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OPROŠTAJ

ovo je ljubavna pjesma za tebe
ja je pjevam a lijecim sebe
moje slomljeno srce kao rana pece
rekao si" oprosti bila si za jednu vecer"...

suze su se mijesale sa kapima kise
"zao mi je ali ne volim te vise?"
o boze daj da umrem pomislih tada
ja zelim ljubav a ne samocu sada!!!

drhtavim rukama pripalih zadnju cigaretu
ustadoh se ponosno podoh prema vjetru
u vlasima kose osjetih vjetrovu tuznu baladu
tjesio me samo vjetar u ovome mrtvome gradu....

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blogovi koje čitam:

Maggy & Anyta
Matea
Kika
Punker
Mirna
ramonaa2
***ena
kika
malacuricamirna
End of all hope
Jebač...
rea :))
Moreno
yazzy
erase my life
En!

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Zadnja pjesma u kojoj ti si

Ti više nemaš vlast nad mojim snovima.
Ti nisi više gospodar mojih želja.
I moje srce ti više ne posjeduješ.
Niti je ono tebi vjerno.
Vjerno je samo onom osjećaju kojeg
smo jednom, sad čini se tako davno djelili.
Ti nisi više moja prva i posljednja misao.
Niti moje svitanje, niti moj suton.
Nisi više moja cesta, ni ogorčenje, ni moje kajanje.
Sad si netko koga sam jako, ma beskrajno voljela
i ostaješ bljesak u krilu sjećanja.
Nisi više utočište mojih misli.
I zadnja je ovo evo pjesma u kojoj ti si.
Ni rimu joj neću dati...
Ne, ne kažem da je vrijedan nisi...
Ali sad samo prijatelj si...
Oprosti ali pjesme ću svoje od sad pisati
samo sebi i nekom drugom kog ću jednom voljeti.
Ovo meni nije kraj.
Niti to gledam kao priču koja je završila.
Ovo je meni početak nečeg novog.
Od sad živim dan po dan
i oprosti što oko moje više ne gleda,
u istom smjeru kao ti.
Ali tako je to kad kreneš dalje
i nekog počinješ zaboravljati.

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Nisi vrijedan...

Moje srce slamaš tisućiti put.
A nikako da ti zbogom kažem.
Kako da te izbrišem iz svojih misli,
kako da se okrenem
i više te ne tražim?
Nije lako voljeti,
sad to kažu, kad već sama znam.
Nije lako odrasti
i odreći se jednog sna.
Život nije bajka, iako smo
bajku sanjali...
Možda je vrijeme da krenem dalje
moja nesuđena ljubavi.
Od ovog trena više
ne postojiš ti... iako si negdje
zauvijek za mene
nestao si.
Izbrisani su tragovi,
vjetar više ne šumi tvoje ime...
Nek te netko drugi grije
ove zime.
Nek neka druga
tvoje ispuni snove
jer vjeruj mi nisi vrijedan bio
ni jedne suze djevojke ove.

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TO DIE FOR-Little deaths

Can't find a reason you should respect in me
you're happy when you get me on my knees
hate me, hurt me, kill me
do whatever you want
why should I care?
--I'm not the one who'll lose--
--I'm not the one who surrenders--
I am what I am
is it so hard to understand?
I'm the king on my land
hate me, hurt me, kill me
think about me what you want
you cannot trample me under your feet.
HURT ME ONCE HURT ME TWICE
I'M NOT THE ONE WHO CRIES
LATER IT'S YOU WHO FEELS PAIN
KILL ME ONCE KILL ME TWICE
I'M NOT THE ONE WHO DIES
MY LIFE IS FULL OF LITTLE DEATHS
I WILL BE BORN AGAIN.

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TO DIE FOR-No turning back

No turning back
I will fall
No-one can catch me
I'll break my own bones
My soul is ruined can't you see
I'm dead like a stone
Living dead as they say
Show me how to live
No... still you can't save me
(Even you can't stop me)
Watch me now
And how I'm sliding down
Into the stream of eternity
Someday
You will follow
You'll fall like I do
Like I do now!
Can't find a thing that I could respect inside me
My innocence was too fragile
It withered away
I don't want to paint life in rosy colours
No turning back
How sad... it is not what I wanted

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''10 razloga zašto te mrzim"

I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate the way you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind
I hate you so much, it makes me sick
That even makes me rime
I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around
and the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit,
not even at all.......


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"Hello"

Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I am your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday

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"Missing"

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

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"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

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utorak, 27.03.2007.

ŞuZ@ ßoŁi

Nemogu vjerovat koliko se možemo vezat za neku osobu a da to uopće ne primjetimo......Ponekad to sasvim nesvjesno radimo...Zašto je ljubav toliko bolna...

Opet neki tmuran dan....pokušavam ne misliti na prošlu noć,ali jednostavno moje srce to nedopušta...Bila sam vani kao i svaki dan...ali ovaj je bio kišni.Šetala sam se uz obalu prema kući.Kiša je padala i sljevala se s mojim suzama koje su tekle samo zbog jedne osobe koja mi je i previše draga....Zapuhnuo je jaki vjetar.Zatvorila sam oči u strahu...primjetila sam neku sjenu.....nisam htjela otvoriti oči.Nešto me stisnulo u srcu...polako sam ih otvorila...vidjela sam njega pored sebe...dignula sam glavu i uspravila se.Pogledi su nam se dodirivali...nisam znala što da kažem,nisam mogla govoriti.Iz njegovih je usana izašlo piskav zvuk koji je se odbijao od mene.Nisam mogla vjerovati...Pokušala sam nešto reći ali nije se čulo ništa osim nekog neodređenog zvuka.Na tren sam pomislila da sanjam...pružila sam ruku prema njemu...lagano i sigurno....Nisam ga mogla dodirnuti...bio je predaleko...približila sam se i ponovo ispružila ruku.....prešao je svojom rukom preko moje...osjetila sam jednu posebnu toplinu koja se sljevala niz ruku....krv se počela stapati s kapima kiše...moje suzne oči pogledale su prema njegovim....bile su tamne,pune mržnje.....odmaknula sam pogled i pogledala u svoju krvavu ruku....bol me izjedala iz nutra....suze su mi prekrile oči....čula sam njegoe brze korake koje su se pružale u daljinu.....Bol,mržnja,preziranje...sve ono što nikad nisam osjećala za njega preuzelo je moje osjećaje,misli...potrčala sam kući u suzama,krvi,boli...legla sam u krevet i nadala se da ću se probudit iz tog ružnog sna.....
Probudila sam se,ali to nije bio san.Ležala sam u mokroj odjeći na krvavom krevetu s ranom na ruci.Počela sam plakat...nisam mogla vjerovat....
Ali što je najgore....ja njega ne mrzim...on je još u mojem srcu...na istom mjestu kao i prije........


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