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Sonata Arctica, Hammerfall, Blind Guardian, Rhapsody, DragonForce, Amorphis, A perfect circle, Murderdolls, Franz Ferdinand, For my pain, Disturbed, Deftones, Sentenced, Charon, London After Midnight, Arch Enemy, Darkwell, The 69 eyes, Type O negative, Soilwork, Megadeath, Sinamore,...

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PONOS I PREDRASUDE
RAT I MIR
GROF MONTE CHRISTO
HARRY POTTER ( SVI DJELOVI )
ARTEMIS FOWL (SVI DJELOVI)
ONO
KLUB DANTE
CRNA DADILJA
HOBIT
HERZOG
SVESVIJET
VAMPIRSKE KRONIKE
VODIČ KROZ GALAKSIJU
ZA AUTOSTOPERE
ALKEMIČARKA
ANĐELI I DEMONI
DA VINCIJEV KOD
POVIJESNIČARKA
TRILOGIJA DRUŽBE
ZLOČIN I KAZNA
FEAR STREET (SKORO SVE)
SOBA KOŠMARA (SKORO SVE)
NABOR U VREMENU
VJEČNI TUCKOVI
VJETAR U VRATIMA
RUBINDOL
POTPUNI RASPAD
ZGUBLJENI SVIJET
SVJETLOST PRIVIDNE STVARNOSTI
VAMPIRI- LEGENDA KOJA NE UMIRE
POSLJEDNJA SVJETLOST SUNCA
GATARA
SAMO JEDNA PRILIKA
PETERO LJUDI KOJE ĆETE SRESTI
NA NEBU
KRALJ MILIJUNSKIH ODŠTETA
ZAPOVJEDNIK BRODA
ČOVJEK KOJI JE SKAKAO U SRCE
POŽARA
IZVRŠNE NAREDBE
DIABLO
SAJAM TAŠTINE
ČUDESNE AVANTURE KAVALIERA
& CLAYA
PAKLENI STROJ
NIZ VRIJEME
ODJEDRITI U SARANT
DJEVOJČICA KOJA JE
OBOŽAVALA TOMA G.
LOS ALAMOS
OČAJAVANJE
ROSE MADDER
NESANICA
PJESMA SUDNJEG DANA
PRAVILO BROJ JEDAN
JA, LUCIFER

"You're The Reason I'm Leaving"

Some granite wall
Numbs our bones, numbs our all
As we sit on skinny hands
Nothing to say, nothing at all
I don't know you and I don't want to
You're so awkward just like me
But I don't care

You're the reason I'm leaving

I'd no idea that in four years
I'd be hanging from a beam
behind the door of number ten
Singing fare thee well
I am leaving
Yes I leave it all to you

You're the reason I'm leaving

As we ride along under an optimistic sun
The radio sings that Everybody song by rem
And Here I Am Fighting Fighting
Yes I'm Fighting not to cry
And that's another reason
Why I oughtta hate you like I do
Like I do

I'm the reason you're leaving

PONOS I PREDRASUDE
Click here to watch 'ponos-i-predrasude'

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"Prayer" by DISTURBED

Another dream that will never come true
Just to compliment your sorrow
Another life that I've taken from you
A gift to add on to your pain and suffering
Another truth you can never believe
Has crippled you completely
All the cries you're beginning to hear
Trapped in your mind, and the sound is deafening

Let me enlighten you
This is the way I pray

[Chorus:]
Living just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life's not hard enough
Take everything away

Another nightmare about to come true
Will manifest tomorrow
Another love that I've taken from you
Lost in time, on the edge of suffering
Another taste of the evil I breed
Will level you completely
Bring to life everything that you fear
Live in the dark, and the world is threatening

Let me enlighten you
This is the way i pray

[Chorus]

Return to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, leave me no one
Turn to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, cast aside
Return to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, leave me no one
Turn to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, you've made me turn away

[Chorus Variant:]
Living just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life's not hard enough,
They take everything from you

[Chorus]

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HAND OF BLOOD- BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE

There goes my valentine again,
Soaked in red for what she said,
And now she's gone.

Oh my god have I done it again,
There's a pulse and it's deafening.
I can't help what I hear in my head,
It's the switch that I flick when he says.

Hand of blood, I don't wanna feel, my heart is breaking.
Hand of blood, I don't wanna see, my life is burning.

I saw you look away
Is what you've seen to much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing,
I saw you run,
I saw you run away, is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing.

There's a stain on my hand and it's red
Oh my god am I losing it
I can't help what I've done or I said
It's the buttons I push when he says

Hand of blood, I don't wanna feel, my heart is breaking
Hand of blood, I don't wanna see, my life is burning

I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take,
Or are you blind and seeing nothing, I saw you run
I saw you run away,
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing

I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take,
Or are you blind and seeing nothing, I saw you run
I saw you run away,
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing


"(I Hate) Everything About You"

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

ADEMA

"Skin"

Days will come that make no sense
My present situation makes me think too much, too much
It all revolves around you
This life that I'm living is nothing without you

I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this

This problem here is my fault
It's not that I don't care but I'm so lost

I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this

Why

Now you (rip me apart) see why
(Now you see why)
Don't fuck with feelings inside
Who you lying to? Will I survive?
I like what you put my through, 'cause I feel almost alive (Almost alive)

I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this
I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this

"Trust"

Let me breathe
Let me breathe

I can't even think right now
Something's got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly but so surely
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not to much matters no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?

Pushing into what I want
Because I am so goddamn selfish
Left you hanging, stopped relating
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not to much matters no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?

I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go

(Is it you, is it me)
It's easier to let you go
(Let me breathe)

Let me breathe

I can't feel because I'm lost
Not to much matters no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
[Repeat]

I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
[Repeat]

Is it you, is it me
[Repeat]

It's easier to let you go

Breathe
[Repeat]

Let me breathe

Breathe
[Repeat]

Nymphetamine (Overdose)

Evanescent like the scent of decay
I was fading from the race
When in despair, my darkest days
Ran amok and forged her face
From the fairest of handmaidens to
A slick perverted wraith

Another Holy War

I am god
The only one
I will bring back
Freedom to your heart
You won't believe
That blind can't see
Noone else before me ever knew
The way to paradise
For another bloody crime
I shall return

I am your light on through the night

Why am I born
Will I fall to rise again
Another crusifixion for
Another holy war
Can't stop what going on
[Repeat]

Sooner or later you must understand
My words bring freedom
And rescue for man
What else,
To call me your Missiah
Oh, I wish there could be another way
Cross and nails are already prepared

My sell out
Waits till I'm crusified
I will die before my vision ends

Why am I born
Will I fall to rise again
Another crusifixion for
Another holy war
Can't stop what going on

[SOLO]

Wait for the dawn
To take me away
What will be if I fail
Another golden calve
Never, never ending
Pain and agony
Hit me, nail me make me god

Why am I born
Will I fall to rise again
Another crusifixion for
Another holy war
Can't stop what going on
[Repeat]

Into The Storm

Give it to me
I must have it
Precious treasure
I deserve it

[bridge:]
Where can I run
How can I hide
The Silmarils
Gems of treelight
Their life belongs to me
Oh it's sweet how the
Darkness is floating around

[chorus:]
We are following
The will of the one
Through the dark age
And into the storm
And we are following
The will of the one
Through the dark age
And into the storm
Lord I'm mean

Blackheart show me
What you hold in your hand
I still hunger for more
Release me
From my pain
Give it to me
How I need it
How I need it
How I need it

[bridge]

[chorus]

I did my part
Now it's your turn
And remember
What you've promised

[bridge]

[chorus]

Nightfall

No sign of life did flicker
In floods of tears she cried
"All hope's lost it can't be undone
They're wasted and gone"

"Save me your speeches
I know (They blinded us all)
What you want
You will take it away from me
Take it and I know for sure
The light she once brought in
Is gone forevermore"

Like sorrowful seaguls they sang
"(We're) lost in the deep shades
The misty cloud brought
(A wailing when beauty was gone
Come take a look at the sky)
Monstrous it covered the shore
Fearful into the unknown"
Quietly it crept in new horror
Insanity reigned
And spilled the first blood
When the old king was slain

[chorus:]
Nightfall
Quietly crept in and changed us all
Nightfall
Quietly crept in and changed us all
Nightfall
Immortal land lies down in agony

"How long shall we
Mourn in the dark
the bliss and the beauty
Will not return
Say farewell to sadness and grief
Though long and hard the road may be"
But even in silence I heard the words
"An oath we shall swear
By the name of the one
Until the world's end
It can't be broken"

Just wondering how
I can still hear these voices inside

The doom of the Noldor drew near

The words of a banished king
"I swear revenge"
Filled with anger aflamed our hearts
Full of hate full of pride
We screamed for revenge

[chorus]

"Vala he is that's what you said
Then your oath's been sworn in vain
(But) freely you came and
You freely shall depart
(So) never trust the northern winds
Never turn your back on friends"

"Oh I'm heir of the high lord!"
"You better don't trust him"
The enemy of mine
Isn't he of your kind and
Finally you may follow me
Farewell
He said

[chorus]

Back to where it all began

Cynara Scolymus

22.06.2006., četvrtak

PJEVAJTE U VENTILATOR....

Ja nemogu sutra na maturalac... Stvarno nemogu....
Torba mi ima negdje 147 kila.... i još nisam sve stavila u nju....
Izgubila sam mobitel i ključeve....
Joj...
Trenutno jako paničarim po kući....
Stara se dere na mene zato kaj neznam di mi je putovnica....
Uspjela sam si ubit nogu.... trenutno je plafa, i boli....
Stvarno sam pehist....

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Već znam da će bit jako glupo....Ne družim se s nikim iz razreda ko ide na maturalac... Trenutno jako jako jako mrzim marinelu, andy i sandru zato kaj su bile tak pametne i rekle su odma da neće ić.....

Danas sam većinu vremena sjedila u grmlju i jela neke bobice.....i smijala se.... bobicama....
Onda sam opet pjevala u ventilator, i sad me boli grlo....kaj ja mogu kad mi je fora taj zvuk (ne zvuk mog glasa, nego pjevanja u ventilator).... ko nije probao, nezna kaj propušta.... stvarno....

Sad moram ić....
Neće me bit negdje 8 dana....
Uživajte....

Pozdrav marineli, dodig, andy, i sandri....

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21.06.2006., srijeda

Dodig je zla..... posvećujem post njenoj zlobi....

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Jučer sam stvarno puno ležala na travi.... To nije zdravo... i imala sam pepeljaru na čelu... u pepeljari su bile tratinčice.... pepeljare su došle iz cinestara....
Dodig je pričala o svom alienskom podrijetlu... Stvarno previše čita vodič....
Napokon smo gledale X-men 3.... jedina je dobro to kaj ona zla žena koju voli onaj zgodan glumac umre... sve ste skužili...

I moram napisat nekaj kaj će samo ona skužit ali ajde: čokolada ispod kreveta?????zlo....
Napokon sam otkrila najčuvaniju i najtajanstveniju tajnu ikada.... Otkrila sam kak dodig natjerat da šuti neko vrijeme.... samo joj morate kupiti puno pereca i dat joj da sama sve pojede... 100% učinkovito....thumbup
Trgale smo se ostatak dana.... I putovale smo doma 4 sata... Morale smo leći u svaki travnjak... Bilo nam je jako teško....

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Danas ju stvarno mrzim.... stara me nije pustila iz kuće zato kaj je zla.... A morala sam u zg...onda sam išla natrag spavat.... I došla je dodig i nije mi dala da spavam zato kaj nisam došla na stanicu...Prekopala mi je cjelu sobu i maltretirala me... Bila sam prisiljena probudit se... Mrzim ju.... Zakaj mi svi zabranjuju spavanje???????????????

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Trenutno mi nema nikog doma i opet pjevam...hm...

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Templars Of Steel by HAMMERFALL

The hands of time have brought you here
to make a change, to break down the walls
You are the ones and you are the only
trying to live by your own goals

And you all cry for freedom
Raise your fists to the sky

Let your voice speak for the revolution
All join forces with all the powers that you feel
Let your heart beat for the revolution
Led by the Templars of Steel

Let's spread the word of the sole survivors
with metal pounding inside their souls
The fire burns, and it will forever
blaze for the ones who stands strong

And you all cry for freedom
with your fists in the sky

Let your voice speak for the revolution
All join forces with all the powers that you feel
Let your heart beat for the revolution
Led by the Templars of Steel
You are the Templars of Steel

Let your voice speak for the revolution
All join forces with all the powers that you feel
Let your heart beat for the revolution
Led by the Templars of Steel

Let your voice speak for the revolution
All join forces with all the powers that you feel
Let your heart beat for the revolution
Led by the Templars of Steel
You are the Templars of Steel

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20.06.2006., utorak

Prederska koljena

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Vruće je.... jako je vruće....umirem....namcor

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Jučer je bilo, paaaa... zanimljivo....yes
Dodig i ja smo išle u šetnju glupim selom.... skužile smo kak se otvara ona kućica di stoje plakati... zapravo, dodig je skužila... ja sam za to vrijeme trgala listove s drveta i smijala se... jako...lud
Ležale smo na cesti.... I na mokroj travi.... i tukle smo se s tuljcima.... i pobjegli smo od kiselih krastavaca koji su puštali lošu mjuzu...bang

Razgovarale smo o denzitetima, i zaključile smo da je ona u 1. denzitetu bila krastavac (cucumus sativus), a ja artičoka (cynara scolymus)... Preder....smijeh

Htjele smo razbijat prazne boce ali ih nismo našli....no
Oke, a sad nekaj stvarno strašno.... dodig je rekla da ću se morat brinut o njoj ako ostane bez koljena i završi u kolicima... to nije dobro... zato se moram obratit njenim koljenima: molim vas, stvarno vas molim, živite...budite zdravi i hranite se.... i budite prederi.. to je jako važno....

Zaključila sam da bi htjela imat potrojenu ličnost... zujo

A obećala sam da više neću pisat mutave postove... heh, da....

Dark Princess Naamah by THERION

In my deepest mood
Hear my call for you O’ Mighty One
My protector above
Let me share your sights
Take me far away
Let me ride with you on the back
Of the Red Great Dragon
I am Daemon Tabaan

Hear my call
Demon Empress, second face of Lilith

I’m on my way into your domains
And I will find you, I seek not in vain
I’ll cross through your deserts, I’ll cross through your seas
Beyond the black mountains until you appear

Lepaca Lilith Ruach
Badad Arioth
Naamah Samalo Shed
Opun Lilith Ama
Naamah Samolo Shed
Layil Naamah Rimog
Arioth Lirochi Lilith
Lepaca Lilith Ruach
Naamah Samolo Shed
Arioth Lirochi Lilith


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19.06.2006., ponedjeljak

Knjige...

Zatvorila se knjigara....zadnji tjedan su im cjene narasle za negdje 600%, ali izgleda da se nisu uspjeli izvuči... Šteta....

Dugo nisam pisala o nikakvim filmovima i knjigama... stalno pišem debilne i mutave postove koji mi služe za ispucavanje frustracija... više nisam u nikakvim depresijama ni čudnim stanjima, tak da toga više neće biti...

Ok, knjige... još uvijek obožavam Jane Austen...Od ostalih : Ira Levin, Fannie Flag, Michel Houellebecq, Anne Rice i Douglas Adams...
Trenutno čitam po 27. put "Mogućnost otoka"... uopće nisam opsjednuta s tom knjigom... a-a...

Dobro došli u vječni život, prijatelji moji.
Ideju za ovu knjigu dala mi je Harriet Wolff, njemačka novinarka koju sam prije nekoliko godina upoznao u Berlinu. Harriet mi je, prije negoli mi postavi pitanja, htjela ispričati pričicu. Prema njezinu mišljenju, ta priča simbolizira piščev položaj, u kojem se i sam nalazim.
Dogodio se smak svijeta i ja sam u telefonskoj govornici. Smijeni obaviti koliko god poziva želim, bez ograničenja. Ne zna se je li itko drugi preživio ili razgovaram sam sa sobom, poput luđaka. Poziv je katkad kratak, kao da su mi poklopili slušalicu; katkad se odulji, kao da me slušaju sa znatiželjom punom krivnje. Nema ni dana ni noći, i ta situacija nema kraja.
Dobro došla u vječni život, Harriet.


Kad sam već kod opsesija, moram spomenut denzitete, iluminate, mijazme i slične stvari o kojima nemogu prestat čitat.... Poludjet ću....

Filmovi su me počeli živcirat... Pogledala sam sve kaj imam doma (bezbroj puta), i sve kaj se može posudit... sad jedino mogu ić u kino...

apdejt: poslje

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17.06.2006., subota

++++++++++++++++++++

Heh, da....
Starci su me uspjeli nekim čudom natjerat na more... i vratila sam se... bilo mi je jako jako jako grozno... spavala sam po 20 sati na dan...
Derala sam se na ljude koji su ubijali ribe... bilo mi je žao riba....
Ok, idem po redu...blabla

Srijeda

morala sam plesat na tzk-u valcer s marinelom, i profa je jednostavno zaključila da sam totalni antitalent... valjda joj je bilo žao kad me vidla onak nesposobnu, bez ravnoteže i bez sposobnosti kretanja kad mi je dala 3... jeeeeeeeeeeeeee rofl
Poslje sam išla s marinelom, andrejom, sandrom i bareom u vegos..... bilo je svega... krala sam ljudima alkohol.... marinela me naučila pit sa slamčicom... bila sam sretna...volim marinelu....
Malo sam se rješila svog problema sa socijalizacijom... smijeh

Četvrtak

Morala sam sa starcima na more... bila sam jako i iskreno ljuta...onda mi je crko mp3 i psovala sam neke biljke i trave koje sam našla....lud

Petak

Probudila sam se u 3 popodne... nikog nije bilo i igrala sam se s nekim šamponima... onda sam čitala vodič kroz galaksiju, i smijala sam se ko budala... Išla sam spavat u 8 bang

Subota

Probudila sam se u 4 popodne.... bilo mi je zlo.... ugrizla sam psa, zato kaj je on prvi počeo... izležavala sam se ostatak dana... onda se neko sjetio da bi se mogli dovuć doma... i dovukli smo se...zujo

Trenutno mi je opet zlo... i nemogu se počešljat, zato kaj sam zaležala cjelu glavu... to i nije baš dobro... nut

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11.06.2006., nedjelja

Hm... mislim da nisam trenutno u stanju izmišljat naslove...

Ništa mi se neda....
Jako sam živčana i derem se na sve koje vidim... imam neku čudnu potrebu žvakat ljudima uho...lud
Slušam Ademu... neprestano...
Uništila sam si već nekoliko hlača... jednostavno poludim i režem sve kaj mi se nađe pod rukom... najbolji primjer su traperice sa 114 rezova... poremećeno...no
Nemogu izdržat još 3 dana....
Stvarno se trudim, al nemogu...
Poludjet ću...yes
Obećajte mi da ćete me posjećivat u ludnici... I donosit mi artičoke... lijepe i zelene...smijeh
U ludnici je dobro.. piješ puno tableta i boli te za sve...
I imaš dobro opravdanje za ignoriranje svih glupih ljudi...
I možeš tam pjevat... tam svi pjevaju...rofl
I pričaju sa zidovima i sličnim stvarima...
Ja sam jučer razgovarala s rotkvicom...bang

Odjava...zujo

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05.06.2006., ponedjeljak

VJEVER&CIMET...

Danas mi se jako spava... jedva sam se uspjela dovuć do škole, i onda sam skužila da sam redar... mrzim bit redar... moram brisat ploču i nemogu se relaksirat.... i spavat... joj, kak mi se spava...
Vraćala sam se i škole i vidla sam nekog čovjeka koji je imao majicu od tristanie... bila sam jako jako sretna,jer u ovoj školi 99% ljudi sluša narodnjake... buljila sam u njega, i naravno, popiknula sam se i skoro zaplivala betonom... ljudi su mi se smijali... bilo mi je baš svejedno....

U školi je jako glupo... stalno imamo knjigovodstvo...danas smo imali tri sata toga... onak, odjednom... boljela me glava... pisali smo neki kontrolni, i uspjela sam zeznut baš sve kaj se dalo... stvarno imam neke posebne moći...

Sutra odgovaram dig... umjesto da učim, prevodim neke pjesme na grčki... nije ni meni lako...

Idem sutra bušit uši... mrzim svoju ušnu resicu... stalo je samo 5 naušnica na jedno uho... nemože to tak...prisiljena sam bušit drugi red...

U svjetiljku koja proizvodi dim (dodig će skužit) nalila sam pola boce eteričnog ulja od cimeta,i sad mi nije baš dobro... inače, ja sam opsjednuta s cimetom... obožavam ga...

Dogovorila sam se sama sa sobom da više neću spominjat artičoke... ljude na msn-u doslovno ubijam s tim... stvarno mi je žao zbog toga.....

Dosadno mi je... neda mi se učit... neda mi se disat... neda mi se više crtat velika slova T na knjigovodstvu (ne trudite se razumjet ovo ako nejdete u ekonomsku)... neda mi se više vozit se s busom u kojem mi se cjela faca trese....neda mi se više gledat moj razred... neda mi se više ništa... osim spavat... fakat mi se jako spava....

Moram vratit knjigu u knjižnicu... imam ju od trećeg mjeseca... neda mi se to vraćat... morat ću dat puno love...jedino me tješi to kaj će dodig morat dignut kredit da otplati svoje knjižničarske dugove...smijehsmijeh

Idem spavat...
volim vas sve (savršen dokaz mog očajnog stanja plus inhalacija eteričnog ulja od cimeta...)
odjava...


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04.06.2006., nedjelja

djele se zlatne artičoke za životna dijela....

Neću ić na ovaj protest protiv borbe s bikovima... jako mi je žao.... dodig ima problema s ocjenama, a ja ne namjeravam tam ić bez nje, tak da ništa.... ali obećala mi je da ćemo ić na svaki koji će bit preko ljeta, tak da je to ok....yes

Jako me živcira ovaj blog.... nemogu sredit ništa s dizajnom, a kolko sam skužila svi imaju te probleme.... dizajn je glup... bang

Pas me ugrizo za nos.... ne pitajte na koju foru, ni ja neznam... samo znam da me jako boli... i mrzim psa... ušao je u garažu od mog starog i izašao skroz pobojan....namcor

Jučer sam dodjelila prvu zlatnu artičoku za životno djelo, i to dodig.... ako vas zanima kakvo je to djelo, pročitajte na njenom blogu...smijeh

Trenutno mi nema nikog doma... jako sam sretna.... našla sam neke cd-e od sonate arctice, type 0 negative, ademe i soilworka, i pjevam ko budala.... nije ni meni lako....lud

Idem sad....mah

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03.06.2006., subota

NAJVAŽNIJI POST SVIH VREMENA...

Al stvarno je... razlog je taj kaj ću danas napokon objavit sliku najveličanstvenijeg, najsavršenijeg i najljepšeg stvora na svijetu... U takvom sam stanju da ću se vjerojatno rasplakat od sreće...
da vas ne držim više u neizvjesnosti, evo je....THE ARTIČOKA iliti na latinskom cynara scolymus:

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Uspjela sam doć k sebi....

U školi je sve glupo... uspjela sam se tak zeznut da sad iz glupe matematike imam 3.... tek sad razumijem dodig... mogla sam dobit sve ocjene osim dvojke, i kaj mislite kaj sam dobila???? teško za pogodit....

Trenutno sam totalno cerek... ali totalno...čovjek je preprepre zgodan...istina, samo meni, al nema veze.... bare je rekla da je odvratan.... nije mi se dalo prepirat se s njom pa sam ju samo ružno pogledala....

Za kraj, pozdrav dodig za koju se iskreno nadam da neće ić na popravni, i marineli....

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01.06.2006., četvrtak

andreja je zla...

neda mi se pisat kaj je bilo u školi... ako vas zanima incident s raskom, odite na marinelin blog i čitajte...blabla
Danas je bio roditeljski.... stara se nije derala na mene ni niš takvog... još mi je i rekla da je ponosna na mene... bila sam totalno u šoku....
Dok sam čekala da to završi, sjedila sam s bareom i andrejom na klupici... andreja nas je tolko zlostavljala da nije bilo normalno... stalno me dragala, štipala, i takve stvari... primila mi je glavu i lupila s njom u zid... jako se čulo.... zahvaljujući njoj nemogu spavat i boli me glava...jako me boli glava.... i vrti mi se... ak sam dobila potres mozga, iščupat ću joj neki organ...burninmad
i to je valjda to...smijeh
pozdrav mah


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PA, OVAAAAAJ...
Vlasnik ovog bloga
ima krizu identiteta. Molim
vas da mi opravdate stalno
skakanje iz muškog u ženski rod.
I obrnuto.
Ali dobra vijest je da se stanje
polako stabilizira.

Nenormalna sam.
Ali ozbiljno.
I nikad neću odrasti.
I postati ozbiljna.
I gotovo sam sigurna da se nikada
neću ponašati u skladu s godinama.
Što možda i nije toliko loše.
Ili je?

Trebam izlječenje od sarkazma.
I od neobjašnjive potrebe pisanja neznam
i nemogu skupa.
U svemu vidim ironiju.
Nisam pesimist. Nisam ni optimist.
Zapravo mi je večinu vremena svejedno.
Koliko mi god ljudi objašnjavali da zapravo
imam osjećaje i nekakve emo faze,
ja im ne vjerujem.
Dakle, ne osjećaji!

Imam idole. I stvaratelje opsesije.
Obožavam djela Florie Sigismondi.
Baš su nekako mračna. I tajanstvena.
Zapravo me podsjećaju na moje snove...
Ili noćne more?

Bez romana Jane Austen bila bi normalna.
Dakle, i nju proglašavam svojim idolom.
Jer tko bi uopće želio normalnost?
Normalnost je precijenjena.
Ja uživam u svijetu izmiješanih vrijednosti
i apsurdnog humora.
U svijetu gdje vlada zakon onih koji su spremni
na dominaciju.
A ja jesam.
Oduvijek!

Volim filmove. I volim čitati scenarije.
I volim Petera Weira. I dead poets society.
I kraljicu prokletih. Ali razlog zaluđenosti tim
filmom je samo jaka opsjednutost Stuartom
Townsendom. Zbog čega me sram.
Frustriraju me hrvatski prijevodi filmova.
Ne samo filmova, i serija.
Stvarno imam problema s tim.

Sviram klavijature.
Više imam trenutke inspiracije i prosvjetljenja
u kojima naučim svirati neke pjesme koje su mi
poznate ali se nemogu sjetiti odkud.
I ovaj, skladam. Skužila sam da mi
najbolje ide skladanje gotičarskih pjesmica.
Jer zvuče tako.. hm.. klavirsko...Problem
je jedino u tome što nitko ne želi takav bend.
Kad razmislim, čak ni ja to ne želim.
Ali nema veze. Jer trenutno sviram u prpošnom
bendu Ljeto bez sifilisa, s jako izmješanom tematikom,
što je jako voljeno. Pjesme su jako
vedre i obožavane.
I vjerujem, ali stvarno vjerujem
da će od toga nešto biti...

Ovaj, opet sam jako zalutala, i
izgubila pojam o temi...
Što je odličan pokazatelj da
je vrijeme za odjavu...
Pa ono...
ODJAVA!

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Samo je jedan kutak svemira koji sigurno možete popraviti, a to ste vi sami.
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Smatram da je smijeh jedna od najozbiljnijih stvari.
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Ljudi opraštaju sve osim iskrenosti.
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Ludim se smatra onaj čija se ludost ne poklapa s ludošću većine.
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Duhovitost je drskost koja je stekla obrazovanje.
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Da biste birali izmedju dva zla, morate isprobati oba.
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Biti velik, znači biti neshvaćen.
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Čovjek se probija dok je mlad. Kasnije pazi da se mladi ne probijaju.
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Neki stalno govore o stvarima koje ih ostavljaju bez riječi.
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Osobina je genija, kao što je poznato, da opskrbljuje glupane mislima dvadesetak godina kasnije.
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Kad čovjek priseže na vjernost do groba, obično ne misli na svoj grob.
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Čitanje kvari vid. Nepismeni sigurno vide bolje.
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DISTURBED- "Forsaken"

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I'm over it
You see I'm falling in the vast abyss
Clouded by memories of the past
At last, I see

I hear it fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
We fear them finding
Always winding
Take my hand now
Be alive

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone

I'm over it
Why can't we be together
Erase it
Sleeping so long
Taking off the mask
At last, I see

My fear is fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
We fear them finding
Always winding
Take my hand now
Be alive

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone

Everyone
Everyone

"Helena"

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

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"Vampires Will Never Hurt You"

And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground
And if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart

And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
You put the spike in my heart

And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black feeling?

And now the nightclub set the stage for this they come in pairs she said
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there
Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church
We're hanging out with corpses, and driving in this hearse
And someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black now?

And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over us tonight
[x2]

I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you not tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
and this venom from my heart)

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
kill this venom from my heart)

Can you stake me before the sun goes down?

(And as always, innocent like roller coasters.
Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against
because I've seen what they look like.
Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...)


A PERFECT CIRCLE

The Hollow

Run desire run
Sexual being
Run him like a blade
To and through the heart
No conscience
One Motive
Cater to the hollow

Screaming feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacify this hungering
So grow
Libido throw
Dominoes of indiscretions down
Falling all around
In cycles
In circles
Constantly consuming
Conquer and devour

Cause it's time to bring the fire down
Bridle all this indiscretion
Long enough to edify
And permanently fill this hollow

Screaming feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying

Feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying

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The riddle stays veiled in sweet pandemonium

LED ZEPPELIN

"Immigrant Song"

Ah, ah,
We come from the land of the ice and snow,
From the midnight sun where the hot springs blow.
The hammer of the gods will drive our ships to new lands,
To fight the horde, singing and crying: Valhalla, I am coming!

On we sweep with threshing oar, Our only goal will be the western shore.

Ah, ah,
We come from the land of the ice and snow,
From the midnight sun where the hot springs blow.
How soft your fields so green, can whisper tales of gore,
Of how we calmed the tides of war. We are your overlords.

On we sweep with threshing oar, Our only goal will be the western shore.

So now you'd better stop and rebuild all your ruins,
For peace and trust can win the day despite of all your losing.

saint st patrick's day 2006



MURDERDOLLS

"White Wedding"

Hey little sister what have you done?
Hey little sister who’s the only one?
Hey little sister who’s your Superman?
Hey little sister who’s the one you want?
Hey little sister shot gun!

It’s a nice day to start again
It’s a nice day for a White Wedding
It’s a nice day to start again

Hey little sister what have you done
Hey little sister whos the only one

I've been away for so long (So long)
I've been away for so long (So long)
I've let you go for so long

It's a nice day to start again
Come on yeah It's a nice day for a White Wedding
And it's a nice day to start again!

Take me back home yeah!

And there ain't nothing fair in this world

And there ain't nothing pure in this world
Look for something left in this world

Start again
It’s a nice day for a White Wedding
And it’s a nice day to start again
it's a nice day for a white wedding

"She Was A Teenage Zombie"

Don’t know what I’m feeling or what I should say
On how my life changed
The day I stumbled on her grave
Not a necrophilliac, I guess I was bored
I just love to spend my
Time with a fresh embalmed corpse
Of course
[chorus]
She was a teenage zombie
She was a teenage corpse
She was a teenage zombie
Drop dead gorgeous that’s for sure

I took her to the movies
And I took her to the park
I took her in the back-seat
And that’s where she stole my heart
And then I walked her home
From our postmortem date
She took me by the hand and we danced upon her grave
[chorus]