petak, 20.04.2007.

...obaveze, obaveze...

... jaj... stafetu dobih.. t0nka, batina ces dobit..

hmm.. uglavnom, fora je da napises nesto o ljubavi, prijateljstvu, suncu, roditeljima i cvijecu..
pa ajde.. da odradim svoju građansku dužnost...

i necu nikom to nametat pa ako itko ima volju neka se posluzi..


ljubav

...u svakom slucaju najbolji osjecaj na svijetu... bilo da se radi o sexualnoj ljubavi, prijateljskoj, roditeljskoj.. ma bilo kakvoj... u trenu kad shvatis da te neko voli, da se nekom mozes oslonit na rame i satima tak bit.. znat da imas taj neki svijet u kojem je sve lijepo.. i bas onako kako zelis.. jos bolji osjecaj od toga je kad shvatis da nekog volis svim svojim bićem.. i ta ljubav te grije i daje ti snage za naprijed.. i kad ti padne na pamet da spremis metak u čelo.. sjetiš se da postoji neko koga voliš, i za koga vrijedi živjet.. e da.. ljubav je zaista za sva vremena.. vječna i neprolazna.. samo su ljudi kratka vijeka..
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prijateljstvo

prijateljstvo nema boju... a opet ima ih sve.. u svakom trenu znas da je tu.. i u onom trenu kad ludis, kad places, kad se smijes.. i u trenu kad si bjesan na njega.. opet je tu.. i uvjek ce bit.. barem bi tako trebalo bit.. steta samo sto je tako tesko vjerovat ljudima.. a moglo bi biti prekrasno.. a opet.. ja tako lako vjerujem.. i mozda je glupo ali sretna sam zbog toga.. i obozavam svoje frendove.. pusa svima..
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sunce

..ma savrseno.. ljeto, more, sunce.. najdraze doba godine.. obozavam sve sto mi omogucuje da lunjam okolo nesputana.. i slobodna.. nema se dalje sta rec.. sloboda.. ono kad se smijes a nemas zasto.. osim toga fasciniraju me i zalasci sunca.. oni trenutci kad nebo gori.. imam osjecaj da u tom trenu nista nemoze bili lose.. niti da itko moze biti nesretan.. ah, snovi.. ali sto fali snovima.. :)
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roditelji

na ovom blogu sam vec milijun puta ih spomenula.. uglavnom lose.. ali volim ih vise od iceg i ikog na svijetu.. vise od zivota.. bez njih zivot mi nebi imao smisla.. i koliko god oni bili ponekad manijakalni, zlobni, okrutni.. nikad ih necu prestat voljet.. nisu bas idealni za zivjet s njima.. a opet, u drugom trenu mogu me nasmijat ko niko drugi i pruzit mi svu srecu ovog svijeta..
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(trudne elfice mi jednostavno odaju tu toplinu majcinske ljubavi.. osjecaj koji obozavam)

cvijeće

obozavam cvjece.. to nasljedih od majke.. jednostavno fascinantno je.. jedni problemcic je moja alergija na pelud.. zbog koje se malkoc gusim u blizini cvijeća.. al nema veze.. zabranjeno voće je najslađe, jelda?! :) pa zato uvjek imam puno dvoriste i kucu sveg moguceg bilja i cvijeća.. i uživam u njemu..
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-eto, to je sve od mene za danas, pusa i pozz ljudovi mahkiss

-živi brzo, umri mlad, budi ljep leš!
by:baby_elf

ponedjeljak, 16.04.2007.

...hey ptico moja mala.. na jastuku si mi spavala.. cijelu noć mi pjesme pjevala...

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us da.. bila si tu.. na mom jastuku.. pjesmom me uspavljivala.. prekrasan san mi donjela.. ljetno jutro.. blag povjetarac.. poljubac voljene osobe.. šum mora i miris borova.. šteta što je tako kratko trajalo.. zašto si me napustila.. nema više tvoje pjesme.. kome sada snove donosiš? koga sada umjesto mene voliš?? sanja li i on tako divno kao ja.. jesu li i njegova jutra tako blaženo mirna?? proljetno jutro.. stvaran svijet.. posve obično.. škola.. ponovno.. a nije mi falila..
kad bi bar sve moglo biti ljepo.. mislim, glupo mi je više govoriti kako je sve grozno.. nije.. mislim, je.. i nije.. onako znaš.. ma neznaš.. ali nebitno.. ima i ljepih stvari tu.. kod mene.. u mom malom svijetu.. da bi moglo bolje, a bi.. al jebiga.. dobro je i ovako, zar ne ljubavi? Image Hosted by ImageShack.us
idem okolo.. lunjam gradom.. kad smijem.. i gledam okolo.. primjećujem.. i kad bi bar sve moglo bit prekrasno.. poput prirode.. ponekad zaista želim otić nekud.. daleko.. gdje nema žive duše na tisuće milja.. neka livada.. i neko prekrasno cvjeće.. i leć na sred te livade i ne micat se.. kao u stilu... bit sama sa sobom.. daleko od svega lošeg.. e kad bi mogla..

i onda.. realnost me lupi.. samo na čas.. komad iz hrvatskog.. iz jezika.. što bi me nazvalo nepismenom osobom.. al jebiga.. desi se dead

i onda se vratim.. u svoj svijet.. gdje je lijepo.. i uživam svaki tren isponova.. i zahvaljujem svojoj majci što ipak neke stvari razumije.. koliko god ponekad luda bila.. koliko god me ponekad razbjesnila.. al majke su predivna bića.. uvjek sve vide.. Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

i hvala vama, prijatelji.. hvala što ste tu.. uz mene.. volim vas.. sve.. ponekad i kada se ne razumijemo od prve.. ostajemo tu.. nekako, ljubav. ? da.. vjerujem da je..

ma samo me pustite da sanjam.. tamo je ljepše.. tamo je ljubav.. tamo je sreća.. ostavit ću ovaj svjet nekome tko ga želi.. i jednom kad odem.. ne osjećam potrebu da ostavim za sobom ništa.. osim malog traga na srcu voljenih.. nadam se da budem...

-živi brzo, umri mlad, budi ljep leš!
by:baby_elf

subota, 07.04.2007.

znas ono kad se zapitas omfg zasto opet ja? e pa doslo je vrjeme da se to zapitam..
prvo uspjesno dobijem zabranu izlazaka.. eek
onda stari dovuce doma baku kojoj je mjesto na psihijatriji...no
a nije ni on daleko..no
i onda mene i staru jebu u mozak..bang
i onda onak, hocu se vidjet sa dragim i nesmijem van.. no
i onda odlucim po zdravoseljacki pobjec kroz prozor, al majka spasi stvar i veli da ce ona pricat s njim...yes
i onda cujem kak se prica okolo da iam mononukleozu.. loool.. aha da.. i sifilis isto.. rolleyes rofl
joj majcicu vam tracersku jebem.. zivot si nađite.. cool
fali mi i moja draga.. koja je tuzna jer su njeni ostali doma.. a bit ce bolje..kiss
i onak.. zivot bi bio zakon da ne zivim u ovom usranom gradu..no
i da nisam rođena.. no
i da je nebo plavije..no
i da mogu smislit u cemu izgledam sexy.. (malo je toga, skembica smeta) dead
i da mi neki ljudi ne dizu tlak.. namcor
heh.. kak sam zahtjevna.. i ne.. trazim samo tren mira da mogu bit sretna s ovim sto imam..
sad je 16:16... saljem veliku pusu svojoj Mici, i Killer ass i mojoj mami kiss
i mom dragom, i Surgeu, i mrawu i Skeltu... kiss

mahkiss

-živi brzo, umri mlad, budi ljep leš!
by:baby_elf

nedjelja, 01.04.2007.

...dugo vremena je proslo.. ljepse vrijeme je doslo.. nadam se...

ovo ce bt kratko..
prosli tjedan (24.3.) proslavih rođendan
ispalo prilicno katastrofalno..
al zivo mi se jebe..
zatim srijeda.. (28.3) napravih tetovazu.. krila.. na leđima
onda ova sub (31.3) nabavila decka cerek
da.. napokon je pristo..cerek
danas(1.4.) voljela bi da mi je do zbijanja sala..
al nije,, moram ucit fiziku..
jer! sutra moram ispravit komad..
kako ga otac nebi vidio u utorak bang

zadnje. u srijedu (4.4)
ide moja divna skola, ergo i ja
u zagreb na izlet.. pa svi zainteresirani.. bit cu u zvuku..
od jutra do popodneva wink
ak ko oce neg dodje tamo.. zderite se baby elf.. i javim vam se wink

pusa svima, cujemo se uskoro.. mahkiss


-živi brzo, umri mlad, budi ljep leš!
by:baby_elf

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Moje pjesme, moji snovi

Bajaga - Tišina


Mrak se skupio u kap
rano jutro kao slap ulazi u sobu
da l' si ikada pitala
tamne senke zidova ujutro gde odu

Oci su ti sklopljene
usne su ti umorne
ne ljubi me njima
nisu cvorci pevali dok je
iznad krovova svirala tisina

Ref.
Hajde, Boze, budi drug
pa okreni jedan krug unazad planetu
noc je kratko trajala
a nama je trebala najduza na svetu

U mom oku samo hlad
u mom srcu samo stud, inje i prasina
nisu cvorci pevali dok je
iznad krovova svirala tisina

U cik zore zvizdi voz
njime odlazim u OZ
necu da se vratim
sto god tebi napisem pocepam i obrisem
al' ti moras znati

Nisi se probudila, zato nisi videla
igrale su sene
nek te dobri duhovi i kraljevski orlovi
cuvaju od mene



Nymphomaniac Fantasia - nightwish


The scent of a woman was not mine...
Welcome home, darling
Did you miss me?
Wish to dwell in dear love?

Touch my milklike skin
Feel the ocean
Lick my deepest
Hear the starry choir

Rip off this lace
that keeps me imprisoned
But beware the enchantment
for my eroticism is your oblivion

Old love lies deep, you said
Deeper shall be the wound between your legs




Wolf And Raven - sonata arctica
[Tony Kakko]


Grant me a wish, my master
Take heed of me
I have been loyal servant
Heartfelt, humble

Gave up - what belongs to me
Gave up my greed
My self-examination
Made me see, to be me

I am now like Judas, done
Ashamed of what I've become
Fear for life I wear as a ring
To bask in your favor, I will kill the king

You say I am invincible
I cannot die,
I know, but anyway
The words, they maim me

Grant me a wish, my master
Compassion, please
I'd like be a human
...Maybe one day

I am now like Judas, done
Ashamed of what I've become
Fear of life I wear as a ring
To bask in your favor, I will kill the king

[Entreaty:] let me go
Master, I hate you so
How can I sleep my nights
When my whole being cries

I tried to be like everyone
Open my soul
But what I had to give
Resulted loathing

Enchanted by the power
Licked by the grace
One beautiful black flower
The end of the human race

With pride now face my faith
King and Queen now lie in state
Fear for life I wear as a ring
I bask in your favor, I have killed the king

[Entreaty:] let me go
Master, I hate you so
How can I sleep my nights
When my whole being cries

I had a nightmare
The Wolf eating The Raven

Entrails of life on my plate
And I ate 'em..

Interested in what I see
Try that Rorcharch test on me
Have you seen the beauty of the
Enticing beast

[Entreaty:] let me go
Master, I hate you so
I cannot sleep my nights
When my whole being cries



Burn In Hell - dimmu borgir

[words: D. Snider]


Welcome to the abandoned land
Come on in, child; take my hand
Here there's no work or play
Only one bill to pay
There's just five words to say
As you go down, down, down

You're gonna burn in hell
Oh, burn in hell

You can't believe all the things i've done wrong in my life
Without even trying i've lived on the edge of a knife
Well, i've played with fire, but i don't want to get myself burned
To thine own self be true, so i think that it's time for a turn
Before i burn in hell
Oh, burn in hell
Take a good look in your heart; tell me what do you see?
It's black and it's dark, now is that how you want it to be?
It's up to you; what you do will decide your own fate
Make your choice now for tomorrow may be far too late

Hear no evil, don't you
See no evil, don't you
Lay no evil down on me
You're gonna burn in hell
Speak no evil, don't you
Think no evil, don't you
Play with evil, 'cause i'm free

[repeat second chorus]
[repeat chorus/fade]



Vampiria - moonspell

Vampiria, you are my destiny
My only Love and true destiny
Vampiria...

You're a beast, evil one
Above your head lays a Star
In your heart is buried the jewel
of a Serpent who wished to die
your red long tongue has her poison
And you will spread it as you breed
In a Unique transylvanian dream
Conceiving the creed of all creeds

Vampiria, fly Vampiria

In your eye burn, defying
All those who in silence sleep
In a city once named Desire
Dreaming with the entombed dear

The lady has fallen in a blossom
Spread far away by undesirable winds
To females conspiring in gloom
Hiding your pearls from the pigs

So open your arms!
They were shaped as wing
A serenade of revenge drawn on your lips

The sombre hill you're staying in
Is now defined
And your Star had start to shine

Depart now on your bright wings
The world envy
The skies have always seduced you
Precious Queen
and you know your time has come
To fly away with Me, so far...



Put u središte Zemlje - balašević

Kad sam jutros stig'o kući s posla
saček'o me papir siv:
otišla mi draga, svega joj je dosta,
nikad ne zna dal' sam živ.

Ma idi lutko lepa s milim bogom,
ti si više komad lak!
Nisi nikad tamo stala svojom nogom,
nemaš ti pojma šta je mrak.

Tamo dole djavoli se kote,
tri planine pritiska mi vrat.
Baš i nisi drugar, moj živote,
al' neka, neka, biće sladje kad srce zemlje nadjem.

Neki Francuz, neki pisac mudar,
prorek'o je mnogo tog.
Možda nikad nije radio kao rudar,
al' ga volim kao svog.

Knjiga piše da postoji mesto,
u sred zemlje neko sunce sja.
Tamo se može i s milion dvesto!
Tražim srce zemlje stare i sunce za rudare.

Kopam, djavoli se kote,
tri planine pritiska mi vrat.
O, baš i nisi drugar, moj živote,
al' neka, neka, biće sladje kad srce zemlje nadjem.

Tamu gutam, dišem, tamu gazim,
trpim najbolje što znam.
Al' ću jednog dana da je proburazim
i da se svetla dočepam.

Knjiga piše da postoji mesto,
u sred zemlje neko sunce sja.
Tamo se može i s milion dvesto!
Tražim srce zemlje stare i sunce za rudare.
'Ajde, djavoli se kote,
tri planine pritiska mi vrat.
O, baš i nisi drugar, moj živote,
al' neka, neka, biće sladje kad srce zemlje nadjem,

Kad srce zemlje pronadjem!



nick cave & the bad seeds feat. kylie minoque
-where the wild roses grow


They call me The Wild Rose
But my name was Elisa Day
Why they call me it I do not know
For my name was Elisa Day

From the first day I saw her I knew she was the one
She stared in my eyes and smiled
For her lips were the colour of the roses
That grew down the river, all bloody and wild

When he knocked on my door and entered the room
My trembling subsided in his sure embrace
He would be my first man, and with a careful hand
He wiped at the tears that ran down my face


On the second day I brought her a flower
She was more beautiful than any woman I'd seen
I said, "Do you know where the wild roses grow
So sweet and scarlet and free?"

On the second day he came with a single red rose
Said: "Will you give me your loss and your sorrow"
I nodded my head, as I lay on the bed
He said, "If I show you the roses, will you follow?"

On the third day he took me to the river
He showed me the roses and we kissed
And the last thing I heard was a muttered word
As he knelt (stood smiling) above me with a rock in his fist

On the last day I took her where the wild roses grow
And she lay on the bank, the wind light as a thief
And I kissed her goodbye, said, "All beauty must die"
And lent down and planted a rose between her teeth



boat on the river

Take me back to my boat on the river
I need to go down, need to come down
Take me back to my boat on the river
And I won't cry out any more
Time stands still as I gaze in her waters
She eases me down, touching me gently
With the waters that flow past my boat on the river
So I don't cry out anymore

Oh the river is wide
river it touches my life like the waves on the sand
all roads lead to Tranquillity Base
Where the frown on my face disappears
Take me down to my boat on the river
And I won't cry out anymore

Oh the river is deep
river it touches my life like the waves on the sand
all roads lead to Tranquillity Base
Where the frown on my face disappears
Take me down to my boat on the river
I need to go down, with you let me go down
Take me back to my boat on the river
And I won't cry out anymore
I won't cry out anymore
I won't cry out anymore



"Our Last Summer"-abba

The summer air was soft and warm
The feeling right, the Paris night
Did it's best to please us
And strolling down the Elysee
We had a drink in each cafe
And you
You talked of politics, philosophy and I
Smiled like Mona Lisa
We had our chance
It was a fine and true romance

I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the Seine, laughing in the rain
Our last summer
Memories that remain

We made our way along the river
And we sat down in the grass
By the Eiffel tower
I was so happy we had met
It was the age of no regret
Oh yes
Those crazy years, that was the time
Of the flower-power
But underneath we had a fear of flying
Of getting old, a fear of slowly dying
We took the chance
Like we were dancing our last dance

I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
In the tourist jam, round the Notre Dame
Our last summer
Walking hand in hand

Paris restaurants
Our last summer
Morning croissants
Living for the day, worries far away
Our last summer
We could laugh and play

And now you're working in a bank
The family man, the football fan
And your name is Harry
How dull it seems
Yet you're the hero of my dreams

I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the Seine, laughing in the rain
Our last summer
Memories that remain
I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
In the tourist jam, round the Notre Dame
Our last summer
Walking hand in hand
Paris restaurants
Our last summer
Morning croissants
We were living for the day, worries far away...