I am the Phoenix

petak, 27.01.2006.

FUCKED up !

Ja sam FUCKED up ... .. kao osoba ...
Moji pogledi na svijet su FUCKED up ... odnosi sa ljudima su FUCKED up ...
Očekivanja su mi FUCKED up ... kao i snovi ... i želje .... ..
Misli su mi FUCKED up ... fizički sam FUCKED up ... kao i psihički ... i emotivno ...
teško FUCKED up !
Odnosi u obitelji su mi FUCKED up ... moji strahovi su FUCKED up ...
Prvo što pomislim kad se ustanem i zadnje prije nego što odem spavati je kako
mi je život FUCKED up ...
Nepovratno sam FUCKED up ... nema mi spasa ... preko čela mi piše
velikim tiskanim slovima FUCKED up ... ..
I u sekundi moje smrti kad mi srce zadnji put bude otkucavalo i kroz
mozak prolazio zadnji mililitar krvi ... pomislit ću ... kako sam ja bio
FUCKED up ... ali tada ću naći spas ... jer ću shvatiti da jedino what I didn't FUCK up
is death ... me dying ... .. .

I live in my own FUCKED up world ... with my FUCKED up brain ...
watching the moments of my FUCKED up life passing by... waiting for my mother
the sweet and the merciful Death to come ... .. .

Jednostavno rečeno ... ja sam FUCKED up !

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    Jesam li napravio što krivo u životu? Tko zna. Nitko ništa ne zna. Oduvijek samnom no, pokušah to sakriti. Ta tama ... oduvijek tu. Sat za satom, dan za danom ... tražila je izlaz. Napokon, udahnuo sam i ispustio tu tišinu ... okružila me. Ta tišina, taj mrak ... ušao je u sve pore moga bića ... Što sam ja? Sve ono što sam bio, više nisam. Ni ne sjećam se. Kao da me nikada nije ni bilo. Što sam ja? Izgubljen u tami ... shvaćam da sam to ja ... tama sam ja. Rođen je Feniks ...

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    Evanescence: "Lithium"




    "Lithium"

    Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
    Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
    Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
    Oh, but God, I want to let it go.


    Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
    Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
    Never wanted it to be so cold.
    Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

    I can't hold on to me,
    Wonder what's wrong with me.


    Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
    Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
    Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.


    Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
    Drown my will to fly.
    Here in the darkness I know myself.
    Can't break free until I let it go.
    Let me go.

    Darling, I forgive you after all.
    Anything is better than to be alone.
    And in the end I guess I had to fall.
    Always find my place among the ashes.

    I can't hold on to me,
    Wonder what's wrong with me.


    Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
    Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
    Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
    I'm gonna let it go.



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