My love,
I was reading a book last night, and i read a part that reminded me of you...
„every moment I spend waiting for you is like a year, like an eternety. Every moment is so slow and so lucid like glass. Through every moment I see endless chain of moments waiting. Why did he go where I can't follow him?“
You are gone now. Not forever, I know, but a moment without you is forever for me. I count the days till we meet again. Till I can see you again, till I can say „hi“ to you. I know it's not a big thing but that „hi“ is the most beautiful word in the world as long as you say it. I am counting the days till I can breathe again, till my heart can beat again, till I can feel alive again because life without you isn't life. It is as empty as a night without stars. It is exactly how I feel without you, like dark and gloomy night with no sparkling stars to enlight the sky. So please come back soon and enlight my empty and dark life.
Bring back the smile, the happiness and the joy of living and loving, because all that has left since you' ve been gone are tears. Tears that I am used to by now. I've cried so many of them, they are my companions, my most faithful, most loyal friends. I fall asleep with them in my eyes as they lead me in the world of dreams, in the world where I can see you, where I can feel you next to me again, where I can touch you, and kiss you, and be in your arms where I belong. But as I wake up the tears are back again because I realise it was just a dream. You being here is just a sweet illusion, a dream, even though it seems to me like the most real reality. And although you are far away, you are standing right here by me in my heart. You will always be with me, you will alway warm my cold nights, you will always dry my tears, you will always make me smile, you will always lift me up when I fall, you will always be my sun, and I will always love you. I don't know what to say to you anymore. All the most beautiful words have already been said, but not by me. I don't know in what way I can describe all this what I am feeling for you and I don't think there are words that can describe love. Because this is love. True and pure love. So all that I can write to you right now that can express my feelings, is mear three words... I love you. That's it. I LOVE YOU!
I have always loved you, and I always will. My heart, body and soul are forever yours. That is the truth. My only truth.
I love you, and I have loved you all along, and I miss you. Every day without you is getting harder. Please come back soon, because I can't wait anymore, I need you by my side.
Once again... I love you...
Forever yours
Post je objavljen 07.12.2006. u 22:25 sati.