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Blog je proana, dakle upozorenje svima kojima takvo sto smeta ili svima koji se pokusavaju izlijeciti od poremecaja u prehrani.
Proana stranice i/ili blogovi ne mogu prisiliti nekoga na ono sto ne zeli. Proana stranice ne stvaraju poremecaje u prehrani, za sve to postoje predispozicije, a kljucna stvar je psihicko stanje individue koja ga razvija.
Moj blog (kao ni blogovi ostalih cura ovdje) nije napravljen da odvede vasu kcer/prijateljicu/curu/sestru na krivi put.
Ovdje je da pruzi podrsku ostalima koji imaju poremecaje u prehrani, i kako bih ja sama dobila podrsku.



The pale haunt departure.

Alice
_18 godina
_u sretnoj vezi
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cinicna po potrebi
_alternativa & okultno
_make up artist
_wannabe knjizevnica
_ovisna o kavi i cigaretama (Marlboro Light! <3)
_nedovoljno iskrena
_savrseno skriva osjecaje

Proana.
Pisanje.
Knjige.
Thispiration slike i textovi.
Skinny jeans i uske majice.
Marte.
Duga kosa.
Nakit.
Piercanje.
Make up.
Neuroticnost.
ED.ED.ED.
SI.
Cigarete, kava, voda s limunom.

HW: 49 kg
CW: 48 kg
GW: 42 kg

BMI: 17



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Thinspiration.

You are not depriving yourself of food- the only thing you are depriving yourself of is ultimate thinness.

Everytime you say 'No Thank-you', you say yes to Thin.

I can't control the world, but i can control myself...

You can learn to love anything, i think, if you need to badly enough. i trained myself to enjoy feeling hungry. if my stomach contracts, or i wake up feeling nauseated, or i'm light-headed, or i have a hugner headache, or better yet, all of the above, it means i'm getting thinner. so it feels good. i feel strong. on top of myself. in control.

It wasn't simply that I chose not to eat; I was forbidden to. even thinking about forbidden foods brought punishment... how dare you, this voice inside me would say. you greedy pig. and I was grateful to have someone from hurting. making me respect msyself. hunger, I thought, it is a minuscule price to pay. To be thin, no price is too high. The sky's the limit.

I'm hungry. Damn that feels so good...

Those 4:00 hunger pains are striking you hard. It's the "fat time" of the day when you're starving and your appetite is telling you to overeat. But whatever you do, RESIST TEMPTATION.

Nothing is so bad that losing weight won't cure.

Only two options: to eat or not to eat, and eating is out of the question... I can't eat. It makes me gag, just looking at food... Just don't eat. it's as simple as that.

Good girls don't swallow.

Never allow yourself to get full.

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četvrtak, 13.08.2009.

Pain and Comfort

Ha, vaga pokazuje jedan kilogram manje, sto znaci 47 i prilicno sam zadovoljna, koliko mogu biti. Naime, imala sam feeling da cu danas teziti cak i vise jer jucer sam bili prisiljena pojesti veceru. Stara je bila jako sumnjicava (jer kao, nisam jeli cijeli dan i nije moguce da nisam gladna), pa sam onako, cisti da otklonim svaku sumnju, pojela tanjur tjestenine i poslije mi je bilo zlo. Lezala sam na krevetu i razmatrala dvije opcije: povracanje ili vjezbanje do jutra, ali nisam se odlucila ni za jednu jer sam isla van.
Jutros sam se probudila sa nekim dobrim osjecam, kupila sam dvije boce jane s limunom i sada pijem, s tim sto sam popila i dvije kave (ha, morala sam se razbuditi). Anyway, ako se uspijem izvuci s rucka danas ce biti vodeni i vjezbat cu i istovremeno gledati uvod u anatomiju <3.
I tako, gledala sam For the love of Nancy (nadite to na youtubeu, prepredobar je film, kao i Hunger Point i A secret between friends), i stara mi uleti u sobu i donese pecivo koje inace obozavam. Ali ne pojedem ga, kao inace, nego ga stavim sa strane, da bude tu kao iskusenje, tako da malo vjezbam svoju snagu volje (mislim, bilo je i vrijeme).
Ne da mi se svaki put zavrsiti sjebana zbog svog nedostatka samokontrole. Tako da sam shvatila da moram ozbiljno poraditi na tome. Food diary je jos uvijek negdje na dnu ladice, ali pratim sve kalorije i ostalo u obicnom dnevniku. Jucer sam bila na jebenih 400 kcal do navecer, prilicno razocaravajuce.
Ali danas imam priliku sve to ispraviti i dovesti se u red.
Unatoc svemu, danas se osjecam g-o-l-e-m-o. I nosim ful siroke hlace i majicu i izbjegavam ogledalo, tako da...Da, ne zelim se suociti sa istinom. Jos samo danas. Ako danas bude vodeni, sutra cu se moci puno lakse nositi sa samom sobom.

Alice <3

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