ponekad kad sam sama sjedim na prozoru i razmišljam o svom životu...onome što je bilo i onome što tek slijedi...pitam se zašto uopće živim...ima li moj život smisla....razmišljam o svojim postupcima i jesam li dobro postupila.....zašto sam ja na ovom planetu...da li mi značimo šta jedni drugima i je li uopće značimo....tko su ovi ljudi koji me okružuju....
ponekad kad mislim da je napokon sve uredu sruši se moja kula od karata tek napravljena i onda pomislim zašto, što sam skrivila...
ponekad pak mi treba osoba koja će me samo saslušati, zagrliti i reći da će sve biti uredu...da postoji bolje sutra....mislim da sam tu osobu izgubila i to svojom zaslugom i zbog toga mi jejako krivo...krivo mi je što uvijek pokvarim ono što valja.....
kako smo mi ljudi jadni...ja sam jadna....ma šta vam uopće ovo pišem ....nepotrabno vas mučim....
bilo bi najbolje da sam sasvima sama i zatvorena u nekom sobićku....manje bi ljudi bilo povrijeđeno manje patnje ....ali ja se bojim samoće....
I Could Have Lied-RHCP
There must be something
In the way I feel
That she don't want me to feel
The stare she bares cut me
I don't care
You see so what if I bleed
I could never change
Just what I feel
My face will never show
What is not real
A mountain never seems to have
The need to speak
A look that shares so many seek
The sweetest feeling
I got from you
The things I said to you were true
I could never change
Just what I feel
My face will never show
What is not real
I could have lied I'm such a fool
My eyes could never never never (chorus)
Keep their cool
Showed her and I told her how
She struck me but I'm fucked up now
But now she's gone yes she's gone away
A soulful song
That would not stay
You see she hides 'cause she is scared
But I don't care
I won't be spared
16.11.2006. u 22:05 | K | 9 | P | # | ^
RHCP-SNow
COME TO DECIDE THAT THE THINGS THAT I TRIED
WERE IN MY LIFE JUST TO GET HIGH ON
WHEN I SIT ALONE
COME GET A LITTLE KNOWN
BUT I NEED MORE THAN MYSELF THIS TIME
STEP FROM THE ROAD TO THE SEA TO THE SKY
AND I DO BELIEVE WHAT WE RELY ON
WHEN I LAY IT ON
COME GET TO PLAY IT ON
ALL MY LIFE TO SACRIFICE
HEY OH LISTEN WHAT I SAY OH
I GOT YOUR
HEY OH NOW LISTEN WHAT I SAY OH
WHEN WILL I KNOW THAT I REALLY CAN'T GO
TO THE WELL ONCE MORE TIME TO DECIDE ON
WHEN IT'S KILLING ME
WHEN WILL I REALLY SEE
ALL THAT I NEED TO LOOK INSIDE
COME TO BELIEVE THAT I BETTER NOT LEAVE
BEFORE I GET MY CHANCE TO RIDE
WHEN IT'S KILLING ME
WHAT DO I REALLY NEED
ALL THAT I NEED TO LOOK INSIDE
THE MORE I SEE THE LESS I KNOW
THE MORE I LIKE TO LET IT GO.....HEY OH
DEEP BENEATH THE COVER OF ANOTHER PERFECT WONDER
WHERE IT'S SO WHITE AS SNOW
PRIVATELY DIVIDED BY A WORLD SO UNDECIDED
AND THERE'S NO WHERE TO GO
IN BETWEEN THE COVER OF ANOTHER PERFECT WONDER
WHERE IT'S SO WHITE AS SNOW
RUNNING THROUGH A FIELD WHERE ALL MY TRACKS WILL
BE CONCEALED AND THERE IS NO WHERE TO GO
WHEN TO DESCEND TO AMEND FOR A FRIEND
ALL THE CHANNELS THAT HAVE BROKEN DOWN
NOW YOU BRING IT UP
I'M GONNA RING IT UP
JUST TO HEAR YOU SING IT OUT
STEP FROM THE ROAD TO THE SEA TO THE SKY
AND I DO BELIEVE WHAT WE RELY ON
WHEN I LAY IT ON
COME GET TO PLAY IT ON
ALL MY LIFE TO SACRIFICE
15.11.2006. u 11:52 | K | 4 | P | # | ^
roćkas prošao...vraćamo se realnosti
da, sve je ponovno po starom-manje više.....
bolesna sam,malo...ležim u krevetu i odmaram se.....
ne znam šta da vam napišem jer nemam inspirejšn.....svi su sretni ništa me ne živcira i baš mi je bilo juče super....
išli smo sven, kata, martina i ja kod ive učit kemiju i tak smo se smijali i napričali i tak samo kemiju nismo učili....
a šta da vam napišem budite kakvi jeste i volite se....
pozdrav svima RHCP
Something inside the cards
I know is right
Don't want to live
Somebody elses life
This is what I want to be
And this is what I give to you
Because I get it free
She smiles while I do my time
I could die for you
Oh this life I choose
I'm here to be your only go-between
To tell you of the sights
These eyes have seen
What I really want to do is
Turn it into motion
Beauty that I can't abuse
You know that I'd use my senses to
You can see that
It's only everywhere
I'd take it all and then
I'd find a way to share
Come along and go
Along with me
Wander with me yo
It's all for free
I could die for you
Whatchu wanna do
Oh this life I choose
Come again and tell me
Where you want to go
What it means for me
To be with you alone
Close the door and
No one has to know
How we are
Come along and go
Along with me
Wander with me yo
It's all for free
I could die for you
Whatchu want to do
Oh this life I choose
11.11.2006. u 19:50 | K | 8 | P | # | ^