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My most hated and loved quote.....

"There are things that we don't want to happen...

but have to accept...

things we don't want to know...

but have to learn...

and people we can't live without...

but have to let go. "


I am starting to wonder if life is nothing but a bag of dirty little tricks. A game of endurance. Will. Strength. Test after test...

Looking back through my online journal I'm really in a too familiar place.

Well... I'm tired and pissy and don't much care for being toyed with by whatever forces have hold of my puppet strings.

Sick of them switching hands. "Here, your turn... play hard!" These tired ass strings are about to snap... a pair of shears in my pocket would be mighty fine too.

How about some easy play?

... oh and a little damn sunshine might be nice.

8 days and counting.... looks like at least 10 more coming.... wtf?

Yesterday I took the kids fishing in the rain because I couldnt sit here in this house and look at these walls another day.

I took them mudding in my Expedition.... no it's not 4 wheel drive, but I have skills I learned as a teen. haha. I know how to dig and bag tires so it was worth every bit of risk.

I have started a bucket list of big risks... because really, life with out them is lame for a thrill seeker like me. I'd give about anything for about 6 non stop roller coaster rides right now... "The Hulk..." damn that sounds mighty fine. Eye's wide open the entire time, hands in the air, smiling the entire time... no screaming. Just a big fat grin.... that's not on my bucket list BTW, I have already done it a bunch.... just wanna do it again... .like right now. Who can be pissed on a coaster ride they love? I'd have to let go of this pissy-ness now wouldn't I?

woke up around 11:30 took the dog out, saw my uncle dave, vacummed (idk i cant spell) then eddie and my dad brought me tim hortons. a bagel and hot chocolate i was so happy. played burnout with eddie then played mario party with nicky, then more burnout. then we had to leave where i found that the dog had eaten some of the inside of my shoe, so my dads gonna get me new ones (which i wanted new ones anyway but now he has to buy them) then went to burger king and went home. then watched tv and fixed nickys paper. then tried to scan my senior pic on the computer finally did it after 45 minutes then did my recital ad that my mom insisted was due tomorrow but guess what its due saturday so i spent 2 hours annoyed for no reason lol then worked out, attempted to call daniela but no answer then watched more tv, took a shower and went online talked to adam and pat and that weird dude NsLarge uhh his so gross. then made the cds for mr e's class now i'm trying to get tired. school tomorrow =[

so pic is me eating a wonka bar and the quote is me yelling at my mom about the deadline lol

on a sad not today i found out jennas grandpa died =[ the wake is wednesday 1-5
RIP Mr. Miranda

SOTD: "Cupids Chokehold" by Gym Class Heroes (feat. Patrick Stumpp of FOB)

4/19/09