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Every moment is another chance
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tek toliko ako kome zatreba...
10 razloga zasto Te mrzim...
Mrzim nacin na koji pricas sa mnom
i kad mi tepas kad god stignes...
Mrzim to sto mi nedostajes...
Mrzim nacin na koji me gledas
i cudni sjaj u tim ocima najdraze mi boje...
Mrzim nacin na koji mi misli citas...
Ma toliko te mrzim da mi je muka
toliko i da gubim vrijeme posvecujuci ti ove stihove...
Mrzim kad me lazes...
Mrzim kad me nasmijavas
ma najvise kad me natjeras na suze...
Mrzim kad te nema u blizini
a jos vise kad si tu...
Ali najvise od svega mrzim
to sto te ne mrzim
Ma ni blizu, ma cak ni najmanje...
uopce te ne mrzim!
If I love black that doesn't mean I am a bad person!
MUZIKA:
SLIKICE:
Volim te, ne zbog toga što jesi,
već zbog onoga što sam ja dok sam uz tebe.
Dokle god volimo nekoga zbog njegovih vrlina, to nije ništa ozbiljno. Kada ga počnemo voljeti zbog njegovih mana, onda je to ljubav.
The best things in our life are unseen...
that's why we close our eyes
when we kiss,cry and dream...
Ako ikada budeš volio drugu onako kao što sam ja tebe voljela pazi da je ne izgubiš kao što sam ja tebe izgubila. Ali, ako izgubiš, nemoj plakati kao što sam ja plakala, jer te suzama nisam vratila!
Ožiljci nas podsjećaju na to da je prošlost bila stvarna, živimo u
primitivnim vremenima ni okrutnima ni mudrima, neodlučnost je
njihovo prokletstvo.
Ostavi onome koji voli ono što voli, jer ako mu kažeš da ostavi ono što voli, on će i dalje voljeti ono što voli, a tebe će mrziti
Goths
don't always wear black...
don't worship satan...
aren't evil...
don't want to kill everyone...
don't hate everyone...
aren't always depressed...
are normal...just like you... :))
Ako nam se otmu ljudi koje volimo, zauvijek ćemo ih imati, budemo li ih vječno voljeli!
I kako dalje...
Jovan Perisic
Moje najmilije
Gresan sam prema tebi bio
jos uvek skupo placam ceh
bez cilja lutam, pogresne ljubim
idem iz greha u greh
K'o da se posle tebe
ljubavi nove bojim
jer ja sam onaj sto uvek
uci na greskama svojim
Rado te se setim ljubavi stara
jer me svaka nova ljubav razocara
jos zaborav vreme donelo mi nije
jos o tebi mastam moje najmilije
Pola zivota ja bih dao
zalio ne bih jedan tren
da opet ljubim te oci crne
bez njih sam ja izgubljen
K'o da se posle tebe
ljubavi nove bojim
jer ti si jedini razlog
da zivim i postojim
My Chemical Romance
Welcome To The Black Parade
When I was a young boy
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten, and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non believers,
the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."
When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten, and the damned?"
Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
When through it all, the rise and fall,
the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.
A world that sends you reeling
from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
defiant it to the end
We hear the call
To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
we'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me, cause I could not care at all
Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all, we wanna play this part
Won't explain, or say I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's to me
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I'm just a boy, who wanna to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
(Do or die, you'll never make me)
(Because the world, will never take my heart)
(You can try, you'll never break me)
(We want it all)
We'll carry on
(We wanna play this part)
(Do or die, do or die, die)
We'll carry on
(You'll never make me)
(Because the world)
We'll carry on on on
(Will never take my heart)
(You can try)
We'll carry
(You'll never break me)
(We want it all)
We'll carry on
(We wanna play this part)
:My Chemical Romance
Famous Last Words
Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your
And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change
So many
Bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
These bright lights are always blinding me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
(or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(or dead)
Honey if you stay i'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(or dead)
Honey if you stay i'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(or dead)
Aerosmith
I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing
Scorpions
Wind of Change
I follow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
An August summer night
Soldiers passing by
Listening to the wind of change
The world closing in
Did you ever think
That we could be so close,like brothers
The future's in the air
I can feel it everywhere
Blowing with the wind of change
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
Walking down the street
Distant memories
Are buried in the past forever
I fallow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
The wind of change blows straight
Into the face of time
Like a stormwind that will ring
The freedom bell for peace of mind
Let your balalaika sing
What my guitar wants to say
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
My Chemical Romance
I Don't Love You
Well when you go,
Don't never think I'll make you try to stay,
And maybe when you get back,
I'll be off to find another way.
Well after all this time that you still owe,
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know,
So take your gloves and get out,
Better get up,
While you can.
When you go,
And would you even turn to say,
I don't love you, like I did, yesterday?
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading,
So sick and tired of all the needless beating,
But baby when they knock you down and out,
Is where you oughta stay.
And after all that blood that you still owe,
Another dollar's just another blow.
So fix your eyes and get up,
Better get up,
While you can.
Ahh,ahhh
When you go,
And would you even turn to say-hey,
I don't love you like I did yesterday
Well Come on,
COME OOOOOOOON!!!
[*Instrementlal*]
When you go,
Would you have the guts to say,
I don't love you like I loved you yester-day-hey-heyy
I don't love you like I loved you like yester-day-hey-heeeey.
I don't love you like I loved you yester-daaaay.
Avril Lavigne.
When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
out here forever
I know we were
yeah, yeahhh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
Zeljko Joksimovic
Balada
Nisam te terao vatru da diras
i nisam hteo da zadam ti bol
sama si trazila pricu o meni
a to je opasno, srce je to
Prva si pocela, prva si pitala
zasto sam tuzan kad se budim
i ja sam priznao, sve sam ti rekao
da gledam nju dok tebe ljubim
Prva si pocela, prva si pitala
sad budi hrabra, daj ne placi
sa tobom ostajem, sa njom ne rastajem
vise od tebe ona znaci
Zasto si trazila kljuc moje duse
to je opasno, srce je to
Zoran Vanev
Juzna pruga
U uglu vagon restorana sedela si sama
guzva i oblak dima
prelepa mlada dama ko na iglama
tu medju vukovima
Rekoh, izvini
da l' pored tebe sedi neko
rekoh, izvini
da l' ko i ja putujes daleko
Skoplje, Beograd, Bec
i dalje na zapad
gde nas sudbina ponese
ovo je juzna pruga
ni ljubavi ni druga
ni stalne adrese
Skoplje, Beograd, Bec
rec po rec, sudbina to je
isto od nule krecemo
ne znamo gde cemo
a lakse je u dvoje
a lakse je u dvoje
Na mestu sto vagone spaja duva promaja
vidim, drhtis od zime
prilazim s drugog kraja, mimo obicaja
da pitam te za ime
Dara Bubamara
Bez tebe
Ne mogu da se setim
ni ulice ni broja
ni godine ni trena
ni kako sam ni zasto
krenula za tobom
kao opijena
I to me drzi jos
i sad da li sam luda
pitam se ponekad
zasto ne mogu
da prebolim usne tvoje
I sto je prava istina
da l' si mi porok
il' si mi sudbina
dar ili kazna
mozda bolje da ne saznam
Bez tebe sve me boli
sve mi smeta
zima mi je usred leta
jos po zidu preko puta
tvoja senka s mojom luta
tu gde stanes ja cu pasti
biraj pice kuca casti
samo jednom u to ime
ne zaboravi me
Ne mogu da se borim
sa nemirima svojim
ne mogu i ne zelim
jos se tebi nadam
jer verujem da nismo
slucajno se sreli
I to me drzi jos
i sad da li sam luda
pitam se ponekad
zasto ne mogu
da prebolim usne tvoje
I sto je prava istina
da l' si mi porok
il' si mi sudbina
dar ili kazna
mozda bolje da ne saznam
Dragana Mirkovic
Slobodna kao vetar
Od nasih slika ja stvoricu plamen
u mojim grudima gorece kamen
neka u nebo odu uspomene sve
ja sam ti bila neko i nesto
A ti si vernost glumio vesto
samo jos s tobom
nocas placu godine
sad moje srce kaze dosta je
Slobodna bicu kao vetar
zablude bacicu u etar
jer najbolje ipak ja zasluzujem
ja stvoricu svet iz svoje maste
izabracu cvet iz rajske baste
sem osvete nista ti ne dugujem
nek' sude ti svi gresi proslosti
Sada me kajanje boli i pece
i reka prezira srcem mi tece
sto sam sa tobom
sebi to dozvolila
Ali ja znam da cu dobiti bitku
i da si ti samo tu na gubitku
da brojim suze sebi sam zabranila
i sumnje sve iz srca sklonila
Buduci da sam imala još jedan blog koji mi se više ne da pisat, a ima puno postova i žao mi ih je izbrisati, stoga sam stavila linkove pa pročitajte sve otpočetka:
4. mj. 2007.
E da...
3. mj. 2007.
Life
Prokleti prognostičari
Izlazak=Disaster
Povratak u prošlost
Kako s narodnjacima?
Ljubav ili prijateljstvo?
2. mj. 2007
Znanstvena i neznanstvena pitanja
Za moje prijatelje
Ima nekih koristi i od novina
Što se tiće
Ustadoh iz mrtvih
Valentinovo
Evo me
12. mj. 2006.
Ludo, luđe, najluđe!
I tako...
Blesavi Brat
Let's go to party
Oproštaj...
Nek ti Božić sretan bude...
Za dobra stara vremena...
Idu dani, lete godine
Kakve li nam savjete daju
Samo nebo sad je iznad nas
Ako možeš lako da podneseš
Sve je isto samo njega nema
Umirem majko
Što je danas hladno bilo
Srce nije kamen
11. mj. 2006.
Goodbye my lover
Što je danas lijep i sunčan dan
Moj sretan završetak
Prođe ovaj dan
Tuga dolazi kasnije
Luda sam za tobom
Živim, i bez tebe živim ja
E da mi je nekoga ko tebe voljeti
Kad jednom ljubav ubiješ (prvi post)
Ovo će biti poseban post.
Sa prijateljicom sam razgovarala o prošlosti. Razgovarale smo o cjelom dosadašnjem životu obiju a ja sam to htjela objaviti i na svom blogu.
Da krenem...
Rođena sam 25.8.1989. u najdražem mi gradu, Rijeci i to u točno 16:30 sati.
Moje djetinjstvo... Prekrasno i gorko. Zašto oboje? Prekrasno zato što sam bila u dobrim odnosima sa svom djecom iz „kvarta“. Po cijele dane smo se igrali, nevini, bezbrižni, naivni... Sjećam se... Bio si faca u društvu ako si smio u obližnji park bez da prije toga odeš u kuću javiti se roditeljima. He he! Zamišljali bi da nas progone čudovišta te bi ih sa pištoljima (toljage) lovili oko okolnih garaža. Kao imaginarni svemirski brod „Enterprise“ iz serijala Star trek poslužila je susjedova šupa. Prijepodne bi se našli kod nekoga od nas i pogledali novu epizodu na nekom satelitskom programu (ne sjećam se više koji je to bio) a nakon toga bi se i igrali te epizode. Niti sapunice nisu bile pošteđene toga... Bilo je tu i igranja lovice na biciklima... Nije prošao niti jedan dan a da se netko nije „stukao“ sa bicikla. Igrali smo i igru „Veseli kviz.“ Ta je bila jako popularna. Cilj igre je bio spojiti curu i dečka tri puta u 4 pokušaja u par, a ako bi se to postiglo oni su se morali poljubiti. To je bilo nešto najgore jer kao što svi znamo to se djeci gadi! No bilo je zabavno...!
Zašto gorko? Zato što se uvijek našao netko tko bi malteretirao ostale. Na tapeti bismo se uvijek našle ja i moja tadašnja najbolja prijateljica Tanja. Društvo je ponekad znalo biti toliko okrutno i izolirati nas pa bi se nas dvije same igrale, a kad bi ostali vidjeli da se zabavljamo, došli bi nas otjerati. Onda bi pobjegle k jednoj od nas i zajedno plakale. U blizini je bio i jedan dječak Ilija koji nam konstantno nije davao mira. Toliko nas je bio mučio da smo, kad bi ga vidjele vani, odmah pobjegle što dalje. Sve je bilo dobro kad njega nije bilo. Takvih dana je zaista bilo mnogo. No i to se promijenilo. Kad smo oboje krenuli u vrtić postali smo si poprilično dobri.
Tada smo Ilija, Tanja, jedan Dino i ja bili ekipica. Posebno smo si bili bliski Ilija i ja (?). Popodne bismo bili kod njega i gledali crtiće. Zbog toga su nas u ulici proglasili parom, a to smo i bili možda tjedan dana.
Ilija se odselio u Italiju i nisam ga više vidjela.
Krenula sam u školu. Iskreno, bojala sam je se, jaaako. No i taj je strah brzo nestao. Upoznala sam neke nove ljude, a i rodila se nova ljubav koja će trajati 8 godina (!). Zaljubila sam se u jednog dečka iz razreda, Zorana. On me počeo šljivit tek u 6. Razredu. Čak smo tad i sjedili zajedno u klupi. Za Valentinovo mi je poslao prekrasnu poruku a ja sam ju, glupača, poparala jer sam se bojala imati dečka (???!!!). Tad sam mu slomila srce. Godinu dana kasnije sam upoznala sina tatinog prijatelja, Antu. Kako je taj tip bio zgodan!!! Ja sam još nešto osječala prema Zoranu, al sam pristala bit s Antom. Bili smo zajedno oko 5 mjeseci, a onda me ostavio. Moram priznati da sam osjetila olakšanje jer ga nisam voljela. Opet sam počela ludjeti za onim, zapravo nisam ni prestala. A onda... Krajem 8. razreda... BUM! Umeni se nešto prelomilo. Gotovo preko noći nestali su svi oni osjećaji koji su gotovo 8 godina živjeli u meni. Počela sam Zorana gledati kao prijatelja, ništa više – ništa manje! I... Počela sam drugačijim očima gledati dečka kojeg sam smatrala prijateljem, Maria. Nije to bilo ništa veliko, nego... Voljela sam ga promatrati.
Srednja škola! Jedan izlazak je bio koban... Znam, igrala sam biljar s društvom i jedan frend je došao i šapnuo mi na uho „Mario je zaljubljen u tebe.“ Ja sam ostala u čudu. To je bilo to. Tad sam shvatila da sam i ja zaljubljena u njega. Malo pomalo sam mu se približavala da bi ga jednu večer pitala želi li mi biti dečko. Bili smo skupa 4 mjeseca (više-manje), a onda sam napravila najveću glupost ikad. Rekla sa m mu ga da volim, što je zabranjeno, i tad me ostavio. Ne mogu riječima opisati što sam osjećala gotovo pola godine. Bila je to agonija iz koje sam se jedva izvukla. Već sam si bila žile zaezala, ali sam u zadnji tren odustala od... Moj najbolji prijatelj mi je bio ogromna podrška, kao i moja najbolja prijateljica. Kad bih pala na dno, oni bi me dizali. Vratili su mi vjeru u samu sebe. Iz svega toga izašla sam kao druga osoba. Osoba puna gorčine, bijesa, jada koji nisu nestali, samo su se sakrili negdje duboko u meni i nadam se da neće nikad izaći. Sve negativnosti s vremenom je zamijenilo samopouzdanje koje više nikad ne namjeravam izgubiti i sreća koja svakim danom u meni budi bolju osobu.
Njih dvoje su mi pokazali da treba svaki dan živjeti kao da je svanuo samo za tebe, da će svakih 60 sekundi koje provedem tugujući biti minuta sreće koju nikad neću proživjeti. Naučili su me i da vrijeme liječi sve... I sad znam, na greškama se uči. Sve što nam se događa, događa se da bi iz toga nešto naučili.
Zato trebamo svijet okrenuti u svoju korist, proživjeti svaki trenutak, ne oklijevati, smiješiti se, govoriti...Kao da to činimo poslijednji put!