nedjelja, 08.10.2006.

...hmmm...nema ga...opet...ne znam...

Sometimes I want to scream, forget on all, run far away from everyone,
Sometimes I want to be in some other place and time,
Sometimes I don't want to be me anymore..
Alone,I break in the corner of my room again..
Always closing down myself..
I could be like them, "perfect girls", but I don't like to pretend,
It makes me sick..
If I just could fly...fly far,far away...
I don't know what is happening to me..
I feel so lost and betrayed..
Why is this happen to me everytime ?
Stuck in this place where I can't hide...
Screaming and clawing from deep inside..
My whole life is mixed up...
I'm sick of crying and trying to fix things..
I wish I'm somebody else..
Some happy girl..
But I'm not...
Who am I?
I don't know..I'm scarred...Why? I don't know..
This is me...nobody can hear my scream..
Is this a song? No..I don't think so..
This is me..in my room far away from people..


ok,ovak ne izgledam,ali slikica mi je...joj...mda...




...Zatvorena u sobi,anđeo me cuva a gdje su vrata?
...Tko će doći i spasiti me od mene same?
...Tko će me doći zaštititi od moje boli i omogućiti mi sreću?
...Nije sve tako crno,ponekad sam i sretna ali većinom nisam..
...jer nemam ono što želim...

Danas sam jela k'o neko krme, užas, pojela sam piletinu+pomfri; puno vode pila, 2mandarine, malo čipsa i to je to..užas, pretjerala sam, nesmijem više,i ovak izgledam ko krme neko...
zašto su sve to kupili? zar me ne vide? čak i dok im pričam nešto osjećam da me ne slušaju i još im lijepo kažem nemojte kupovat ta sranja i oni kupuju..namjerno..znaju da to volim...mrzim ih...sljedeći put ć im sve baciti u smeće..budem...

...Dosta sam pisala za danas..valjda..možda još nešto napišem..kasnije...

...Damaged Roses...


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