petak, 26.09.2025.
hipnotized /eng
sitting in front of my laptop
and glaring in the screen
there is nothing there
i havent already seen
I staring in the emptyness
and it stares right back to me
Instanty i realize
ther is nothing to see
but still like hipnotized
I stare at the screen
to this digital world
to this digital space
untill my eyes hurt
and everythign is blured
where I can not be heard
where i can not be seen
and ever anyone
will come out of the scereen
I could stop this suffering
and go and meditate
but im totally consumed by this
its already to late
and truely hate
that I am in this state
is is killing me
it seems to be my fate
but the pain
but the pain
is falling like rain
mind inside the screen
like a prisonors cell
its hurting like hell
and my only companny
the old computer screen
offers only emptyness
nothing to be seen
lost in the content
you loose yourself
in searching for something
you cant even define
there is always enough content
to paralyze your brain
in search for connection
you fall into selfdisconection
