I am the Phoenix

subota, 24.12.2005.

... .. Again ...

No more ... .. I can't stand it ... .. again ... today ... I lost myself ... seconds which I wanted to come ... finally did ...
I was happy ... and miserable at the same time ... coz .... these seconds are eternity to me ... but they passed so quickly ...
You taunted me ... again .... like a shadow ... without a face to see what you are thinking ... what do you need ... what do you want ...
Are u lost ... like me ... why won't you tell me ... don't play tricks on me ... again ...
Tell me damn it ... TELL ME !!! SHOW ME !!! Why God ... why do I have to live in this desert ... on every step I see an oasis ... just at the tip of my fingers ... and then you steal it away ... make me look insane ... make me rot inside ... again ...
For the last time I looked. Now ... I decided ... no more ... as you were walking ... piece of my soul walked with you ... and - left ...
I don't need need it anymore ... I got used to it ... feeling hollow ...
I don't have to watch you anymore ... stealing piece by piece of my sanity ... I'm glad ... coz when I see you at last ... I will say - again ... but this again won't have the same meaning as before ... It meant something to the person you took with yourself ... as you were leaving ... and that person is gone !
So ... the final again ... I said today ... and I promise ... I won't say it again ...

p.S. Morao sam ovo napisati ... oprostite ... što vas mučim ...

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Witness the power of the Phoenix

Jesam li napravio što krivo u životu? Tko zna. Nitko ništa ne zna. Oduvijek samnom no, pokušah to sakriti. Ta tama ... oduvijek tu. Sat za satom, dan za danom ... tražila je izlaz. Napokon, udahnuo sam i ispustio tu tišinu ... okružila me. Ta tišina, taj mrak ... ušao je u sve pore moga bića ... Što sam ja? Sve ono što sam bio, više nisam. Ni ne sjećam se. Kao da me nikada nije ni bilo. Što sam ja? Izgubljen u tami ... shvaćam da sam to ja ... tama sam ja. Rođen je Feniks ...

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Evanescence: "Lithium"

"Lithium"

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.

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