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Blog je proana, dakle upozorenje svima kojima takvo sto smeta ili svima koji se pokusavaju izlijeciti od poremecaja u prehrani.
Proana stranice i/ili blogovi ne mogu prisiliti nekoga na ono sto ne zeli. Proana stranice ne stvaraju poremecaje u prehrani, za sve to postoje predispozicije, a kljucna stvar je psihicko stanje individue koja ga razvija.
Moj blog (kao ni blogovi ostalih cura ovdje) nije napravljen da odvede vasu kcer/prijateljicu/curu/sestru na krivi put.
Ovdje je da pruzi podrsku ostalima koji imaju poremecaje u prehrani, i kako bih ja sama dobila podrsku.



The pale haunt departure.

Alice
_18 godina
_u sretnoj vezi
_zaljubljena u filozofiju, psihologiju i citanje
_vjecni pesimist, mizantrop, skeptik
_sarkasticna, bahata, bezobrazna, inteligentna,
cinicna po potrebi
_alternativa & okultno
_make up artist
_wannabe knjizevnica
_ovisna o kavi i cigaretama (Marlboro Light! <3)
_nedovoljno iskrena
_savrseno skriva osjecaje

Proana.
Pisanje.
Knjige.
Thispiration slike i textovi.
Skinny jeans i uske majice.
Marte.
Duga kosa.
Nakit.
Piercanje.
Make up.
Neuroticnost.
ED.ED.ED.
SI.
Cigarete, kava, voda s limunom.

HW: 49 kg
CW: 48 kg
GW: 42 kg

BMI: 17



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Thinspiration.

You are not depriving yourself of food- the only thing you are depriving yourself of is ultimate thinness.

Everytime you say 'No Thank-you', you say yes to Thin.

I can't control the world, but i can control myself...

You can learn to love anything, i think, if you need to badly enough. i trained myself to enjoy feeling hungry. if my stomach contracts, or i wake up feeling nauseated, or i'm light-headed, or i have a hugner headache, or better yet, all of the above, it means i'm getting thinner. so it feels good. i feel strong. on top of myself. in control.

It wasn't simply that I chose not to eat; I was forbidden to. even thinking about forbidden foods brought punishment... how dare you, this voice inside me would say. you greedy pig. and I was grateful to have someone from hurting. making me respect msyself. hunger, I thought, it is a minuscule price to pay. To be thin, no price is too high. The sky's the limit.

I'm hungry. Damn that feels so good...

Those 4:00 hunger pains are striking you hard. It's the "fat time" of the day when you're starving and your appetite is telling you to overeat. But whatever you do, RESIST TEMPTATION.

Nothing is so bad that losing weight won't cure.

Only two options: to eat or not to eat, and eating is out of the question... I can't eat. It makes me gag, just looking at food... Just don't eat. it's as simple as that.

Good girls don't swallow.

Never allow yourself to get full.

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nedjelja, 18.10.2009.

Welcome to my Hungerland.

Kao prvo, da se ispricam zbog nepisanja. Zadnja 2 tjedna su mi bila pravi kaos (ali u pozitivnom smislu-osim skole). Ucenje, ucenje, izlasci navecer. Dolazim doma oko 12-1, budim se u 7. Hodam posvuda toliko da mi vjezbanje skoro i ne treba. U svakom slucaju, bar sam uspjela dobiti neke dobre ocjene, iako me markiranje dosta muci (nad glavom mi vise neopravdani kojih se treba rijesiti prije nego sto stara sazna). Tko bi odolio kavi na toplom sada kada je pusenje opet dozvoljeno...? :)
Jutros sam stala na vagu. 45 jos uvijek, i neopisivo sam sretna kada vidim tu brojku. Zadnji put sam 45 kg imala u 1. razredu.
Inace, zadnjih mjeseci sam se previse trudila oko skidanja kila. Lose je zavrsilo svaki put- nakon svakog gladovanja, binge. Moja tezina je fluktuirala sa dvije kile gore-dolje, dakle nista posebno.
I onda...Upoznam Njega. Decko kojeg sam neko vrijeme gledala i mislila da ga nikad necu imati (on je jedan od onih super-zgodnih za kojima sve cure trce i mogu imati bilo koju)- prisao mi je, upoznali se i tu je sve pocelo. Od pocetka se vidamo svaki dan, tako da nemam vremena za hranu. Njegovo savrseno tijelo mi je thinspo.
Iako, stalno mi naglasava kako ne voli premrsave cure i kako bi volio da se udebljam bar 6-7 kila. (apsolutno nemoguce.)
Dolazim iz skole, pojedem nesto malo od rucka, ucim, pospremim sobu, odem na neku kavu, dolazim doma, spremam se, idem van s njim. Uz taj nedostatak vremena, zaljubljenost u meni izaziva totalno pomankanje apetita.
Kalorije i masti stvarno ne brojim, vec neko vrijeme nisam, a prije mi je to bila navika. Glad prestajem osjecati, sada me jedna kava moze napuniti. XXS hlace- skroz vise na meni :)
Stara je primijetila da sam u licu vise bijela nego obicno i da skoro sve visi na meni, pa je posumnjala - ni manje ni vise- da se drogiram. U vezi prehrane me nije nista ni pitala i to mi je drago.

Sutra pocinje competition koji je Dandy osmislila i jedva cekam - zato sto mislim da ce me motivirati da dam sve od sebe.

Alice <3


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