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emily the strange
eeee... jel bi sad tribala pisat o sebi...
aj dobro aj...
ime: emma
prezime: ma nije bitno
nadimak: emily the strange
datum rođenja: 10.6.1989.
mjesto: split
volin: prijatelje, obitelj, knjige, filmove,muziku,crtat, pivat, izlazit vani, kupovat, svađat se, pametovat, bit u pravu, svoj razred, spavat, internet, blog, icq, mobitel (iako mi sad nije baš u funkciji), kišu (samo inspirativno), pisat pjesme, govorit gluposti, grlit ljude, pričat na telefon, cool pitu i shake u mcdonaldsa, breezer, digitalac (koji sam razbila na braču), e da, volim supetar(hehe), zoru, zalaske sunca, magiju, zmije, neobične stvari, more, proljeće, moj krevet, zvuk gitare, zvijezde, coca-colu, svoju uvjek besprijekorno urednu sobu (hehehe), živcirat sve oko sebe...ma previše toga volim da bi sve to pisala...
ne volin: MATEMATIKU! kad mi ljudi lažu u facu, nepravdu (bla bla bla), kad me ljudi ignoriraju,
neiskrenost, kad mi neko ne želi reć istinu u facu jer smatra da je ne mogu podnit, kad mi ljudi stalno nešto seru i žugaju, hladnoću, žuljeve, kad me boli zub, povraćat, ić u doktorice, vadit krv, kad mi niko ne šalje poruke, se budit rano ujutro, komarce, pčele, ose, muve i te sve bešitije, malu dicu (neku volin) neke dramatične cmizdrave filmove, cajke, školu, učenje... bla bla bla... ne volin nešto ne volit...
naj film: gospodar prstenova, deveta vrata, domino efekt, hrabro srce, pirati s kariba, krug, prljavi ples (samo prvi dio), 10 razloga zašto te mrzim, Grof Monte Cristo, moj dečko se ženi, mumija...
naj serija: ekipa za očevid, jag, pravda za sve, hitna služba, will i grace, dawson's creek, tree hill, pleme, everwood, prijatelji, o.c...
glumac: tom hanks, mel gibson, jim carrey, brendan frasher, johnny depp, heath ledger, colin farrell...
glumica: monica bellucci, nicole kidman, angelina jolie
pivač: axl rose, john lennon, chris martin
pivačica: ...hm...a ne znan, gwen stefani možda... neam pojma
grupa: guns n' roses, him, rasmusi, coldplay, bon jovi, system of a down, sonata arctica (nedavno sam počela slušat i odlična je), hladno pivo, daleka, riblja čorba, t.b.f...
pisma: e sad, toga je puno... najjjjjnajjjjnajjj bolja u zadnje vrime je tallullah, imagine, wind of change, hotel california, nothing else matters, lemon tree, don't cry, yellow, always, gloomy sunday, the scientist, wish you were here, killing lonlyness, boulevard of broken dreams, sweet child of mine, nostalgična, ne volim te, pijan, šamar, noć je prekrasna, kurve, one bi htjele, ti nisi tu, krivo je more, jedina moja...itd.
naj crtić: sponge bob, south park, simpsoni, mjesečeva ratinica...
naj piće: coca-cola, ledeni čaj, nescaffe, breezer, heineken (hehe)
naj jelo: škampi, lignje, školjke (svi morski plodovi, osim hobotnice), crni rižot i ono standardno, pizza, topli, e da i manistra (volim je i znam je skuvat (bravo ja))...
naj okus sladoleda: hm... tutti frutti, stračatela
naj odjevni predmet: piđama, u biti sad ću van ja opisat svoju piđamu... to su obična majca na spajs grls iz petog razreda i bokse muške koje san kupila bivšem momku za rođendan, ali san skužila da metalci ne žele bokse na devu koja svjetli u mraku za rođendan pa san mu kupila majcu na pearl jam, a bokse uzela sebi. i sad su mi one piđama
najdraža osoba: klarissa sara -moja plišalna lutka koju san dobila za petnajsti rođendan e i moj plišani pas bobo, i kimi i mara (moja dva plišana medvjedića dobrog srca)
najdraža živuća osoba: hm... pa ima osoba koje su mi drage... ima ih puno, ne želim izabrat samo jednu da ostale ne bi diskriminirala... ono... nino i make... s obzirom da su mi najbolji prijatelji...
naj misto: kavale, vidilica, balote, mekdonalds
naj kafić: ocean, st riva, mali princ,stella mare
naj profesor/ica u cjeloukupnom školovanju: mijić (povijest/osnovna) i ova iz psihologije, ne znam ime
naj knjiga: da vincijev kod je dobar za sad, anđeli i demoni, harry potter, dvostruki spoj,
naj lik iz filma: jack sparrow (pirati s kariba)
naj lik iz knjige: a voldemort (harry potter)
naj lik iz serije: seth cohen (o.c.) brooke ( tree hill )
naj lik iz crtića: sponge bob
naj par: ja i boris (hahahaha, zajebajen se) lucas i brooke (tree hill)
naj psovka: e toga je puno... u kurac... jebi se, jebote, jebenti koprive ujesen... dalje neću pisat, ali ima ih svakakvih
ljubavno stanje: zajebano... neodlučno... ma nekako iman osjećaj da san prerasla sve te stvari s buhu...zaljubljena san u njega, on mene nije... pih... ne da mi se to više... ja sad stvarno ozbiljno mislin da nisan zaljubljena u nikog...
to bi bilo to o meni... ostalo u postovima
Sonata Arctica: Tallullah
Remember when we used to look how sun set far away?
And how you said: "This is never over"
I believed your every word and I quess you did too
But now you're saying : "Hey, let's think this over"
You take My hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling you don't have the words
I found one for you, kiss your cheek, say bye, and walk away
Don't look back cause I am crying
I remember little things, you hardly ever do
Tell me why
I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true, mine betrayed me
You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while...
Why are you crying?
Tallulah, It's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah,
This could be...heaven
I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band
In love with her or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen
Don't even dare to say you hi, still swallowing the goodbye
But I know the feelings still alive - still alive
I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now
I'll always love you, no matter what you do
I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance
But there is one thing you must understand
Scorpions- wind of change
I follow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
An August summer night
Soldiers passing by
Listening to the wind of change
The world closing in
Did you ever think
That we could be so close,like brothers
The future's in the air
I can feel it everywhere
Blowing with the wind of change
Chorus:
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
Walking down the street
Distant memories
Are buried in the past forever
I fallow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
The wind of change blows straight
Into the face of time
Like a stormwind that will ring
The freedom bell for peace of mind
Let your balalaika sing
What my guitar wants to say
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
Guns n' roses - sweet child of mine
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I'd stare too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine
John Lennon - Imagine
Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace
You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world
You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one
Metalica - nothing else matters
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters
Bon Jovi - Always
This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time
Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
Coldplay - Yellow
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,
I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry
Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you
A Perfect Circle - DIARY OF A MADMAN/LOVESONG
Screaming out the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation
Endless price I'll have to pay
Diary of a Madman
Walk the line again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary, I'm here to stay
Sanity now and beyond me
I will always love you
However long i stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
There's no choice
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel whole again
Voices in the darkness
Scream away my mental health
Can I ask a question
To help me save me from myself
Sanity now and beyond me
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
There's no choice
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like i'm whole again
Whevever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like i'm whole again
I will always love you
There's no choice
No doubt _ Don't speak
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
don't speak...
Goodbye to you
Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star
HERE BY ME
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you
And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me
I can’t take another day without you
'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I have in this world
All that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me
As the days roll on I see
Time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
I’m sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I have in this world
And all that i'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me
Pearl Jam- Last kiss
Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.
We were out on a date in my daddy's car
We hadn't driven very far
There in the road, up straight ahead
A car was stalled, the engine was dead
I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right
I'll never forget the sound that night
The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass
The painful scream that I heard last.
Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.
When I woke up, the rain was pourin' down
There were people standing all around
Something warm rollin' through my eyes
But somehow I found my baby that night
I lifted her head, she looked at me and said
"Hold me darling just a little while."
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I would miss
But now she's gone, even though I hold her tight
I lost my love, my life that night.
Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.
Oooh~ ooooh~
STILL THE ONE
(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
Bridge:
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
Chorus:
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
(Bridge)
(Chorus)
(Chorus)
I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
UB40
Red Red Wine
Red red wine goes to my head
Makes me forget that I still need you so
Red red wine
It's up to you
All I can do I've done
Memories won't go
Memories won't go
I have sworn every time
Thoughts of you would leave my head
I was wrong, now I've found
Just one thing makes me forget
Red red wine
Stay close to me
Don't let me be alone
It's tearing apart
My blue blue heart
I have sworn every time
Thoughts of you would leave my head
I was wrong, now I've found
Just one thing makes me forget...
Red red wine
Stay close to me
Don't let me be alone
It's tearing apart
My blue blue heart
Coldplay- the hardest part
And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
Was the hardest part
And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start
I could feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining in the clouds
oh And I
I wish that I could work it out
And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
You really broke my heart
And I tried to sing
But I couldn't think of anything
And that was the hardest part
I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You're a silver lining the clouds
Oh, and I
Oh, and I
I wonder what its all about [x2]
Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do it just comes undone
And everything is torn apart
Oh and thats the hardest part
Thats the hardest part
Yeah, thats the hardest part
Thats the hardest part
"If Tomorrow Never Comes"
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
"Rearviewmirror" - Pearl Jam
i took a drive today
time to emancipate
i guess it was the beatings made me wise
but i'm not about to give thanks, or apologize
i couldn't breathe, holdin' me down
hand on my face, pushed to the ground
enmity gauged, united by fear
forced to endure what i could not forgive...
i seem to look away
wounds in the mirror waved
it wasn't my surface most defiled
head at your feet, fool to your crown
fist on my plate, swallowed it down
enmity gauged, united by fear
tried to endure what i could not forgive
saw things
saw things
saw things
saw things
clearer
clearer
once you, were in my...
rearview mirror...
i gather speed from you fucking with me
once and for all i'm far away
i hardly believe, finally the shades...are raised...
saw things so much clearer
once you, once you...
rearviewmirror...
saw things so much clearer
once you, once you...
rearviewmirror...
thank you for loving me-BON JOVI
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
x x x
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
x x x
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Who Knew
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
ah huh that's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything you said to me
yeah huh that's right
CHORUS 1
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
oh no no no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
CHORUS 2
When someone said count your blessings now
'Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who Knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
CHORUS 3
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darlin' who knew
My darlin' my darlin' who knew
My darlin' I miss you
My darlin' who knew
Who knew
someday-NICKELBACK
How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late
Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror
Chris Isaak - Wicked game
The world was on fire
No one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you
No, I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
No, I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you
What a wicked game you play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
v And I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
And I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
{World was on fire
No one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you
No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you
Nobody loves no one ...
Tool - Stinkfist Lyrics
Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden
Anyone should bear.
Constant over stimu-lation numbs me
but I would not want you
any other way.
It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.
Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.
I can help you change
Tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and we'll be
Well upon our way.
Blend and balance
Pain and comfort
Deep within you
Till you will not want me any other way.
It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.
Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to.
Relax. Slip away.
Something kinda sad about
the way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?
How can this mean anything to me
If I really don't feel anything at all?
I'll keep digging till
I feel something.
Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax. Turn around and take my hand.
Zombies
A Rose For Emily
The summer is here at last
The sky is overcast
And no one brings a rose for Emily
She watches her flowers grow
While lovers come and go
To give each other roses from her tree
But not a rose for Emily...
Emily, can't you see
There's nothing you can do?
There's loving everywhere
But none for you...
Her roses are fading now
She keeps her pride somehow
That's all she has protecting her from pain
And as the years go by
She will grow old and die
The roses in her garden fade away
Not one left for her grave
Not a rose for Emily...
Emily, can't you see
There's nothing you can do?
There's loving everywhere
But none for you...
Her roses are fading now
She keeps her pride somehow
That's all she has protecting her from pain
And as the years go by
She will grow old and die
The roses in her garden fade away
Not one left for her grave
Not a rose for Emily...
Alkaline Trio - Emma Lyrics
emma appeared like an angel.
emma fell like rain
into my lap like a heart attack.
like lightning from her name
i'm running dry of bad excuses.
don't want to lie or seem intrusive, but
time hasn't told me anything,
and neither has she
a poinsettia in poison rain...
traded true love for insult and injury
we washed it down the drain with
one silver bullet and two vicodin
emma woke up in darkness,
suitcase already packed
note on the bedstand signed in blood,
"sincerely, never coming back."
a nightmare on my street the day she arrived
a nightmarish household in which she died,
'cause it made her feel at home
somehow made me feel at home
a poinsetta in poison rain...
traded true love for insult and injury
we washed it down the drain with
one wooden stake through the heart, and two vicodin
and two vicodin
a poinsetta in poison rain...
traded true love for insult and injury
we washed it down the drain
with one silver bullet and two vicodin
and we watched the sun fall crown
on a city that sleeps in a world upside down
a slow ticket straight out of town
you went out with a bang when you took
with you all my dreams underground
ovo je zadnji put da pišen u ovoj godini
hehehehehehe
jutros (dobro u dva sata)
smo se svi (dobro, samo pola nas) našli na pazaru
i išli smo u shopping na piće
colu, fantu, sprite i tako te stvari
hehehehehehe
aj dobro
možda se tu uvalia koji johnny
heh
i koja votkica
možda stock i gin
uglavnom jutros su bile
posljednje pripreme
sad imamo hranu i piće
imamo stan
sve je spremo i sve čeka
jutros san bila dobre volje
uvatila me ta euforija i sve
ujutro san se probudila oko podne ipo
pjevušila pjesmice i
vidila jel sve na mistu i spremno
zva me tonči da se informira u vezi večeras
ja sam mu sve objasnila i tako to
i onda san otišla vani
da se svi dogovorimo ponovo
i pokupujemo sve
došla san doma oko četri i nešto
i onda san otišla po šal
koji bi tribala stavit poviše vešte
da mi ne bude previše ladno
i to san sredila
a sad...
moja vešta
to je sasvim druga priča
...
koju ću ja sad ispričat...
...
jedan dan san se ja vraćala s tjelesnog
i nas par je otišlo do dućana di san ja vidila
tu prepreslatku veštu
i zaljubila se
morala san je kupit
i prije par dana san je kupila
savršena je
nije bilo crne
nestalo je
samo je bila smeđa
pa san je uzela
do kolina je
bez naramenica
i s bjelim točkicama
i gori pri vrhu svilenom trakom s mašnom
odlična je
i moja je...
samo moja....
hahahahahahaha
maj prešs...
...
uglavnom jedva čekan večeras
tribalo bi bit odlično
:)
ali ko zna
ma nema veze
ja ću se potrudit
da mi bude dobro
eto
papa sad
moran se ić spremat
i napokon je doša taj dan. 31.12. dan koji su svi već dugo očekivali. dan kojim će ispratit staru godinu i pozdraviti novu. dan kojim će sve što su doživjeli ove godine poslati u prošlost i pozdraviti novi život...
Mjesec dana prije su sve isplanirali i dogovorili, svaki dan su sve više iščekivali taj datum. Bilo je sve spremno i čekalo. Rano ujutro su se svi probudili i otišli u prijateljičinu kuću uredit je i obavit zadnje poslove. Neki su bili u dućanu i kupovali potrebne stvari za večeras, neki su spremali, neki pekli kolače, a ona je kitila bor pjevušeći božićne pjesmice i gledajući njega kako nespretno barata s metlom. Bio je tako sladak vrteći se u krug i boreći se s česticama prašine. Zadnjih par tjedana njihov odnos se znatno popravio, često bi nasamo izlazili i satima pričali i zabavljali se. S njim se mogla nasmijat, mogli su ozbiljno pričati, a mogli su se samo gledati i opet im ne bi bilo dosadno. Svaki dan je bila sve više uvjerenija da ga voli i da bi stvari između njih mogle uspjeti. Nekako nisu mogli jedno bez drugog, potpuno su se zbližili u produbili svoje prijateljstvo, premda za njih to nikad nije bilo samo prijateljstvo.
Možda je to bilo zbog ovog božićnog vremena i okruženja, ali imala je neki osjećaj da će stvari krenuti na bolje između njih dvoje. A ništa je nije veselilo više od pomisli da će Novu Godinu dočekati u njegovom zagrljaju. Maštajući o tome nije primjetila da se zabuljila u njega već neko vrijeme. On ju je gledao s onim njegovim ogromnim smješkom. Ostavio je metlu sa strane i došao do nje.
-trebaš pomoć? -pitao ju je
-da, ali ne dam tebi da kitiš bor jer apsolutno nemaš ukusa
-neman ukusa?
-teško mi je to priznat, ali ne
-a dobro, baš san ti tia reć da lipo izgledaš, ali kad neman ukusa, onda bolje da šutin, da se ne bi uvridila
-kretenčino jedna -nasmijala se
-ja joj pokušavam dat kompliment, a ona i dalje vriđa
-a kako bi bilo da prestaneš pokušavat i daš mi taj kompliment
-lijepa si danas -rekao je i laganim pokretom ruke joj je pomaknuo pramen kose koji joj je padao preko oka
Imala je osjećaj kao da se nalazi u nekom filmu. Ili u bajci, imala je sve što je ikad mogla poželjeti; prijatelje koji su veselo oko nje obavljali različite poslove u smijehu i pjesmi i njega koji je stajao tu kraj nje govoreći je riječi o kojima je mogla samo sanjat...Neskromno je mogla reći da je sretna. I bila je. Napokon je bila sretna. Htjela se popeti na vrh kuće i povikati koliko je sretna i koliko ga voli. Ali se suzdržala i ostavila to za večeras. hihi.
-nego, iman nešto za tebe -rekao joj je sa zagonetnim smješkom
-da? ali dogovorili smo se da ćemo si poklone davati večeras
-ovo nije poklon, ovo je za moju dušu -otišao je do jakete i iz džepa izvukao crvenu kapu djeda božičnjaka i stavio joj je na glavu
-ti si lud -rekla je dok se on valjao po tepihu od smijeha
-možda, ali san se bar dobro nasmija
-nije smišno, dobro mi stoji
-izgledaš slatko moran priznat, mogla bi bit gospođa mraz
-jedino ako ti budeš moj gospodin
Namignuo joj je i ustao se s poda na kojem su oboje sjedili i vratio se nazdad borbi s metlom i prašinom.
Skoro čitavo popodne su proveli sređujući i posljednje detalje za tu večer. A kad su završili, stali su i divili se svom radu.
-čekajte -rekla je ona -nismo još upalili svjećice
Otišla je i upalila svjećice...kuća se odjednom ispunila svjetlošću. Nitko se nije mogao maknuti od oduševljenja. Sav trud im se isplatio jer je sve izgledalo veličanstveno. I djelilo ih je još samo par sati do početka slavlja. Brzo su otrčali svak svojoj kući spremit se.
Ona je već duže vremena planirala što obući i nikako nije mogla smisliti pravu kombinaciju dok nije jednog dana šetala s prijateljicom po gradu i u izlogu dućana ugledala savršenu haljinu. Bila je to ljubav na prvi pogled. Haljina je bila jednostavno savršena. Bez naramenica sezala je do koljenima šireći se pri kraju. Bila je crne boje s bijelim točkama i crnom mašnom pri vrhu. Prijateljica ju je satima pokušala odvući od tog dućana, ali ona se nije dala, bila je zaljubljena u tu haljinu i znala je da jednog dana mora biti njena. Tu večer pola sata nego su se svi trebali naći, stajala je pred ogledalom u toj istoj haljini. Haljina je predivno izgledala na lutki u izlogu, ali je još bolje izgledala na njoj. Kao da je sašivena baš za nju i baš za tu večer. Bez obzira na haljinu, ona je igledala prekrasno, s dugom sjajnom crnom kosom koja joj je padala preko ramena i s minimalcem šminke izgledala je baš poput neke princeze koja je upravo krenula na bal s princem. A ona se i osjećala poput princeze koja ide na bal gdje je čeka njen princ. Otkucalo je deset sati i u kući dočeka se oglasilo zvono, baš je njen princ otvorio vrata i kad je skinula kaput on je ostao zatečen njenom ljepotom. A i svi ostali su. Muzika se već puštala, piće se već lijevalo, kolači su nestali kao da ih nikad nije ni bilo. Atmosfera je bila bolja od očekivane. Svi su se zabavljali. Osim onih par ljudi što su se tukli za wc školjku pritom ispovraćajuči čitavi wc. Nakon par iscrpnih plesova i par popijenih tequila shvatila je što joj je činiti. Mora mu reći. Mora mu sve reći. Priznati mu da ga voli. I reći mu da želi biti s njim, da napokon vidi njihovu budućnost...skupa. I imala je osjećaj da će sve dobro završiti. Tražila ga je po čitavoj kući, ali ga nije mogla naći. Pojavit će se već. Mislila je. do tada joj nije preostajalo ništa drugo nego da se zabavlja kao i svi. Još je plesala, pjevali su karaoke, popila je još par tequila i vrijeme je proletilo...Ostalo je još pet minuta do ponoći. Još pet minuta do nove godine i do novog života. Ovu godinu je željela početi s njim, uzela je bocu šampanjca i krenula u potragu za njim, maštajući o trenutku kad će otkucati ponoć, kad će se poklopit kazaljke, ali i njihove usne... Skalama se polagano penjala na gornji kat gdje nije bilo nikog, ali ipak je čula glasove. Poznate glasove. Sakrila se iza zida prisluškujući razgovor koji je već bio pri kraju.
-želim biti s tobom -pričao je poznati muški glas
-ti si dite, ti moraš odrast -ženski glas kao da ga je odgovarao od nauma
-možda, ali znam da mi se sviđaš -to je bila zadnja rečenica, poslije koje je sobom odjeknuo muk
Nagnula se polagano iza zida i vidjela je dvoje ljudi kako se ljube. Svoju novostečenu prijateljicu i onog s kojim je planirala cijelu novu godinu. Otkucala je ponoć. On je skrenuo pogled i u sekundi je vidio nju i ona je njega pogledala, a zatim otrčala vani u vrt. Sjela je na ljuljačku, počela je kiša, a s kišom i snijeg... Prvi u nekoliko godina. Ali nekako, to joj nije bilo važno. Samo je sjedila, radeći ono što i cijeli život... čekajući...čekajući da se on pojavi, da dođe za njom... ali nije... nije došao... ostala je sama...ali na to je već navikla... kiša i snijeg su se pojačavali... nešto mokro joj je sklizlo niz lice... ne kap kiše, niti pahulja snijega... nego suza... jedna jedina suza. Ustala se s ljuljačke i vratila nazad u kuću s ogromnim osmjehom kao i uvijek...
Goodbye to all my yesterdays
Goodbye, so long, Im on my way
ok...
bila san živčana
još san možda malo ljuta
na određene debile
šta si svašta dopuštaju
ali whatever
baš mi se da trošit vrime
na te ljude
derišta jadna
koja se tribaju spustit na zemlju
i pogledat kako stvari
stvarno stoje
hm.
...
evo već par dana san bolesna
ne iden u školu
i samo ležin u krevetu
pijen čajeve
i vegetiran
nije mi loš ovi život
odmaran malo
od svih debila
hehehehehehe
ajjjjjjjjjjjjj
upravo san istegnila vrat
boliiiii
auč
...
ovih dana nema ništa zanimljivo
a kad je bilo
nikad
uglavnom
neman ništa za pisat
jer već tri dana samo ležin
osim ako ćete da van pišen
o čajevima
jer tu san stručnjak
ali iman ideju
neman život o kojen bi mogla pisat
ali zato iman bujnu maštu
...
hehehehehe
see ya
...
iden ja u drugi post
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
užasno mi se spava
cili vikend se nisan stigla pošteno odmorit
u petak smo bili vani
u ghettoa
posli smo bili do kenjare par minuti
ovima je od zadnji put
ostalo pola boce votke
pa je to neko mora sredit
nino je to sredia
josip je pia guiness
a ja i paula smo
elegantno popile jednu juice votku
zaboravila san kako me jedna
juice votka može smantat
pa san se ostatak večeri smijala
ocjena večeri bi bila
hm...
solidna trica
moglo je bit i bolje
ali moglo je bit i gore
...
ujutro san morala ić radit
u ghettoa
tako da san se u devet digla
otišla na bus
došla tamo
počistila gornji kat
otvorila kafić
i naravno prošla obuku
spremanja kave
u tri minute
i onda su počeli dolazit ljudi
masu ih je bilo
i umrla san
do tri ipo ure san bila na nogama
nisan sila pet minuti
trčala vamo
trčala tamo
konobarski posa
i nije baš tako zanosan
kako izgleda
uglavnom
bia me vain posjetit
i probao je moju
odvratno bljutavu kavu
ali taj dan aparat nije valja
ma u biti valja je
nego je pritisak vode bia u kurcu
itd.
i bila mi je ziky
i jedva san čekala doć doma i leć
a legla san tri minute
i spavala dvi ipo
tribala san ić na cetinskog s majon i leon
ali san bila užasno umorna
i miji je bia roendan pa san tribala svratit
i tako to
paula i ja smo se našle
kraj moje škole
i otišle u garažu na gripe
di se održava mijin rođendan
ali ona je na putu našla dvista kuna
tako da smo svratili do keruma
i kupili četiri unučića
koje smo doli u garaži sredili
pa smo ubrzo napustili rođ.
i otišli u ghettoa
di su bili bobo i vain
razočarani u josipa i nina
a imali su i razloga
tako mi se ne da o tome pričat
jer će mi samo tlak skočit
brzo se i ghetto zatvoria
pa smo otišli do kenjare
bobo je otiša doma
ništa neobično za njega
na to smo svi navikli
a nas troje smo se na kenjari
našli s majon i leon
ubrzo smo ja i paula išle u pulsa piškit
i onda smo sile u princa
i popile malo
(ona dvi juice votke
a ja dvi tequile)
lol
i onda smo se vratili na kenjaru
pa smo otišli na baće sist
i pričali smo
i stali smo kraj land of magica po ure
i gledali neke pasiće
kako san varila
i onda je alkohol počea pričat
pa smo paula i ja pričale gluposti
a vain nas je samo blido gleda
svaka mu čast
šta je izdrža sinoć s nas dvi
i pričama o plišanim medima
doma san došla oko tri ipo
i legla i zaspala
ocjena izlaska
oko 3 kroz 4
bolje nego u petak
ali moglo je i bolje
ma u biti
4
super je bilo
nije bilo dosadno
i nasmijala san se dobro
ali uvik kad me pukne alkohol
se smijen
ali bilo je dobro
je
sigurno bolje nego na nekom tool-u
pih.
...
neku večer san šetala
išla san negdi
nije bitno di
i mokre su bile ulice
nikog nije bilo
kiša je tek stala
auti nisu prolazili
bilo je malo kasnije
pa ni svitla nisu bila jaka
i slušala san radio na mob-u
i počela je ona pisma Hurt
ne znan zašto
ali ta pisma tako čudno djeluje na mene
baš neki čudni osjećaj
nije da san tužna ili nešto
nego iman osjećaj
da mi treba nešto
i da mi je to nešto pred očima
ali da san propustila svoju priliku
takvi neki osjećaj
ko da san kriva za nešto
a da krivnju samo prebacujen na druge
možda ćete ovo krivo svatit
ali ni ja ne svaćan
jednostavno iman osjećaj
da mi je pobiga bus
ne znan
čudno
i tako me obuzea taj neki čudni osjećaj
da.
ma nema veze
refren pisme
san napisala na početku posta
...
u zadnje vrime me vata
promjenjivo raspoloženje
iman neku potrebu ljudima
reć šta stvarno mislin o njima
i šta stvarno osjećan prema njima
ali ne mogu
zbog onog sveprisutnog straha
jer bi ljudi moju iskrenost
svatili ko kritike
(ovo me makina rečenica insprirala)
ima ljudi koje ja istinski cjenim
koji su mi stvarno dragi
i mislim o njima sve najbolje
ima i onih koje jednostavno volim
bez obzira kakvi su
a ima onih koji mi strahovito idu na živce
i ne mogu ih podnit u zadnje vrime
iako se od mene očekuje da ih volim
...
ali čuješ
ja ću reć ljudima
neke stvari
bez obzira na posljedice
ovo će zvučat klišejski
ali oću u sljedećoj godini prominit neke stvari
ali prije nego šta počen minjat
okolinu
prvo moran prominit sebe
ne
krivo san se izrazila
ne prominit se
nego se izgradit ko osoba
jer sad san još labilna
i povodljiva
(sinoć san to svatila)
nesvjesno
ali jesam
a takva ne želim bit
neću sad forsirat neko ponašanje i to
nego ću se usredotočit na ono
šta mi je važno u životu
i na ljude do kojih mi je stalo
jer ne želin trošit energiju na nekog
ko uopće nije toga vridan
pokopat ću neke stare stvari
izgradit neka nova prijateljstva
ako se bude dalo
...
ova godina je bila čudna
nije nešto previše dobra
a ni previše loša
imala san nezaboravnih trenutaka
koje naravno nikad neću zaboravit
a i imala san užasnih trenutaka
baš sad kad san se sitila tih
užasnih momenata
zasvirala mi je pisma jedna na liniji
ironično
...
uglavnom
činila san greške
neke neprimjetne
neke ogromne
a neke zbog kojih i dan danas žalim
ali ono dobro je i da san učila na njima
i sljedeći put ću drukčije postupit
...
drugi puta ću pametnije
hahahahahahahaha
...
ismijala san se
čula san puno dobrih viceva
doživila san puno dobrih trenutaka
...
isplakala san se
bilo je puno tužnih momenata
udaljila san se s nekin prijateljima
pukle su neke ljubavi
...
ljutila san se
bilo je tu svađa
velikih
priko kojih san prošla
i s tim osobama san i dan danas super
(manje više)
...
zaljubila san se
zaljubljena san i dan danas
u istu osobu naravno
ili sam bar na dobrom putu
da se zaljubim
ne znam
to kod mene nikad nije bila
jednostavna kategorija
samo vrime će pokazat
(ova rečenica pari kod da je iz sapunica)
...
upoznala san puno ljudi
pogotovo ovo lito
puno njih san zavolila
puno njih nisan vidila više
osim neke u novinama
hahahahahahahahaha
mda
...
i ono najvažnije
bar za mene
...
volila san
i još volin
neke prijatelje
neke članove obitelji
onog nekog
neke trenutke
neke knjige
neke slike
i još puno toga...
volila san i još uvik volin
...
stvarno se puno toga izdogađalo
ove godine
...
prošle godine san napisala popis
stvari koje moran napravit
i od tog popisa nisan puno toga ostvarila
ali san ostvarila puno više
dobro, jednu stvar jesan ostvarila
hahahahahahahahahahaha
i tad mi je to bilo na pamet
koja san ja luda
...
ali stvar koja je obilježila ovu godinu je
definitivno max adsl
hahahahahah
postala san ovisnica o netu
postala san noobica
hehehehehehehehehehehe
...
i kad smo kod dostignuća u ovoj godini
moran spomenit
i jednu stvar koja mi je svakodnevnica
a to je dame i gospodo
MSN MESSENGER
bez kojeg ne znan kako bi preživila
blažen bia dan kad san ga instalirala
i hvala borisu što mi je pomogao u tom naumu
i navuka me na msn
...
eto to bi bilo to
bilo je još puno stvari
ali to ću u nastavku
...
slijedi...
anđin tulum
svađa godine
osoba godine
siniša
koncert godine
pijanstvo godine
pisma godine
kafić godine
ljubav godine
i još mnogo mnogo toga
...
stay tooned...
...
kisses
My love,
I was reading a book last night, and i read a part that reminded me of you...
„every moment I spend waiting for you is like a year, like an eternety. Every moment is so slow and so lucid like glass. Through every moment I see endless chain of moments waiting. Why did he go where I can't follow him?“
You are gone now. Not forever, I know, but a moment without you is forever for me. I count the days till we meet again. Till I can see you again, till I can say „hi“ to you. I know it's not a big thing but that „hi“ is the most beautiful word in the world as long as you say it. I am counting the days till I can breathe again, till my heart can beat again, till I can feel alive again because life without you isn't life. It is as empty as a night without stars. It is exactly how I feel without you, like dark and gloomy night with no sparkling stars to enlight the sky. So please come back soon and enlight my empty and dark life.
Bring back the smile, the happiness and the joy of living and loving, because all that has left since you' ve been gone are tears. Tears that I am used to by now. I've cried so many of them, they are my companions, my most faithful, most loyal friends. I fall asleep with them in my eyes as they lead me in the world of dreams, in the world where I can see you, where I can feel you next to me again, where I can touch you, and kiss you, and be in your arms where I belong. But as I wake up the tears are back again because I realise it was just a dream. You being here is just a sweet illusion, a dream, even though it seems to me like the most real reality. And although you are far away, you are standing right here by me in my heart. You will always be with me, you will alway warm my cold nights, you will always dry my tears, you will always make me smile, you will always lift me up when I fall, you will always be my sun, and I will always love you. I don't know what to say to you anymore. All the most beautiful words have already been said, but not by me. I don't know in what way I can describe all this what I am feeling for you and I don't think there are words that can describe love. Because this is love. True and pure love. So all that I can write to you right now that can express my feelings, is mear three words... I love you. That's it. I LOVE YOU!
I have always loved you, and I always will. My heart, body and soul are forever yours. That is the truth. My only truth.
I love you, and I have loved you all along, and I miss you. Every day without you is getting harder. Please come back soon, because I can't wait anymore, I need you by my side.
Once again... I love you...
Forever yours
glupa san
i živčana san
i pobila bi cili svoj razred
gadovi sebični
samo nek mi se neko usudi obratit danas
puntat ću ih nogon na vis
jel ko pogađa?
da
pa danas je zadaćnica
iz engleskog
i razrednica nije dala teme
ali oni su krpelji
nekako izvukli informaciju
šta bi moglo bit
i sad san ja tu dežurna
za pisanje sastava
ponovo
ajme koje ću ih greške stavit
a oni svi ionako maloumni
neće svatit
šalin se
neću stavit greške
ali tako mi idu na jetru
(da ne kažem grublji izraz)
ali svejedno ih sve volin
i tako san cila iživcirana
jer mi cilo jutro zvoni telefon
i svi samo zovu
aj mi napiši sastav
aj oš mi molin te prevest
aj ovo, aj ono
jedan dan ću ih sve tako odjebat
da je to za popizdit
ili danas jednostavno neću doć u školu
pa nek se snalaze kako znaju
ali opet mi ih je nekako ža
život in ovisi o meni
baš se osjećan nadmoćno
opet san sanjala nešto čudno
dobro, nije bilo baš čudno
ali je bilo lipo
i slatko...
ali nemoguće
evo sad san pričala sa ziky
nije ni ona išla na tzk
pita šta radin
a mislin
šta ja radin
šta ja mogu radit
osim bit na netu
pita jesan li učila
ne
pita šta mi je sa dragin
WTF???
KOJIN DRAGIN
ALI JA IMAN DRAGOG
dugo ja nisan imala dragog
O KOJEM DRAGOM ONA PRIČA?
...
ja iman nekih započetih poslova
koje treba završit
ali o tom po tom
u petak se ide na kavale
u biti ja idem
i paula s menon
kupit ćemo alkohol
i pit ćemo
jebe mi se za sve ostalo
to je moj plan
a ako će ko s menon
slobodno
ako neće
jebe me se
ovaj put ja neću ić tamo di idu ostali
niti ću radit ono šta rade ostali
nego će oni radit šta ja radin
i nalit ću se
dobro, ne toliko ko maja neku večer
ali nalit ću se
ma u biti
uopće neću planirat previše
jer na kraju sve propadne
ali ovo mi triba
stvarno
dosta mi je više mislit na sve
oće se njima to svidit
oće li njima to bit u redu
kako će oni reagirat
više ne mogu
ovo ću napravit sama za sebe
da se ispušen
da me bar na pet minuti
nije briga za ništa
ma ovi post je glup
i ja san glupa
ali naravno neman pametnijeg posla
iden ća
moran se spremat za školu
zvoni mi telefon
iden...
bye
volin te X
danas je ka sveti nikola
ja san mislila da je sutra
ali nije
nego danas
i ja san se probudila
i nije bilo nikog kući
još uvik nema nikog kući
i ziky me zvala
i rekla šta je dobila za svetog nikolu
i onda san se ja sitila da je sveti nikola
a ja san sama kući
i nisan ništa dobila
šmrc
bolje bi im bilo
da kad se vrate kući
da mi nešto donesu
jer ja san jedno
jako razmaženo derište
i kad se ja raskreveljim
e neće bit dobro
...
ima jedna pisma
pisma koju puno puno volim
zato šta je to moja pisma
zove se emily
i piva je boris novković
jučer mi je vain posla
i slušan je cilo vrime
ima neke ironije tu...
hehehehehehhe
nevermind
ugl.
VAIN FALAAAAA
Ko nekad i sada
ja do starog grada
prosetam da nadem miris taj
i nebo pred kisu
Nova djeca ljube se
na pragu je proljece
isti je pocetak, ko zna kraj
cuj kako disu
Emily, nasi dani svi
tiha, njezna sjecanja i sad
u njima ti si
Emily, oci trazim ti
grlim teske, puste vjecnosti
Emily, Emily
A moja si bila ti
ti i more ljubavi
u srcu jos nosim isti znak
u kojem disu
wooooo
jel tako da je cool pisma
ma je znam
ovu će mi pismu jedan dan
pivat neki moj dragi
hehehehehe
i sad svaki put kad
pročitate ovo
ili kad čujete pismu
morate se sitit mene
onako cile slatke
lude
retardirane
dosadne
hehehehehehehehe
ajde sitite me se
i kupite mi šibu za svetog nikolu
ma ne morate kupit
možete samo ubrat sa strane negdi
eeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeee
evo upravo mi je sveti nikola
pokuca na vrata od sobe
i donia mi poklon
hehehehehehe
ma znala san ja da je samo
pitanje vremena
da vidimo šta san dobila
griotte
YES
obožavan griotte
ovisnica san
to je nešto najsavrštenije
šta postoji od slatkišta
samo se ja napijen
od dvi griotte
pa bude svega
biće veselo
inače je veselo kad ja popijen
osim u izvanrednim situacijama
e sad san se sitila
bila je jedna situacija
jedan izlazak
događaj
svejedno
nisan pila
ali svejedno
uglavnom
dođemo ja miny i paula
do josipa i nina
i sidnemo s njima i zajebajemo se
i posli smo nino i ja bili vani
i kažen ja da je prije nego šta
smo došli do njih dvoje
bilo smrtno dosadno
a on kaž izgledale ste
sve tri skroz happy
u biti četri
jer je bila i zrinka
ja kažen
to je zato šta
se zrinki dogodilo nešto
šta je već dugo priželjkivala
a paula i emina su
vidile nekog koga bi
povalile isti sekund
a ja
ja san se kao i uvik
pravila da san happy
tako da me ne bi svi ispitilvali
šta mi je
i tlačili me
mrzin kad me ljudi pitaju
šta mi je
a kad in se zapravo ne da
slušat šta ću ih ja odgovorit
koji kurac onda pitaš?
ma da
ne znan zašto san ovo
napisala
možda zato šta
u zadnje vrime bolje
glumin da mi je svejedno
ne zato šta mi postaje svejedno
nego zato šta znam
da su neke stvari takve kakve
trebaju bit
čekaj
o čemu ja pišen
neman pojma
glupa san
šta san još dobila za sv. nik.
plišanog medića
ala
tih iman na bacanje
bičve
jessss
obožavan bičve
tako su mi cool
baš su lipe neke
dokoljenke
crne s ljubistaćim crtama
niceee
i još neke bomboncine
i to je to
a di je šiba?
nema
ali bila san zločesta ove godine
a jebiga
...
evo jedna poučna pričica
...
jedan dan jedna cura je tribala ić u grad
nać se s momkon.
i otišla je na stanicu čekat bus
ali vidila je prijatelja
s kojim je tila popričat
tako da joj je bus pobiga
znala je da ionako kasni na bus
i nije smila stat pričat
ali svejedno je to napravila.
prijatelj se ponudia čekat s njom
drugi bus, ali je ona odbila
jer je bila ljuta na njega
jer je on natira da pričaju.
i uglavnom čekala je bus
i doša je sljedeći
ali ona nije tila ić sljedećim
jer je ona tila baš tim busom
koji joj je pobiga
iz principa možda
ili je samo ženska luđakinja.
uglavnom
čekala je i čekala
prolazili su busevi, ali ona je tila baš oni
i nakon nekog vremena
čekanja i smrzavanja na stanici
doša je i taj bus
i ona je ušla u bus
i došla do grada
do mista di se trebala nać s momkon
i on je nekim čudom čeka tamo...
...
nice priča jel tako
poanta nje je
da nikad ne triba odustajat
uvik se triba borit
za bilo šta
samo da to oćeš svon forcon
makar propustia sve ostale buseve
dok god znaš da će oni bus kojeg ti oćeš doć
...
evo mi mirakul svira
ja mislin da gibonnijev koncert
nikad neću zaboravit
u biti prilično sam
uvjerena da ga neću zaboravit
koncert mislim
bilo je fenomenalno
koji je to bia osjećaj
masa ljudi
svi pivaju
tvoje najdraže pisme
a on tu isprid tebe stoji
i gledaš ga svojin očima
iako ne moš virovat
on je tu isprid tebe i piva
gibonni mislim
divno je kad izlaziš na svjetlo
dok ne priviknu se oči
tada znam da nisam sam
...
moran ugasit ovi cd sekund
evo mi oliver na cmc-u
ja san uživljena u cmc
ali to smo svi odavno svatili
sa dva zrna lažnog srebra
ima jedan stih
koji mi se sviđa...
i to što smo bili
i što biti nećemo
i to što smo snili
sve je nedorečeno
bit će nedorečeno...
sviđa mi se ova pisma
ali sviđaju mi se sve pisme od olivera
ako ćemo tako
...
ne da mi se više pisat ovi post
samo da kažen šta san sanjala sinoć
sanjala san da san bila u nekom
luna parku
s nekim prikama
i u pozadini je svirala ona pisma
who knew od pink
tu pismu inače obožavan
prelipa je
e da
i ta pisma je svirala
i do mene je sta neki lik
ne znan ko je on bia
on je navodno bia neki moj bivši momak
koji je sluša riči te pisme
i naša je sebe i mene u tim ričima
i onda se on cili izdeprimira
a i ja san bila izdeprimiana
jer ono
pisma mi je tako tužna...
e da
iden sad ća
...
nego iman jedan cool cd
koji sad slušan
i moran napisat neke pjesmuljke...
...
I've always been in love with you
I guess you've always known it's true
you took my love for grandit
why oh why
this show is over
say goodbye
za frenda jedan stih
Close you're eyes so you don't feel them
they don't need to see you cry
I can't promise I will heal you
but if you want to I can...
Listen to you're heart
when it's calling for you
Listen to you're heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to you're heart
before you tell him goodbye
P.S. poslušajte pismu emily
P.S.S. oću šibu
