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nedjelja, 09.11.2008.

crwn thy frnicatr.

Nemam inspiracije. I ne zelim da pisem.
Ali me tjera kao i uvijek, zna da cu dobro uraditi. Ne znam zasto, ali vjeruje u mene, kada ja znam da cu nesto jako lose uradit, kaze nesto i eo pocnem ja pisati.
Kakvo ce ispasti ne znam, ali kaze da ce biti dobro, da ce joj se svidjet.
Scream.
Nevjerovatna je. Mozes da je mrzis i volis u isto vrijeme Ali opet se odlucis nekako da je volis.
Ona je cisti bijeli papir sa jednom crnom tackom.
Znaci 99% dobrog, i onaj 1% loseg.
Fascinantno. Scream.
Zanimljivo je kada se jednoj osobi pri pozivu na telefon javljas sa:"Ne pizdi." xD
Tako je jedinstvena, i taman kada pomislis da malo fali da te zamrzi zbog toga jer misli da se udaljavas od nje osjetis njene suze i pokislu kosu na golom ramenu i osjetis ono sto vas povezuje.
Obozavam je kada me mrzi, kada se brine, kada hoce da me ubije, kada vristi, dere se, kada pizdi, kada place, kada bulji, kada govori,kada slusa, kada zna.
Znam da ocekuje da je opisem sada, kao sto nikada nikoga prije nisam opisala, i ne izvlacim se govoreci da rijeci koje bi nju opisale ne postoje. Te rijeci postoje, kao i sve druge, naravno. Ali jednostavno su se sada izbrisale iz mog sirokogrudnog uma, i da ih poznajem tako dobro opet ne znam u kojem kontekstu da ih ispricam. Napisem. Izgovorim. Scream.
Nekada zelim da ju ne poznajem nikako,da je mrzim, ono kada se ufura, i umisli da je nesto posebno.
Ona jeste nesto posebno, u mom srcu.
Ima ona recenica sta je cance koriste: Za svijet ti si samo jedna osoba, a za jednu osobu ti si cijeli svijet.
Na to mislim. S druge strane zelim da je volim kada je sretna, kada skace po lokvama i pravi onaj cudan zvuk dok otvara kisobrana kisa vec pljusti.Scream.
Ma nema, cura je - talenat. :D
Znam da sam trebala opisati nas, ali ph, ne znam.

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Moj Daemon.
Snow Leopard Daemon, named Pelloneus.
Spontaneuos, modest, fickle, assertive, and humble.
Pelloneus is a male Daemon, as human and daemon pairs are typically the opposite sex.

DEAD BEAT.

Šime.

Bloody Mary.

Mrle.

MINE.

MySpace.

Facebook.

Slusam:

1.Annihilator.
2.Aborym.
3.Iced Earth.
4.Dark Funeral.
5.Burzum.
6.Gorgoroth.
7.Borknagar.
8.Immortal.
9.Skid Row.
10.Cult.
11.Slayer.
12.Evanescence.
13.Behemoth.
14.Guns 'n' Roses.
15.Hammerfall.
16.HIM.
17.Hypocrisy.
18.Iced Earth.
19.Iron Maiden.
20.Korn.
21.Lordi.
22.Linkin Park.
23.Limp Bizkit.
24.Lamb Of God.
25.Machine Head.
26.Marilyn Manson.
27.Metallica.
28.Nightwish.
29.Psyclon Nine.
30.Pantera.
31.Bal-Sagoth.
32.Rage Against The Machine.
33.Veyš my šina.
34.Rasmus.
35.Sepultura.
36.Slipknot.
37.Static-X.
38.System.
39.Coal Chamber.

Words that mean everything.

Dark Funeral - Goddess of Sodomy
Come forth, the goddess of sodomy.
My body is the source of pain, bow.
Worship me.And suck my soul.
Every single hole in you is mine, so now.
Obey.
Deep inside, you feel me pulsate.
More and more and more.
I hear you groan, you want me inside.
Again, again, again, again.
You give me pleasure, I offer you pain.
The highest level of ecstasy, sexually insane.
Behind my mask of pretending, I hide.
In my dominion of pain.
I am your god, I am your believes.
I control your desire, with my godlike white salted wine.
Behind my mask of pretending, I hide.
In my dominion of pain.
I am the way to the land of your pleasure.
I am the way to your eternal lust.

Metallica - Master of Pupptes.
End of passion play, crumbling away
I'm your source of self-destruction
Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear
Leading on your deaths construction
Taste me you will see
More is all you need
Dedicated to
How I'm killing you

Come crawling faster
Obey your Master
Your life burns faster
Obey your Master
Master

Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind, smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master

Needlework the way, never you betray
Line of death becoming clearer
Pain monopoly, ritual misery
Chop your breakfast on a mirror
Taste me you will see
More is all you need
Dedicated to
How I'm killing you

Come crawling faster
Obey your Master
Your life burns faster
Obey your Master
Master

Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind, smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master

Master, Master, where's the dreams that I've been after?
Master, Master, you promised only lies
Laughter, laughter, all I hear or see is laughter
Laughter, laughter, laughing at my cries
Speak to me!
Hell is worth all that, natural habitat
Just a rhyme without a reason
Neverending phase, Drift on numbered days
Now your life is out of season
I will occupy
I will help you die
I will run through you
Now I rule you too

Come crawling faster
Obey your Master
Your life burns faster
Obey your Master
Master

Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind, smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master.

Aborym - Suffer Catalyst.

Betrayal - a lone soldier
Prepared for the last call
Solitude - the highest fate
Conclude everything and all

Death in the wastelands
Herald the last standing
Obey the first born
Our world will be torn

Conflict - a movement of free
Signal the coming

Gratification - a battered fight
I think you better sharpen the knife

Master and Slave
Increase, full on

Stupid or brave
Shrieking

Hardcore - for legends
Rise from ashes
Semigod - end of days
No more praise

Suffer no more
Catalyst for once and for all
Stop dreaming
A will to be free

[Fabban latin chorus:]
Omnia munda mundis

Death in the wastelands
Herald the last standing
Obey the first born
Our world will be torn

Conflict - a movement of free
Signal the coming.

Hypocrisy - All turns black.

[Verse 1]
I've been searching for the peace in my mind
It's nowhere to be found.
Your soul with me
Resting under my skin.

I see no point of living the life I lead
It hurts me too much.
Can you feel what I feel?

It must go deep.
My own soul is my enemy.

[Chorus]
It seems like everything I do just crashes down
It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal.
Broken promises now run through my head
I can't see the future and it all turns black.

[Verse 2]
What's the point of being here
When this whole life is dragging me down?
Is this how we'll be?
I don't want to be part of it.

It must go deep.
My own soul is my enemy.

[Chorus]
It seems like everything I do just crashes down
It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal.
Broken promises now run through my head
I can't see the future. It all turns black.

[Verse 3]
If there's another way
You can live another day
Then you'll know just when pressure's getting stronger.
I can hear voices calling my name
I guess they are over my head.

[Chorus x2]
It seems like everything I do just crashes down
It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal.
Broken promises now run through my head


Skid Row - Wasted time.

You and I together in our lives
Sacred ties would never fray
Then why cant I let myself tell lies
And watch you die every day

I think back to the times
When dreams were what mattered
Tough talking youth naivete

You said you never let me down
But the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation

Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

Paranoid delusions they haunt you
Wheres my friend I used to know
Hes all alone
Hes buried deep within a carcass
Searching for a soul

Can you feel me inside your heart
As its bleeding
Why cant you belive you
Cant be loved

I hear you scream in agony
And the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation

Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

You said you never let me down
But the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation

Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

The sun will rise again
The earth will turn to sand
Creations colors seem to fade to grey
And youll see the sickly hands of time
Will write your final rhyme
And end a memory

I never thought youd let it get
This far, boy

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