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moj blog, moj svit. moje želje, snovi, razmišljanja. ovde možete nać sve šta se mota po glavi jedne prvašice, njenu tugu, ljubav, sriću i glupost... njene pisme, pisme koje voli, ljude koje voli, a boji se to priznat. uspone i padove jedne osobe koja se ni sama ne zna opisat...
LJUBAVNI TEST... STVARNO JE POGODIA!!
ovo van je da malo ličite komplekse
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ovo van je moja papiga koja se upravo okupala
moja mala marica
škero naš, šta reć o njemu?? kralj je samo takav, uvik se sprdaje. malo je gay, al dobro zanemarit ćemo mi to... zezan se ja, ima curu, nemojte se ništa nadat. škero, vidimo se kraj piramida...
serta moj dragi. to van je najveća legenda na svitu. uvik se nervira nešto, zabavlja nas na engleskome... serta, di ti je borša??
ovo su van ela i steff, moji najbolji prijatelji. na ovoj slici joj on pokazuje ko je muško pa je skočia u more i na nju. oboje su kraljevi i stvarno ne mogu reć s kin san bolja iako me to neki često pitaju. totalno su drukčiji i to mi je predobro.
ante i edita. njega ne znan dobro, ali mi je prelud. ona je moja draga prija, jedna od boljih uopće. party droljanka, sweet slut i tako to... sprdajen se. stvarno sve dobro o njoj.
evo moj ćurka se kulturno uzdiže u jednon muzeju...
i na kraju ja... evo sad me znate. ovo je jedina slika na kojoj san sebi ok pa san van je stavila...
povratak
ko zna (ah, niko, niko ništa ne zna.
krhko je znanje!)
možda je pao trag istine u me,
a možda su sanje.
još bi nam mogla desiti se ljubav,
desiti – velim,
ali ja ne znan da li da je želim,
ili ne želim.
u moru života što vječito kipi,
što vječito hlapi,
stvaraju se opet, sastaju se opet
možda iste kapi –
i kad prođe vječnost zvjezdanijim putem,
jedna vječnost pusta,
mogla bi se opet u poljupcu naći
neka ista usta.
možda ćeš se jednom uvečer pojavit
prekrasna, u plavom,
ne sluteći da si svoju svjetlost lila
mojom davnom javom.
i ja, koji pišem srcem punim tebe
ove čudne rime,
oh, ja neću znati, čežnjo moje biti
niti tvoje ime!
pa ako i duša u tome trenutku
svoje uho napne,
sigurnim će glasom zaglušiti razum
sve što slutnja šapne;
kod večernjih lampa mi ćemo se kradom
pogledat ko stranci,
bez imalo svijesti koliko nas vežu
neki stari lanci.
no vrijeme se kreće, no vrijeme se kreće
ko sunce u krugu,
i nosi nam opet ono što je bilo:
i radost, i tugu.
i sinut će oči, naći će se ruke,
a srca se dići -
i slijepi za stope bivšega života
njima ćemo ići.
ko zna (ah, niko, niko ništa ne zna.
krhko je znanje!)
možda je pao trag istine u me,
a možda su sanje.
još bi nam mogla desiti se ljubav,
desiti – velim,
ali ja ne znan da li da je želim,
ili ne želim.
(d. cesarić)
moje pisme
ZABORAV
nikoga i ništa gledam u vodi,
ni sama ne znam otkad i zašto.
voljela bih biti ono što trebam,
jednostavno više ne znam kako.
ne znam kakva trebam biti
da prihvate ono što stvarno jesam.
valjda je bolje da ne vide ništa
i žive u zabludi kao dosad.
opet se gledam, a vidim tek strah,
čujem strepnju dok sebe slušam.
pitam se gdje je tu idila davna,
je li ikad bila stvarna.
naravno, nije, sve je laž,
kao i život, priča bez kraja.
rodi se, živi, pati, umri,
opet se dugački lanac spaja.
ljudi znaju biti glupi,
ne vide dalje od svoga svijeta.
zašto ga grade, prava ih pita,
iznutra trune, izvana cvjeta.
koga varam, kome lažem,
i dalje te tako bolesno volim.
sve što radim, sve što kažem
jedna je svrha, da užasno boli.
ironija, kao i život kojeg vodim,
a vodim ga sama, bez tvojih grudi,
bez kojih ni sama ne znam što jesam,
pa kako mogu znati drugi?
petsto puta sam sebi rekla,
curo draga, daleko pođi.
ali uvijek nekako zovem i tebe,
molim te, sa mnom i ti dođi.
zaborav, ponekad tako težak,
a često tako prokleto potreban..
****
Osmjehom brišem tugu,
valjda je nećeš naći.
Snagom brišem slabost,
mislim, nećeš je otkriti.
Hrabrost mijenja strah,
nadam se, nećeš ga prepoznati.
Mržnjom skrivam ljubav,
hoćeš li je vidjeti?
****
Smiješ se, gledam te.
Znam da nisi sretan.
Vidim sjetu, sjenu, duboku u tvom pogledu.
Smijem se i ja.
Ni ja nisam sretna.
Znaš da nisam.
A ipak se smijemo.
I glumimo
Da smo ono što nismo,
a to smo zapravo i postali
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STRANCI.
dobre pisme
BECAUSE OF YOU
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
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WHEN I'M GONE
(Eminem Talking)
Yeah.... it's my life.... in my own words i guess....
(Verse 1)
Have you ever loved someone so much
You'd give an arm for
Not the expression
No, literally give an arm for
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma
Turns right around to bite you
And everything you stand for turns on you despite you
What happens when you become the main source of her pain
"Daddy look what i made"
Dad's got to go catch a plane
"Daddy where's mommy?"
"I can't find mommy, where is she?"
"I don't know, go play, Hailey baby, your Daddy's busy"
"Daddy's writin' a song, the song ain't gon' write itself"
"I'll give you one underdog, and you got to swing by yourself"
Then turn right around in that song, and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother who's a spittin' image of her
That's Slim Shady
Yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me
But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye-baby, huh...
(Chorus)
And when I'm gone, just carry on
Don't mourn, rejoice
Everytime you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And i didn't feel a thang
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on
Don't mourn, rejoice
Everytime you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And i didn't feel a thang
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
(Verse 2)
I keep havin' this dream
I'm pushin' Hailey on the swings
She keeps screamin' she don't want me to sing
"You're makin' Mommy cry"
"Why? Why is Mommy cryin'?"
"Baby Daddy ain't leavin' no more"
"Daddy you're lyin'"
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time"
"But you ain't leavin' no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's pilin' boxes in front of the door
Tryin' to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy, no stop it"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got her picture
"This'll keep you safe, Daddy take it with ya"
I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror
These stinkin' walls must be talkin'
Cause man I can hear 'em
They're sayin' you got one more chance to do right
And it's too night
Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em 'fore it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It turns to a stage
They're gone, and the spotlight is on
And I'm singin'
(Chorus)
(Verse 3)
Sixty thousand people
All jumpin' out their seat
The curtain closes
Their throwin' roses at my feet
I take a bow
And thank you all for comin' out
They're screamin' so loud
I'll take one last look at the crowd
I glance down
I don't believe what I'm seein'
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleedin'"
"But baby we're in Sweden"
"How did you get to Sweden?"
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'"
"You lied to me Dad, and now you made Mommy sad"
"And i bought you this coin, it says NUMBER ONE DAD"
"That's all i wanted, i just want to give you this coin"
"I get the point, fine, me and Mommy are goin'"
"But baby wait..."
"It's too late Dad, you made your choice"
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
"That's what they want, they want you Marshall they keep"
"Screamin' your name, it's no wonder you can't go to sleep"
"Just take another pill, yeah i bet you you will"
"You rap about it"
"Yeah, Word, K-K-Keep It Real"
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closin' on me?
I turn around, find a gun on the ground
Cock it, put it to my brain
Scream "God Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes
The plane that i was supposed to be on crashes
And burns to ashes
That's when i wake up
Alarm clocks ringin'
There's birds singin'
It's spring and, Hailey's outside swingin'
I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her
Hailey just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to... say....
(Chorus)
BEHIND THEESE HAZEL EYES
Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore
Anymore
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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