*Cemetary Gates*
utorak, 05.02.2008.
***something in the way***
ajd neka ovo bude neki brzopotezni postek dok sam još sama doma pa onda krećem na matematiku,,,no da aj da napišem neš pa da sam gotova!!!
ah da opet ja sa svojim drkandijama opet stari osjećaj,šugavosti,usamljenosti,jadosti ma sve sranja,,,,,neam šta reč zapravo neznam kak opisat sve,,,,,,sama sam na Valentinovvo=( ah taj šugav dan,,,i neka me panika hvata zbog svake sitnice nikak se nemogu opustit i živit za sad za ovaj trenutak ja sam mislim šta ču sutra,preksutra itd,,,i da,još iam neki osjećaj ko da me neće baš dugo bit,smiješno al eto,il ko da neču puno stvari proživit neznam šta mi je al sam totalka zbunjena,,,i s tim da sam eto po cijele dane za kompom niš ne radim niš i to me isto sekira,,,ma joj više stvarno neznam niš,,,,hoću sama sebi poboljšat,al sam čekam kad če se dogodit neš loše ono čisti pesimist,ma koma,mrzim sebe,a to ne želim,mrzim sve što napravim jer niš nije dobro a ni to ne želim,al jednostavno neznam drugačije,,,
i sad opet sve po starom sam još gore odjednom me to uhvati aaaaaa ma poludit ću,uopče se za niš dovoljno ne trudim,aaaa ma neznam ,neznam,,,,,
aj rekla sam si od sutra počinjem bit što veselija,što više zaebavat,i da,počet ču govorit fala na komplimente mada neam pojma kak al moram stvarno sama sebe uništavam,,,,i et sad umjesto dam sam pisala o sranjima i provalama koje smo danas imali ja se tu jadam bzvz po blogu,al niš valj ču bit raspoloženija,pa objavit slikice i neš vedrije pisat,ovo je več stvarno prejadno,,,,,,de ljudi pomozite mi postala sam očajna i čak sad i tažim tuđu pomoć,kmeeeee,nisam normalan aj iem sad iam bar post kao, ak niš drugoo
ae pozzz ljudofi!
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*SoMeThinG*
Ime:Katarina
Inače:Kety,Kex,Kexan......
Rođena:18.10.
Horoskopski znak:Vaga
(Eh i da,,,,,moj MSN je: filthiangel@hotmail.com)
Ja sam osoba koja često želi
ostat ne zamjećena,puno razmišljam
o svemu,mada me to većinom nigdje ne vodi,
ne shvaćena sam u mnogim pogledima,
veliki sam pesimist,il kak bi ja rekla
za sebe sam realna,jako sam sentimentalna
i često tužna,,,,,i ako imam svoje mišljenje
niko ga ne može promijenit,,,
mrzim ljude koji jedino znaju osuđivat druge osobe,
i ljude koji su na visokoj razini umišljenosti,
Od svakakih sitnica volim:
snijeg,mrak,glazbu,svijeće,mirisne štapiće
svijećnjake,gitare,prstenje,lančiće,narukvice,,,,
korzete,palestinke,,,,nokte,kosu(ne kažem svoju)
prirodu,nebo,zvijezde,mjesec,šume,
slike,fotografirat sve okolo,
volim poezije,,,,,
hmmm,,,,,volim pjevat,,,
iiiiiiii,,volim se grlit,,,,
A od velikih stvari xD volim:
Svoje prijatelje,,,koje jakoooo
voljammm,,,i obitelj!!!
Od glazbe slušam:
Metal(death,melo,goth,black,heavy)
Rock(stari),Hard Rock,,
i malo Grunge!
*NekE MojE FotkE*
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*Epica-Never Enough*
Can't you hear me screaming, once again?
Voices you can't hear
Because you are consumed and incontent
With everlasting greed
Don't you see me on my hands and knees?
Begging and bleeding
You're smiling as you bite the hand that feeds
But will you never see?
Always wanting what your eyes can't see
Needing what your arms can't reach
Thinking you are in need
Always hearing what your ears can't hear
Feeling what your hands can't touch
Thinking you're incomplete
(Enough)
It was,
Never enough that I gave to you
All of the horror that you've put me through
(Never enough)
How can I make up my mind this time?
This is where I will draw the line
Sacrificed my life to be with you
Why did you leave me?
There's nothing more from me you can consume
Cause you are incomplete
Always wanting what your eyes can't see
Needing what your arms can't reach
Thinking you are in need
Always hearing what your ears can't hear
Feeling what your hands can't touch
Thinking you're incomplete
(Enough)
It was,
Never enough that I gave to you
All of the horror that you've put me through
(Never enough)
How can I make up my mind this time?
This is where I will draw the line
Everlasting need
Would you please?
Answer me and
Make me complete
Everlasting greed
Would you please?
Set me free
Fulfill all my needs and make me complete
(Enough)
It was,
Never enough that I gave to you
All of the horror that you've put me through
(Never enough)
How can I make up my mind this time?
This is where I will draw the line
Never again will I be with you
No promise eternal carrying us through
I finally made up my mind this time
This is the end, I've drawn the line
Never enough to devour your greed
*Janis Joplin-Piece of my heart*
Didn't I make you feel like you were the only man -yeah!
Didn't I give you nearly everything that a woman possibly can ?
Honey, you know I did!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I think I've had enough,
But I'm gonna show you, baby, that a woman can be tough.
I want you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,
Take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby!
Oh, oh, break it!
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Oh, oh, have a!
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby,
You know you got it if it makes you feel good,
Oh, yes indeed.
You're out on the streets looking good,
And baby deep down in your heart I guess you know that it ain't right,
Never, never, never, never, never, never hear me when I cry at night,
Babe, I cry all the time!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,
But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.
I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on and take it!
Take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby.
Oh, oh, break it!
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah,
Oh, oh, have a!
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby,
You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good.
I need you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,
Take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby!
oh, oh, break it!
Break another little bit of my heart, now darling, yeah, c'mon now.
oh, oh, have a
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby.
You know you got it -whoahhhhh!!
Take it!
Take it! Take another little piece of my heart now, baby,
Oh, oh, break it!
Break another little bit of my heart, now darling, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Oh, oh, have a
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, hey,
You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good.
*Accept-Seawinds*
In the cold and dark december
As I'm walking through the rain
Sit beside the room all night long
In the grey december morning
(I decide to leave my home).................... [this is therion's
Interperatation on their cover of the song]
Took a train to nowhere- far away- far away
Many thousand miles away
When the moon took to the stars
Dreamed about the days- days gone by- days gone by
In the night, the seawinds are calling
And the city is far far away
Soon the sea turns to darkness
It is night and the seawinds are calling
Seawinds gone, seawinds gone
Ten thousand miles away
Where the moon took to the stars
Dreamed about the days- days gone by
I've been told so many stories
Of dreams my friends have made
So is no illusion- sail away- sail away
*Therion-Birth Of Venus Illegitima*
Aphrodite is rising from the shell.
A newly born to be seen to expel from the paradise,
to drink from her well.
O Venus Illegitima
Born again without shame
Child of sin is my name
Aphrodite is falling into the hell of her sins and the lust
for that spell of the forbidden nectar from her well
*Nirvana-Polly*
Polly wants a cracker
I think I should get off her first
I think she wants some water
To put out the blow torch
isn't me
Haven't seen
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
don't cut yourself
want some help
To please myself
I've got some rope
You have been told
promise you
have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
want some help
please myself
Polly wants a cracker
Maybe she would like some food
She asks me to untie her
A chase would be nice for a few
isn't me
Haven't seen
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
want some help
please myself
I've got some rope
You have been told
promise you
have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
want some help
in myself
Polly said
Polly says her back hurts
she's just as bored as me
She caught me off my guard
amazes me, the will of instinct
isn't me
have a seed
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
want some help
have myself
got some rope
You have been told
promise you
have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
want some help
have myself
Linkovi
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http://odbijodavde.blog.hr
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http://lanac.blog.hr
http://odjebiteodnas.blog.hr
**SlikE**
*no name*
Pokušavam obuzdati osjećaje,
izbrisati slike iz glave...
Trudim se i dalje ali mi nikako ne ide,
..sada je to dio mene
ne osjećam ništa osim vrućine koja
mi protječe venama,
...postaje nepodnošljivo,
svaki me korak po malo
ubija,ali ja
i dalje hodam...
(samo ponekad zastanem)...
ali ne odustajem....
propadam sve više..
gdje je smisao
kako da shvatim
ništa nema značenja
samo simboli moje patnje
osjećam ih sada svuda po tijelu
boli...grize...
duša me napušta...
sve je gotovo..
ovo mora da je...kraj....****
*Anathema-Hope*
I was not put here by anyone in fear
I came alone as me
Just an idea in a long chain of discovery
Surrounded by the same you
Sometimes your tide pulls me out to sea
And I die in a thrashing curse
Sometimes we are kind
More often, I doze
So far up the beach that those who try to reach are burnt
alive in the searing heat of the desert of my dispassion
So far removed, I never hear the water
'Cept once or twice a month when I see a mirror
And I refuse to believe in some of the things that are said to be here
Let alone those that are not
I'm trying to change my direction
Ours is pathetic in my own humble estimation
*Silverchair-Suicidal dream*
I dream about, how it's going to end,
Approaching me quickly,
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear,
People, making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy,
I fantasise about my death,
I'll kill myself from holding my breath,
My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,
Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now,
The rope is here,
Now I'll find a use,
I'll kill myself,
I'll put my head in a noose,