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28.07.2007., subota

Novi svijet

"Zao mi je sto sam pdugovlacila s novim postom,ali jednostavno nisam mogla nastaviti nakon nekih incidenata u vez ovoga bloga."

S mamo sam se doselila u posve nov svijet.Iako sam vec u tom svijetu ostavila svoje tragove nisam bila spremna u njemu i ostati.Krenula sam u novu skolu,skupila drustvo i sve se cinilo ok.Mama se oporavila,ja sam polako gubila sjecanje i zivot je tekao dalje.No ipak u meni se gomilao osjecaj tjeskobe,pocela sam se krivit za bilo sto,postala sam jako osjecajna i sve me moglo povrijedtiti pa i obicna sala.Promjenila sam se iznutra.Cesto bi plakala,a s godinama sve sam vise razmisljala o samoubojstvu.U kuci nisam zivjela samo s mamom bila je to obiteljska velika obiteljska kuca s jos clanova obitelji koji su me iz dana u dan izludjivali i dovodili do ludila.Sve je samo buktalo u meni,a izvana sam izgledala sretno i smireno.Valjda sam od tada naucila skrivati pravu sebe i samo se smjeskati ljudima kao da je sve u najboljem redu.I svi ti prijatelji s kojima se i dan danas druzim ne shvacaju sto je bilo samnom,kako se to sve desilo,a stalno sam bila nasmijana i sretna,neki krive ljubav,neki moje roditelje,ali niko ne zna pravu istinu.
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Metallica

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Good bey memories
From the past

Good bey day
Night grows fast

Good bey love
Hello pain

I lost my hope
But I suffer the same

Wishing on stars
For the angels
To take me away

Saying good bey to the body
But here it still remains






Iako zelim ostati anonimna mislim da trebate znati nesto o meni.
Imam 17 godina.Slušam rock,punk i metal.Ono sto mrzim je:umisljenost,laz,tracanje i narodnjake.No ne pada mi na pamet kritizirati nekoga zbog vrste muzike koju sluša ta osoba.Ne vjerujem u ljubav.Volim crnu boju...

LIFE IS A SHIT...WHEN YOU ARE IN IT!

my heart is broken into 10,000 thousand pieces or more
cause you hurt me so much
when i found out i wasn't your one true life
it was with someone else
i cried every day every night
cause i loved you so much
why does your heart get broken everytime you fall in love???
well you cannot back down to the one you found
you say you regret everything
should have thought about that when you threw me out of your mind

i should have listen to my friends
when they said you're nothing
it wouldn't last to the end babe
never thought it would
i thought you were different
bye my love forever i'll miss you
we'll you're in the past now
you cannot back down to the one you found
you say you regret everything
should have thought about that when you threw me out of your mind
you're out of my life now



And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do

Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x]



Im talking out my hair
Im pulling at my clothes
Im trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
Im staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
Im searching for the words inside my head

[Pre-Chorus]
(Cause) Im feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know youre worth it
Youre worth it
Yeah

[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
Id say what about you
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, Im wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say

It dont do me any good
Its just a waste of time
What use is it to you
Whats on my mind
If aint coming out
Were not going anywhere
So why cant I just tell you that I care

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

Whats wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble off
Like Ive got nothing to say

[Pre-Chorus]

Yes Im wishing my life away with these things Ill never say
If I could say what I want to say
Id say what about you
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, Im wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say
These things Ill never say




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