what else do I need to do? what else can I say? sorry? I have trained myself to love you. but you no longer look at me. why? what have I done to you? I tried so hard to be perfect. but you still throw me aside.
I try and catch myself from crying but the tears are dead. I can cry on your command. I can scream making my lungs bleed. I can stare at a broken reflection seeing you laughing at me. I pretend so that I can kill you. pieces of my heart cut me like suicide.
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