Hm...jako mi je teško napisat ovaj post. Neznam uopće želim li ga napisati tjeraju me... Mislim da mi niti jedan post neće biti dobar kao ovaj prijašnji, pa bi možda bilo bolje da umjesto ovog besmislenog posta pročitate ovaj duuugački ispred njega. Pravi je problem besmislenost u kojoj ja provodim svoje dane. Neki mi je dan majka ušla jako rano u sobu, poljubila me prije nego je odlazila na posao i onda je otišla bez riječi, tiho tako da me ne probudi. Znala je da kad ode, neću ju par dana vidjeti i ipak je otišla bez riječi. A ja sam nastavila spavati. Mama mi je rekla da sam spavala polugola i držala čvrsto zagrljenog svog Pesu kojeg imam otkad znam za sebe - tako prostački nevina. Sjećam se da sam sanjala u boji i gledala sve kao da je stvarno, gledala sve svojim očima. Bili su preda mnom mnogobrojni bazeni & tobogani i svi su se moji prijatelji ludirali na njima, a meni je ta zabava bila nadohvat ruke. A što sam ja radila? Sjećam se da sam ležala na travi, glava mi je ležala na ruci muškarca čiji je dlan držao moj bok. Sjećam se kako mi je divno bilo i kako mi je jedini strah bio pomaknuti se kako nebi iskliznula iz njegovog naručja i narušila to savršenstvo. Nažalost morala sam se probuditi i to sam učinila poslijepodne. Samo da bih nastavila i dalje sanjariti... Mislim da u Križevcima definitivno neću pronaći svog Ryana o'Reilya. Lijepo je kad zbog nečeg možeš biti tužan ... onda svima samo kažeš: "Kaj ne vidiš da sam u bedu, pusti me na miru, u depri sam." svi te puste na miru i ti ne moraš raditi ništa. Ja sam osobno jako tužna zato jer nemam kaj raditi. Zbog toga sam toliko tužna da sad sve i da si nađem neki posao nebi imala snage raditi ga. Primjetila sam da hrpa djece moje dobi već ima posao: rade u kafićima, peru prozore na benzinskoj, dijele besplatne novine, stvaljaju letke u sandučiće ili sviraju na ulici da bi zaradili za đeparac i ponekad mi je jako teško kad gledam kako druga djeca znaju raditi svašta, a ja sam baskorisna. Beskorisna za svoje roditelje, beskorisna za svoje prijatelje, beskorisna za samu sebe. Na samo da ne volim raditi već se nekad iz dosade glupiram & jako loše ponašam prema ljudima Tipu koji mi je donio kavu sam ostavila napojnicu u čaši vode koju sam pila - kasnije sam saznala da je samo 3 godine stariji od mene, a radi čak 4 posla i skompali smo se jer sam skužila da je tip fakat OK. Imate i dosadnih tipova poput jednog koji mi je dao da se vozim na njegovom biciklu, ali se onda počeo upucavat mojoj frendici i mi bi voljele da on to prestane (0919415224 - zovite i psujte mu mater kad ste ljuti) jer je tip fakat jadan & sam sjedi cijelo popodne u parku i puši. Najbolji su dečki poput onog koji svira Marićevu prolazu - do njega svi morate svratiti dok ste u Zagrebu i pomoć dečku da zaradi svoj đeparac. (oni spretniji & hrabriji mogli bi čak napravit toliku uslugu svojoj Andy da ga forkaju pa fotku pošalju). Danas bi mu i ja dala pare, ali ... Ponekad se moraš odvojiti od najveće ljubavi u svom životu da bi otišao pišati. Ma ja sam sigurna da on svoju gitaru nebi samo tako ostavio da se boji za nju jer je ostavio i pare u kutiji.
Ovo mi je jedan od fakat najglupljih postova i ja ga posvećujem !vy koja me naterala da ga napišem. Ak ste ga pročitali do kraja onda vam hvala od srca, ali ste bedasti - niste se trebali mučiti...
3.kolovoz Ja svoje strace nikako skužit! Jutros sam se morala ustati jako rano. Nije starog briga kaj je jako hladno. Nije starog briga kaj sam ja sinoć do 3 vodila jako iscrpljujuću bitku. I to sa stršljenom! Da pojasnim par stvari : ja jesam vege, ja nisam protiv ubijanja bilo kojeg oblika živih bića, ali komarce i stršljenove mrzim do te mjere da ih se (stršljenova) čak pomalo bojim i zato ja sinoć u strahu da me ovaj ne upikne...nisam mogla zaspat. Strarog za to nije bilo briga - on je jednostavno popizdio zakaj meni treba toliko dugo da se obučem. A zakaj mi je trebalo? Pa zato jer mi je svao odjeća u ormaru, naravno. Da pojasnim opet : kad me stršljen sinoć već onako lijepo teroriziro ja nisam mogla ništa drugo već razmišljati kako ga ubiti. Rješenje mi je došlo samo od sebe kad je stršljen ušao u moj ormar - samo sam navukla vrata do kraja i pozdravila ga riječima: "Drop Fucking Dead". Nisam bia sigurna da je to i učinio pa me bilo strah jutros otvorit ormar, ali bilo pa prošlo. Bed je kaj se mojima to neda objasnit, oni odma pizde! Mama mi je nedavno našla 2 špage dok mi je prala jastučnice. Dok sam još bila malo dosadno dite odlučila sam ispobati jednu čaroliju s čvorevima. Fora je u tome kaj su mi trebala kvalitetna užad koja ne zgore tak brzo pa sam uzela ona koja služe kao drške na velikim papirnatim vrećicama. Moja mama bash nije bia sretna kad ih je vadila iz veš mašine, ali često ja nisam sretna pa jebiga ... život je takav.
BTW: Neznam ja koliko vas Oz gleda, ali ak ne gledate trebali bi. u svakom slučaju bi trebali glast na moju novu anketicu (meni 4 love)
BTW: Sredila sam malo ove stihove (u boxu) tak da sad kad kliknete na izvođača vam se otvori njegov link
Ok ljudi...to ja sve od mene za danas (valjda)... MAH-MAH -nema smajlića koji bljuje
GODINE: 16
Zadnje poznato PREBIVALIŠTE: Križevci
ŠKOLA: opća gima; razred treći
ZODIAC:Škorpion
SLUŠAM:RHCP, Jamie Cullum, Ramones, MGMT, Plain White T's, Replica, Arctic Monkeys, The Boy Least Likely To, Nickelback the Vines, AC/DC, Sugarcult, the Strokes, Guns n' Roses, Franz Ferdinand, Lily Allen, The Darkness, Beatles, Paolo Nutini, Taking back sunday, Queen, Gorillaz, Coldplay, Amy Winehouse, Chemical Brothers, Duffy, Maroon 5, Air, Led Zeppelin, P!nk, Hladno pivo, P.O.R.O.T.A. i mnogi drugi...
VOLIM: Sebe, svoje frendove, svog , Red Hot Chili Pepperse, bubnjeve, rock&rockere, ekstrudiranu rižu, čokoladu (za kuhanje), borovnice engleski, čitat horoskop, biljar, bolnu iskrenost, šalove, sladoled, ljeto, shoppingirat, dm, vegetarijansku klopu, Star Wars & Haydena Christensena, Zagreb (i sve gradove veće od njega), Klub kulture, Fan...
MRZIM: dosadne ljude & dosadu, umišljene janjevce, narodnjake, svoj život, tračeve o meni(ljudi-nemojte),snijeg, starce, školu, krzno, zimu, pokretne stepenice,malu decu, kemiju, latinski...
Linkovi
Idi pa vidi: Red hot chili peppers - stranica najbolje grupe na svijetu Ofca - njezin životni put Star Wars - ovisnost sam razvila dok sam bila malena Tutor - tu su svi odgovori
Ljubav skida maske bez kojih se bojimo da ne možemo živjeti, a znamo da s njima ne možemo.
Stihovi
The Zephir song
Can I get your hand to write on
Just a piece of lead to bite on
What am I to fly my kite on
Do you want to flash your light on
Take a look it’s on display - for you
Coming down no not today
Did you meet your fortune teller
Get it off with no propellor
Do it up it’s always stellar
What a way to finally smell her
Pick it up it’s not to strong - for you
Take a piece and pass it on
Fly away on my zephyr
I feel it more then ever
And in this perfect weather
We’ll find a place together
Fly on my wing
Riddlin on liberator
Find a way to be a skater
Rev it up to levitator
Super mainly aviator
Take a look it’s on display - for you
Coming down no not today
Fly away on my zephyr
I feel it more then ever
And in this perfect weather
We’ll find a place together
In the water where the scent of my emotion
All the world will pass me by
Fly away on my zephyr
We’ll find a place together
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa - do you
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa - won’t you
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Fly away on my zephyr
I feel it more then ever
And in this perfect weather
We’ll find a place together
In the water where the scent of my emotion
All the world will pass me by
Fly away on my zephyr
We’re gonna live forever
Forever R.H.C.P.
You only live once
Oooooh
Some people think they're always right
Others are quiet and uptight
Others they seem so very nice nice nice nice nice oh oh
Inside they might feel sad and wrong
Oh no
29 different attributes
And only 7 that you like, uh oh
20 ways to see the world, oh oh
Or 20 ways to start a fight
Oh, don't, don't, don't
Get up
I can't see the sunshine
I'll be waiting for you baby
'Cause I'm through
Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along with you
Ooooooo-ooooo-ooooooh
Oh, men don't notice what they got
Women think of that a lot
1000 ways to please your man oh oh
Not even one requires a plan. I know
Countless odd religions too
It doesn't matter which you choose
One stubborn way to turn your back
This I've tried, and now refuse
Oh don't don't don't
Get up
I can't see the sunshine
I'll be waiting for you, baby
'Cause I'm through
Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along with you
Alright..
Shut me up
Shut me up up up up up
And I'll get along with you... the Strokes
Needles & Pins
i saw her today
i saw here face
it was a face i love
and i knew
i have to run away yeah
and get down pn my knees and pray yeah
that they go away
still it begins
needles & pins
because of all my pride
the tears i gotta hide
oh i thought i was smart
i stole her heart
do think i did
but now i see
she's worse to him than me
let her go ahead
take his love instead
and one day she will see
just how to say please
and get down on her knees
oh, that's how it begins
she'll feel those needles and pins
hutin' her, hurtin' her
why can't i stop,
and tell myself i'm wrong, i'm wrong, so wrong
why can't i stand up, and tell myself i'm strong
oh i saw her today
i saw her face
it was a face i loved
and i knew
i have to run away yeah
and get down on my knees and pray yeah
that they go away
still it begins
needles and pins
because of all my pride
the tears i gotta hide
oh needles and pins
needles and pins
needles and pins Ramones
Fake Tales of San Francisco
Echo through the room
More point to a wedding disco
Without a bride or groom
There's a super cool band yeah
With their trilbys and their glasses of white wine
And all the weekend rockstars in the toilets
Practicing their lines
I don't want to hear you
(Kick me out, kick me out)
I don't want to hear, you know
(Kick me out, kick me out)
I don't want to hear you
(Kick me out, kick me out)
I don't want to hear you
I don't want to hear your...
Fake Tales of San Francisco
Echo through the air
And there's a few bored faces at the back
All wishing they weren't there
And as the microphone squeaks
A young girl's telephone beeps
[Fake Tales Of San Francisco Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
Yeah she's dashing for the exit
And she's running to the streets outside
Oh you've saved me, she screams down the line
The band were fucking wank
And I'm not having a nice time
I don't want to hear you
(Kick me out, kick me out)
I don't want to hear, you know
(Kick me out, kick me out)
Yeah but his bird thinks it's amazing, though
So all that's left
Is the proof that love's not only blind but deaf
He talks of San Francisco, he's from Hunter's Bar
I don't quite know the distance
But I'm sure that's far
Yeah I'm sure that's pretty far
And yeah, I'd love to tell you all my problem
You're not from New York City, you're from Rotherham
So get off the bandwagon, and put down the handbook
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Get off the bandwagon and put down the handbook
Get off the bandwagon and put down the handbook
Get off the bandwagon and put down the handbook
Get off the bandwagon and put down the handbook
Yeah Arctic Monkeys
The Rain Song
This is the springtime of my loving-
the second season I am to know
You are the sunlight in my growing-
so little warmth I've felt before.
It isn't hard to feel me glowing-
I watched the fire that grew so low.
It is the summer of my smiles-
flee from me Keepers of the Gloom.
Speak to me only with your eyes
it is to you I give this tune.
Ain't so hard to recognize-
These things are clear to all from
time to time. Ooooh...
Talk Talk-
I've felt the coldness of my winter
I never thought it would ever go
I cursed the gloom that set upon us...
But I know that I love you so
but I know that I love you so.
These are the seasons of emotion
And like the winds they rise and fall
This is the wonder of devotion-
I see the torch we all must hold.
This is the mystery of the quotient-
Upon us all a little rain
must fall, Just a little rain?
ooooh, yeah yeah yeah Led Zeppelin
Homesick
I left my home
I left my home yeah, yeah
Where I should go
Where I should go yeah, yeah
Nothin's gonna save you
Nothin's gonna save you out there
Went on my own
Went on my own yeah, yeah
Without my phone
Without my phone yeah, yeah
Nothin's gonna save you
Nothin's gonna save you out there
Nothin's gonna save you
Nothin's gonna save you or give
I can see the leaves of golden glisten in the sun
Making time for everyone is what I should have done.
Blue and green with eyes between are acting all the same
You and me are never free until we're cast away
But it really doesn't matter couldn't change it if I tried
Though it really doesn't matter
I'll do it till I get it right
Nothing going to save you
Nothings going to save you out there
Nothings going to save you
Nothings going to save you out there the Vines
Highway to hell
Living easy, livin' free
Season ticket, on a one - way ride
Asking nothing, leave me be
Taking everything in my stride
Don't need reason, don't need rhyme
Ain't nothing I would rather do
Going down, party time
My friends are gonna be there too
I'm on the highway to hell
Highway to hell
I'm on the highway to hell
Highway to hell
No stop signs, speed limit
Nobody's gonne slow me down
Like a wheel, gonna spin it
Nobody's gonne mes me 'round
Hey Satan! Paid my dues
Playin' in a rockin' band
Hey Mama! Just look at me
I'm on my way to my promised land
I'm on the highway to hell
Highway to hell
I'm on the highway to hell
Highway to hell AC/DC
Patience
Shed a tear cause I'm missing you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think bout you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt you're in my heart now
Said woman take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said sugar make it slow and we'll come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(patience)
mmmm, yeah
I sit here on the stairs cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now I'll wait dear
Sometimes I get so tense but I can't speed up the time
But you know love there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow and things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said sugar take the time cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it, oh I'll never break it
If I can't take it
(whistle)
Little patience, mmm yeah, mm yeah
Need a little patience, yeah
Just a little patience, yeah
Some more patience, yeah
Could use some patience, yeah
Gotta have some patience, yeah
All it takes is patience
Just a little patience
Is all you need (background vocals)
I'VE BEEN WALKING THE STREETS AT NIGHT
JUST TRYING TO GET IT RIGHT
ITS HARD TO SEE WOTH SO MANY AROUND
YOU KNOW I DON'T LIKE BEING STUCK IN THE CROWD
AND THE STREETS DON'T CHANGE
BUT MAYBE THE NAMES
I AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THE GAME CAUSE I NEED YOU
YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, CAUSE I NEED YOU
OOO I NEED YOU, WHOA I NEED YOU
OOOOH, ALL THIS TIME Guns n' Roses
There’s nothing you can do that can’t be done.
Nothing you can sing that can’t be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
It’s easy.
Nothing you can make that can’t be made.
No one you can save that can’t be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time.
It’s easy.
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
Nothing you can know that isn’t known.
Nothing you can see that isn’t shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn’t where you’re meant to be.
It’s easy.
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
All you need is love (all together, now!)
All you need is love. (everybody!)
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need (love is all you need).
Yee-hai!
Oh yeah!
She loves you, yeah yeah yeah.
She loves you, yeah yeah yeah. The Beatles/John Lennon
Fallen
So they say you're a troubled boy
Just because you like to destroy
All the things that bring the idiots joy
Well, what's wrong with a little destruction?
And the Kunst won't talk to you
Cause you kissed St. Rollox adieu
Cause you robbed a supermarket or two
Well, who gives a damn about the profits of Tesco?
Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and the unleavened
Turn the rich into wine
As you walk on the mean
Well the fallen are the virtuous among us
Walk among us
Never judge us
Yeah we're all---
Up now and get 'em, boy
Up now and get 'em, boy
Drink to the devil
and death to the doctors!
Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and the unleavened
Five thousand users fed today
Oh as you feed us
Won't you lead us
To be blessed
So we stole and drank champagne
On the seventh seal you said you never feel pain
"I never feel pain, won't you hit me again?"
"I need a bit of black and blue to be a rotation"
In my blood I felt bubbles burst
There was a flash of fist, an eyebrow burst
You've a lazy laugh and a red white shirt
I fall to the floor fainting at the sight of blood
Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and the unleavened
You turn the rich into wine
Walk on the mean
Be they Magdalen at Virgin you've already been
You've already been and we've already seen
That the fallen are the virtuous among us
Walk among us
Never judge us
To be blessed
La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la...
So I'm sorry if I ever resisted
I never had a doubt you ever existed
I only have a problem when people insist on
Taking their hate and placing it on your name
So they say you're troubled boy
Just because you like to destroy
You are the word, the word is 'destroy'
I break this bottle, think of you fondly
Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and the unleavened
To the whore in a hostel
Or the scum of a scheme
Turn the rich into wine
Walk on the mean
It's not a jag in the arm
It's a nail in the beam
On this barren Earth
You scatter your seed
Be they Magdelan or Virgin
You've already been
and you've already seen...
wahoo! wahoo! wahoo!
Yeah! You've already been,
you've already seen
That the fallen are the virtuous among us
Walk among us
Oh if you judge us
We're all damned. Franz Ferdinand
Crazy little thing called love
This thing called love I just can't handle it
this thing called love I must get round to it
I ain't ready
Crazy little thing called love
This (This Thing) called love
(Called Love)
It cries (Like a baby)
In a cradle all night
It swings (Woo Woo)
It jives (Woo Woo)
It shakes all over like a jelly fish,
I kinda like it
Crazy little thing called love
There goes my baby
She knows how to Rock n' roll
She drives me crazy
She gives me hot and cold fever
Then she leaves me in a cool cool sweat
I gotta be cool relax, get hip
Get on my track's
Take a back seat, hitch-hike
And take a long ride on my motor bike
Until I'm ready
Crazy little thing called love
I gotta be cool relax, get hip
Get on my track's
Take a back seat, hitch-hike
And take a long ride on my motor bike
Until I'm ready (Ready Freddie)
Crazy little thing called love
This thing called love I just can't handle it
this thing called love I must get round to it
I ain't ready
Crazy little thing called love
Crazy little thing called love
Crazy little thing called love
Crazy little thing called love
Crazy little thing called love
Crazy little thing called love
Crazy little thing called love
Crazy little thing called love Queen
Suicide is painless M*A*S*H
Through Early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see
(chorus)
That Suicide is Painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
Try to find a way to make
All our little joys relate
Without that ever present hate
But now I know that it's too late
And (chorus)
The game of life is hard to play
I'm going to lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say
That (chorus)
The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
And to another give a seat
For that's the only painless feat
'Cause (chorus)
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works it's way on in
The pain grow stronger watch it grin
For (chorus)
A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
Is it to be or not to be
And I replied "Oh why ask me."
Cause (chorus)
And you can do the same thing if you please Mike Altman