Angels...they fell first...but I'm still here...

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msn & e-mail...kajchy13@net.hr



Deep, down inside my mind,
You’ll find a hidden clue,
Dark depressing, thoughts and dreams,
Are all that comfort you.



Black Goddes Rises

You're in my dreams
The darkness of my heart
The rapture of their screams

Hrvoje...super ljud s prve...zakon je...:)
Lucy...cura s moje škole...
Janja...janjek...ma super je ona...
Ornela...maleno biće iz mog razreda :P...barbika...
Tajana...idemo skupa van...oke je ona...sam kaj se stalno svadimo...ali ju vojim...
Witek i Maya...zakon cure...:)))
Baja...upoznale smo se već jedno 3 put :D...
Abramić...juja...mda...
Šewa...a šebijan...okej je on
Banac...dobar frend...al mu baš i ne razmem postove...
Bahat...aha...dobar je on...baat...ma da...
Đuka...zakon frend iz škole...ali je svako malo u bedu...ah...
Risek...vonabi emo...:D
Fićo...teta kindergarten :D...ali je rekel da ga nesmem tak zvati...
Crni...a dobar je on...sam kaj me celo vreme kuri...ah...ma da...
Benny...no comment...
Mick@...mic mic micka...aha...cura iz 8.b
Tena...naj frendica...al se nesme družit s menom :D...ma da
Jakšić...a zakon frendi iz škole...super je on...teca kak bi jeya rekla
Fifi...cvijetić u našem društvu...:)))...
Casper...duhek...jaaako dobar frend...:P
Sashyca...simpa cura od tece sestra :D:D:D
Vlatka...patkica...iz društva...
Dany...a dobra je ona...:)))
Lydy..plavuša :D
Sabina...opće ne piše niš na tom blogu...
čečka...malena...hehehe
Techno i Davča...jedni od najboljih likova iz društva...:D:D:D

ime: Kaja
drugo ime: bloodangel
umrla: 22.02.1993.
bračno stanje:taken
droga:krv
opsesija:vampiri
posao:vampir
religija:wiccan
podrijetlo krvi:Varaždin
muzika:gothic/symphonic/power/heavy/nu metal, gothic rock,horror punk
volim:uf svašta...jednog punk dečka ;)
osobine:tvrdoglava,čudna,nimalo normalna,puknuta,zajebana...
ostalo:pa nisam neka jako depresivna osoba... ja sam ja... inače sam otvorena... da me ugledate negdje preko ceste vidjeli bi crnu spodobu (istina nisku) s crnom kosom tamnosmeđim očima i s crnom odjećom...
mrzim predrasude... nisam neka ljubazna osoba... samo prema onima koji mi se svide... inače ne...
mrzim puno toga... osobito one koji vide nekaj u gradu i drugi dan su njihova kopija...
nisam sramežljiva... niti neka dobra osoba... onakva sam kakve hoću biti taj dan... nema nekog pravila...
volim sve neobično... oštre stvarčice i krv... morbidne i bolesne stvari... perverzije... da... i crnu boju... jaaako... i naravno... svoj ankh... i svakakve ankhove... da da

THE 69 EYES
Wasting The Dawn

been runnin' away so long from the day into the strange night of stone
to fade away as the light is gently bleedin' out of my soul
penetratin' the evening as i ride on this endless road
but you can't turn back the time it always gonna wait on the line
some may wish never to be born wastin' the dawn like a rose growin'
from the christ's thorn wastin' the dawn been waitin'
for you so long little bird of prey to fly me higher
to the brighter day where the lizard lingers long
under the sun forgettin' the night darkest july paris '71

You Ain't The Reason

well i can't afford to bleed my blood is purest speed born
from a restless seed on the gypsy road that's me well your chance is fifty
and four to ralize my score nothin' to tie my down i'm cheaper
than a drug hound well i don't need you nor more
i just can't wait to say to you goodbye today well
i can't tell you thousand lies the difference is in the eyes
this life is built on sin it's deeper than the shit we're in well
i don't need you anymore i just can't wait to say to you goodbye
today no way you ain't the reason to stay

Gothic Girl

You can see her
Whenever it rains
From rome to new orleans
Dancing on the graves
Burden by the heart she loves her
Sunglasses after dark
And every single day her
Little life falls apart

She's out to look
So macabre and alone
She's close to hook
On her dying

Just like a gothic girl
Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby

You can see she's
On her road to ruin
Stigmata from crucifixion
On her pale white skin
Tribal pagan art she loves her
Tattood egyptian mark
And every single day her
Love will tear us apart

She's out to look
So macabre and alone
She's close to hook
On her dying

Just like a gothic girl
Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby

HELLOWEEN
Rise And Fall

Once a singer sang 'bout bullshit
Everyone could see him fall
And be sure it's been hos last hit
He's never been seen at all

Some dictator felt progressive
And lay down in the sun
But his people were agressive
They killed him with a gun

Sometimes you're wrong
By some things you have done
You see fate is too strong
Nothing's won No use for a fight
If you're not acting right
You'll be cut down to size
Like a live

It's the Rise and Fall
The prize for all
That's ain't nice at all
Luck is like a ball
You can't recall or care at all
So better use your brain !

A little dragon could spit fire
But never so for something bad
He didn't know the knight's desire
To throw a lance into his head

Romeo love his Juliet
Their parents told them stop
then it all turned out peculiar
He couldn't get it up

And it's vall in vain
When you're living with pain
Reap not goods you have grown
by your own Feelings your like
Disapear over night
You sip up every grin
free to win

It's the Rise and Fall
The prize for all
That's ain't nice at all
Luck is like a ball
You can't recall or care at all
You nearly go insane!

A spaceman files the rocket
That takes him to the stars
thinks his wife is in his pocket
but she's strolling 'round in bars

The king of Los Angeles
bought himself a teddy Bear
And the queen became shameless
She did it with a chair

Sometimes you're wrong
By some things you have done
You see fate is too strong
Nothing's won No use for a fight
If you're not acting right
You'll be cut down to size
Like a live

It's the raise and fall
The prize for all
That's ain't nice at all
Luck is like a ball
You can't recall or care at all
So better use your brain !

Forever And One (Neverland)

What can I do?
Will I be getting through?
Now that I must try to leave it all behind
Did you see what you have done to me?
So hard to justify
Slowly it's passing by

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
Yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
Your lies

Here I am
Seeing you once again
My mind's so far away
My heart's so close to stay
Too proud to fight
I'm walking back into night
Will I ever find someone to believe?

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
Yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
Your lies

MURDERDOLLS

"Die My Bride"

Well I’d rather cut you than the wedding cake
And your bloody guts on my rented tux
And I do, I do, I do wanna kill you
Til death do us part, I’ll tear us apart

Now I kiss your cold dead lips
And I dip my chips in the blood that drips
And I smear the cake right in your face
Let your God take you to a better place

Well I loved you to death
Well I loved you to death

Die, die, die,
Die my bride

And all you ever meant to me
Was absolutely nothing
And with this ring now I the wed
Don’t wanna kiss you bitch, wanna bash your head

White wedding

Hey little sister what have you done?
Hey little sister who’s the only one?
Hey little sister who’s your Superman?
Hey little sister who’s the one you want?
Hey little sister shot gun!

It’s a nice day to start again
It’s a nice day for a White Wedding
It’s a nice day to start again

Hey little sister what have you done
Hey little sister whos the only one

I've been away for so long (So long)
I've been away for so long (So long)
I've let you go for so long

It's a nice day to start again
Come on yeah It's a nice day for a White Wedding
And it's a nice day to start again!

Take me back home yeah!

And there ain't nothing fair in this world

And there ain't nothing pure in this world
Look for something left in this world

Start again
It’s a nice day for a White Wedding
And it’s a nice day to start again
it's a nice day for a white wedding

NIGHTWISH
Wish I Had An Angel

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel tonight

Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before

Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I'm in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

I'm going down so frail 'n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules

Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I'm in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!

Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I'm in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

I wish I had an angel
I wish I had an angel
I wish I had an angel!
I wish I had an angel!

Bare Grace Misery

Sweet boy, come in
I am the dark side of you
Die for my sins
Like the One once did

Cinnamon bed
For your unashamed appetite
A figurante
This dance will hurt like hell

Oh, bare grace misery
Just a child without a fairytale am I
Dark but so lovely
A Little Match Girl freezing in the snow

Love lying, enticing
(Bare grace misery)
Crowning the moment
(Bare grace misery)
This is what I am
Bare grace for the end of days

Romantic scent
Spoiled Lucrece lies warm for you
There's no such priest
That can pray me to heaven

When done with me
Forget if you think I feel ashamed
A wild thing
Never felt sorry for anything

Love lying...

Ghost Love Score

We used to swim the same moonlight waters
Oceans away from the wakeful day

My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I`ll bleed forever

Scent of the sea before the waking of the world
Brings me to thee
Into the blue memory

My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I will bleed forever

Into the blue memory

A siren from the deep came to me
Sang my name my longing
Still I write my songs about that dream of mine
Worth everything I may ever be

The Child will be born again
That siren carried him to me
First of them true loves
Singing on the shoulders of an angel
Without care for love n` loss

Bring me home or leave me be
My love in the dark heart of the night
I have lost the path before me
The one behind will lead me

Take me
Cure me
Kill me
Bring me home
Every way
Every day
Just another loop in the hangman`s noose

Take me, cure me, kill me, bring me home
Every way, every day
I keep on watching us sleep

Relive the old sin of Adam and Eve
Of you and me
Forgive the adoring beast

Redeem me into childhood
Show me myself without the shell
Like the advent of May
I`ll be there when you say
Time to never hold our love

My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
You were the one to cut me
So I`ll bleed forever

Dead Boy's Poem

Born from silence, silence full of it
A perfect concert my best friend
So much to live for, so much to die for
If only my heart had a home

Sing what you can't say
Forget what you can't play
Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
Walk within my poetry, this dying music
- My love letter to nobody

Never sigh for better world
It's already composed, played and told
Every thought the music I write
Everything a wish for the night

Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin
Died for the beauty the one in the garden
Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom
Failed in becoming a god

"If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry, the one without tears
For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life"

"Teach me passion for I fear it's gone
Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me
I'm sorry.
Time will tell (this bitter farewell)
I live no more to shame nor me nor you.
And you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..."

A lonely soul...An ocean soul... [x2]

(more dead boy: So much I wanted... Time will tell...)

A lonely soul...An ocean soul... [x2]


EVANESCENCE-Taking Over Me

You don't remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream, and dream I do

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know and all we had
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me

You're taking over me
You're taking over me