Zauvijek izgubljeni

Usla sam s osmijehom na licu kakav jos nitko nije vidio,
mislili su da sam na travama, ne bila sam samo zaljubljena,
ili sam to samo zeljela ... Smijala sam se i bilo je prekrasno
kao nikada do sada, bas onako od srca, ili sam samo tako mislila ...
Super je bilo, tuzna pjesma me nije mogla spustiti na zemlju,
ili sam tako samo smatrala ...
A onda je usao, pogled mi nije uzvratio, a ja sam gledala ... Cekala ...
Ali ono sto sam cekala nisam ni docekala te veceri ....
Samo pogled, pozdrav je bio prevelik korak, to nisam zasluzila, pa to nisam
niti ocekivala, ali mislila sam da cu dobiti pogled ... Makar bio pun
prezira, hjela sam ga .. Jako ... U tom trenutku mi je doslo da mu pridem,
osramotim se pred svima, ponizim se, samo da me primjeti, samo da me
pogleda, pa makar i u smijehu i izrugivanju ...
Nisam vise znala sto osjecam, sve se je pocelo mijesati,
svaka emocija je imala posebno mjesto ... Koliko ih je bilo
nestalo je mjesta, nestalo je prostora ... Doslo mi je da zaplacem,
doslo mi je da otidem daleko od svih!
A onda sam se prestala smijati, osmijeh je sisao s lica, mozda ipak
nije bio toliko iskren kao sto sam mislila ... Mozda sam se ipak smijala jer
sam mislila da ce biti bolje ... Da cu se uvjeriti u neke stvari
ako pocnem sama sebi glumiti!
Zatim je pocela pjesma ... Pjesma koju sam pjevala samo za njega, samo
zbog njega! Tu je bio moj kraj ... Znala sam da sam nitko i nista ...
Da sam mrtva za njega ... Sjetila sam se sto sam ucinila ...
Sto je ucinio i kako sam se ponijela ... Sjetila sam se da ne postojimo ...
Da nas nema i da smo zakopani .. Za sve!
Samo ocito nismo za mene ....

Strpljenje je lijek svakom bolu! (Latinska izreka)




Theft Angel

02.11.2007. | 10:15 |
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Pamet u glavu!

Da kraj bude tako sam htjela,
jesam li dobro odlucila tek cu shvatiti ...
Al najvaznije je da sebi ucinis dobro, koliko god
sebicno bilo, covjek treba brinuti za sebe i ucinit sebi dobro ...
Ucinit sebi zivot ljepsim, a poslije se mozes brinuti za druge!
Daklem, svi koji brijete da cete se ubiti, da je zivot glupost ...
Varate se, zivot je super samo ga treba znati zivjeti ...
A covjek uci dok je ziv ...
Ucite na tudim greskama, nemojte sebi dodatno otezavati ...
Zasto bas sad krecemo tezim putem kad znamo da postoji laksi,
zasto ne navucete osmijeh na lice kad je sve u redu nego
trazite drame? Problemi, problemi, problemi ... Pa onda uzmimo
sat-dva i smislimo sto cemo i pocnite odmah ...
Ne mislim da se krenete
objesiti, prerezati zile ili tako nesto, nego da bi,
naravno, rijesili svoje probleme!
Gledam oko mene, neki dan, objesio se covjek ... Vec dovoljno zreo ...
Zbilja kreativno od njega, bas da mi je i zao i nije ... Mozda je trebao
razgovor, a ne uze .. Molim vas, prije nego sto sebi ucinite nazao nesto ...
Razmislite jel to jedino rijesenje, mozda ima laksi nacin....


ovaj post nie pjesma ... nisam se trudila previse vec bila iskrena i zelim da
ovi koji su pesimisti, depresivni, razmisle o ovome ...
Previse je ljudi oko mene koji sebi cine nazao i
meni je toga dosta i svih tinejdera koji cijelo vrijeme
pricaju da ce se ubit,
kad se sjetim i ja sam imala te faze ...
A sad krecem dalje ...
I vracam se svom stihu!

Do sutra! Tj. Danas!

01.11.2007. | 23:47 |
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..::Opis bloga::..

Ovo je moj svijet i moja pravila ...
Ovo su moja krila i moj andeo ...

..::Angel::..

... stvoren imaginarni svijet koji se stapa sa stvarnosti ...




... stvaram svoj svijet, imam pravo sanjati ...




... sanjam, zelim, trudim se! ...




... imam postavljene ciljeve za koje borim se ...

..::Linkovi::..

Diary of one girl
blackgirl
mrtva kopriva
...::Sara::...
pearl

..::Songs::..

Skillet - Say Goodbye

Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over

[Chorus:]
Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

Do you remember
In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
That our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way

[Bridge:]
And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always
Happy like we were
Happy like we were

[Altro:]
Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye)
Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye)
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye






Linkin Park - In Pieces

Telling me to go,
But hands beg me to stay.
Your lips say that you love,
Your eyes say that you hate.

There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
What you build you lay to waste.
There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
All I've got's what you didn't take.

So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
Don't lie.

You promise me the sky,
Then toss me like a stone.

You wrap me in your arms,
And chill me to the bone.

There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
All I've got's what you didn't take.

So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
Don't lie.

[Guitar solo]

So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
Don't lie.







3 Doors Down - Let me go

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me go...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me






The Early November - Come Back

Looking in your eyes
Praising every moment because you're my only light
Reading the stares at your passion that bears me now
Shedding no little tears
The silence scares us more than leaving could

[Chorus:]
Come back
Please don't leave me now
I'll be all that you need in life
Because I can't live without you and
I know all that you need
I can give you everything
When you're so far you'll forget about me

Waiting by your side
Knowing every moment is closer to your flight
Upset with the past, but it's all that holds us now
Believing no lies, telling each other we'll be fine forever

[Chorus]

But I'll wait
I could never leave those beautiful eyes
I know you're sorry
I know what you must be going through
And I feel sorry for you

But please don't leave me now [x3]