*Cemetary Gates*
srijeda, 24.10.2007.
***
Ako osjetiš da ti srce brže kuca kad sustretneš neku osobu,
to nije ljubav,to je osjećajnost,
Ako te je osoba "osvojila" svojim šarmom,
ako se,očaran,prepustš
to nije ljubav,to je slabost
Ako se "uzbuđen"diviš njezinoj ljepoti i promatraš je uživajući,
ako smatraš da ona ima duha i tražiš užitak u razgovoru s njom,
to nije ljubav,to je divljenje
Ako pod svaku cijenu
želiš dobiti pogled,poljubac,zagrljaj,
to nije ljubav,to je žudnja.....
M.Quoist
P.S. ovo nije ništa dubokoumno ni nikakva filozofija ovo je samo istina koju če možda svatko kad tad spoznati....
srijeda, 24.10.2007.
***Evooooo****novi post
Daaaa evo da me NEKI LJUDI nebi krivo shvatili nisam imala stvarno vremena za post a iskreno nije mi se ni dalo tak da...jbg takav je život.....
ma ugl...danas je dan bio neki prejeben pokušavam sama sebi uljepšat dane nadam se da če mi uspjet.........pomalo djeluje....
e da.....danas sam se zabila u prozor lolčina(budale)išla sam napravit reprizu jednog mog glupog pokreta i zabijem nogu u radijator i nabijem se u prozor.
jakoooo dojmljivo jel???da da..........onda došo tehnički ja naručila sendvič....
i došla mi neka,naravno, jedna od mojih genijalnih ideja....i ja si fino natrpam malo čipsa u sendvič kao da ljud misle šta to hrska u sendviču...ma luuda sam ja stvarno neznam šta mi je.........i onda mi ljepo osmislili "Kety"Fast Food napravili si kapice i experimentirali naravno jaaaaa....a ko če drugi
stavila ja u sendvič mandarine majoneze čipsa jel ...salame sira i još je kruh bazdio po cigarama..........da bio je to zaista nezaboravam okus mmmmmmm
cjeli dan mi se bljuvalo......čudno što se nisam izrigala al dobro....
uhhh sad bi vam bas stavia koju sliku što smo se slikal pod tehničkim sa fast food kapicama i mojim izumom od sendviča........
i tak bla bla............danas su jedne iz mog razreda obavile jedan poso koji smo duugo svi očekivali....i niko ne žaliiii
našutali neku malu poremećenu(mislim nije poremećea sam se tak odnosi)
mala nije normalna napada ljude čovječe.....stvarno nije to normalno..
počinjem se bojat sve te djece.......brrrrrr...strašno....
ma ugl...puuno su stvari danas sjebali u školi i klavir i neko staklo
nekim čudom ja nisam sudjelovala u ničem od tog hihi....
al oke...mislim da je ovo preglup post da bi ga neko pročito..
al jedino mi je to padala na pamet....jbg
ajde živili............
nedjelja, 21.10.2007.
***eh da***
Eto ga prošla i još jedna subota bilo dobro vani mada nismo bas dugo bili ali oke.......a ja bi feeeeštuuu joooj kak me to pati nemogu dočekat....al ko zna kak če sve ti ispat vjerojatno jadno...al ajd bit ču optimistična baš se trudm zadnjih dana gledat svijet s nekih drugačijih stajališta i kao da,moš mislim,uspjeva mi, da ispod lažnog osmjeha i svega sto me ispunjava bjesom......nisam baš svega svijesna.....a kad če i tom doč kraj...sve me izluđuju
kad bi imala jeda mali kutak raja u ovom svijetu pakla.....al ne uspjeva zaštooo??i šta sad evo opet se zanesem i počnem pisat i onda me taka "volja"stalno prati kao sjena nemogu se nikak izvuč........
pokušavala sam i shvatila da mi tako raspoloženje neče daleko dovest.......
...................pa i ja bi htjela bit sretna....al kako......
prvenstveno bi htjela živjet........
četvrtak, 18.10.2007.
***Rođendan***
Eh evo u prolazu pošto moram ić učit aaaaa a ujutro u školu....al oke to sad nije bitno.......samo da obilježim današnji datum......18.10.dan na koji sam se rodila...hihi.....znači po nekoj logici danas mi je rođ al imam neki filing da nije....baš šugavo još me i pati kad ču slavit izgleda da za dva tjedna.........ako ih i doživim uopče......al dobro........jooooj kak bi sad ogla puno pisat al kad mi vrijeme ne dozvoljam prebro se sve odvija.......i sitnice propustimo u sekundi....................hmmmmmmmmm ja sam malo skrenila s teme!!!
ma ugl.....pisat cu nes ak ne prije poslje fešte onda.....
držte mi "fige"
utorak, 16.10.2007.
***Prljave škole***
Da kao sto naslov pokazuje....radi se o našoj školi!
pa da krenem iz početka iako mi bzvz posvetit post ovakoj glupoj temi!!!al ovo bi se stvarno trebalo znat...
I tako ja sam neki dan odlučila da ču se malo otarasit od kave...i danas ja naravno došla u napast i izdvojim ja svoje bjedne tri kune...
dođem do čuvenog "automata" i naručim ja neki napitak kao da nebude baš kava...i ajd..
čekam ja da to fino ncuri u tu čašicu iako sm znala da ju nece bas cjelu ispunit ko i uvijek(sam ždere novce)..
Kad ja zgrabit taj..jel ajmo reč "napitak" bacim pogled u čašu prije svega...
i zamislite šta sam ugledala...mislim da je to neljudsko,odvratno,i kažnjivo na neki način i sramotno da ljudi dopuštaju da se take stvari drže u školi...
ma da prijeđem na bitno...
sastav u toj mojoj čašici bio je itekako prepoznatljiv
hah...vjerovali ili ne to je bila žuta tekućina inače zvana urin....da pomješano s vodom vrelom i tri govanca mišja...sad si zamislite taj prizor...
i eto sad aam jednostavno ostala bez teksta jer se bas i nesjecam sta se dalje dogodilo pošto baš i nisam bila u nekom svijesnom stanju...
al mislim da je ovo nešta zbog čega bi se konačno mogli više pobunit
ipak ljudi svakodnevno iz tog SRANJA piju....
a ja još uvijek nemogu vjerovat da sam tak šta doživila
al kao što rekoh kod nas je sve za očekivat......
petak, 12.10.2007.
*KratkO*
Eh mislim da je doslo vrijeme da ostavim ja kaki trag na svom blogu....sam kad bi znala o čem da pišem....ubiti je problem što se previše misli vrti mojom glavom da neznam odakle da pocnem.....e da i još pritom moram pazit šta pričam jer mi imamo tak odlične nastavnike da njih jakoooo zanima šta mi to pišemo po blogovima pa si fino nabavljaju adrese i zabadaju se u ono di im nije mjesto....ipak čovjeku treba ,malo i privatnosti ak ne nigdje drugdje barem na netu...al dobro aj sad da sam nes u kratko napisem posto bas i nemam vremena za neki dubokoumni pos al dobro....imala bi ja o čem pisat!!!heh
Da trebala bi uskoro stavit aparatić JEAAA i otić do Osijeka,pa mal do ZG jooooj moram u ORNAMENT ufff cjeliu bi si trgovinu kupilaaaaa....ma ugl da se ne zanosim!!! i tak ovih dana previše razmišljaM al stvarno nikak da se smirim i prihvatim realnost.....želim živjet za ovaj trenutak al kad ja stalno razmišljam o boljim danima pošto če se moj život maltene promjenit ovih mjeseci.....al i na to sam navikla...valjda...I TAK nisam imala vremena ni spomenit kak mi je bilo predobro u OS na Danima Piva tj.jednom danu al i to se broji....ma btw bila sam na let3 bacala se malo pijuckala lagano....pivo koje je možda vjerojatno bilo pokvareno ....ah takav je život.... da i biloo je jaaakooo jako vruće tak da se sve cjedilo sa stropa...al ma sve u svemu bilo je nezaboravno ma mislim možete si i mislit...hmmm.....ajd
srijeda, 10.10.2007.
***novi blog***
I tako pipl ja sve isponova fino pravim...da znam nije meni lako..nadam se da cu u ovaj blog više truda uložit...eh da....treba i vremena za to....al nać će se valjda!....i tak sad kad se malo uhodam kad sve sredim onda cu ostavit kaki post.....i slikica i video koji a do tad aj uzivajte(ma da sumnjam da ce ovo itko procitat al dobro..)
ajd......!*
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*SoMeThinG*
Ime:Katarina
Inače:Kety,Kex,Kexan......
Rođena:18.10.
Horoskopski znak:Vaga
(Eh i da,,,,,moj MSN je: filthiangel@hotmail.com)
Ja sam osoba koja često želi
ostat ne zamjećena,puno razmišljam
o svemu,mada me to većinom nigdje ne vodi,
ne shvaćena sam u mnogim pogledima,
veliki sam pesimist,il kak bi ja rekla
za sebe sam realna,jako sam sentimentalna
i često tužna,,,,,i ako imam svoje mišljenje
niko ga ne može promijenit,,,
mrzim ljude koji jedino znaju osuđivat druge osobe,
i ljude koji su na visokoj razini umišljenosti,
Od svakakih sitnica volim:
snijeg,mrak,glazbu,svijeće,mirisne štapiće
svijećnjake,gitare,prstenje,lančiće,narukvice,,,,
korzete,palestinke,,,,nokte,kosu(ne kažem svoju)
prirodu,nebo,zvijezde,mjesec,šume,
slike,fotografirat sve okolo,
volim poezije,,,,,
hmmm,,,,,volim pjevat,,,
iiiiiiii,,volim se grlit,,,,
A od velikih stvari xD volim:
Svoje prijatelje,,,koje jakoooo
voljammm,,,i obitelj!!!
Od glazbe slušam:
Metal(death,melo,goth,black,heavy)
Rock(stari),Hard Rock,,
i malo Grunge!
*NekE MojE FotkE*
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*Epica-Never Enough*
Can't you hear me screaming, once again?
Voices you can't hear
Because you are consumed and incontent
With everlasting greed
Don't you see me on my hands and knees?
Begging and bleeding
You're smiling as you bite the hand that feeds
But will you never see?
Always wanting what your eyes can't see
Needing what your arms can't reach
Thinking you are in need
Always hearing what your ears can't hear
Feeling what your hands can't touch
Thinking you're incomplete
(Enough)
It was,
Never enough that I gave to you
All of the horror that you've put me through
(Never enough)
How can I make up my mind this time?
This is where I will draw the line
Sacrificed my life to be with you
Why did you leave me?
There's nothing more from me you can consume
Cause you are incomplete
Always wanting what your eyes can't see
Needing what your arms can't reach
Thinking you are in need
Always hearing what your ears can't hear
Feeling what your hands can't touch
Thinking you're incomplete
(Enough)
It was,
Never enough that I gave to you
All of the horror that you've put me through
(Never enough)
How can I make up my mind this time?
This is where I will draw the line
Everlasting need
Would you please?
Answer me and
Make me complete
Everlasting greed
Would you please?
Set me free
Fulfill all my needs and make me complete
(Enough)
It was,
Never enough that I gave to you
All of the horror that you've put me through
(Never enough)
How can I make up my mind this time?
This is where I will draw the line
Never again will I be with you
No promise eternal carrying us through
I finally made up my mind this time
This is the end, I've drawn the line
Never enough to devour your greed
*Janis Joplin-Piece of my heart*
Didn't I make you feel like you were the only man -yeah!
Didn't I give you nearly everything that a woman possibly can ?
Honey, you know I did!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I think I've had enough,
But I'm gonna show you, baby, that a woman can be tough.
I want you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,
Take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby!
Oh, oh, break it!
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Oh, oh, have a!
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby,
You know you got it if it makes you feel good,
Oh, yes indeed.
You're out on the streets looking good,
And baby deep down in your heart I guess you know that it ain't right,
Never, never, never, never, never, never hear me when I cry at night,
Babe, I cry all the time!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,
But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.
I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on and take it!
Take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby.
Oh, oh, break it!
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah,
Oh, oh, have a!
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby,
You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good.
I need you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,
Take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby!
oh, oh, break it!
Break another little bit of my heart, now darling, yeah, c'mon now.
oh, oh, have a
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby.
You know you got it -whoahhhhh!!
Take it!
Take it! Take another little piece of my heart now, baby,
Oh, oh, break it!
Break another little bit of my heart, now darling, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Oh, oh, have a
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, hey,
You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good.
*Accept-Seawinds*
In the cold and dark december
As I'm walking through the rain
Sit beside the room all night long
In the grey december morning
(I decide to leave my home).................... [this is therion's
Interperatation on their cover of the song]
Took a train to nowhere- far away- far away
Many thousand miles away
When the moon took to the stars
Dreamed about the days- days gone by- days gone by
In the night, the seawinds are calling
And the city is far far away
Soon the sea turns to darkness
It is night and the seawinds are calling
Seawinds gone, seawinds gone
Ten thousand miles away
Where the moon took to the stars
Dreamed about the days- days gone by
I've been told so many stories
Of dreams my friends have made
So is no illusion- sail away- sail away
*Therion-Birth Of Venus Illegitima*
Aphrodite is rising from the shell.
A newly born to be seen to expel from the paradise,
to drink from her well.
O Venus Illegitima
Born again without shame
Child of sin is my name
Aphrodite is falling into the hell of her sins and the lust
for that spell of the forbidden nectar from her well
*Nirvana-Polly*
Polly wants a cracker
I think I should get off her first
I think she wants some water
To put out the blow torch
isn't me
Haven't seen
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
don't cut yourself
want some help
To please myself
I've got some rope
You have been told
promise you
have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
want some help
please myself
Polly wants a cracker
Maybe she would like some food
She asks me to untie her
A chase would be nice for a few
isn't me
Haven't seen
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
want some help
please myself
I've got some rope
You have been told
promise you
have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
want some help
in myself
Polly said
Polly says her back hurts
she's just as bored as me
She caught me off my guard
amazes me, the will of instinct
isn't me
have a seed
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
want some help
have myself
got some rope
You have been told
promise you
have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
want some help
have myself
Linkovi
***svratite***
http://odbijodavde.blog.hr
http://kissarmyfan.blog.hr
http://lanac.blog.hr
http://odjebiteodnas.blog.hr
**SlikE**
*no name*
Pokušavam obuzdati osjećaje,
izbrisati slike iz glave...
Trudim se i dalje ali mi nikako ne ide,
..sada je to dio mene
ne osjećam ništa osim vrućine koja
mi protječe venama,
...postaje nepodnošljivo,
svaki me korak po malo
ubija,ali ja
i dalje hodam...
(samo ponekad zastanem)...
ali ne odustajem....
propadam sve više..
gdje je smisao
kako da shvatim
ništa nema značenja
samo simboli moje patnje
osjećam ih sada svuda po tijelu
boli...grize...
duša me napušta...
sve je gotovo..
ovo mora da je...kraj....****
*Anathema-Hope*
I was not put here by anyone in fear
I came alone as me
Just an idea in a long chain of discovery
Surrounded by the same you
Sometimes your tide pulls me out to sea
And I die in a thrashing curse
Sometimes we are kind
More often, I doze
So far up the beach that those who try to reach are burnt
alive in the searing heat of the desert of my dispassion
So far removed, I never hear the water
'Cept once or twice a month when I see a mirror
And I refuse to believe in some of the things that are said to be here
Let alone those that are not
I'm trying to change my direction
Ours is pathetic in my own humble estimation
*Silverchair-Suicidal dream*
I dream about, how it's going to end,
Approaching me quickly,
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear,
People, making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy,
I fantasise about my death,
I'll kill myself from holding my breath,
My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,
Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now,
The rope is here,
Now I'll find a use,
I'll kill myself,
I'll put my head in a noose,