SUCK MY SCARS

četvrtak, 26.10.2006.

Prvo ću početi s Gitsima budući da sam zadnjih dana opsjednuta njima. I tako, naravno da ja otkrijem neki bend tek kada pjevčica umre ili kada je bend prestao postojati. The Gits su se raspali 1993. zbog smrti Mie Zapate. Kao što sam napisala u prošlom postu, jedne večer kada se vraćala kući s koncertaq neki tip (Jesus nekako) ju je napao i silovao, a onda zadavio. Baš kada im je album kojim su se trebali probiti izašao. Naravno, ubojica godinama nije nađen. Mada je i sam Cobain skupljao novac za platiti detektiva da se otkrije ubojica. Zapravo, svirao je koncert na kojem je sav novac od prodaje karata išao za detektiva. Skoro cijelu noć sam provela slušajući Gitse jer jednostavno su super. Dugo me nijedan bend nije tako osvojio. Ona je imala super glas. Ona je pisala super tekstove i ona je jednostavno prenosila energiju u glazbu. I ne znam kako opista to koliko mi se Gitsi sviđaju i koliko mi znače. U tako malo dana su mi uspjeli postati jedan od najdražih bendova. Brzinom svjetlosti sam se vezala za njihovu glazbu. A inače mi treba dosta vremena da se vežem za bilo šta. Znam da već godinama odgađam slušanje Gitsa jer stalno zaboravljam na njih, ali eto. Jednostavno je došao dan kada sam ih čula i sada ih slušam i jedva prestajem. Čak i sam Gitsima zamjenila svoje snove koje tako volim. Moje predrage snove u nastavcima. Eto, toliko o tom glazbenom dijelu posta. I za kraj riječi jene meni vrlo drage pjesme od The Gita - Second Skin.

I've thought about it a million times
It takes all my strength just to keep it calm
I hove to tell myself, just let it breathe
holding it inside will only help to do me in
Each time I close my eyes I see another chain
it's one I can't forget, something I can not break out of
I need a second skin, something to hold me up
can't seem to get out of this hole
I've dug myself right back in

Just to wake up tells me I must be brave
It hits me like a drug shot into my vein
It's not as delightful of a pain
immobilizing me
almost makes me think I'm dead
I need a second skin
something to hold me tough
Can't do it on my own
sometimes I need just a little more help
I want that chance to give every drop that's left in me
I need a second skin
something I can not break out of

I tell myself, just let it breathe
It's a calmness I'm always searching for
But the dirt it gets so heavy
it falls above my head
seeping from under my feet
it just keeps on getting deeper

I need a second skin
something to hold me tough
Can't do it on my own
sometimes I need just a little more help
I've got that chance to give every drop that's left in me
I need a second skin
something I cannot break free of

Though no one ever said it'd be easy
Still one's left to deny the choice that comes
between your willingness to survive
Though you're knowing what you stand up against
a world set to deceive
You need a special strength
I've got that second skin
I've got that chance to give
I've got the only way that I know how to live with it
I need a second skin
something to hold me tough
I need a second skin
something I cannot break out of

Ovaj dio posta je o mojim halucinacijama. Poznato je da ih imam, bar mislim da sam o tome pisala. Ali ne znam jesam li ikada pisala o tome da sam zapravo potpuno izgubljena i da zapravo nikada ne znam šta sam sanjala, a šta se zapravo desilo. I uvijek sumnjam u to jesu li ljudi oko mene stvarni ili ne. Nekada sam uvjerena da ludim i da sam sve samo stvorila i tako sam uplašena i nesigurna zbog toga, ali pokušavam to ne pokazivati jer ne želim ispasti luđa nego što jesam. Danas sam halucinirala samo malo i to kada sam išla u školu. Vidjela sam vatrogasni kamion kako naljeće na mene. NAravno, nije ga bilo. Kada sam se probudila pokraj mene je spavala osoba sa zelenom kosom. Onda su me čudne sjene pratile po sobi. Ali nije bilo ničeg neobičnijeg od toga. Jučer je ipak, bilo puno čudnije.
Probudila sam se i podigla rolete i gledala sam kroz prozor. I gledala sam more i galebove i razmišljala o tome kako ću popodne otići na plažu. I mislila sam na to kako je super iamti more u blizini i kako jedva čekam da se poslje škoel idem okupat. More je bilo ljepo i nije bilo nijednog broda na njemu. Nakon minutu sam se stresla (doslovno) i skužila da nema mora, to je nebo. Opet sam (kao i obično) kasnila na nastavu (danas nisam) i cijelo vrijeme su me vijale sjene i vidjela sam i bjesni auto s ustima koji me htio pojesti i slične stvari.
Također cijelo vrijeme čujem neke zvukove i zapravo, mada nikada u javnosti, često maglas pričam s tim glasovima u glavi. Takoda izgelda da pričam sama sa sobom, ali ja zapravo pričam s glasovima i da, oni postoje. Nekada ih i vidim i glasovi su zapravo jako zabavni. Sve dok ne postanu piskavi i izobličeni. Takvi su po noći. Onda se bojim zaspati jer mi paraju uši i zamišlljam ih kako su mi blizu.
Imam još jednu tajnu - kada se nečega sjećam ja si sve to zamislim kao film i opet sve proživljavam ponovno. Ali uglavnom one užasne stvari. U ponedjeljak recimo, vidjela sam nekog bjesnog pauka i jako sam se uplašila (idući sat sam se tresla i teško disala). Kod kuće sam se sjetila toga. I počela sam se opet tresti. I sada mi nije baš ugodno kada se toga sjetim.
Ima još glupavih stvari vezanih uz snove. Jednom sam sanjala (očito) o tome kako susjed ima onog bijelog tigra s plavim očima. I svaki dan ga je vodio šetati. I Dora i ja samo jednog dana išle šetati s njim i ja sam jako voljela tog tigra. Svaki dan sam ujutro gledala kako će ga susjed voditi šetati i tako to. I jedno jutro se probudim i podignem rolete i gledam kroz prozor kada će tigar izaći. I čekam i čekam. Inema ga. Onda sam se opet nekako stresla i shvatila da sam sve sanjala i da tigra zapravo nema.
Onda još jedan san, istina. Trebali smo pisati test iz fizike (to nije san još) i ja sam trebala učiti, a bila sam umorna. Mama je morala misliti da učim i ja sam legla u krevet s knjigom. Naravno, išla sam spavati, ali cijelo vrijeme sam mislila na to kako moram biti budna. I tako, ja sam sanjala da spavam. I sanjala sam kako padam s kreveta i kako se ne mogu pomaknuti i da sam paralzirana. I pala sam s kreeta i valjala sam se po podu i ništa nisam mogla i hvatala sam knjigu iz fizike i užasno mi je bilo. Probudila sam se na krevetu, umornija nego što sam bila.
Također, sanjam u nastavcima. Moji snovi su najzanimljivija sapunica, i da, imaju stvarne likove. Mada to znam da sanjam. I obavezno jedan san koji sanjam bude nastavak onog prijašnjeg. Imam i glupi sam svaku noć kojeg se također sjećam, a skoro svaku noć sanjam nešta za šta kasnije mislim da je istina. Taj san u nastavcima su "Pustolovine Kurt Cobaina, Krista Novoselića, Dave Grohla, mene, Mie, Vlatke, Dore i Stjepana". I bude ludo, jako zabavno i te snove jako volim. Onda, onak bezveze san je uvijek zanimljiv i uglavnom u njemu bježim od nekoga. Danas sam bježala po nekom hotelu od policajaca koji su me htjeli pretući zbog toga što sam ukrala orah iz trgovine. Inače, mrzim orahe. Zbog toga sam valjda i sigurna da sam to samo sanjala.
Onda, tako o snovima i halucinacijama.
Sada slušam Gitse (začudo) i pržim CD-ove (opet malo Gitsa). Prije manje 10 dana sam dobila liniju. I policu za 60 CD-ova da ih više ne moram držati na podu. I bilo je onda na toj polici jedno 20 slobodnih mjesta. Sada je puna i opet moram neke CD-ove držati na podu. Evo opet za download moja lista CD-ova, pa ako nekom treba da uploadiram koji (sada imam velik limit) ili ako me neko poznaje pa da posudim koji. I da, nisam sigurna jesam li sve stavila.
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UMJETNICI KOJE SE TREBA ZAPAMTITI

KURT COBAIN

Kurt Cobain je osoba koju jdnostavno obožavam već 7 godina. Prvenstvno bio je super glazbenik. Pokazao je da se može svirati samo powerchorde i da se s njima može postići dosta toga. Da se ne treba imati solaže koje ispiju mozak niti ništa slično da bi glazba bila dobra. Poslje toga, imao je dobre tekstove. Volim njegove tekstove jer se s puno njih mogu povezati. Također mi se sviđa to što je bio protin skih -izma i sviđaju mi se njegove misli općenito. Bio j feminist i to mu daje jedan veliki plus. Vjerujem da se ubio. Uz svu tu osobnost koja mi se sviđa usprkos svim manama izgledao je dobro. Pogotovo u 1988. kada je imao dugačku crnu kosu. Bradu ne volim.

PJ HARVEY

Trenutno ne znam, ali mislim da je volim isto kao i Kurta, možda čak i više. Mada je volim samo 2 i pol godine. Uz nju sam se potpuno zaljubila u ženski rock, koji mi se do onda nije ništa posebno sviđao jer sam mislila da su muškarci bolji glazbenici. Njene pjesme su me potakle na razmišljanje, kao nijedne prije. Njene pjesme su mi uvelike pomogle da shvatim svijet oko sebe. I sada se mogu povezai s njima, a općenito se lagano mogu povezati s Polly kao osobom jer smo imale poprilično slično djetinjstvo. Samo ja nisam odrasla u tako maloj sredini. Glazba je jednostavna i savršena zbog svoj jednostavnosti.

COURTNEY LOVE

Mrzim kada ju ljudi osuđuju samo zato što je bila njegova žena. Pa dajte, ona ga je voljela! I šta je toliko loše u tome?! Ja volim njen glas. Volim njezine riječi pjesama. Gitaristica Jje lošija od mene, to je istina. I u ranijim danima sviranja cilj mi je bio svirati kao ona. Sada sam je prešla, a pokupila sam ono iz njezinog stila šta volim. TEkstovi pjesama su me također naveli da promjenim mišljenje o muškarcima koje sam do tada imala. Zapravo, zahvaljujući njoj i Polly uspjela sam stvoriti sebe kakva sada jesam. Da njih nije bilo vjerojatno bi mislila da je seksizam OK i slične stvari. Courtney je zakon u svakom pogledu.

KAT BJELLAND

Priznajem, kada sam prvi put čula Babes In Toyland (dakle 8. razred) nisam ih baš voljela. Zapravo, mislila sam da su očajne i prezirala sam riječi njihovih pjesama. Ipak, u to vrijeme sam slušala malo metala i skoro sam se pretvorila u metalku seksisticu. Ipak, Polly i Courtney su prevladale i ja sam s vremenom počela jako voljeti riot grrrl, a najvažniji trenutak je bilo ljeto 2004. znači razdoblje kada sam počela slušati i voljeti Babes In Toyland. Kat sam zavoljela s vremenom i vidjela koliko je ona zapravo genijalna. A je, stvarno je. Glas joj je super, dobro svira gitaru. Tekstovi su joj nšto posebno. Koliko sam ih god prije prezirala sada mogu reći da ih volim. Točnije, jako ih volim.

BRODY DALLE

Gitaristica i pjevačica meni vrlo dragih Distilelrsa. Glas joj je u rangu s Courtneynim. Zapravo, Courtney joj je bila veliki uzor. I slušala je većinu bendova koje ja slušam sada i inspirirana njima i punkom stvarala je svoju glazbu. Ja slušam bendov koje je ona slušala i inspirirana sam punkom i Sourpussom (njen prvi bend) i Distillersima. Tako da mislim da će moja glazba bar malo ličiti na Distillerse. Možda ih zato i toliko volim.

KATHLEEN HANNA

Jedna od novih uzora. Naravno da slušam Bikini Kill. I naravno da mi se sviđaju riječi njihovih pjesama, pa ja sam riotica. Bikini Kill su riot grrrl, inspirirani punkom i bore se protiv seksizma i bez njih možda riot grrrl-a ne bi bilo. No malo ljudi zna da ja jako volim Le Tigre. Baš jako. Ako se zna da volim Le Tigre, još manje ljudi zna da su oni zapravo više disco nego punk bend. I Kathleen je pjevačica. I piše tekstove. I ja jako volim Le Tigre. Jako volim i Bikini Kill. I oba benda mi u životu jako znače.

MIA ZAPATA

Pjevačica benda The Gits. Silovana i zadavljena kada se jedne noći vraćala iz kluba. Rpošlo je 11 godina da otkriju ubojicu zato što policija ništa nije poduzimala. Mislim da ima super glas i ima jako dobre tekstove. Šteta što nije imala dužu karijeru i što nije snimila više albuma.

KIM GORDON

Do sada su na redu za hvaljenje bile pjevačice i gitaristice. Sada na red dolaze bassistice. Kim Gordon je prva na toj listi. Njene pjesme volim više nego Thurstonove i ima jednostavno nešta u njenom glasu. Određena doza traumatičnosti i drame koja se s glazbom Sonic Youtha sluper slaže. Jedna od pionirki riot grrrl-a-

D'ARCY WRETZKY

Najdraža članica Smashing Pumpkinsa. Nikada se nije mogla dovoljno kreativno izraziti u tom bendu. Na kraju ju je pizda Billy otjerao iz benda zbog ovisnosti o cracku. Jedna od najboljih bassistica.

KIM DEAL

Njene pjesme jednostavo imaju nešto u sebi. Bolje su od Charlesovi. Ima super glas i naravno, podcjenjena je u Pixiesima. Na koncertu u Zagrebu pjevala je samo jednu pjesmu. Sramota. Bass dionica na Bone Machine osvaja uši

KIRSTEN PFAFF

Živjela je prekratko da bi ostavila išta značajnije, ali ono što je ostavila meni puno znači. Svirala je bass na albumu Live Trough This od Hole i po mom mišljenju ona je bila najbolje bassistica koju su ikada imali. Kurt je za nju rekao da ima predivnu dušu i da je stvarno dobra osoba. Rođena je na isti dan kad i ja, imamo isto srednje ime. Ona je starija 22 godine. Umrla je 2 mjeseca poslje Kurta od prevelike doze heroina.

MELISSA AUF DER MAUR

Svirala je u Hole i u Pumpkinsima. Ima super solo karijeru i nadarena je glazbenica i fotografkinja. Ima i dobre tekstove. Svira i gitaru. Jednostavno je moram uključiti na listu.

NAOMI WATTS

Ne, nisam fan Kruga niti King Konga. Mada su filmovi gledljivi. Mislim da je Naomi super glumica i jednostavno me osvojila svojom ulogom u Mulholland Drive. Mislim da nije svatko u stanju odglumiti 2 različite osobnosti u istom filmu. A i treba se biti hrabar za snimiti sve te scene. Jesam liberalna, ali meni bi bilo neugodno. Zapravo, većini ljudi bi bilo neugodno. Također mi se sviđa i film Ostani mrtav u kojem također ona glumi. A 21 Gram mi je isto jedan od najdražih filmova ikada snimljenih.

NICOLE KIDMAN

Što više gledam filmove (a u zadnje vrijeme ih gledam poprilično često i puno) shvaćam da ima dobrih glumaca i da bez njih film ne bi bio isti. Svi filmovi koje sam s Nicole gledala su bili super. A u ulozi Virginie Woolf me oduševila kako je dobro odglumila. Jer mogla sam se poistovjetiti s likom iz filma, a to mi je do sada uspjelo samo 2 puta.

CHLOE SEVIGNY

Jedna od glumica a koje se baš nije čulo, više nešto kao indie glumica. Glumi bolje od svih onih Angelini Jolie i Scarlet Johnston koje su u filmovima jedino zahvaljujući izgledu. Gledala sam 2 filma u kojima je glumila i oba su mi se svidjela. Surađivala je s Kim Gordon iz Sonic Youtha.

FRANCES FARMER

Napisala sam post o njoj. Uglavom, glumica izmučena samo zbog toga što je bila drugačija. Slamali su je i nažalost su je uspjeli slomiti. Na kraju su joj ubili duh lobotomijom. Nije to zaslužila

BENDOVI KOJE VOLIM...

PJ Harvey

"I'm not trying to cause a fuss
I just wanna make my own fuck-ups
I'm not trying to break your heart
I'm just trying not to fall apart"
-The Pocket Knife-

-Who The Fuck-
Who the fuck do you think you are
Get out of my hair
who the fuck do you think you are
Comin' round here
who the fuck who the fuck
who the fuck do you think you are

Get your comb out of there
Combing out my hair

I'm not like other girls
You can't straighten my curls
I'm not like other girls
You can't straighten my curls
No!

Who the fuck you tryin' to be
Get your dog away from me!
What the fuck you doing in there
Get your dirty fingers out of my hair

Who who who who
Fuck fuck fuck you

I'm free, you'll see
I'm me, you'll see

- slušam 2 godine-

HOLE

"Slut me open and suck my scars"
-Loaded-

-Garbadge Man-
She tears the hole up even wider
Lets all the darkness up inside her
Holy old, yeah, you're mine
Your everything is mine

Without, without a doubt
Without, without a doubt
Hey, where the fuck were you when my lights went out?

Yeah, you don't want to look at it
Yeah, you don't want to look at it

Without, without a doubt
Come on and let me out
Hey, where the fuck were you when my lights went out?

Yeah, you don't want to look at it
Yeah, you don't want to look at me

Come on and let me out
Come on and let me out
Yeah, tie a soul to you when your life goes down

Time flies when you're falling down
I spread my rot all over this town
And every one of you looks the same
And every one of you feels the same

BIKINI KILL

Peace, love, & equality
-Blood One-

-Star Bellied Boy-
He said he wanted to
Just touch you

HE SAID HE WANTED TO
JUST TOUCH YOU

Star bellied boy different from the rest
Yr so different from the rest
Prove yr different from the rest
Yr no fucking different from the rest

(I only wanted to believe we are all free)

And then he said "Why wont you fuck me?"
And then he said "Do me do me do me"
And then he said "I'll be your best friend"
And then I said......
Why
Do
I
Cry
Every
Time
That
I
Cum?

I can't I can't I can't cum
I can't I can't I can't cum
I can't I can't I can't cum
I can't I can't I can't cum
Why?

BABES IN TOYLAND

So bright
I cant find sky
And why?
Always got to do that thing
Do that thing to me
-Dogg-

-Lashes-
She screams sweet hell
In her old white nightie
With rips and tears shes too aware
See through big black bombs
That explode on chickens
All the while she thickens
From
Cracks in the mortar
Cracks in the mortal
Babys got ruby jewel lashes
Thatll whip your spine
I see you grew into
That stiff gray suit theyve sewn for you
Scrub you clean
Now you forget what you mean
Wimpworm completely thick
Its you who makes me sick
With a great old brick and mortar
Cracks in the mortar
Cracks in the mortal
Cracks in the mortar
Babys got ruby jewel lashes
Thatll whip your spine
Every time she blinks
Makes me sink into ruby
Ruby* ruby jewel lashes
So I put on my best sunday dress
And I waltz straight into this mess of mine* posing as a guest
Or something much less
Than a crazy old doll in a crazy old dress
Cracks in the mortar
Cracks in the mortal
Cracks in the mortar
Babys got ruby jewel lashes
Thatll whip your spine
Well the thin moon sugar
It shines like a wino
The thin moon sugar it shines like a wino for me

L7

Don't wanna be rich
Now can't you see the way they dress
They dress
-American Society-

-Shove-
Bill collector called today
Shove
IRS is on my case
Shove
My boss says i should comb my hair
Shove
My father thinks that i'm nowhere

Get out of my way or i might shove
Get out of my way or i'm gonna shove

Landlord doesn't like my dog
Shove
My eyes are burning from the smog
Shove
The neighbors say i jam too loud
Shove
America thinks it should be proud

Some guy just pinched my ass
Shove
Drunken bums ain't go no class
Shove
The club says i won't get paid
Shove
it's been months since i've been laid

THE DISTILLERS

don't know but i know it
you better find out what your place is
urban plight is in the city streets
it's infectious and it's complacent

-Idoless-

-Sing Sing Death House-
I am a death house haunted mirror
Acerbic heart ain't nothing pure in here
I keep the memories of a broken you
Sing sing the stories of a fractured few

I believe I will open up
For all my rage will surely come undone
Sing Sing Death House!

I am agnostic but I hang on a cross
Faithless saintless my sin stabs
I wear the crown of oblivion
Rule and aching void watch my sun burn out

I am a death house haunted mirror
Acerbic heart ain't nothing pure in here
You close the door I sing pleading
Save me before you leave you're leaving

SLEATER-KINNEY

Do ya get nervous watching me bleed?
-Dig Me Out-

-Call THe Doctor-
Hey want to socialize you
They want to purify you
They want to dignify, analyze and terrify you

This is love and you can't make it
In a formula or shake me
I'm your monster i'm not like you
All your life is written for you

(Look out they want what you know
Steal a kid break a heart steal the show
Peel back the skin see what's there
I'll never show you what's in here)

You're life is good for one thing
You're messing with what's sacred
They want to simplify your needs and likes
To sterilize you

This is love and you can't make it
In a formula or break me
I'm your monster i'm just like you
All my life is right before you

(Don't need you to explain the pain
I can prove to you it's all fake
She's dead but she can stand she can walk
Call the doctor miracle she can talk)

Call the doctor

This is love and you can't break it
In a formula or make me
I'm no monster i'm just like you
All my life is right before me

(This is not really me at all
Stunt girl daring twirls watch me fall
Can't tell anymore the real parts)

Be Your Own Pet

But I was wrong, so wrong
Been thinking about this for far too long
And I'm tired, so tired
I'm tired of this Goddamn love riot
-Love Your Shotgun-

-Stairway To Heaven-
A stairway to heaven...

Lean on my shoulder, lean on my shoulder
I want another year older
Lean on my shoulder, lean on my shoulder
And share a bed with me
Lean on my shoulder, lean on my shoulder
I want another year older
Lean on my shoulder, lean on my shoulder
And share a bed with me

Get this something out of my head
There's too much shit going on my brain
Hurry hurry hurry hurry
Cos I think I'm gonna go insane

Whatever whatever whatever whatever
I know I know you know you're clever
So seduce me, introduce me
On the list you've had forever

My brain is on fire, my brain is on fire
So whisper in my ear
When it's all over, when it's all over
You can come and kiss me right here

My brain is on fire, my brain is on fire
So whisper in my ear
When it's all over, when it's all over
You can call me, kiss me right here

The Raincoats

Oh, I want to be pretty in a great big city
And oh I'd like to be so pretty in this great big city
And isn't it a pity if you're not the prettiest thing in the world
When you live in a great big city?
-Pretty-

-Looking In The Shadows-
You cross the street thinking
This way, or that way?
You chose the third
Your heart silently bleeding

You said,
I'll open the door
You said,
I'll break the window
You said,
I'll look at you

You cross the street, thinking
Looking in the shadows
You chose to see
Your heart silently bleeding

You thought,
I'll open the door
You thought,
I'll break the window
You thought,
I'll look at you

THE SLITS

He had fun experience
Nothing he does ever makes sense
He is only curious
Don't take it serious
-So Tough-

-Instant Hit-
He is a boy
He's very thin
Until tomorrow
Took heroin
Don't like himself very much
'Cause he has set to set to self-destruct
He is
Set to self-destruct
He is
Too good to be true

Enjoy it
Destroy it

He is
Too good to be true
He is
Set to self-destruct (set to self-destruct)

Enjoy it
Destroy it

I could
Hate you anytime
I could
Give you anything

Enjoy it
Destroy it

I forgive you anything
But I could
Hate you anytime

Enjoy it
Destroy it

He is
Set to self-destruct

JACK OFF JILL

When I am queen I will insist with perfect scars upon my wrists
that everything you once held dear is taken away from you
-When I Am Queen-

-Vivica-
Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch you burn in humid hell
No sleeping pills no old tattoos
will save you now

He'll never change he's just too vague
he'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch you sit I watch you dwell
No crooked spine no torn up rag
will save you now

He'll never change he's not that brave
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica I wish you well
I'll sit right here I'll never tell
no tender scar no twist of fate
will save you now

He'll never change he's just not there
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you will I really do, I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

She's empty and so beautiful
I'll keep her here with me

LE TIGRE

You talk good,
I’ll eat glass.
I heard you read my mind behind my back.
-TKO-

-Don't Drink Poison-
We learned this lesson five times fine: fake left, go right, back-stabs read minds!
Taillights shine beautiful, they make halos on the road.
Don't give our keys to the city to shark-suits, b-sides, free-things-please!
I left the code at the coat-check pointed to the word on my neck.
That's me, all night on stand-by.
Three words, three things...oh please please!
Don't, don't drink poison!
Wolf Girl, poolside, I'm in the lobby.
Gay concierge-spy high fives me.
It's all cool enemy style, smile at the tv while you download her file.
Watch for the quick slip, money shot, vid clip.
Walk past slowly, pass me the nurse kit.
Don't be fooled by the sister vocab...keep it light, put it on her tab.
Heads up for this tonight...it's some you'll recognize.
Looks like lips and feels like teeth, always waving to the people from the magazine.
There's one thing they love to see...it's tear jearks for charity and blank smirks all the way
to the airport.
There's one drink, on ice, oh I think it's ...
They say trouble comes in threes, I say Chicken Ceasar grows on trees.
It could be lucky to be out of luck.
I mean, better than to take the test where amnesiacs must write on napkins.
Prepare for what might happen.
In a trance from polished talk we think...coat throat, lemon lime, hot choc, oh! ...
Fem Exec is right behind me.
Almost there, through the glass doors, against the wall, on the third floor.
We found a robot hand hidden in a potted plant.
And we're not too nice to notice when white wine stinks and we're misquoted.
7 YEAR BITCH

Dead men don't rape
I don't have pity not a single tear
For those who get joy from a woman's fear
I'd rather get a gun and just blow you away
Then you'll learn first hand
Dead men don't rape
-Dead Man Don't Rape-
-M.I.A.-
Matter of fact
No fact
No matter
Who do you suspect
Who is not afraid to die
Who would tell such a lie
Who runs away
Who do we fear?

Somebody just like you gonna rape and strangle you?
Would you mutilate yourself?
And who would be so shocked by the brutal murder of a killer?

Will there be hundreds mourning for you?
Will they talk of the talent and inspiration you gave?
No
Who besides your mother will stand in sorrow at your grave?

Mother may i?
Momma mia

I'll see ya
I'll see ya
I'll see ya

I can't see
I can't see
I can't see
I can't see

It's dark here
No direction
Just aggrivation
Aggrivation over losing you
To who
No justice
No clue

And the core of this agitation is my aggrivation
Yeah the core of this aggitation is my aggrivation
I come down and upon despration
I crawl inside and look out

Look out
Look out

I can't see
I can't see
I can't see.

Some things don't come full circle
Circle
Circle

Pace
Pace
Pace
We walk in place

No fact
No matter
Society did this to you?
Does society have justice for you?
Well if not
I do

Because the core of this aggitation is my aggrivation
Yeah the core of this aggitation is my aggrivation
I come down and upon desperation
I crawl inside and look out

I can't see
I can't see
I can't see
I can't see
I can't see

Socitey did this to you?
Does society have justice for you?
If not
I do

X RAY SPEX

My mind is like a plastic bag
That corresponds to all those ads
It sucks up all the rubbish
That is fed in through by ear
I eat Kleenex for breakfast
And use soft hygienic Weetabix
To dry my tears
-Plastic Bag-

-I Am A Poseur-
I am a poseur and I don't care
I like to make people stare
I am a poseur and I don't care
I like to make people stare

Exhibition is the name
Voyeurism is the game
Stereoscopic is the show
Viewing time makes it grow

My facade is just a fake
Shock horror no escape
Sensationalism for the feed
Caricatures are what you breed

Anti-art was the start
Establishments like a laugh
Yes we're very entertaining
Overtones can be betraying