Pismo zivotu


Vec odavno zelim da napisem sta osjecam,ali zbog nekog meni neobjasnjivog razloga svaki put to odgadjam.
Mozda se bojim da necu uspjeti prenjeti ono sto zelim na papir,te da ce me drugi,a i ja sama sebe pogresno razumijeti.
Mozda se bojim da cu ukrasti rijeci i ideju nekog davno zaboravljenog pisca koji je to vec ucinio,jer je bio hrabriji od mene.Ali ja te rijeci zbog svoje sebicnosti ili zaokupljenosti necim manje vaznim nisam uspjela razumjeti ili bar procitati.
Pa zar ne vidimo svi zivot na razlicite nacine.
Neko ga proklinje,neko mu se divi,a neko pokusava biti sto manje zapazen da ga zivot slucajno ne bi primjetio i namjerno mu bacio neku svoju pakost u lice.
I tako zivimo svi zaokupljeni sobom i svojim idejama.

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Voljela bi kupiti sebi one ruzicaste naocale koje zivot prodaje po tako skupoj cijeni.A mi tu cijenu placamo srecom.
Pa sta je sreca?
Zar to nije kada pronadjes sjajni novcic nasred ulice ili kada te onaj slatki decko pogleda mozda tek slucajno,ali tebi to znaci toliko puno?
Mozda smo mi sami stvorili taj svijet.Svijet u kojem niko ne zne sta je to sreca.
Je li to mozda osjecaj?
Ako jeste opisi mi ga!
Da li su to oni leptirici u stomaku ili su i oni samo dio nase maste?
Da li je to ona blaga vrtoglavica ili one kapi koje nam tako cesto teku niz obraze.
Cula sam da ih zovu suze.Suze?Ne razumijem...Zar one nisu produkt zalosti,ali ponekad i onog neopisivog osjecaja.
Tanka je granica izmedju srece i tuge...

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Ne znam da li me razumijes...ako ne,nema veze...ponekad ni ja sama sebe ne razumjem.
Ne znam kako bi zavrsila sa pisanjem ovog pisma koji nema ni koverte na kojoj bi napisala ime i adresu nepoznatog primatelja.Mozda bi ga poslala zivotu,ali bojim se da bi mi ga postar vratio sa podsmijehom,jer ta adresa ne postoji.
Tada bi ga potpuno razumijela.Nije on kriv sto je dio ove kolotecine i ovog svijeta previse realnog za mene.
Nije on kriv sto se nikad nije zapitao sta je to zapravo zivot.
Ali ja bi najvise voljela kupiti one ruzicaste naocale.
Samo se bojim da nisam skupila dovoljnu kolicinu srece da bi platila njihovu cijenu.


29.04.2007. u 20:00 | K | 13 | P | # | ^


Nasred Une ladja...i mi u njoj


U subotu je dan bio super od samog pocetka...Ja,Dzeny i Dincy smo provele citavu subotu zajedno-bukvalno...smijeh
Na pocetku smo edini trazili starke zato sto jedino ona u drustvo nema primjerak pa eto da upotpunimo kolekcijurofl
Eto onako usput smo dadi kupili lanac za cuku zato sto je rekao da mu je stari pukao...i eto...mi nako iz sege...stas...rofl
A dado onakav kakav je crazy "da nam se oduzi"-na svoj jedinstven nacin odlucio nas provozati ladjom...i otud naslov "Nasred Une ladja...i mi u njoj"...
Na pocetku smo imali malih poteskoca pri ulasku...ali za kojih 5 min ja,dado,edina,dzenana i dadin cuko (rotvajler) smo bili nasred Une...
Priroda je fakat prelijepa...male ribice...kamenje...a mi im tako blizu...
Da...fakat preljepa priroda ali kad smo vidili slapove...joj...malo strasno...pa smo odlucili da im se ne priblizavamo smijeh
I tako nakon nekog vremena smo stojali na cvrstom tlu... smijeh
Poslije je dosao i Hajro...pa smo malo pricali...i onda nas tri produzile u daljnu potragu za starkama...
U sest nije bilo plesne pa smo iskoristili vrijeme za veliki,hladni sladoled...njami
U gradu smo bile do 9 i onda se tek razisle...

p.s.
-Edina je nasla sebi starke (All star)-of course
-Nemam slika dok smo bili u ladji smijeh ali zato imam najnovijih od moje raje...pa pogledajte

Edina i Dzeny cerek

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Ja smokin

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Dado i Max (procjenite koji je koji)roflkiss

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Dzeny,Dado i Ja nut

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19.04.2007. u 22:31 | K | 2 | P | # | ^


Mrzim sto te ne mrzim


Mrzim tvoj smijeh...
Mrzim tvoje oci...
Mrzim nacin na koji me gledas
I na koji me dodirujes...

Mrzim tvoje usne i nacin na koji me ljubis...
Mrzim tvoju kosu i odjecu koju nosis...
Mrzim nacin na koji govoris i na koji slusas muziku...
Mrzim nacin na koji sjedis i na koji sviras gitaru...

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Ali najvise mrzim sto te ne mrzim...
Nimalo...
Nikada...
Nigdje...


06.04.2007. u 21:22 | K | 13 | P | # | ^

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Biografija


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Ja se zovem ajla i rodjena sam 28.06.1993.
Rodjena sam u Bihacu-najljepsem gradu na svijetu (barem meni)
sta volim:
volim svoj gradsmijeh,volim ljeto i sve sto ide uz njega (more,sunce...),volim plesati (sve vrste plesova-pogotovo latinoamericki),
volim svoju seku Lejlukiss,muziku(rock is the best),svirati klavir,citati, volim svog cuku i macusmijeh i sve ostale slatke,male zivotinjice.
sta ne volim:
ne volim dvolicne ljude(takvih bas znam puno) burninmad,narodnjakebang,materijaliste,bljuzgurofl, usminkane fuficenut

Slike


moja sekakiss
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dinasmijeh
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jarofl
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lolla i dincysmijeh
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akismokin
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ja i dincynaughty
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dzenyrofl
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edina i jasmijeh
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dincy i janaughty
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edina kiss
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lolla dincy i dzenypartyrofl
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fannyrofl
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akirofl
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ja i fannynut
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ildacha i jakiss
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ja i gitararofl
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dincy i ja (i fanny u pozadini)smijeh
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dincy,deni i dzeny kissrofl
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moji mali narkomanirofl
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ilda,aki i naco smijeh
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dincy i jakiss
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moje starke (nove i ciste-tad)cerek
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dzeny i janaughty
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dincy i ilda kiss
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aki i gitarasmijeh
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sta ih imaroflkiss
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lolla i jasmijeh
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lolla i dincykiss
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miroflkiss
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ja,dincy i dzenyrofl
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lolla i janaughty
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dincy i jasmijeh
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samra i jasmijeh
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ja i ildachakiss
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fight u vodi ja i benjo vs edina i fanny (moja i benjina pobjeda)smijeh
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izo i deni spremni za kupanjerofl
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ja igram stolni tenisrofl
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sejosmijeh
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jasmijeh
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fanny i jarofl
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akirofl
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ja na Bosanskoj piramidi mjesecarofl
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ja i golubovismijeh
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ja i edinasmokin
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sjedimo u travismijeh
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ja i edina-all starsmijeh
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janut
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najljepsa bebacerek
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jarofl
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ja i ruzasmokin
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crno-bijelo u bojisretan
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jasretan
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yorofl
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Odlutas ponekad i sanjam sam, priznajem ne ide, ali pokusavam
I uvijek dodje D-moll.
Spusti se ko lopov po zicama, ruke mi napuni tvojim sitnicama
I tesko prodje sve to.

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Ostala je knjiga sa par neprocitanih strana
I neke stvarcice od herendi porcelana
I jedan pulover
U kom si bila
Ostala je ploca Best Of Ry Cooder
I fina mala plava kutijica za puder
I ja sam te ostao zeljan dok me bude
Moja mila...

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I mesec bdije nad vrbakom,
srebri nebom zvezda roj,
a kapi vode kao biseri
koji blistaju svud po njoj.

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I ljubim dobre, ljubim lake
neke prave, a neke ne,
i sve su vile, ma sve su kraljice,
i sve su nevazne naspram nje

BOJIM SE:
samoce,liftovalud,zmija,starosti,straha


PREVISE:
vjerujem ljudima,osjecajna,znatizeljna


NAJVECA ZELJA:
naci srodnu dusu rolleyes


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JAKO VOLIM:
romantiku,starke,narukvice (hippy),balasevicacerek,grliti se nut,samo gledati,lezati na travi,pisati,jesti cokoladu,smijati se bez nekog odredjenog razlogalud,plesati,vodu,plivati,zvijezde, isplakati se...


Rastvorio sam se
I potekao

Potocima

Rijekama

Morima

Sada sam tu

Sada sam tu Bez sebe

Gorak

Kako svom izvoru
Da se vratim?


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PO HOROSKOPU:
rak (po kineskom pijetao)


NE VJERUJEM:
u horoskopdead


VJERUJEM:
u vanzemaljce,zivot poslije smrti,vjecnu ljubav,pravo prijateljstvo


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jos uvijek pocetniksmijeh

MOJ MOTO:
bolje da te ljudi mrze zbog onoga sto jesi,nego da te vole zbog onoga sto nisi


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SLUSAM:
Balasevica
Azru
Bijelo Dugme
Parni Valjak
Dinu Merlina
Hari Mata Harija
Crvenu Jabuku
Drugi Nacin
Yu grupu
Southern Storm
Led Zeppelin
Guns N Roses
Janis
Pink Floyd
The Doors
Rolling Stones


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Rolling Stones-Angie

Angie, angie, when will those clouds all disappear?
Angie, angie, where will it lead us from here?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You cant say were satisfied
But angie, angie, you cant say we never tried
Angie, youre beautiful, but aint it time we said good-bye?
Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried?
All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke
Let me whisper in your ear:
Angie, angie, where will it lead us from here?
Oh, angie, dont you weep, all your kisses still taste sweet
I hate that sadness in your eyes
But angie, angie, aint it time we said good-bye?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You cant say were satisfied
But angie, I still love you, baby
Evrywhere I look I see your eyes
There aint a woman that comes close to you
Come on baby, dry your eyes
But angie, angie, aint it good to be alive?
Angie, angie, they cant say we never tried


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Southern Storm-Opstanak

Pratio sam tvoju sjenu
Tvoj korak dok si odlazila
I svaki pokret tijela tvog
Jos zivi u meni i nosi bol
Nestala si poput snijega u proljece
A ja sam ostao sa svojom sjenom

Znam da smo daleko, vrijeme protiv nas
Od toga sam mnogo jaci, to si trebala da znas
More i nebo su daleko, pa opet zive zajedno
Zasto ne bi smo ja i ti?

Samoca me razdire
Ja trebam tebe kraj sebe
Ljubav tvoja, dodir tvoj
To je sve sto imam, al' ti si daleko

I nista ne dopire do tebe
Ti imas svoje misli i svoje puteve

Znam da smo daleko, vrijeme protiv nas
Od toga sam mnogo jaci, to si trebala da znas
More i nebo su daleko, pa opet zive zajedno
Zasto ne bi smo ja i ti?


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James Blunt-Goodbye my lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


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i dalje mi je tvoj zagrljaj lijep...onako samo tvoj...poklonjen samo meni

NEVER LET ME GO

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Maroon 5-This love

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...