Eh stigla sam napokon da vam se javim.
U skoli sve super…pocelo mi je biti ok…zamislite…jos nemam ni jednu ocijenu,pa cak ni jedinicu. Weee
Ljubavno stanje-----tuuuuut.
Uzivam u slobodi uglavnom. Razmisljala sam o nekim stvarima. Mislim imam 15 god,i mislim da sam,sto se tice mojih ljubavnih prica,prosla dosta toga,razocarala sam se nekoliko puta,plakala,bila tuzna… Ali nikad da bi sad padala u neke depre. Ne zbog deckiju! Ja da s 15 god ne uzivam u zivotu??? I to zbog jednog decka koji me niti ne zasluzuje! Ne hvala!
Ja cu ga voljeti,to znam. Ali bit cu pozitivna,bit cu sretna ako ga volim,jer znam da sam s njim provela najljepse trenutke. Ali znam da on nije jedinu jer s godinama mozda nadem decka koji ce me usreciti kao i on,pa mozda cak i vise. Ako treba reci cu: da volim te budalo jedna,sta da radim kad te ne mogu zaboraviti,kad mi je tesko.
Ima lijepih trenutka kad me jednostavno boli kurac za sve,za njega i za ostale debile.
I sad mi nitko ne treba,bas mi je sve dopizdilo,veze su mi dosadile, sad samo slobodno promatram komade,to mi barem nitko ne moze zabraniti.
To je napisano pod posebnom raspolozenju u danasnjem danu…..
Minut ljubavi jos sam trazila
od tebe sam taj minut dobila
minut ljubavi da me prevari
da ce svaki san u ponoc da se ostvari
Vec kad sam se ranije vratila zbog kise doma napisat cu post jer mi je dosadno…
Bas mi se pise nesto…
Eto srednja je pocela…prvi tjedan je prosao a bilo je tako jadno. Samo nas je 11 u razredu i samo 4 nas je za zajebanciju. Barem u ovoj skoli mozemo van pod odmorima… i vec smo poznati po sranjima sto smo radili u osnovnoj skoli preko puta nase srednje…hehe… a sta bili smo ˝predobri˝.
Ove dane sam o necemu razmisljala,mozda previse razmisljam o nekim stvarima i to mi skodi.
Osijecaji mi se mjenjaju i jos me stara i dalje zivcira,onako ironicno mi nesto prebacuje i to me tako ispilava i gubim zivce.
Vracaju se dani na nasa sijecanja
Na lijepe uspomene.
Pitam se ako se isplati tako ici dalje,
Ako ce se vratiti ona lijepa vremena.
Ne mogu si svaki dan davati lazne nade…
I ako bis na trenautak stao i saslusao me razumjeo bis sta osijecam,sta toliko dugo drzim dalje od tebe. Postao si dio mene od onog davnog dana kada sam dodirnula tvoje usne prvi put. dio mene si,a ja to drzim za sebe. Tko zna kada cemo se opet smijati kao nekada,zabavljati… pitam se kad si me zadnji put zagrlio…bilo je posebnih zagrljaja i oni u kojima sam bila tuzna,i cak plakala ti na ramenu,a zbog mojih suza si ti bio kriv. Zao mi je sto mi je bilo toliko lijepo,jer vise nije savrseno...i sada samo zalim. Uvijek zelimo ono nedostizno…ono za koje cemo se muciti uzaludno iako znamo da to necemo dobiti,zbog cega cemo biti tuzni a ponekad i sterni. Zbog osobe koja na me oduzela dah cekat cemo onaj dan kada cemo biti najsretniji,kada ce nam zivot biti savrsen uz tu osobu. Kad nam ostalo nece biti bitno,jer se zaljubimo,a kad smo zaljubljeni budemo sretni,i ljubav pokriva sve ostale stvari….no nazalos ljubav ima i mane jer nam donosi dane u kojima se ne mozemo nasmijati….
I ono malo daha sto mi je ostalo,
Potrosila sam na tebe.
I ono malo suza sto sam imala,
Isplakala sam zbog tebe.
I ono malo ljubavi sto se skrivalo u srcu mom
Dala sam tebi.
(Zar ti to nije bilo dovoljno?!)
A znam postala sam prava lijencina da napisem 2 rijeci…
Nego mi se nije dalo trpsiti vrijeme pred kompom nego bi rade bila vani po cijele dane i zajebavala se. Ma sad kad pocne skola ce biti sve po starom. A bas mi je falilo to pisanje.
Eto sutra jedna mala djevojcica kerece u srenju a tako joj se neda… jos nisam ni kupila biljeznice ni nis…i zaboli me… ma to cu ja sve sutra obaviti…. Danas nam je otisao frend u bakar,drugi ide u pazin…(tamo idu u skolu)…. Kod mene sve super….ove dane mi se ne dogada nis posebno zato ni nemam o cemu pisati. S deckom sve ok. Jucer sam bila van,u daliju jer je imperijeal bio zatvoren…pa mi je bilo dosadno dok nismo isli igrati biljar i stolni nogomet. Daj previse turista je tamo…. Ma bilo me je dobro….zadnja subota prije skole…barem cu se ove sijecati a ne kao prosle godine kad sam napravila sranje…hihi.
A nis za sad je to to pa cu vam pisati kako su mi bili prvi dani skole….vec mogu pretpostavljati…
Idem odspavati malo jer se nisam bas najbolje naspavala….
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done (scam su ti poznate ove rijeci... saljem ti puuuno puno pusa...vojim te)
Ljudovi moji…..ljubim vas!!!!!!
Tako si daleko,
da ni kad ruku pruzim
ne mogu te dohvatiti.
Ne izlazis mi iz misli.
Fali mi tvoja blizina.
kad god te pogledam,
vidim nesto posebno u tebi.
Zasto mi ne dokazes da
mozes biti drukciji od ostalih.
Until the day I die
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too
You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (When I knew who I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does.
Well make the same mistakes
I'll Take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
cuz I know I still do.
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Should I bite my tongue
Until blood soaks my shirt?
We'll never fall apart
so Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!!!!
"Here Without You"
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
chop suey
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
Father, Father, Father, Father,
Father/ Into your hands/I/commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands,
Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,
Trust in my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die.
Listen To Your Heart
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
samo za njega
Jedna od mnogih
tebe da slusa
a samo kod jedne je
tvoje srce i dusa.
Moja ljubav je jaka,
mjeriti se nemoze.
Moja misao je tvoja svaka
jer samo za tebe zivjeti moze.
Ta jedna koja je voljena
nadam se da sam ja...
jer ipak... ti si moj voljeni.
Srce bez ljubavi, tijelo bez duse
Ono ne postoji!!!
Jer za tebe sada zivi i dise.
Pisem ti ove stihove
ne za uspomenu, jer ona blijedi,
ne za sjecanje, jer ono nestaje,
vec za ljubav,koja nikad ne prestaje!
Kad me tuga slomi nek moja zalost k tebi otplovi,
nek ti u srcu ostane i moje bice nek tvoje postane.
I sve ono sto srce boli
lakse cu podnijet, jer netko me voli.
Samo tko voli zna koliko to boli.
Samo tko pati moze da shvati
sto u zivotu ljubav moze da znaci.
Daj mi svoje usne da na njima gorim
Pijem svake noci jer srcu mome nema pomoci.
Srce moje lomis jer ti me nevolis.
Srce moje place jer voli te sve jace!
×strebam......×
blondy fairy-moja bff s novim predobrim blogom zaljubljena-super cura koja je brzo zaljubljuje mala budala-nova blogerica,dobra pocetnica odbojkasice-cure imaju dobar blog umex-tehno boy =P jako dobar decko telepathia-cura koju rado citam i obozavam marijana-lijepo pise i jako je draga evie-predobra cura h3lld0g-sipatican decko,vidi se da se "trudi" oko posta t!nich-uvijek ima dobre postove bolesnikinja-cura s novim blogom koja mi se napokon javila dalen-odlican frend,zajebant ely-luda frendica iz razreda mamica-moja najdraza mama ;) trisha-sarich,dobra curica
