I think it's time for a new beginning.
A lot has changet since I last wrote here.I don't know but I just felt like I needed to tell somebody even though nowbody reads this anymore. I'm not the same person I use to be, even though I wish I was. A lot has chaneged but not much in a good way. I started high school and that was supposed to be a new beginning for me,but it just made me realise how good everything was before it changed. I lost friends I have known for eight years or more, just because we no longer saw eachother every day. Even with that I thought it would all get better when I started a new school. Lots of new people, new experiences, a new beginning , but it was everything but that. I'v been dealing with schoolwork and studying insted of a social life and I haven't even sucided in that. My grades took a beating since I started feeling this way. I haven't been happy or excited about anything in a long time and I want to change that. This summer was supose to be my second chanse but all that changed six months ago. My perfect plan for summer isn't possible any more and I don't have a lot of options. Everything has been going the wrong way, but I'm still going to try. I still have the hole summer. I'm gonna make it work.
