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subota, 12.05.2007.
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Već mi se i prije negdje tjedan dana činilo da je FWB odnos bivšeg i njegove brijačice završio, a da se on prešaltao na novu (novu staru, zapravo, eheheh :rolajz:), ali danas mi je netko prenio "trač" da je to doista tako (da je FWB odnos gotov, ne i ovaj drugi dio rečenice; to je moj feeling). Kako sam ja sama sebi super što se ove intuicije tiče, fakat jesam. Samo da ju i poslušam now and again. Dobra je stvar što nemam baš nikakav negativan feeling u vezi ovog dečka s kojim se vidjeh jučer. Dok za neke druge potencijalno zainteresirane imam... Ali imam intenzivan osjećaj nemira u vezi ikakvog emocionalnog otvaranja (romantičnog karaktera dakako) prema ikome @ d moument, što nije intuicija valjda, nego više strah, ali eto... Druženje i upoznavanje je najs. :) I tako je jučer bilo baš ok... dejt ili ne, bili smo oko 4 sata skupa i pričali. I mogla sam još, bilo je zanimljivo. Bio on novi prijatelj ili novi eventualni romantični interes, mislim da je ok dečko. Ali ono zbilja ok. Normalan. I kao da je našao onaj savršeni balans između odgovornosti i zaigranosti. Mi lajks det. Osjećam se kao da se vrata mog srca definitivno zatvaraju... any minute now. Kao da bi ih se još moglo zaustaviti, ali ih on neće zaustaviti ili kako bi rekla Shakira: but you won't, but you won't... For you, I'd give up all I own Osjetila sam neku radost pomislivši kako je Onaj Pravi možda netko poput ovog dečka kojeg sam upoznala, ili Maria ;) (bok, Beebop And move to a communist country If you came with me, of course And I'd file my nails so they don't hurt you And lose those pounds, and learn about football If it made you stay, but you won't, but you won't   , javi se na ICQ-u ), ili jednog zgodnog dečka koji mi je radio namještaj . Heheh. Bit će zanimljivo otkriti tko je Taj. Makar otkrila da Njega nema, lol.Ali ne želim ništa otkrivati sada. Okej mi je družiti se prijateljski. Okej mi je otići na kavu, na pivu, pričati i šetati se... Okej mi je upoznavati ljude. Ali upetljavanje u nešto me užasno plaši. Ponovo otvoriti nekome srce zvuči mi nezamislivo.  A samo nešto fizičko bez emocija mi nikad ne bi bilo dovoljno. Ni ispunjavajuće.Idem sad raditi neku zadaću pa čitati za seminar... I idem onom dečku (kojem moram hitno smislit neko ime kako ću ga zvati na blogu ) poslati email.  |
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Kelly Clarkson - You Found Me Is this a dream? If it is Please don't wake me from this high I've become comfortably numb Until you opened up my eyes To what it's like When everything's right I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me So, here we are That's pretty far When you think of where we've been No going back I'm fading out All that has faded me within You're by my side Now everything's fine I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me And I was hiding 'Til you came along And showed me where I belong You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know? How did you know? You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me (You found me) (When no one else was lookin') You found me (How did you know just where I would be?) You broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see The good and the bad And the things in between You found me You found me |
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