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Blog je proana, dakle upozorenje svima kojima takvo sto smeta ili svima koji se pokusavaju izlijeciti od poremecaja u prehrani.
Proana stranice i/ili blogovi ne mogu prisiliti nekoga na ono sto ne zeli. Proana stranice ne stvaraju poremecaje u prehrani, za sve to postoje predispozicije, a kljucna stvar je psihicko stanje individue koja ga razvija.
Moj blog (kao ni blogovi ostalih cura ovdje) nije napravljen da odvede vasu kcer/prijateljicu/curu/sestru na krivi put.
Ovdje je da pruzi podrsku ostalima koji imaju poremecaje u prehrani, i kako bih ja sama dobila podrsku.



The pale haunt departure.

Alice
_18 godina
_u sretnoj vezi
_zaljubljena u filozofiju, psihologiju i citanje
_vjecni pesimist, mizantrop, skeptik
_sarkasticna, bahata, bezobrazna, inteligentna,
cinicna po potrebi
_alternativa & okultno
_make up artist
_wannabe knjizevnica
_ovisna o kavi i cigaretama (Marlboro Light! <3)
_nedovoljno iskrena
_savrseno skriva osjecaje

Proana.
Pisanje.
Knjige.
Thispiration slike i textovi.
Skinny jeans i uske majice.
Marte.
Duga kosa.
Nakit.
Piercanje.
Make up.
Neuroticnost.
ED.ED.ED.
SI.
Cigarete, kava, voda s limunom.

HW: 49 kg
CW: 48 kg
GW: 42 kg

BMI: 17



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Thinspiration.

You are not depriving yourself of food- the only thing you are depriving yourself of is ultimate thinness.

Everytime you say 'No Thank-you', you say yes to Thin.

I can't control the world, but i can control myself...

You can learn to love anything, i think, if you need to badly enough. i trained myself to enjoy feeling hungry. if my stomach contracts, or i wake up feeling nauseated, or i'm light-headed, or i have a hugner headache, or better yet, all of the above, it means i'm getting thinner. so it feels good. i feel strong. on top of myself. in control.

It wasn't simply that I chose not to eat; I was forbidden to. even thinking about forbidden foods brought punishment... how dare you, this voice inside me would say. you greedy pig. and I was grateful to have someone from hurting. making me respect msyself. hunger, I thought, it is a minuscule price to pay. To be thin, no price is too high. The sky's the limit.

I'm hungry. Damn that feels so good...

Those 4:00 hunger pains are striking you hard. It's the "fat time" of the day when you're starving and your appetite is telling you to overeat. But whatever you do, RESIST TEMPTATION.

Nothing is so bad that losing weight won't cure.

Only two options: to eat or not to eat, and eating is out of the question... I can't eat. It makes me gag, just looking at food... Just don't eat. it's as simple as that.

Good girls don't swallow.

Never allow yourself to get full.

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Ruby Nelle



utorak, 25.08.2009.

Failing...or not?

Povratak nakon dugog nepisanja bez neke posebne isprike, jednostavno nikad nisam ulovila vremena za pisanje jer sam bila preokupirana svim i svacim.
Zasto imam osjecaj da sam proslog tjedna nabila 1-2 kg? I dalje stanem u XXS hlace bez problema, ali onako, jedvaaa. Vaga ih ne pokazuje, ali zasto ih onda vidim?
Proslog tjedna se nisam drzala nikakvog odredenog plana prehrane, sve je bilo ispremijesano. Dan gladovanja, pa dan natrpavanja... To je otprilike bilo to. I naravno da imam griznju savjesti sto se tice svih tih nedopustenih stvari koje sam stavila u sebe...
Pocinjem opet, odmah, sad. Ne zelim vise cekati ni sekunde. Do pocetka skole XXS hlace bi trebale visjeti na meni, a ostaje mi jos samo 2 tjedna. 2 tjedna u kojima cu saznati kolika je moja snaga volje zapravo jaka. Koliko zapravo mogu postici ako dam sve od sebe.
Jucer sam probusila usnicu, dakle moram jesti sve u malim komadima da ne ozlijedim pirsing, sto je super. A stvarno i nisam tako gladna.
Nemam volje ni za sto. Potpuno sam letargicna i bezvoljna. Ceka me ciscenje kuce, vjezbanje, autoskola, izlasci s Njim, a jedva nalazim snage da se ustanem ujutro. K tome svemu, jos i radni vikend (koji ce mi biti izlika za sto manje hrane).
Pa ne znam koji put skupljam sve atome svoje snage i idem dalje. Ne odustajem.
"Zelis li to dovoljno jako...?" Da, naravno da zelim. I imat cu to.

Napravila sam plan kojeg ću se držati dokle god budem mogla :
-jest cu SAMO kada netko gleda
-potrosit cu više kalorija vjezbanjem nego što ih unesem u sebe
-unosit cu manje od 500 kcal dnevno
-izbjegavati slatkise, meso, fast food i gazirane sokove
-bez binganja! (ne smijem cak ni misliti o tome)
-vagati se dvaput dnevno, mjeriti dvaput tjedno i sve to unositi u tablicu


Dovoljno jednostavno.

Alice <3
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