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I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone...
DOBROŠAO, TI SI... (postavljeno 17.09.`06., 00:42h)
TRENUTNO STANJE...
Super pisma... Naravno, Green Day... WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS (druge nisan stavila jer ih imate već u spotovima):
SLIKE:
GREEN DAY
BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG
RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS
GUNS N` ROSES (za Emila)
SEAN PAUL
DALEKA OBALA (za Juru)
PJESME:
GOOD RIDANCE (TIME OF YOUR LIFE)
(Green Day)
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life. (x3)
BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS
(Green Day)
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's (the) only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
BASKET CASE
(Green Day)
Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything
All at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or I'm just stoned
I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex
That's bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause
It's bringing her down
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Uh, yuh, yuh, ya
Grasping to control
So I better hold on
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or I'm just stoned
VALENTINO I RENATO
(Novi Fosili)
REFREN
Valentino i Renato
cokolada i kakao
tako slatka su mi oba
al’ odabrat’ ne znam koga
Valentino i Renato
cokolada i kakao
i da netko drugi bira
odabrat’ opet ne bi znao
Malena, ja nemam puno da ti dam
ali od njega vise te volim, vjeruj mi, znam
voljena, ja bih za tebe dao sve
samo daj njemu reci jednom zauvijek ne
Samo ti pozeli bilo sto
ja cu ti stvoriti i to
skinuti zvijezde s neba sve
jer volim te
REFREN
ROZA
(Daleka Obala)
Roza nije željela da zna
Koliko volim njena crna oka dva
Koliko želim da bude pored mene Roza
Roza nije željela da zna
I jednog dana u nju uvuko se vrag
Rekla je dragi ti mi više nisi drag
Rekla je više ne želim biti tvoja Roza
Rozi više nisam bio drag
Vrati se Roza ti si život moj
Volim te Roza ti si meni sve
Molim te Roza budi opet moja Roza
Roza ne ostavljaj me
Dane sam provodio misleći na nju
Bila je prisutna u svakom mome snu
Bila je prisutna u svakoj mojoj riječi
Ja sam učestalo mislio na nju
I jednog dana Roza bane na moj prag
I kaze mi dragi, opet si mi drag
I ja sam vidio da to je neka druga Roza
Al nema veze važno da se vratila
O Roza ti si život moj
Volim te Roza ti si meni sve
Molim te Roza budi uvijek moja Roza
Roza obožavam te
KURVE
(Daleka Obala)
Stvari se polako vraćaju na mjesto
ovako nešto se ne događa često
premda priznajem ponekad pretjeram
i neku otplovim sam
i tad slike izblijede sve
i tad zatvaram se u sebe
i tad nisi mi potrebna
Kazaljke i dalje krugove crtaju
umjesto zvijezda kišne kapi na grad padaju
prazno mjesto u mom krevetu sjeća me
bila si tu
tko zna kuda si otišla
tko zna zbog čega se ne vraćaš
tko zna sve piše u zvijezdama
Još jučer poljupcima mi smo se borili
i dodirom smo jedno drugom tajne otkrivali
što se dogodilo gdje je ta kap
što je prelila čašu što te natjerala da odneseš
sve što sam volio a tebe sam volio
sve što sam sanjao a tebe sam sanjao
ma zar sam pogriješio što sam se smijao
kad su mi govorili
Da sve su žene kurve
Kad bi zauvijek zaspao ovaj grad
kao u bajci prekriven trnjem i travama
sve dok se ti ne vratiš a vratit ćeš se znam
i sve dok tvoja ruka ne dotakne moj dlan
dok me ne zagrliš dok me ne poljubiš
dok me ne zagrije tvoj dah
DANI CALIFORNIA
(Red Hot Chili Peppers)
Gettin' born in the state of Mississippi
Poppa was a copper and'a momma was a hippie
In Alabama she was swinging hammer
Price you gotta pay when you break the panorama
She never knew that there was anything more than poor
What in the world does your company take me for?
Black bandana, sweet Louisiana
Robbin'on a bank in the state of Indiana
She's a runner, rebel and a stunner
On her merry way saying baby what you gonna
Lookin' down the barrel of a hot metal .45
Just another way to survive
Chorus:
California rest in peace
Simultaneous release
California show your teeth
She's my priestess, I'm your priest
Yeah, yeah
She's a lover, baby and a fighter
Should've seen her coming when it got a little brighter
With a name like Dani California
Day was gonna come when I was gonna mourn ya
A little loaded she was stealing another breath
I love my baby to death
Chorus:
California rest in peace
Simultaneous release
California show your teeth
She's my priestess, I'm your priest
Yeah, yeah
Who knew the other side of you
Who knew what others died to prove
Too true to say goodbye to you
Too true, too sad sad sad
Push the fader, gifted animator
One for the now and eleven for the later
Never made it, Up to Minnessota
North Dakota man was a gunnin' for the quota
Down in the badlands she was saving the best for last
it only hurts when I laugh
Gone too fast
Chorus:
California rest in peace
Simultaneous release
California show your teeth
She's my priestess, I'm your priest
Yeah, yeah
California rest in peace
Simultaneous release
California show your teeth
She's my priestess, I'm your priest
Yeah, yeah
I DON`T WANNA MISS A THING
(Aerosmith)
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you
is a moment I treasure
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wonderin' if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing
WE WILL BE BURNIN`
(Sean Paul)
[Intro]
Just gimme di trees and mek we smoke it yo (smoke it yo)
It a mek we please so don’t provoke it yo (voke it yo)
We nuh need nah speed so we nah go coke it yo (coke it yo)
Set ya mind at ease we gotta take it slow
So when yuh see di S.P. floatin', dont provoke it
Cau di weed weh we smokin' need fi soakin'
Best ting fi di meditation, and di best hygrade a Jamaican
It fi a weed we supportin' not promotin'
Lau di crack and di cokin hear me shouting
Herb a di healin' of di nation
Legalize it right now we wan blaze one
[chorus]
Everyday, we be burnin' not concernin' what nobody wanna say
We be earnin' dollars turning cau we mind deh pon we pay
Some got gold and oil and diamonds all we got is Mary J
Legalize it, time you recognize it
Dis purple haze it mek mi crazy
Mek mi write nuff tune and thats what pays me
But i'm not di only occupation
Goin' to get some I give yuh medication
When a farmer grows it he knows to close it
Economical benefit help wit dose who have fi deh yah pon di hard jugglin
Cau di system only keep man struggling
Studyin people a use it don’t abuse it
Cau di concentration well reputed
Dat’s why herb man dem a di wise one
And it found on di grave of King Solomon
And weed good fi di eye sight and di chest sight
And it give nuff insight just gimme di light
And, mek we blaze it he should a neva waste it
[chorus]
Again, we be burnin not concernin what nobody wanna say
We be earnin dollars turning cau we mind deh pon we pay
Some got gold and oil and diamonds all we got is Mary J
Legalize it, time you recognize it
Just gimme di trees and mek we smoke it yo (Smoke it yo!)
It a mek we pleasse so don’t provoke it yo (Voke it yo!)
We nuh need nah speed so we nah go coke it yo (Coke it yo!)
Set yuh mind at ease we gotta take it slow
So when yuh see di S.P. floatin don’t provoke him
Cau di weed weh we smokin need fi soakin
Best ting di medication, and di best hygrade a Jamaican
Cau we know it as a great ting no debatin
While incarceratin true dem hatin
Cau dem don’t wanna see we a remain calm
Even though dem got dem sirin on(?)
[chorus]
Everyday, we be burnin not concernin what nobody wanna say
We be earnin dollars turning cau we mind deh pon we pay
Some got gold and oil and diamonds all we got is Mary J
Legalize it, time you recognize it
Again, we be burnin not concernin what nobody wanna say
We be earnin dollars turning cau we mind deh pon we pay
Some got gold and oil and diamonds all we got is Mary J
Legalize it, time you recognize it
Again, we be burnin not concernin what nobody wanna say
We be earnin dollars turning cau we mind deh pon we pay
Some got gold and oil and diamonds all we got is Mary J
Legalize it, time you recognize it
Just gimme di trees and mek we smoke it yo (Smoke it yo!)
It dont mek we peace so dont provoke it yo (Voke it yo!)
We nuh need nuh speed so we nuh need coke it yo (Coke it yo!)
Set yuh mind at ease we gotta take it slow
TEMPERATURE
(Sean Paul)
[Intro:]
The gal dem Schillaci...Sean da Paul
So me give it to...so me give to...so me give it to...to all girls
Five million and forty naughty shorty...
Baby girl...all my girls..all my girls...Sean da Paul say...
[Chorus:]
Well woman the way the time cold I wanna be keepin' you warm
I got the right temperature for shelter you from the storm
Oh lord, gal I got the right tactics to turn you on, and girl I...
Wanna be the Papa...You can be the Mom....oh oh!
[Verse 1:]
Make I see the gal them bruk out pon the floor from you don't want no worthless performer
From you don't want no man wey can't turn you on gal make I see your hand them up on ya..
Can't tan pon it long.....naw eat no yam...no steam fish....nor no green banana
But down in Jamaica we give it to you hot like a sauna..
[Chorus]
Well woman the way the time cold I wanna be keepin' you warm
I got the right temperature for shelter you from the storm
Oh lord, gal I got the right tactics to turn you on, and girl I...
Wanna be the Papa...You can be the Mom....oh oh!
[Verse 2:]
Bumper exposed and gal you got your chest out but you no wasters cause gal you impress out...
And if you des out a me you fi test out,Cause I got the remedy to make you de-stress out....
Me haffi flaunt it because me God Bless out...And girl if you want it you haffi confess out...
A no lie weh we need set speed a fi test the mattress out..
[Chorus]
Well woman the way the time cold I wanna be keepin' you warm
I got the right temperature for shelter you from the storm
Oh lord, gal I got the right tactics to turn you on, and girl I...
Wanna be the Papa...You can be the Mom....oh oh!
[Verse 3:]
Gal don't say me crazy now, this strange love it a no Bridgette and Flava show..
Time fi a make baby now so stop gwaan like you a act shady yo...
Woman don't play me know, cause a no Fred Sanford nor Grady yo....
My lovin' is the way to go...my lovin' is the way to go.....
[Chorus]
Well woman the way the time cold I wanna be keepin' you warm
I got the right temperature for shelter you from the storm
Oh lord, gal I got the right tactics to turn you on, and girl I...
Wanna be the Papa...You can be the Mom....oh oh!
[Verse 4:]
When you roll with a player like me... with a bredda like me girl there is no other
No need to talk it right here just park it right here keep it undercover
From me love how you fit inna you blouse and you fat inna you jeans and mi waan discover..
Everything out you baby girl can you hear when me utter...
[Chorus]
Well woman the way the time cold I wanna be keepin' you warm
I got the right temperature for shelter you from the storm
Oh lord, gal I got the right tactics to turn you on, and girl I...
Wanna be the Papa...You can be the Mom....oh oh!
[Verse 5:]
Make I see the gal them bruk out pon the floor from you don't want no worthless performer
From you don't want no man wey can't turn you on gal make I see your hand them up on ya..
Can't tan pon it long.....naw eat no yam...no steam fish....nor no green banana
But down in Jamaica we give it to you hot like a sauna..
[Chorus:]
Well woman the way the time cold I wanna be keepin' you warm
I got the right temperature for shelter you from the storm
Oh lord, gal I got the right tactics to turn you on, and girl I...
Wanna be the Papa...You can be the Mom....oh oh!
TELL ME BABY
(Red Hot Chili Peppers)
They come from every state to find
Some dreams were meant to be declined
Tell the man what did you have in mind
What have you come to do
No turning water into wine
No learning while you're in the line
I'll take you to the broken sign
You see the lights are blue
Come and get it
Lost it at the city limit
Say goodbye
Cause they will find a way to trim it
Everybody
Lookin' for a silly gimmick
Gotta get away
Can't take it for another minute
This town is made of many things
Just look at what the current brings
So high it's only promising
This place was made on you
Tell me baby what's your story
Where you come from
And where you wanna go this time
Tell me lover are you lonely
The thing we need is
Never all that hard to find
Tell me baby what's your story
Where do you come from
And where you wanna go this time
Your so lovely are you lonely
Giving up on the innocence you left behind
Some claim to have the fortitude
To shrewd to blow the interlude
Sustaining pain to set a mood
Step out to be renewed
I'll move you like a baritone
Jungle brothers on the microphone
Getting over with an undertone
It's time to turn to stone
Chitty chitty baby
When your nose is in the nitty gritty
Life could be a little sweet
But life could be a little shitty
What a pity
Boston and a kansas city
Looking for a hundred
But you only ever found a fitty
Three fingers in the honeycomb
You ring just like a xylophone
Devoted to the chromosome
The day that you left home
Tell me baby what's your story
Where you come from
And where you wanna go this time
Tell me lover are you lonely
The thing we need is
Never all that hard to find
Tell me baby what's your story
Where do you come from
And where you wanna go this time
Your so lovely are you lonely
Giving up on the innocence you left behind (x3)
SWEET CHILD O` MINE
(Guns N` Roses)
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I'd stare too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine
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-SUPEEEER!!!!!! -> Svaštarija iz VK... Blog do jaja! PUNK`S NOT DEAD!!!
-GREEN DAY 4EVER! Supeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer..... Ma ne moram ni pričat koji ODLIČAN BLOG!!!
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-NEMOJ!
-moj prethodni blog
-iako ne slušam G N`R, blog je super... guns n` roses girl
-još jedan G`N`R super blog... AXL 4EVER
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-NAŠE KRALJEVSTVO...
-CHAT
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Pa ljudi moji!
Evo, napisat ću vam jedan POVEĆI post... Tila san i prije, ali ovih zadnjih par dana blog nas je stalno zajebavao, pa nismo mogli niti KOMENTIRATI druge blogove! Al, dobro...
Mislila san da će mi, s obzirom na to što me mater i otac nisu pustili u MC za rođendan, bit PREDOSADNO u subotu, za rođendan, ali, vidi čuda: NIJE!!! Baš, dapače, bilo je GREAT!!!!
Na kraju nitko ni nije išao u Monte Carlo od mojih jer su ja mislin svi "živi i mrtvi" bili gore, pa nisi mogo niti proć! A i neke ženske su mislile (opet VALJDA! ) na mene pa nisu išle gore (bar do ponoći). Ovako van je bilo (sažet ću van cili dan): Prvo su mi došle porukice u kojima mi moja PRELUDA i PREDOBRA i PRESUPER rodica ANTONIA (ja je zoven PLAVA CIGANKA, kao i ona mene... Duga priča... ) čestita rođendan na svoj "ciganski" način , onda mi je došla lipa poruka od NIKOLINE, koja ide...
one te vode k tvojoj sreći.
Kad imaš sreću, sve ti je lako,
a upravo želim da ti bude tako.
Svaka minuta sretna ti bila,
svaka ti se želja u životu ispunila.
U životu nek` te sreća prati,
ljepše želje ne mogu ti dati!
*SRETAN ROĐENDAN*
Ta me lipa čestitka razveselila i sa srećom san se digla (što je PRAVAAAA rijetkost! ) i ušla u kuhinju. Zaboravila san da je Luciji došla jedna prijateljica iz ST-a, iz razreda, koju ja još nisan bila upoznala, DANIJELA, pa san se JAAAKOOOO začudila kad mi je došla, najprije smo se, naravno, upoznale, i čestitala rođendan. I tog trenutka, kad me pitala: "A koji ti je ovo rođendan?", shvatila san kako san "stara" i skoro posramljena san rekla četrnaesti. ČETRNAESTI!!! Pa jel vi to možete VIROVAT?!?!?
Skoro "jučer" san još bila u vrtiću i igrala se s kockicama, a sad... E, da mi se vratit u te dane bezbrižnosti i "ne-puberteta"...
Al, šta ćete.... Nego, da se vratin... Aha.
I onda san išla prije mise za sv. Jeru na fontanu ispod kuće gdje su me trebale čekat NINCHY i KETY. Al, kao i uvik, ja san kasnila i onda kad san izašla na put, one su me prestrašile jer su bile došle ispred moje kuće, nisu me već mogle čekat jadne... I uglas rekle SRETAN ROĐENDAN! Nasmiješila san se i onda mi je NINA dala jedan mali žuti cvjetić, kao "poklon" za ročkas. Al taj me cvjetić NAJVIŠE razveselio jer znam da ga je ubrala SAMO ZA MENE i to mi je bio naj poklon tog dana! (al, dobro, pravi pokloni će se dilit tek u subotu... ) I išle mi, ono standard, na misu i malo se zezali i tako... Čestitali su meni i Sendy rođendan sve ženske.... Baš lipo da su se sjetile! (e, ko prvo, oprostite šta odma prekjučer nisan nastavila sa postom, al... Nemojte se čudit! Pa to san ipak JA!!!) I onda posli mise smo se malo još ispred crkve zajebavali sa bivšim i NAJBOLJIM (naravno, po učiteljima NAJGORIM u povijesti škole! Al, to su ipak dosadni učitelji... ) osmašima, od kojih je većina došla ovdi iz ST-a, iz škole, na vikend i naravno, na fjeru. Moj bivši najbolji prijatelj MATKO (bivši samo zato šta se ne vidimo više toliko... ) je tako glup da je 13 DANA od 15 ili koliko već IZOSTAO IZ ŠKOLE i preslatka teta KACHA (njegova mama, moja susjeda, naj žena na svitu!!! ) ga nije pustila vani! Koji debil ! Al, tako mu i treba kad je tako neodgovoran... (prava mu se javila! ) I onda mi je on čestita rođendan i tako... Ispred crkve su još sjedili i IVE i ANDRIJA i mnog i drugi, naravno... I onda smo trebali ić na ručak, pa smo se ja i "moj " šminker (sorry, Matko! ) Matkich uputili put doma, a slijedio nas je Ive, pa san ja malo glupo izgledala sa ta dva muška ko sama ženska, al OK... I onda smo još vidili MARU, LOLLY i NINU i MARE i LOLLY su mi čestitale rođendan i tako... (Ne da mi se pisat više!!! Umorila san se!) I kad san ručala i to sve, posli je trebalo bit natjecanje iz ženske odbojke i nogometa (muškog!), pa je Sendy došla po mene da idemo skupa na igralište, al se ja uopće nisan obukla sportski jer nisan tila igrat... A nogomet je, uz ostale, naravno, igrao moj JURE , al je prvo bila odbojka, a posli je bio Sendi i ANTONIJI rođendan, pa ga nisan uspila gledat , al nema veze, znan da je igrao SUPER! Naravno, naše osmašice su dobile protiv sedmašica i tako osvojile pehar... A i osmaši u nogometu (JURE!!!) su također dobili protiv naravno, slabijih, al isto odličnih, drugoplasiranih petaša. I, naravno, standard zajebancija sa svima na igralištu... Da skratim: TONI, Jurin mlađi brat, mi je rekao da mi je Jure kupio nekakvi parfem "Playboy"! UBIT ĆU GA!!! I još do danas mi ga nije dao, al je reko... Pa, valjda ga je sram, šta ja znan! Al ne znan uopće oću ga primit!!! I, onda posli san išla po poklon Sendy i Antoniji (Antonija ga je imala na 28.09., ali su ga danas obe dvi slavile, u pizzeriji) i onda smo se ove neke ženske i ja sastali ispred crkve... Još nisu došle bile Keti, Nina i slavlljenica "2", Sendy. I otišle smo do pizzerije, bilo je baš OK i tako... Sve pet. Posli ročkasa san otišla na igralište i PRIJATELJSKI grlila slatkog "mog" FRANU (srednjoškolac jedan PRESLATKI), ali je tu bio Jure i valjda je krivo shvatio i... Ono, gledao me baš ljutito i bijesno i tužno i sve, CILO to jebeno vrime! A ja se tu skoro rasplakala, tila mu sve objasnit, ali nisan smogla niti snage ni ništa... I onda mi je Keti rekla da se iden doma probuć za vanka i da posli idemo u nje da ona isto to napravi, da se sredi.. A mene srce steže, boli, a šta sve ne... Mislila san da smo sad OZBILJNO prekinuli (bilo je još takvih situacija, nažalost...) i onda još kad san se sitila da je ovo MOJ FUCKING rođendan i da bi trebalo sve bit po MOME, U PM... Pa bar taj dan u godini! Jebemu mater! Mislin, znan da san razmažena, al koliko mi je samo stvari pokvarilo taj dan... Al, sad ćete vidit da se sve opet prominilo na NAJBOLJE, fala BOGU DRAGOM!!! I onda smo Keti i ja otišle u mene i onda mi je još i mater zaHebala ovaj dan... Mislin, koliko se to još moglo....
Najprije mi je rekla da mogu ostat vani samo do 11 SATI! Onda je produžila na 11 i po i onda kad je Keti rekla da su sve ženske matere pustile do 1 sat (blago in se!!! ), "smilovala" mi se i pustila me ČAK do PONOĆ! ČAK! I tako... I onda smo otišli do ispred škole i tamo su bili EMIL, MIMICA, PAVE, KATE, NIKOLA i ne znan još ko sve ne... A ANTONIA, jedna PRELUDA i PREDOBRA ženska koja živi u ST-u, ali je inače Pražničanka () nan se "pridružila" do Ketine kuće koja i nije baš blizu... A onda... Ajme, ne mogu ni pisat šta san tada bila tužna... Vidili smo kako Jure sam sidi ispred općine i baš me pogledao onako... strašno. Baš ko da me hoće ubit, ili, u mom slučaju, još gore, ostavit. Od tog pogleda san se sva naježila i poželila da me nema. Baš sam se nekako RASPADALA iznutra, i srce mi je tako brzo kucalo, baš strava i baš grozno... A on mi je rekao, kao da me prvi puta tek vidi, samo DI SU OVI MUŠKI? Hladnokrvno, grozno, al znala san da i on još uvijek nešto osjeća, da nije baš takav po njgovu tonu glasa. Sve me bolilo, al najviše srce i nisam mogla hodat, nisan znala jeli to samo zbog neudobnih cipela ili zbog NJEGA. On mi je dečko kojeg san u ćivotu NAJVIŠE volila, a sad još i više, pa san osjećala neki bijes... Naravno, pomiješan s tugom i ljutnjom , ponajviše na sebe, of course. I tako, išli smo do Keti, ona se sredila... A, da, i prije toga mi je rekla da ona neće zbog MENE u MC... Ma vidite vi te moje prijatelje! NAJ SU!!!!!!!!!
Onda smo otišli do ovog društva ispred škole. Al, Jure nije bilo. Tražila san ga ko da tražin neko zlato, blago, ne znan šta. A onda mi je Nikola reko: "A JURE TI JE IŠO!" U tom trenutku ko da me munja s neba pogodila! Sad već nisam STVARNO imala snage ni za što, ni da živim, ni da preživim ovaj dan koji mi je TREBAO bit najbolji. I poslala ja Juri poruku "ZAŠTO SI IŠAO, PLAKAT ĆU!", a on meni odgovara "ŽA JE TEBI K***C, NE MOŽEMO VIŠE OVAKO" i slično tako. Jedva sam mu otipkala "TI MISLI ŠTA HOĆEŠ, ALI MORAŠ ZNAT DA TE VOLIN NAJVIŠE NA SVITU I DA ŽELIN DA OVA VEZE USPIJE", nešto u tom stilu. I onda, kad san se tila rasplaket ispred svih da san mogla, dolazi mi poruka "POKUŠAT ĆEMO PONOVNO, NEŠTO SAN TI KUPI PA ĆU TI DAT NEGDI NASAMO KAD DOĐEN. VOLIN TE." VOLIN TE. VOLIN TE! VOLIN TE!!! VOLIN TE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PA, JEL VI MOŽETE UOPĆE ZAMISLIT MOJU SREĆU U TOM TRENUTKU?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! A onda mi je posli poslao porukicu "SRETAN TI ROĐENDAN. VOLIN TE." Ajme, još sva drhtin i dok ovo pišen, a kamoli tada!
I još, kad san mislila da ne može bit bolje, nisam se IKAD bolje provela u životu nego tada sa MNOGOOOOOOOOOOOOBROJNIN, NAJ DRUŠTVON NA SVITU! P_ _ _ _ _ _ smo ama baš SVI, DO JEDNOGA! Pa, evo sad, kad sam čak i JA ostala bez riči, ovo mi je bio NAJBOLJI i DEFINITIVNO NAJČUDNIJI rođendan u životu. Pa, SRETAN MI ROĐENDAN. Bye!
E, skoro zaboravih! LOLLY, sa zakašnjenjem (jer ovaj post dovršavam tek 05.10., ali piše 03.10., a to je njen rođendan, pa je valjda u redu..? )... SRETAN TI 15. ROĐENDAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!