It is easy enough to be pleasant,
When life flows by like a song,
But the man worth while is the one who can smile
When everything goes dead wrong.
For the test of the heart is troubled,
And it always comes with the years.
And the smile that is worth the praises of earth
Is the smile that shines through tears.
Ella Wheeler Wilcox
"All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners & change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak & hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us".
-The Wonder Years-
"Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile".
-Franklin Jones-
"You know when you listen to music playing from another room? And you're singing along because it's a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a train passes by so you can't hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway...then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the music again, you're still sing in the exact same time with it. That's what love is like."
"Woman was created from the rib of man: Not from his head to be thought of only, nor from his hand to be owned, nor from his foot to be beneath, but from under his arm to be protected, from his side to be equal, and from his heart to be loved..".
"Take your life in your own hands and what happens? A terrible thing: no one to blame."
-Erica Jong-
"At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. Some things you say cause there's no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves."
"He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals."
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift; that’s why they call it the present."
"Ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week walking tour? Can your life change in a month, or a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead.. but when you're young, one hour can change everything." -OTH-
nobody said it was easy..no one ever said it would be this hard...
subota, 09.04.2005.
proljece a u meni nemir..
proljece je.....a..a u meni nemir..ovih dana sam malo poludila gledajuci po gradu sve one zaljubljene parove..a ja jadna sama...bez ikog...
da me voli,da me mazi..da me cjele dane pazi..
joj to sam oduvik tila...i ovih dana samo sama sebe zalim zbog toga..i cmizdrim i sve..i onda se ocu zadaviti..pa kad malo razmislim shvatim da sam zapravo ja kriva..jer ja sam otirala sve koji su mi se pokusali pribliziti...nije da ih je bilo nesto previse..ali dovoljno...jer jednostavno nisam mogla..nisam tila,ma sto ja znam..priko zime nisam tila..zbog skole i svega..jednostavno mi je bilo previse...a tada sam imala prilike..a odbacivala sam prilike i zbog toga ali iz zbog toga sto sam se bojala..da me neko ne povridi,da ne ostanem sama..izgubljena..i tako sve sam otirala..i tako sam ostal bez mojeg macora..sotone...a i ajmo uracunati i stakora...ah bar jedna dobra stvar..ubila bi se da sam zavrsila s njime..on je malo puno blesav...a macor iliti brane..s njime sam tila probat nesto ali ipak svaki put kad bi se on priblizio previse ja bi pobigla...zato je cilo vrime trca za mnom...heheh..a joj a moja sotona..on mi je bio najdrazi...mozda zato sto nikad nije bio moj..on je uvik bio nesto posebno..on mi najvise nedostaje..jedino sam njemu dala adresu bloga...njemu sam pricala o svemu..cak je bio propustija utakmicu zbog mene(a ako to nije slatko ne znam sto je jer je on neki nogometas)..ma joj obozavala sam ga..ali priznajem da sam platila za to...mali jos imam one modrice..sitila sam ga se danas..citala sam stare postove i negdi sam pisala o njemu..tako da sam se sitila...a vise se ne cujemo..ne znam zasto...jednostavno smo prestali pricati...nasao si je curu..vise mu ne tribam..ne znam ocemo se vidit ikad vise..stvarno bi tila..nedostajes mi mali.....idem sad..ovo cu malo dotjerati sutra jer ce me sad carnet iskljucit
25 stvari, osjecaja i dogadaja bez kojih moj zivot ne bi imao smisla...
1. suncokreti
2. miris kreme za suncanje
3. jagode
4. ruka oko ramena
5. hvala i molim..
6. miris kože nakon kise...
7. osmijeh..
8. rijeci.. pisanje...
9. zaljubljenost
10. cipele..
11. lakovi za nokte..
12. brinuti se za nekoga
13. sanjariti....
14. razgovori do dugo u noc..
15. milli mill- eurokrem
16. kucu na plazi.. pjesak.. more i sve zajedno..
17. osjecaj kada mislis da je sve okey.. volis i voljen si..
18. trcanje.. ono koje te tako izmori da nitijedan problem vise nije ostao...
19. glazba..
20. ljubav iz knjige, dovoljno velika da stisa alarm
21. cvijetici i duge i leptirici i oblaci, baloni od sapunice...free falling..
22. putovati.. pokusati naci svoje mjesto..
23. poklone.. one samo da znas da je stalo..kamencic, pismo, cvijetic...
24. biti drama queen.
25. samopouzdanje..