I am the Phoenix

nedjelja, 25.12.2005.

Al fakat sad više nije u redu !!

Neću dugo jer sam evo još pod gasom ... Ne pitajte ! Moram samo ovo konstatirati ... samo meni se događaju takve stvari ... nije bitno kakve ... bitno je samo to da se one samo meni događaju ... Al fakat ljudi nemogu više ... taman se riješim ... i onda opet ispočetka kao da meni ljudi stišću repeat, a ne samo .... ... osjećam se kao da božanstva igraju jednu okrutnu ... ali njima nadasve zanimljivu igru ... i obožavaju gledati mene kako patim ... zašto se sudbina tako okrutno igra samnom ... možda me pokušava ojačati ... znate ono "što te ne ubije ojača te" ... ali ojačao sam .... HALO ... dosta toga ... jer ako ovako nastavi .. neće više biti ništa da se ojača .... kad se dođe do granice onda umreš ..., a ja ako još jednom proživim takve trenutke ... umrijet ću .... toliko me toga istovremeno ojačalo i oslabilo ... da više neznam da li sam na kraju svega toga slabiji ili jači od prije .... ma možda sam si ja to sve umislio u svojoj bolesnoj glavi ... ali znam ... znam .... samo nemogu reći ...
Očito je da se svemir urotio protiv mene ... he's playing a sick joke on me ... kako bi rekli ... izgubljen sam ...
I nabi se ... mora ... ma ... neznam ... jedino što znam ... da ovo al fakat sad više nije u redu !!

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    Jesam li napravio što krivo u životu? Tko zna. Nitko ništa ne zna. Oduvijek samnom no, pokušah to sakriti. Ta tama ... oduvijek tu. Sat za satom, dan za danom ... tražila je izlaz. Napokon, udahnuo sam i ispustio tu tišinu ... okružila me. Ta tišina, taj mrak ... ušao je u sve pore moga bića ... Što sam ja? Sve ono što sam bio, više nisam. Ni ne sjećam se. Kao da me nikada nije ni bilo. Što sam ja? Izgubljen u tami ... shvaćam da sam to ja ... tama sam ja. Rođen je Feniks ...

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    Evanescence: "Lithium"




    "Lithium"

    Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
    Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
    Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
    Oh, but God, I want to let it go.


    Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
    Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
    Never wanted it to be so cold.
    Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

    I can't hold on to me,
    Wonder what's wrong with me.


    Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
    Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
    Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.


    Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
    Drown my will to fly.
    Here in the darkness I know myself.
    Can't break free until I let it go.
    Let me go.

    Darling, I forgive you after all.
    Anything is better than to be alone.
    And in the end I guess I had to fall.
    Always find my place among the ashes.

    I can't hold on to me,
    Wonder what's wrong with me.


    Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
    Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
    Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
    I'm gonna let it go.



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