It is easy enough to be pleasant,
When life flows by like a song,
But the man worth while is the one who can smile
When everything goes dead wrong.
For the test of the heart is troubled,
And it always comes with the years.
And the smile that is worth the praises of earth
Is the smile that shines through tears.
Ella Wheeler Wilcox
"All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners & change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak & hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us".
-The Wonder Years-
"Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile".
-Franklin Jones-
"You know when you listen to music playing from another room? And you're singing along because it's a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a train passes by so you can't hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway...then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the music again, you're still sing in the exact same time with it. That's what love is like."
"Woman was created from the rib of man: Not from his head to be thought of only, nor from his hand to be owned, nor from his foot to be beneath, but from under his arm to be protected, from his side to be equal, and from his heart to be loved..".
"Take your life in your own hands and what happens? A terrible thing: no one to blame."
-Erica Jong-
"At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. Some things you say cause there's no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves."
"He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals."
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift; that’s why they call it the present."
"Ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week walking tour? Can your life change in a month, or a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead.. but when you're young, one hour can change everything." -OTH-
nobody said it was easy..no one ever said it would be this hard...
subota, 11.12.2004.
a trebam te kao pjesnik svoju bol...
Voljenome
I opet si tu u mojim mislima.Ne zelim te.samo mi nanosis bol,ali ti si kao zrak bez kojeg ne mogu disati,kao hrana bez koje ne mogu zivjeti. Potreban si mi jer bez tebe ne mogu. Iako svaki pogled,svaka misao na tebe boli. Mrzim te zbog toga. Mrzim te jer te svakim danom volim sve vise. I mrzim te zbog toga sto mi je ljubav jaca od mrznje. Trudim se zaboraviti te,ali ne ide mi.. srcu se ne zapovijeda. Najvise me boli sto ti uopce na slutis sto osjecam,da znas mozda bi bio pazljiviji,ne bi me vise gledao,smjeskao se i pricao sa mnom. Jer uzasno boli znati da si blizu,a tako daleko, znati da mi ne pripadas i da nemam prava zeljeti te za sebe. Nikad mi neces pripadati,znam.. ali ja sam sanjar i ponekad moji snovi postaju tako stvarni da mi se ucini da i ti mene volis koliko i ja tebe.. Ne znas kako je uzasan osjecaj kad shvatim da su to samo sanjarenja,da ti jedva znas da ja postojim. Pokusavam te zaboraviti,ali ne uspjeva.. Znam da tvoje srce pripada drugoj i to uzasno boli.. I ponekad imam nekakav osjecaj da mi se cini da te mrzim zbog toga sto si sretan i voljen..sto ne znas sto je bol..mozda cu jedne noci sanjati a u mojim snovima neces biti ti, mozda cu se jednog jutra probuditi bez tvog imena na usnama. Zeljno cekam taj trenutak,ali sad mi se cini da cu te zauvjek voljeti...
ovo sam nasla danas kad sam sredivala sobu..prije i uvik srce malo zatreperilo kad bih ovo procitala,a sad nista..ne znam sto mi je..nekako sam zbunjena...bezvoljna,pa samo copy pesatam..ali ipak...
25 stvari, osjecaja i dogadaja bez kojih moj zivot ne bi imao smisla...
1. suncokreti
2. miris kreme za suncanje
3. jagode
4. ruka oko ramena
5. hvala i molim..
6. miris kože nakon kise...
7. osmijeh..
8. rijeci.. pisanje...
9. zaljubljenost
10. cipele..
11. lakovi za nokte..
12. brinuti se za nekoga
13. sanjariti....
14. razgovori do dugo u noc..
15. milli mill- eurokrem
16. kucu na plazi.. pjesak.. more i sve zajedno..
17. osjecaj kada mislis da je sve okey.. volis i voljen si..
18. trcanje.. ono koje te tako izmori da nitijedan problem vise nije ostao...
19. glazba..
20. ljubav iz knjige, dovoljno velika da stisa alarm
21. cvijetici i duge i leptirici i oblaci, baloni od sapunice...free falling..
22. putovati.. pokusati naci svoje mjesto..
23. poklone.. one samo da znas da je stalo..kamencic, pismo, cvijetic...
24. biti drama queen.
25. samopouzdanje..