“So, tell me, how do you feel?” asked the doctor. I look at him gauntly, sitting opposite me. “In your time, your own words,” normal routine. The chaos is indescribable. “The chaos is indescribable,” I say, it is stupid to me that I must speak at all. Sagely he nods his head to acknowledge that it is his turn for a gaunt stare. Geeky damned medic! But I need him, the chaos needs to be dispersed. Later I will find my way alone, like always. Later, when we come to “anxiety” and something like wisdom the words like “mania” and “stylisation” will appear in the camp. Nevertheless, we dug it out somehow, we sowed something and the fruits are ripening. But there is no chalice without a hunt, (not to say no grail without a quest) now, after so many months, it all seems easy. Now, when the dragons with overalls got a tamer face.
But those first days they were a many-headed monster, a hydra behind the admissions desk and a step towards them felt like a step towards the guillotine.
Though it is indescribable, chaos has unusual power to provoke fear in people, and that only compelled me to step and do. And the guillotine is coloured with it, I would think when I was in a condition to think. I assume I felt that thought. My legs started to move.
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“So, tell me, how do you feel?” asked the doctor.
I look at him gauntly, sitting opposite me.
“In your time, your own words,” normal routine.
The chaos is indescribable.
“The chaos is indescribable,” I say, it is stupid to me that I must speak at all.
Sagely he nods his head to acknowledge that it is his turn for a gaunt stare.
Geeky damned medic! But I need him, the chaos needs to be dispersed. Later I will find my way alone, like always.
Later, when we come to “anxiety” and something like wisdom the words like “mania” and “stylisation” will appear in the camp. Nevertheless, we dug it out somehow, we sowed something and the fruits are ripening.
But there is no chalice without a hunt, (not to say no grail without a quest) now, after so many months, it all seems easy. Now, when the dragons with overalls got a tamer face.
But those first days they were a many-headed monster, a hydra behind the admissions desk and a step towards them felt like a step towards the guillotine.
Though it is indescribable, chaos has unusual power to provoke fear in people, and that only compelled me to step and do. And the guillotine is coloured with it, I would think when I was in a condition to think. I assume I felt that thought.
My legs started to move.
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