratka i živi zbog nje, ne
tražiš li previše, dobit ćeš sve!
Vjerujem...
Vjerujem da je mašta jača od znanja.
Da je mit moćniji od povijesti.
Da su snovi snažniji od činjenica.
Da nada uvijek pobjeđuje iskustvo.
Da je smijeh lijek za tugu.
I vjerujem da je ljubav jača od smrti.
...theres so many different worlds,
so many different suns,
and we have just one world,
but we live in different ones...
...coward dies a thousand times,
but a brave man dies only once,...
...you dont stop laughing
because you grow old,
you grow old
because you stop laughing...
...Sometimes we must get hurt
in order to grow
we must fail
in order to know.
Sometimes our vision
clear only after our eyes
are washed away
of tears...
...ajme njih prosto obožavam,..ko i nebi kak je slatka,..zapravo neznam koja je ovo,..briem ashley,..lol
...voljam ih,.i sad i zauvijek...
..."always" by: jon bon jovi...
This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time
Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
..."big girls dont cry" by:fergie
La Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
[Big Girls Don't Cry lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and UNO cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da
..."somebodys me" by:enrique
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...
How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now it's gone,
And I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...
You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
That somebody's me...
That somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
..."please forgive me" by:brian adams...
It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and It's getting better baby
No one can better this I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love you longer
You still turn the fire on
So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me If I need ya like I do
Please believe me Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything I remember all your moves
I remember you yeh,I remember the nights ya know
I still do So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me If I need ya like I do
oh believe me Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you One thing I'm sure of Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying thats why i'm sayin' Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me If I need ya like I do
babe believe me Every word I say is true
Please forgive me if I can't stop loving you now believe me I don't know what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you,can't stop loving you
.."moji snovi su okrutna šala,..progone me,..čak i u snovim znam da sam idiot koji će se ponovo morati probuditi u stvarnost,..pokušavam si govoriti što da sanjam,..da letim,..nešto oslobađajuće,...NIKAD NE USPIJEM,.."-(tom cruise-"vanilla sky")..
..ovaj post posvećujem jednoj osobi o kojoj bi imala puno za pričat,pa čak i ovako javno,..al onda me opet prereže misao da nije toga vrijedan,..možda samu sebe zavaravam misleći da je nešto značilo to što su imali,...možda je to samo bila trenutačna zaluđenost,..nepromišljenost,..možda i utjecaj ovog korumpiranog i nadasve okrutnog svijeta,..utjecaj koji čak i ja ponekad osjetim,..iako ne na taj način,..u početku sam to pokušala preboljet zavaravajući samu sebe da je sve to san,.i da ću se probudit i ponovo morat u školu,..nije palilo tad kao što ne radi ni sad,..možda je zaista volio,...a možda jednostavno nie bio ni sam svjestan da nie u stanju,...ne mrzim ga niti ću ikad ikoga mrziti,..jer smatram da je mržnja previše intenzivna emocija a ja prema njemu ne osjećam apsolutno ništa,to sad zvuči okrutno,ali me nie briga......možda nie bilo njihovo vrijeme,...ono koje sad više nikad neće ni doć....tako je malo potrebno do dna,...a toliko puno do vrha,..ne zna šta je napravio,..moja savjest je čista u tom pogledu i dajem si za pravo krivit isključivo njega,..jer on to nie nikad bio u stanju,...
...sjećanja su jedino što imam,..neću mu dopustit da mi ih otme...ko ti daje za pravo,..
...zAtO šTo Je GiBoNnI::::::
"..i mislit ćeš na mene onda kad ti svane sudnji dan,..
i mislit ćeš na ljubav koje nikad nisi bio dostojan,..
i ove dvije duše što vam je Bog povjerio,
umjesto da se ljube ti si i to iznevjerio
Izdao si me,
izdala te je.....
bolje niste ni zaslužili..."
.." jA žIviM zA tO Da Se SjEtIš sVaKi dAn ŠtO Si Mi uČiNio..."
=( .."evo ti sad ,.neka te boli,..."
"....ako ti ne kazem,nevidljiva
sam,krojit ces mi ulogu
po svojoj volji....
nisam lagala; vrijeme je da ti
pocnes slusat..."
..vodit ću se po primjeru grce (sorry -ukradoh ti ideju,al eto,..) pa ću opisat par ljudi bez kojih moj život vjerojatni nebi bio, niti će zahvaljujući njima ikad više biti isti,..pa im se stoga od srca zahvaljujem,..
..btw,redoslijed kojim ću ih napisati nema veze s time kog ja volim više,nego jednostavno ko mi prvi padne napamet,..hehe ..=)
--MaLa dOrA:: po meni više zvana mali otrov,.hehe,.djete dubrave-pa se stoga tako i ponaša,to naravno mislim u najboljem mogućem smislu,..vjerojatno jedna od rijetkih osoba od koje uvijek znam da mogu očekivat iskrenost i realne odgovore koliko god oni brutalni bili,..njoj zahvaljujem na tome što mi je pokazala drugu dimenziju ovog svijeta i uvela i upoznala sa stvarima s kojima prije nikada nisam bila suočena,a vjerojatno da nije nje nebi ni imala prilike,..pa dora,..hVaLa...
--gRcA:: grca,grcalo,bebolina,plavusha,monikica ili pak jednostavno nazvana (najljepšim imenom na svijetu)-monika,kako god da je oslovili jedinstvena je i vjerojatno joj nema ravne nigdje na svijetu,..jednako kao dora,-brutalno iskrena,izgubljena sama u svom i tuđem svijetu i dalje ne skida osmijeh s lica iako vjerojatno pamti i bolje dane,..osoba koja nam je svima pokazala kako novac i ljepota ne moraju nužno uništiti čovjeka i napraviti od njega figuru bez imalo života u sebi,..hvala na razumijevanju,na tome što si uvijek tu i na tome što jednostavno jesi i postojiš,..i hvala na svim onim besciljnim razgovorima koje smo vodile,a čvrsto vjerujem da još nismo ni na pola puta,..HvAlA...=)
--nAtA:: natashica je jedna jako draga osoba,puna pozitivnog duha,..blablabla,..hehe,..neznam kaj sam prosli put napisala,..al enivej,..nju ne mozete vidjet bez grce jer su njih dvije non stop zajedno,..i to je sasvim u reeu sto se mene tice jer si super pasu i nadopunjavaju se,...ona mene malo prca,.malo vise neg drugi,al kaze da je iz ljubavi pa joj valjda valja vjerovati,..zajedno smo bile i vjerojatno zajedno i budemo ponovo na popravnom,pa tako,..jedna stvar zajednicko!! aj kissa nati,..ti si moje sunce,..=) 
--čMaRkO:: čmarac je jedan od onih koje ne možete ne primjetiti kad prođe pored vas,..jel zbog toga što je vječno okružen prekrašnim damama (poput mene same,.lool),zbog toga što se i dalje smije čak i kad pobere 2 sulje iz matematke iako ima (dobro zasluženu) četvorku ili trojku,nisam sigurna,ili pak zbog toga što je toliko poseban sam po sebi --neznam,..ali je to činjenica,.svi ga volimo,..pazimo i očajnički iskorištavamo pokušavajući i s našim i njegovim posljednjim atomima snage dobrit tu faking dvojku iz matematike,..na tome se ja njemu zahvaljujem,.a već ću nać način da mu se odužim EnGlEsKi??
--mAyA:: maya je jedna predivna osoba s kojom djelim puno više stvari nego što sam ikad sanjala da bi mogla imat zajedničko s bilo kime,..ljubav prema engleskom jeziku,filmovima,glazbi,glumi (rasturit ćemo holivud,I swear),glumcima i svim ljudima koje je rodila majka amerika,..divim joj se na toliko načina da mi je čast zvat ju svojom prijateljicom,..voliim te i imam osjećaj da nikad neću prestati,..tHaNk YoU fOr FrEnDsHiP,lOvE AnD uNdErStAnDiNg,..hvala ti što postojiš i što si dio moga života,.. =)
--sTeLLa:: iako smo u svoje vrijeme imali dosta trzavica i neslaganja voljom obje nas uspješno smo sve izgladile,..i danas smo opet u savršenim odnosima (kolko oni mogu biti savršeni)..osoba koja ima sposobnost rječima me dignut kad padnem i ponovo mi vratiti osmijeh na lice,..i na tome joj se od srca zahvaljujem,..tješila me kad mi je brad umro i kad sam imala osjećaj da više nemogu,..pristala je preselit se samnom u miami (sala,..hehe,..loool) i unatoč mojim raznim mušicama i hirovima još uvijek za razliku od mene stovi čvrsto na zemlji,spremna mene vratiti kad mi dođe vrijeme,.jednastavno "hVaLa" za sve,...
VOLIM VAS SVE:: =))
..neda mi se opce vise pisat,..sve me svrbi,..tek toliko da ne kazete da zanemarujem svoje duznosti kao bloger pa da ne pisem,..nista,...kad dobijem slike od dore stavim ih pa napisem nesto zapravi čitljivo,..i probavljivo,...gle neko je upravo zgasio sunce,................a ne,..evo ga opet,..takoo,..sad je ljepo,..i sve će opet jednom bit u redu
...u KuTu MoGa OkA..vIdiM TeBe...aLi Si PreDaLeKo,...=)
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bUdE DaLeKo,
KaD sVaNe DaN, nEsTaNe MrAk,
kAd DođE NeKo -
i RaSpLeTe SvE šTo VežE mE,
sVe NiTi OvOg SnA
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