la vida termina

You overshadow me completely, in your presence, I am small
i am not used to it, not used to the shadow
my feelings are again too many, my frame is again too tight
I am in love with the wrong people, I love another smile
I cannot explain this strange vulcano that rages inside
I cannot understand why keeping it simply is so impossible
maybe if I was more strict, but I can't, I am in love
unhappily in love with life and the world, with people around me
is this the big crisis?
I sat on the metro station today, looked at the people
feeling, not that I was in Berlin, but that I was just there
in a reality, which is the same, always, after a while
I am feeling worthless, maybe these extreme depressions are not normal
maybe there IS something wrong with me
today I wish that someone would just save me
whoever, it does not matter, it could be just anyone
just a talk, on facebook or wherever,
I cannot deal with anything right now...