subota, 20.01.2007.

eh... jel sam tolko glupa, naivna ili kaj...?!? jednostavno ne znam...

stvarno nemam riječi... tolko sam glupa... no evo da vam ispričam... Ana je napokon nakon više od mjesec dana skužila da nekaj ne štima i da se je neću družiti. stvarno mi nije jasno kak to nije mogla prije skužiti s obzirom na sve kaj sam napravila da probam zaboraviti to kaj mi je napravila... i uglavnom ona meni pošalje poruku jednu večer da zakaj se ja neću više družiti s njom i kak je ona mislila da sam najbolja prijateljica na svijetu... bla bla... i drugo ulizivanje... a možda je i bilo iskreno... ne znam... drugi dan sam joj sve rekla i jednostavno se pomirila s njom, a da to ni sama nisam skužila... uopće nisam bila svjesna svega kaj radim... ne znam zakaj... ne znam kak sam to mogla napraviti, a sama sebi sam od onoga trena kad sam doznala kaj mi je radila govorila da nema šanse da se pomirim i da više nikad u životu neću s njom razgovarati, ali jednostavno nisam si mogla pomoći. nešto u meni nadjačalo je taj bijes prema njoj i nisam uspijela odoljeti paru plavih očiju koje su ovaj put uistinu molile za oprost... nisam imala srca. sve sam joj rekla u facu kaje bilo, kaj sam doznala, kaj sam misila o njoj i kaj još sad mislim... sve zna... nakon svega toga rekla sam sama sebi (ovog puta ozbiljno) makar smo se mi pomirile onakvog prijateljstva više neće biti, ne namjeravm s njom razgovarati s njom onako kao nekad ili onako kako sad razgovaram s Katarinom koja me nikad nije iznevjerila i kojoj nikad ne bi palo na pamet napraviti nešto takvo...ne moram to sama sebi govoriti, takvo prijateljstvo kao što je nekad bilo između nas dvije više nikad neće moći biti. ja nju više neću gledati istim očima, ja u njoj više nikad neću moći vidjeti osobu... to prijateljstvo je gotovo... možda kad bi Ana ovo pročitala, možda bi shvatila što je napravila i koliko me to povrijedilo... možda bi... a možda i ne bi... uostalom, nije me briga. više mi nije stalo do nje, ona je za mene još samo jedan novi nepoznati čovjek kojeg ne želim upoznati jer mu vidim nešto u tim plavim očima s crnom olovkom, u tom nepoznatom čovjeku koji odjednom izgleda kao strašilo. a ne samo da izgleda ko strašilo, ona je to postala i u duši. nije više ona stara, možda uopće niti nije bila takva... možda je samo neka glumica... to joj nikad neću zaboraviti...
no dobro, dost o njoj... dost mi je te ženske...

evo, malo nekaj drugo... na kraju je ispalo da mama opće nije imala ftrgnutu nogu nego su samo spopucali ligamenti u koljenu i ide na nekakvu operaciju... neam pojma kakvu, a baš me niti ne zanima. da ne duljim hoću nekaj drugo napraviti...

Marin danas ima rođendan... pa Marin, sretan ti rođendan. šteta kaj nebu fešte...

i još bi čestitala Idi i Sandri (tu lijepo kliknite...) jer njihov blog danas slavi jednu godinu. pa svaka vam čast cure...

evo, još malo o proteklom tjednu pa bum vas pustila na miru... tjedan je uglavnom bil bezvezni jedino kaj sam odma prvi dan dobila kolčinu za bezveze. nem sad objašnjavala zakaj jer mi se neda i jer znam da bum pak poživčanila, al uglavnom kolac je došel v imenik bezveze. iskreno, nije me ni briga za taj predmet... a i profa je lud

ajd ljudi poZz... wave

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Malo pjesmica...

Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Snow (Hey Oh)

Come to decide that the things that I tried were in my life just to get high on.
When I sit alone, come get a little known
But I need more than myself this time.
Step from the road to the sea to the sky, and I do believe that we rely on
When I lay it on, come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice.

Hey oh... listen what I say oh
I got your hey oh, now listen what I say oh

When will I know that I really can't go
To the well once more - time to decide on.
Well it's killing me, when will I really see, all that I need to look inside.
Come to belive that I better not leave before I get my chance to ride,
Well it's killing me, what do I really need - all that I need to look inside.

Hey oh... listen what I say oh
Come back and hey oh, look at what I say oh

The more I see the less I know
The more I like to let it go - hey oh, woah...
Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow,
Finally divided by a word so undecided and there's nowhere to go;
Inbetween the cover of another perfect wonder and it's so white as snow,
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed and there's nowhere to go.

Ho!
Went to descend to ammend for a friend of the channels that had broken down.
Now you bring it up, I'm gonna ring it up - just to hear you sing it out.
Step from the road to the sea to the sky, and I do belive what we rely on,
When I lay it on, come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice

Hey oh... listen what I say oh
I got your hey oh... listen what I say oh

The more I see, the less I know
The more I like to let it go - hey oh, woah...
Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow.
Finally divided by a word so undecided and there's nowhere to go
Inbetween the cover of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed and there's nowhere to go.

I said hey hey yeah oh yeah, tell my love now.
Hey hey yeah oh yeah, tell my love now.

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow,
Finaly divided by a word so undecided and there's nowhere to go.
Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow...
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed and there's nowhere to go.

I said hey oh yeah oh yeah... tell my love now
Hey yeah yeah... oh yeah.

Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends


Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

Billy Talent - Fallen Leaves

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground

I hitched a ride, until the coast
To leave behind, all of my ghosts
Searching for something, I couldn't find at home

Can't get no job, can you spare a dime?
Just one more hit, and I'll be fine
I swear to God, this'll be my one last time!

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground

When it gets dark, in Pigeon Park
Voice in my head, will soon be fed
By the vultures, that circle round the dead!

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground

I never once thought, I'd ever be caught!
Staring at sidewalks, hiding my track marks!
I left my best friends, or did they just leave me?

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground
In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground

Run away before you drown!
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown!
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground