Znaš,mislila sam da ovo nikada neću nikome ispričati, budući da je tako… Nadrealno.Ipak,sve što ovdje piše je istina. Cijela,prava,
neiskvarena istina. Čak i kad će vam se činiti da lažem,i to je istina. Sve se dogodilo baš onako kako ja kažem.
Ime mi je Tijana i imam petnaest godina. Volim glazbu,vile i vilenjake,zmajeve,volim čitati,fotografirati i izležavati se.Dan bez facebooka nije potpun. Hobiji su mi čitanje,pisanje i druženje s prijateljicama.Pod ovim: „Volim glazbu“,mislim da ne mogu bez nje.
Breaking Benjamin mi je apsolutno najdraža grupa a „Breath“ mi je apsolutno najdraža pjesma.Ima nešto u stihovima te pjesme. Slijede stihovi: „ You take the breath right out of me! You left a hole where my heart shoud beat! You got to fight just to make it throught! Cause I'll be the death of you!“ Jednostavno volim tu pjesmu(eto,opet se ponavljam). Uglavnom,da skratim priču,moj alter-ego predložio mi je da sve to napišem crno na bijelo. Eh sad,da biste bolje shvatili ovo,ja vas moram upozoriti na Karu. Ona je moj alter-ego (gore naveden) i jednostavno je prekrasna (kad je nisam,ona može biti). Svejedno,to ništa ne vrijedi kad je ionako vidim samo ja. Primijetili ste da sam napisala da vas moram UPOZORITI na nju. Kara je ono što se ja ne usudim biti. Samouvjerena je,savršena,ne preže ni pred čim da dobije ono što želi. Kad je netko naljuti,u stanju je vratiti stostruko. Inače je simpatična,ako je ne izazivate. Ipak,ako se još brinete,možete odahnuti. Držim je pod kontrolom,bar zasad. Hej,šalim se. Kara je pod mojom kontrolom,ozbiljno. Okej,to bi bilo to. Priča može početi. A sve počinje jednog vrućeg ljetnog dana.
Probudila sam se u tri sata popodne,obukla se,sjela za kompjuter,priključila na Internet i ulogilara na Face. Istodobno sam otvorila new tab i pustila playlistu na youtubeu da svira. Moja mama se,naravno,požalila,jer ona muzikom zove Mišu Kovača,koji meni i Kari ide na jetra.Roditelji moju ljubav prema Breaking Benjaminu toleriraju vrlo oprezno.Vjerojatno misle da su mi slijedeći koraci tetoviranje i bijeg od kuće. Hvala,ali ne još. Neki dan su mi jasno rekli da će me ubiti ako to napravim. Pravi roditeljski odgoj,nema što. Ali dobro. Što se tiče prigovaranja,to uopće nisam slušala. Onaj tko se žali na BB-a nema što raditi u mom životu. Ipak,ona mi je mama pa ono. Inače,kriteriji su jasni. Glazbeni ukus mora biti savršen,ponašanje isto (za petnaestogodišnju osobu),izgled mi nije bitan. Važno je da osoba bude kakvog takvog zdravlja,jer ne želim ići ne pogreb toj osobi,pogotovo ako umre mlada i ako smo bili bliski. Žalim,to ne bih mogla podnijeti. Već jednom jesam. Nije bilo ugodno. Ma što ja pričam,nikome nije dobro kad mu umre najbolji prijatelj. Nakon dva sata provedena na kompjuteru,otišla sam po usisivač. Usisavanje mi je inače najdraži kućanski posao jer sam čitala da se s vremenom tijelo lijepo oblikuje. Navodno pri usisavanju rade mišići ruku,nogu,guzice (stražnjice J) i trbušni mišići. Moš' mislit. Ipak,nakon određenog vremena primijetila sam poboljšanje,pa idem dalje,samo da vidim čini li mi se to ili. No,dosta o tome. Ima jedan dečko. Meni
se sviđa. Kara ga obožava. Moja najbolja prijateljica Valentina misli da je prezgodan.Još hrpa drugih cura „pali“ se na njega a on gleda.. Mene. Salijeće me već gotovo dva mjeseca,ja uporno odbijam,on uporno navaljuje. Ne kužim šta uopće vidi u meni,ali očito nešto ima jer on ne odustaje.
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Ovdje ću objavljivati svoje priče i pjesme. Inače, imam 15 godina,ime mi je Ana
sad ću krenuti u prvi srednje i to u prirodoslovno grafičku. Smjer je fotograf ali htjela bi biti pisac pa je ovo zasad jedini način da to budem. Volim glazbu i čitanje a najdraža knjiga mi je Eragon i nastavci.Zanimljivo je to što svaka knjiga koju sam pročitala ima svoju pjesmu. Tako npr. Eragon,Eldest i Brisingr čitam uz pjesmu Save a life od The Fraya.
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Da sam ja netko,ne bi ne bi ljudi život proklinjali,sve bi ruže sebi poklanjali. Kako bi se živjelo i kako bi se voljelo i kako bi dobro bilo.....
I just want you to know, I found reason for me,to change who I use to be,a reason to start over now and the reason is
YOU.
Say goodbay as we dance with the devit tonight,don't you dare look at him in the eye,as we dance with the devil tonight.
Something getting in the way, something is just about breake I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane! So tell me how it's shoud be...
It's my life it's now or never I ain't gonne live forever I just wanna live while I'm alive. It's my life. My heart is like an open highway,like Frankie said I did it my way. I just wanna live while I'm alive. It's my life!
Zovu nas ulice idemo na-napolje,potpetice zvec zveckaju..........
Well open up your mind and see like me,open up your plans and damn your free,look in to your heart and you'll find love,love love,love,love...
Bon Jovi- It's my life
This ain't a song for the brokenhearted
No silent prayer for the faith departed
And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder, make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
You better stand tall
When they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break
Baby, don't back down
It's my life
It's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
No tienes idea como en cada instante,
vas creciendo en mi
como te me has vuelto casi indispensable,
para ser feliz
Tuve la calma la encuentro en tu voz
traje hasta el alma
susurros de amor
Tu y yo,
perdidos en un sueno
de el que no quiero despertarme
Tu y yo,
y que no existe el tiempo
si no me alcansa para amarte
Es como descartar toda la tristesa,
cambian de color
y ya que esta formado todo esta inosencia,
puedo ser quien soy
Salgo en tus brazos
quisiera vivir
solo en tus labios
quisiera morir
Tu y yo, perdidos en un sueno
de el que no quiero despertarme
Tu y yo, y que no existe el tiempo
si no me alcansa para amarte
Yo solo quiero darte
mis sentimientos
y que sientas
lo que porque siento
Tu y yo, perdidos en un sueno
de el que no quiero despertarme
Tu y yo, y que no existe el tiempo
si no me alcansa para amarte
Yo solo quiero amarte
Yo solo quiero amarte
Yo solo quiero amarte
Yo solo quiero amarte
If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?
And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
No!
Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.
Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
There's a fine line between love and hate.
And I don't mind.
Just let me say that
I like that
I like that
Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.
Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone
What have I become?
Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began
And I will find the enemy within
Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear Agony
Suddenly
The lights go out
Let forever
Drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end
And I will find the enemy within
Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left
Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
I feel nothing anymore