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***lInKiN pArK - iN tHe EnD***
(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
***lInKiN pArK - lYiNg My WaY fRoM yOu***
When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just
(trying to bend the truth)
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m
[Chorus]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life,I’d rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you is me)
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin’ in
And now you think this person really is me and I’m
(Trying to bend the truth)
But the more I push the more I'm pulling away 'cuz I'm
[Chorus]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is ME)
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
[Chorus]
(You)
No turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is me)
***lInKiN pArK - sOmEwHeRe I bElOnG***
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today
[Repeat Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
***lInKiN pArK - rUnAwAy***
Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
i'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and open up my mind
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
***SIMPLE PLAN:wElCoMe To My LiFe***
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me...
To be hurt,to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me...
To be hurt,to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be o.k.
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
***lInKiN pArK - cArOuSeL***
She can't hide no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguised behind the lies
And at night she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight staring at her inside
All her friends know why she can't sleep at night
All her family asking if she's alright
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
Well all she's got to do is stop kidding herself
She can only fool herself for so long [x3]
I'm too weak to face me
(she can only fool herself)
[chorus]
I never know just why you run so far away, far away from me [x2]
When it comes to how to live his life he can't be told
Says he's got it all under control
Thinks he knows it's not a problem he's stuck with
But in reality it'd be a problem to just quit
An addict and he can't hold the reins
The pain is worse cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem he's got
But can't get off the carousel until he makes it stop
He can only fool himself for so long [x3]
I'm too weak to face me
(he can only fool himself)
[chorus x2]
Fly with me under the wings I gave you,
Try to be closer to me and I'll save you [x2]
[chorus x4]
***lInKiN pArK - pApErCuT***
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
But I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin
[x2]
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin [x3]
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
***lInKiN pArK - a PlAcE 4 mY hEaD***
I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky / in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
Favors and then rapidly / You just
Turn around and start asking me / about
Things you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d
Wear out your welcome / now you see
How quiet it is / all alone / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest
You try to take the best of me
Go away
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jučer smo imali neko predavanje, tj. gleali smo kratak dokumentarac o ovisnosti.. voditeljica je bila gđa ne znam kak se zove, ugl, bivša ovisnica.. zaintrigirala me njena izjava: "Postoje samo 3 rješenja za drogu - 1. komuna, 2. zatvor i 3. smrt." mislim fkt ono..ja si razmišljam, pa ima i drugih rješenja..moeš se ti samo tako skinut s toga, al se onda sjetim par osoba i skužim da ne možeš..treba ti nekakva pomoć..("ubodi, zamotaj, zapali ga pa dodaj..") ugl..ja znam dosta osobe koje se dopaju na bilokakve načine..al nemaju tolke probleme s tim.. sjećam se još dok sam godinu dana jednom tjedno išla u Pu..dok sam čekala na red za posjete, naslušala sam se fkt svakavih priča, stravičnih..saznala sam puno toga.. sve više i više ljudi uzima nekakvu vrstu droge, bila to trava, koka, bomboni, brzina il ono najgore - heroin...eo recimo, dok si u srednjoj, najnormalnije je da tu i tamo zapališ đolu..nakon srednje, po svakavim partyima pojedeš koji bombon,, uzmeš malo brzine da te pere taj ludi osjećaj do jutra, da izdržiš..a kaj poslije? ako imaš para, moeš nabavit malo bijelog za sebe i društvo bez beda..na svakom uglu vidiš dilera..i tak polako uništavaš sam sebe.. a ono kaj me najviše fasciniralo od tog svegg kaj sam se naslušala, je bilo to da oni bogatuni, političari, ko fol neki suci, odvjetnici, ugl svi ti papci na visokim položajima uzimaju dop više nego itko..tu i tamo povuku koju liniju i sve je 5..i kaj je još gore, oni imaju para pa dobiju dobru robu, a mi (ja ne, al općenito..=)), klinci, dobivamo smeće, škart, najgore.. pa mislim ono..stvarno te tjera na razmišljanje..
evo npr meni najbliža osoba počela je s pe-om(travom) još sa 15 god..ja tad ofkors to nisam ni znala..s nekih 19 uvukao se u to jebeno društvo, počeo brijat po partyima, uzimat bombone..s nekih 23, čini mi se, sjebalo ga društvo..godinu dana proveo u društvu pandura (iza onih divnih zidova u Pu, u kranjčevićevoj 6)..i ja mislila kad je izašao da se očistio, tj bio je čist neko vrijeme..al početkom proljeća, opet počeo...stalno bio na brzini, vukao svako malo..ja mu čak pomogala pakirat paketiće..jaaoo..kad se samo sjetim.. i tako..onda su pred kraj ljeta bila sranja, meni umro djed, od raka pluća..pa sam ja na neko vrijeme prestala pušit..i on se pomalo skidao.. čak je pio neko čudo kao nadomjestak za tu kemiju.. pričao mi kak će se prijavit u komunu, bla bla..al na kraju niš od toga.. vratio se na staro.. i ko tu najviše pati? naravno, ja.. kad vidim one slike golih mtrvih ljudi, leže na cesti, s iglom pored sebe..("pao si s 2 magra, pa je pala cijela bagra, cijeli grad te traži, ne možeš dalje od svog praga..stara ti je pukla, stari tjera te od doma, ne znaš kamo da kreneš jer financijski si koma")..zgrozim se..bojim se i pomisliti da bi on mogao tako završiti..al neće on tako..neće..ja ću ga izvuć, majke mi..
još jedna meni draga osoba brije na kemiju..(zela te je teška gadro)..iako meni, iskreno, to od početka nije smetalo, ne smeta mi ni danas slušat ga kak priča o tome..al..ne kužim...kaj je to ljudima potrebno?? kaj se ne mreš zabavit i bez toga? kaj moraš ispast faca? koji qrac ti treba to da na kraju od tebe dignu ruke i obitelj i tzv frendovi?? ne znam..stvarno ne znam..
još ljudi pričaju kao, da je Poreč leglo droge..ne bih baš rekla..ovdje moeš nabavit zeleno, al za bijelo ttreaš povuć određene veze..i neće ti baš svaki diler iz Poreča samo tako koji gram..ne ne..("Žiža i kemija nisu isto, kužiš spiku..")
i ne kužim kak svi padaju na te fore, kao probaj, bit će ti super, samo jean put, nećeš se navuć...ma daaaj..gluposti...ja sam tolko puta imala priliku hapljat, vući, pojesti si jean mali bezazleni bombonček..u vrtu mene i susjeda su rasle dvije travčice..haha..al nisam nijednom niš probala..zašto? eto tako..jer sam ja inače sjebana, pa bi se ziher odmah navukla..a nije mi bitno hoću li ispast faca il ne..iako puno ljudi misli i priča drugima kak se ja drogiram (to sam dns u školi čula, bwahaha), ljudi moji, niste ni blizu istine..
đaneri..ugledajte se na mene..samo pušite (cigarete) i pijte..al u granicama...bez dopa..molim vas...
velike puse svima..
a najveće mojim đanerima-->R. & A., volim vas, bez obzira na sve!!!!
pozZ...=)
haj-hoj...efo mene...
fakat me uhvatilo neš..samo mi se piše..
trenutno mi je cijeli život u veeelikom qrcu...sve je sjebano...ne znam otkud bih počela..hm..
prfo..obitelj..u svađi sam sa starcima...srali mi zbog neopravdanih i komada u školi..pa nisam uopće smjela van..ugl, prije smo ja i susjedi moji najdraži išli u školu ujutro u 7, tak da stignemo u vivu il cimare..i vraćali se doma u 4..jer bi poslije škole išil u atelier...i to su moji starci skužili tak da me sad stalno stara vozi...uf..i onda mi seru neš kako niš ne radim..ko da ni ne postojim, samo sam zaključana u sobi..ma ke užaaas...i još mi je buraz otišao..ne živi više s nama..i on je u qrcu..totalnom..a samo zbog njega sam uspijevala izdržat u kući..
drugo..škola..zbog još uvijek nepoznatih razloga, jedno sam vrijeme bježala iz škole..skupila 17 neopravdanih (trealo ih je bit više, al me nisu svaki put zapisali..haha..)..i stara mi opravdala 13, tak da su mi ostala 4..a 5. je opomena..jaaaooo..komade sam počela skupljat od početka, sad ih pomalo ispravljam..i nedavno su nastavnici skužili da pušimo u razredu..pa sad briju na neke kazne, ovo-ono..ja se ne brinem previše.. a inače, u jezičnoj je ok..samo 3 dečka, al ajt..=)
treće...ljubav...jooo..najgora tema...ugl, prohodala sam s E., bili smo skupa mjesec i nešto sitno..i onda ja napravila pauzu..kao, od 2 tjedna, da se skuliram..a zapravo ja ne mogu bit u vezi..a ne želim njega sjebat..i još uz to, za feštu (sv.mauro) sam bila neću reći gdje (haha..al nije to prevara..nijeee..)..i jave mi da je R. u gradu..i onda ja s njim na cugu..i pričamo, zajebavamo se..i niš više nije bilo..al sam zato navečer plakala (zato jer nije bilo ničeg), i skužila da mi fali..i da sam ja glupača zaljubljena u njega..šmrc..i drugi se dan našli E. i R. na kavi..i R. bio napušen, pa je neš srao E., a on popizdio, zabrijao da sam ja bila s R. na fešti..ufff...i onda mi Rea sere da je R. kreten..a nijeee...pa sam je rekao istinu..haha..i tak..sad ne znam kaj da radim..otišao je R. ča..al..ja bi njega,,,=(
četvrto..zdravlje...išla sam vadit krf i rekli mi da sam anemična..i sad 2 mjeseca moram pit taj neki fucking sirup i tablete (željezo)..i moram jesti..u pm..pa ja ne volim jesti..=)..i ne smijem pušit..i još sam morala kod ginića..haha..al samo na ultrazvuk..i zakon je ženska (doktorica), nije rekla mojoj staroj za..ono..haha..
peto..frendovi..opet se sve raspada..i to zbog toga kaj ne smijem nigdje..al najbitnije je to da sam se pomirila sa sky..i sad je sve opet super, sve za 5..baš mi je falilo to naše druženje..(nekad smo bile ko nokat i prst)..=)
i tak..al svejedno..zadnjih par dana mi je bilo zakon..u sri je bio eko-dan..pa smo ja, sky, gaich i simona bile na povijesti čokolade..s 4.j.g...hehe..zajebavale se ko niš..i navečer na feštu..prvo sam bila u vivi..s reom, ade, mirom, pakyem, kaletom, dejvidom..zrmanom, gaiom, i ne znam s kim još..i onda se ja izgubila na nekih sat vremena..pa sam se vratila..i onda sa sky, gaiom i zrmom mojim u c&d..prvo bili sami, pa onda s R. i co.; koji su btw spaljeni, i dvoje njih zna E..lol..>šuti ti, ti hvataš signal s tom antenom (pirsom)<...>čovječe, di mi je auto??<...>znači, voliš pedofile?<...>ma ona je bebaaa<...preludo je bilo..došla doma tj. kod susjeda pod utjecajem alkohola al niko nije skužio..sutradan u školi samo zajebancija..u petak smo išle na tekmu (hrvatska - slovenija--ženske repp.)..pa u kafanu..tam smo bile pune 2 sata, tračale..i jučer meni starci ošli kod nekih frendova, a sky došla kod mene..baš je bilo dobro..
i sad neam više vremena za pisat..LOL..a budem ja pisala opet..za par dana...
puseeee svima...
pozZz...luv ya all..=)
Hello..eo mene nakon duuuugo vremena..=)
Ma ne da mi se niš pisat sad, vidjet ću sutra...samo mi trea savjet... Dal da nastavim pisat blog il ne..??
Mah..odlučit ću sutra..
PozZ..i vejike pufFe mojoj jubavi, pa Rei, pa Ade, pa Emine, pa Katchi, pa Erici, Moniki, Melany, Đeve, Ivančićki, mom zrmanu (Pa3ku), pa Valetu, pa Stefanu..ma svima...čak i onoj K.!!
ma gubim se...pappa..!!!