†The tears of the fallen†

Sorrow flickers softly in the distance
Memories of conflict set in motion
Always clinging to my eyes
The white scream froze

The wandering of the setting moon
My existence is surely here now
Waiting is...
Not shed tears and such
Only the moment we embrace

Unsaid... Unheard... Unseen... Just an illusion
Travelling to the other side of time
I became a lost child, an unforgivable desire
Only your voice... your fingers... the warmth near you...
Feelings I cannot give dye the cutting night wind

That surely is a deception
I realised it was an idol
In that case, I'm deep in the weeds
Without warning, I give myself to sweet beauty

The wandering of the rising sun
Unexpectedly plotted in secret
It was all the more inevitable
Exposed infront of my eyes
Feeling wrapped in defeat

Not crying... not overcoming... not understanding... the end
Where should we go?
Just wanting to obey you, yet disobeying
Only now... the past... the atoning future
If I can be saved, I don't mind withering and disappearing

Unsaid... Unheard... Unseen... Just an illusion
Travelling to the other side of time
I became a lost child, an unforgivable desire
Only your voice... your fingers... the warmth near you...
Feelings I cannot give dye the cutting night wind
I don't mind withering and disappearing
Become your only light.

there's no too much to say

hellou ^_^...well here I am again after a long time...
hmm...since I've been gone for such long time I would like to say I'm sorry
and since I've been always publishing my songs and poems I've decided to do something new...
I'm going to write about myself a bit, that's usually not my thing but this is the only place I can talk bout myself without getting bad comments or whatever...
and yes this is kinda public diary but I don't care...
So something bout me...well what you could have known my name is Anna and I'm 16 years of age. Recently I started to play el. guitar and I'm also in a band
called Ammonium... we're at the beginning... but we're having fun at that's all it matters and yes we're having big dreams bout music like everybody else :)
and no I'm not a guitarist in a band I'm a lead vocalist ^^,that's kinda my thing.
Oh yes I don't write on Croatian cause it's easier for me to express myself in English.
At the beginning of my story you could conclude that I'm ordinary girl, but I think I'm not... well people I hang out say I'm not.
They think I'm strange...I also do...I'm little bit different than my friends and persons of my age. Well some of you might say I'm crazy but I believe in supernatural, you know
ghosts and stuff... I have one reason for that... well 3 years ago, I could say, I met a ghost, and some of you might not believe me but I am...
and since then they just keep coming to me I think I can say it that way :/... that's one thing... and since then I can say I have bad luck...I keep losing my friends, people I care
about the most...like that boyfriend I had 4 months ago... that's not so important.
and too much stuff is going around...for example I fell in love with my best friend and now we don't talk to each other for two whole months maybe even more.
I could lose a year at school because of him and that's not so important too...
And I'm quite morbid you know, blood, flesh and screams in my head... I have that sick scene in my mind...I could make it real without any compassion.
I've been even thinking to commit murder....but it's not worth it...my pain and suffering won't go away.
yeah i'm strange... so goodbye catch ya next time ^^