†The tears of the fallen†

evo i mene...
Malo sam se sredila od proslog puta...tj. dosta sam se sredila od proslog puta...
Evo sve po starom kao sto je prije bilo cak sam se i pomirila s tom zenskom...nisam trebala znm
ali pomirila sam se zbog njega...

Nedavno sam naucila pjevat pjesmu tiha noc na finskom i preje***o zvuci...
Zvao me je jucer i prekjucer moj brat(taj lik) i pricali smo skoro 2 i pol sata ni sama ne znam
o cemu hehe...al cula sam njegov glas nakon dugo vremena...i jako ga volim(glas)

U skoli sam se popravila za cudo=)
dobili smo novog nastavnika iz informatike i predoooobar je ak znate sto mislim...
dakle dns sam ga prozvala jebezovni jer stvarno je predobar...

Princess And The Ghost
The Princess lived in a magnificent castle
High on to of a hill
The King was situated in the palace some distance away
But he often visited and stayed at the castle
The Princess was very beautiful
She was twenty years old and adored by the towns people
Many nobleman hoped to win her hand in marriage
The Princess often wondered alone in the castle
And sometimes she walked through the dungeons
He felt at home with the dead
A sense of melancholy was always close at hand
She was reluctant to play the role of a princess
She wanted to choose her own husband
But that was not the way of things
While walking through the dungeons
She came into a contact with a ghost
His name was Sir Peter
He had been a gallant knight
And was brave in battle
He had been locked in the dungeon by a previous king
The Princess was enchanted by her ghost
She was not frightened at all
She found his presence comforting
She could empathize with his troubled spirit
The previous king had fallen in love with Sir Peter's sister
But she did not want to marry the king
She was an Anglo-Saxon and the king was a Norman
She already had a husband in mine
Who was the blacksmith in the local village
The previous king tried to take her by force
But the villages and townspeople resisted
Sir Peter headed the resistance
Eventually he was captured and taken to the castle
And his sister took her life rather than be forced to marry the king
After several years in the dungeons the king had sir Peter beheaded
The Princess was shocked by the story
She knew how his sister must have felt
Soon she would be twenty one years old
And her father was determined to announce her future husband
And her birthday approached she spent more time in the dungeon
Talking to the ghost of Sir Peter
The inhabitants of the castle thought his very odd
But said nothing
On the morning of her birthday
Her chambermaid entered her bedroom
And found the Princess lying lifeless on her bed
She had taken her own life
A note was found next to her body
"I have chosen my own destiny
I have chosen to join the ghost of Sir Peter in harmonious unrest
Will we ever find peace or will we haunt the castle forever?
I depart this world in a state of peace and contentment
Please don't weep for me - I have found my true destiny"
Time passed and the kingdom became a democracy
And the castle became a tourist attraction
Some people say they can still hear two ghosts singing and laughing together
Apparently content in their state of harmonious unrest

eo jedna nova moja hehe nakon duuugo vremena

Evo razocarana sam i to jako...zna koliko ga volim i onda mi to ide napraviti...mislila sam da smo nas dvoje prijateljice i rekla sam joj da ga volim...a sad sad su oni skupa... pokusavam se obuzdati ali ne ide...zasto se to meni moralo dogoditi? Zasto sam ja uvijek ona koja pati...ZELIM GA, VOLIM GA!
Kako...issee...
Ja vise ne vjerujem nikome! I ne volim nikog! Sama sebi dovoljna. Svijet je bi hladan prema meni e sad cu ja biti hladna prem svijetu...necu vise patiiti...necu vise voljeti...jer sam ja uvijek ta koja ostaje ponizena...i slomljenog srca...moja sestra i ja smo mu best frendice??? Ja zelim nesto vise...Zelim ga imati...Zelim da bude moj,da mi kaze da me voli i da osjeca isto sto i ja...
Mislim da ce sada nastupiti prakticiranje black magije ili tocnije voodooa...mrizm sve to sto mi se dogada kad cu ja biti sretna???? Nego kujo jedna jesi sada sretna...Are you happy now? I'm falling in soo deep black hole...all alone and it's freezing...I don't care much...
Nadam se da znas sto si mi napravila...mislila sam da ti mogu vjerovati ali eto i ti si me razocarala...jos jedno od razocaranja u nizu... mogla bih jos toliko toga pisati ali ne zelim vas zamarat sa svojim glupostima...sama cu se utopiti u svojoj tuzi

Soshite kono sara akaku somete
Mata kururu toki kono mi de
Susumu dake

Sure chigatte yuku hitomo maneire nakushita mono mo itskuka ha
Kie yuku toki

Atsuku yuruganu tsuyosa

Hakanaku yureru yowasa

Sosen onaji mirai

Sonna ni chijyou kouka wo tokashi

Arawreru hi kureru sekai

Kaze ni nabikasen en wo hiite

Nagareru you kamisaki teki wo sasu

Fumi ikita omoi minagauru yone

Subete ha ima konote de shimei hatashite youku dake

e ovo je na japanskom

Just walk through te times
That approch you with your own body

People that walk by you and things that get lost in the mess,all have time to disapear

Possionte unwavering strenght

Transient an wavering weakness

In the end, it's same future
Melting down the rock har earth

As days start and the world ends

Draw a line as the wind blows you

Tips of paper flowing like water spear enemy

The determination wellsup within me

All I have to do in this moment is to complite the mission with this hands.
A ovo je prijevod na engleskom=)

Et ja sam sluzbeno odustala od njega i rekla sam mu to...
NAci cu ja vec nekog,nisam sad bas tako jako ruzna da ne mogu hehe...
Al svejedno veselim se njegovu dolasku...i jedva cekam taj party za valentine's day...
nadam se da ce sve bi okay...postala sam ovisna o Emilie Autumn hehe...issee
bila sam dns na vidnom polju i sve je ok oh thanks god...
promijenit cu dizz nesto novo u ovoj godini....

A bilo bi vrijeme da i ja napišem neš...nakon malo duže stanke.
Postala sam luda za korpijima(Korpiklaani)...predobri su mi...sad trenutno iam neke zabrane i ne mogu vjerovati.
Stari mi je zabranio puno toga i ćak mi je zabranio šminkanje i odlazak u rupu...a to je nepodnošljivo...
Hvala bogu glazbu mi nisu zabranili...issee ja ne vjerujem...sad opet moram postat povučena da mogu opet izlaziti i šminkat se...
evo neki moji crteži


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et malo sam se u zadnje vrijeme bavila crtanjem...jedva čekam valentinovo iako ga mrzim... imamo party i dany dolazi bit ce super nadam se...i ne neć nastavit s onim...hhh
eto pusa svima