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Dan mi je prošao prilichno brzo. Popodne sam prowela s Iwanom. Nismo se widjele wec gotovo godinu dana. Iako smo se cesto cule, jako mi je drago što sam je widjela. Znala sam da će me ona znati utješiti, ako ništa drugo barem mi nakratko vratiti osmijeh na lice. Dugo smo pričale i widjela sam da je i njoj teško to swe palo, a najviše to što sam to morala saznati na takaw način, i što je ona morala biti ta koja će mi to kazati. Prije nego sam se vraćala kući sam josh jednom swratila do groblja. Htijela sam josh jedom posjetiti mamu, a i Dadija.. Neznam kako bih uopće opisala osjećaje i misli koji su mi prolazili glavom dok sam stajala ispred njegowa groba. Nisam se mogla suzdržati, morala sam zaplakati. Slomio me sam pogled na grob. Žalila sam samo da bude Iwana kraj mene, ali joj nisam htijela ni reči da se wraćam tamo, jer nisam htijela da opet to prolazi samnom. Jučer, kad je došla samnom,...widjela sam u njenim očima da želi što prije otići odande, i da sam samo pogoršala stvari kad sam je zamolila da pođe samnom. Nisam je htijela podsjećati na swe što se desilo, ali znala sam da sama neću moći. U ponedjeljak se vraćamo u Zurich, ali znam da će dio mene ostati ovdje. Na onome groblju. O Bože, prvo mama a sada Dado... Kaj sam ja fakat tak loša osoba da mi se to događa?

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Don't cry

Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there beforeSomething changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had, baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
How I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
tonight

"Easier To Run"

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)