Misticni glasovi vode do samoubistva, ujediniti cu svoju pozudu s njegovom, bestidan grijeh u mojim venama, magicni krug. Gospodaru mracnih krila, zamraci moju dusu. Spali moje oci, ucini da vidim iluzije.U crnim plamenovima cu gorjeti zauvijek, dijete mojih morbidnih perverzija u vristecem sjaju tame. Pjeva okultni psalm.Sa knjigom vjecnog prokletstva, stvorila sam lice zivotinje, nesveti psalm da vodi duse, krv je veza sa mojim gospodarom.Hladni vjetrovi unistenja preovladavaju, sedam rogova pjeva prorocanstvo, svala i dika do najdubljeg dna odaju moju vjecnu molitvu.
Vatra na nebu je ugasena, plave vode vise ne placu, drvece je prestalo plesati. Potok svjezine hladnih vjetrova vise ne postoji. Kisa ne pada iz neba, ali se padanje nastavlja iz vena skoro mrtvog djecaka.
Tu je bilo mrznje.
Tu je bilo hladnoce.
Sada, tu je samo tamni kamen, nadgrobni spomenik. Sa oltarom, oltarom koji je sluzi kao krevet. Krevet vjecnog sna.
Snovi covjeka dok spava su snovi olaksanja, kapija koja vodi iz pakla, u rupu smrti. Ne ometen ljudski san. I znaj, jednog dana grob ce biti otkljucan, ta dusa se mora vratiti u svoj svijet, ali ovaj put kao izgubljena zaboravljena i tuzna.
Proklet.
Lovom.
Beskonacnim.
Tamno crvena tekucina se slijeva niz hladne, grubo obradjene blokove betona. Rasjeceni obraz je jedina topla tacka na mom tijelu. Krv se vec zgrusala, mozda budem imala srece pa mi jos jedna kapljica ugrije oprhlu usnu.
Mislim da cu zaspati, bol je vec odavno nestala, samo je hladnoca tu. Ne razumijem, inace nije ovako hladno u martu.
Kisa pada. Volim taj zvuk odbijanja kapljica od asfalt. Mislim da umirem, steta nisam znala da ce ovako biti, mogla sam nekako proslaviti zadnji dan zivota. Ne znam kako sam dospijela ovdje, oci su mi mi otvorene tek centimetar, a i maglovito je, od suza.
Ne placem, nikada to ne radim, barem ne bez dobrog razloga. Osjetim kako mi dusa napusta tijelo, vec sam iskrvarila. Steta, nisam se stigla oprostiti.
Tamna sjena, i blagi nalet vjetra sa tim mirisom bile su dovoljne da mi vrate ono malo energije koje sam posjedovala i ponovo otvorim oci. "Tu si." promrmljah.
"Uvijek sam i bio."
Znam da jesi, ali sada samo zelim da me poljubis i pustis me da odem, daleko odavde. Nema vise osmjeha, pogleda, lica, lazi, zivota. Ne zalim zbog niceg.
Taj trenutak kada si me zagrlio bio je dovoljan da spoznam da sam u zivotu imala sve, iako ti nikada nisam uspjela reci ono sto osjecam, ali opet, mozda je i bolje tako.
Words are flying out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me
Nothing's gonna change my world
Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
That call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe
Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
exciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe.
Tužno je.
Besmisleno.
Spavati skrivenih lica
pod maskom svojih laži
skrivati ono nešto
ono malo istine.
Sve oko mene
samo su zaprljane duše,
samo čudovišta s maskom,
samo duhovi u okovima svojih grijeha.
Samo nijeme usne koje skrivaju istinu.
Želim zaboraviti.
Želim sanjati.
Sada sam samo broj.
Samo propala sekunda
u životu bez vječnosti.
Gledam svoj odraz u vodi.
Vodi života.
Želim biti netko.
Primijeti me.
Želim ti pokazati ono nešto.
Ono nešto skriveno.
Ono nešto zaboravljeno.
Nema me, ali tu sam.
Uvijek ću biti tu.
Negdje unutra.
Iako sam nestala.
Tralalalala :D
Odavno nisam bila ovako hepi, tako da mislim da ovo zasluzuje post. (:
Obozavam vas sve, i rockin' nova. :D
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Moj Daemon.
Snow Leopard Daemon, named Pelloneus.
Spontaneuos, modest, fickle, assertive, and humble.
Pelloneus is a male Daemon, as human and daemon pairs are typically the opposite sex.
DEAD BEAT.
Šime.
Bloody Mary.
Mrle.
MINE.
MySpace.
Facebook.
Slusam:
1.Annihilator.
2.Aborym.
3.Iced Earth.
4.Dark Funeral.
5.Burzum.
6.Gorgoroth.
7.Borknagar.
8.Immortal.
9.Skid Row.
10.Cult.
11.Slayer.
12.Evanescence.
13.Behemoth.
14.Guns 'n' Roses.
15.Hammerfall.
16.HIM.
17.Hypocrisy.
18.Iced Earth.
19.Iron Maiden.
20.Korn.
21.Lordi.
22.Linkin Park.
23.Limp Bizkit.
24.Lamb Of God.
25.Machine Head.
26.Marilyn Manson.
27.Metallica.
28.Nightwish.
29.Psyclon Nine.
30.Pantera.
31.Bal-Sagoth.
32.Rage Against The Machine.
33.Veyš my šina.
34.Rasmus.
35.Sepultura.
36.Slipknot.
37.Static-X.
38.System.
39.Coal Chamber.
Words that mean everything.
Dark Funeral - Goddess of Sodomy
Come forth, the goddess of sodomy.
My body is the source of pain, bow.
Worship me.And suck my soul.
Every single hole in you is mine, so now.
Obey.
Deep inside, you feel me pulsate.
More and more and more.
I hear you groan, you want me inside.
Again, again, again, again.
You give me pleasure, I offer you pain.
The highest level of ecstasy, sexually insane.
Behind my mask of pretending, I hide.
In my dominion of pain.
I am your god, I am your believes.
I control your desire, with my godlike white salted wine.
Behind my mask of pretending, I hide.
In my dominion of pain.
I am the way to the land of your pleasure.
I am the way to your eternal lust.
Metallica - Master of Pupptes.
End of passion play, crumbling away
I'm your source of self-destruction
Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear
Leading on your deaths construction
Taste me you will see
More is all you need
Dedicated to
How I'm killing you
Come crawling faster
Obey your Master
Your life burns faster
Obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind, smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Needlework the way, never you betray
Line of death becoming clearer
Pain monopoly, ritual misery
Chop your breakfast on a mirror
Taste me you will see
More is all you need
Dedicated to
How I'm killing you
Come crawling faster
Obey your Master
Your life burns faster
Obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind, smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Master, Master, where's the dreams that I've been after?
Master, Master, you promised only lies
Laughter, laughter, all I hear or see is laughter
Laughter, laughter, laughing at my cries
Speak to me!
Hell is worth all that, natural habitat
Just a rhyme without a reason
Neverending phase, Drift on numbered days
Now your life is out of season
I will occupy
I will help you die
I will run through you
Now I rule you too
Come crawling faster
Obey your Master
Your life burns faster
Obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind, smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master.
Aborym - Suffer Catalyst.
Betrayal - a lone soldier
Prepared for the last call
Solitude - the highest fate
Conclude everything and all
Death in the wastelands
Herald the last standing
Obey the first born
Our world will be torn
Conflict - a movement of free
Signal the coming
Gratification - a battered fight
I think you better sharpen the knife
Master and Slave
Increase, full on
Stupid or brave
Shrieking
Hardcore - for legends
Rise from ashes
Semigod - end of days
No more praise
Suffer no more
Catalyst for once and for all
Stop dreaming
A will to be free
[Fabban latin chorus:]
Omnia munda mundis
Death in the wastelands
Herald the last standing
Obey the first born
Our world will be torn
Conflict - a movement of free
Signal the coming.
Hypocrisy - All turns black.
[Verse 1]
I've been searching for the peace in my mind
It's nowhere to be found.
Your soul with me
Resting under my skin.
I see no point of living the life I lead
It hurts me too much.
Can you feel what I feel?
It must go deep.
My own soul is my enemy.
[Chorus]
It seems like everything I do just crashes down
It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal.
Broken promises now run through my head
I can't see the future and it all turns black.
[Verse 2]
What's the point of being here
When this whole life is dragging me down?
Is this how we'll be?
I don't want to be part of it.
It must go deep.
My own soul is my enemy.
[Chorus]
It seems like everything I do just crashes down
It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal.
Broken promises now run through my head
I can't see the future. It all turns black.
[Verse 3]
If there's another way
You can live another day
Then you'll know just when pressure's getting stronger.
I can hear voices calling my name
I guess they are over my head.
[Chorus x2]
It seems like everything I do just crashes down
It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal.
Broken promises now run through my head
Skid Row - Wasted time.
You and I together in our lives
Sacred ties would never fray
Then why cant I let myself tell lies
And watch you die every day
I think back to the times
When dreams were what mattered
Tough talking youth naivete
You said you never let me down
But the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation
Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
Paranoid delusions they haunt you
Wheres my friend I used to know
Hes all alone
Hes buried deep within a carcass
Searching for a soul
Can you feel me inside your heart
As its bleeding
Why cant you belive you
Cant be loved
I hear you scream in agony
And the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation
Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
You said you never let me down
But the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation
Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
The sun will rise again
The earth will turn to sand
Creations colors seem to fade to grey
And youll see the sickly hands of time
Will write your final rhyme
And end a memory
I never thought youd let it get
This far, boy