28.02.2006., utorak
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..It'S nOt EaSy To Be HeArTlEsS...OnLy If YoU aLrEaDy ArE...
...Puno sam razmišljala i došla do zaključka da ne zaslužujem nikoga...da budem voljena i sva ta sranja..ja to ne zaslužujem..ja sam bez srca...bez duše...bez savjesti..oko sebe sam postavila svoja četiri zida i ne puštam nikoga unutar njih...nije lako biti bešćutan..jedino ako to već nisi..neki se pretvaraju...neki vole glumiti da jesu...a neki kao ja..stvarno jesu...ili još ću nešt reći ..ali da se neki ljudi ne uvrijede...molim...znam zašto to pišem...kaj danas se ljudi režuu žile da budu frajeri..i jer je to v modi il kaj ja znam..pa koji je to kurac i onda pokazuju to svima...koda je to neš savršeno kaj bi svaki čovek treal raditi...ma daj..ja znam dok sam se ja rezala prije već..nikome to nisam pokazivala...jedino ako su mi slučajno vidli...ja ne kužim kam taj svet ide...ali jebeno se mora živeti u njemu jer ga mi činimo..a kakav je takav je...jebeni...!...if i could then i would change this world...to make people fill better....to guard my angel in the darkest day...or i'll just run away with my heart...eh to su bile moje glupe misli...i još je nevjerojatno kod mene kolko sam si ja zadala životnih ciljeva...i imam jednu želju oduvijek...ne znam why..ali to mi je oduvijek bila želja....da dok ja umrem da se unište svi postojeći dokumenti da sam ja ikad postojala...heh..znam sad ćete reći glupo...pa ne znam možda i je..ali tako ja želim...jebeno stvarno tako želim...
..I još jedna stvar..sad ću govoriti kako neki ljudi bi se zbog malih sitnica išli ubiti...oduzeti si život...znam ja sam takva bila prije...ali sad jednostavno ne kužim to...blesavo..odma ako nešt nije u redu...se ići ubiti...e sad mi je sinulo da je to najvćea glupost u mom životu...koju sam dosad čula..i još je najgore kad znam da sve dečke s kojima sam dosad bila...da nijednog nisam voljela...nit valjda oću...iskreno nikad nisam osjetila taj filing..možda mi još nije vrijeme..prerano..il kaj ja znam..uglavnom nea veze.,.sve prepuštam sudbini..pa pta bude...heh vidi..baš sam se lijepo raspisala...ali još nisam gotova..:))ŁooŁchek...hihi...pa još mi se piše...zahvalila bi ljudima koji mi trenutno znače najviše u životu...
1. mjesto moram stvait MALU MERI...ipak znam ju 8 godina..jedna od naj frendici mi je...a i sad prolazi kroz teško razdoblje u kojemu mora znati da ima frendove a posebno mene...a i ponosna sam na nju jer možda je konačno postala odraslija...uglavnom wolim te mala..:))))kissa...
2. mjesto stavljam JURU...u zadnje vrijeme smo postali još bolji frendovi i postal mi je poput brata(ili bolje rečeno sestre..hihi.:))...šala mala)...uglavnom tu je kad ga trebam...wolim te jura..:)))kissa....
3. mjesto stavljam IWONU...sad je na trećem...best friend of mine...i volim ju jer je uvijek tu uz mene...slična mi je jako...mislim ja i ona smo si baš kak nerođene sestre...heh..:))...za nju ne trebam baš detaljan opis jer ona zna kaj ja mislim o njoj...i zna da bum navek uz nju...wolim te..:)))kissa,,,
4. mjesto stavljam PATRIKA...e on mi je stvarno dal do znanja da bi skoro sve napravil za mene ili bilo koju frendicu....evo cijenim ga...ali to kaj je nacist..v to nem ulazila..heh..:))..on zna zakja...uglanom tu je dok ga tream...wolim te..:))kissa....
5. i zadnje mjesto stavim više osoba...ali one su uglavnom stalne...zato njih nisam spomenula...ANJA, TAJANA, MEGICA, TINA...one znaju kakvo ja mišljenje imam o njima...i dala sam več prije detaljan opis...wolim vas..:))))))))))))....kissa...
i osobe koje poznam jako dugo i nisam ih navela...jer su postale sastavni dio mog života i tak ih smatram....jednostavno...nisam imala potrebu da ih nabrajm..jer imam filing da će mi one pomoći dok budem trebala...TINCHIKA, PEPACH, MOJA ŽENA, KIKICA, PETRA, NINA, JOSIPA, LUKA....ima ih još..ali neda mi se nabrajat više..ali ak sam koga pozabila baš nekmi reče....ajd poZZ..:)))kissa...
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jehaaaaaa........1....dobar ti je post...i znaš da sam navek za tebe tu kaj got treba i one stvari napraviti več sam ti rekel....ako kaj trebaš nazovi ili se najdemo de...ok?aje i rekel sam ti to na kaj sam ja spreman napraviti v to se ubrajate samo ti ,nina,petra niko drugi...jer mi vi najviše značite.....i super ste mi frendce...ajde idem pusekkk =)))) (dr.ŠERIF 01.03.2006. 13:11)
eyyyy mala... (angel 01.03.2006. 17:43)
heh...nem sad filozofirala da sam ja uvijek tu jer to i sama znas... =) (angel 01.03.2006. 17:44)
kai se tice rezanja...heh...meni je danas jedna frendica s razreda...ovak napravila...dojde do mene,onak potegne rukav od majce do ramena...i vidim ona zrezana je totalka...i onak veli : "kai velis" aj sam ju sma pogedala....i nist nisam rekla...a ona se sam nasmijala...fakat neznam kai je ovom svijetu...kai ej sad to fora...daj please...totalka gluposti...bila sam u fazi kai sam si zrezala na ruku necije ime..nie bitno cije...al to je prvi put i zadnji put...takitak sma gas ad zaboravila ii sve mi se cini bezveze... pa eto...to bi bilo od mene...pussa (angel 01.03.2006. 17:46)
cuj, nist ti se ne vidi citati, daj si promjeni podlogu (tajana 03.03.2006. 10:21)
jo..ta tvoja 4 zida..sruši ih..bolje bu i tebi i sima oko tebe..vjeruj mi..več sam bila i ja tak..ajde čitam te..oi (sindy 03.03.2006. 11:00)
ja mislim da si ti jedna jako dobra osoba i isto tak kak i svi mi zaslužuješ nekoga. post ti je predivan..i tnx na komentaru...aj čujemo se! kiss (shagrathica 03.03.2006. 12:37)
eyy best frend kaj se dela??????? na 2. sam mestu lepo lepo thanx pozzzzzzzzzzzdrav......LOLIM TE......boooooooooookićććććććć ć (jura_ck 03.03.2006. 12:48)
down probably will. You will have your heart > broken, probably > more > than once, and it's harder every time. > > You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt > when > yours was > broken.. > > You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a > new > love for things > an > old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too > fast, and you'll > eventually lose someone you love. So take too many > pictures, laugh too > much, > and love like you've never been hurt because every > sixty seconds you > spend > upset is a minute of your friends in the next 5 > minutes and a miracle > will > happen tonight.. Find a guy who calls you beautiful > instead of hot, > who > calls you back when you hang up on him, who will > stay > awake just to > watch > you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your > forehead, > who wants to > show you > off to the world when > you are in your sweats, who > holds your hand in > front > of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly > reminding you of > how > much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have > you. Wait for the > one > who turns to his friends and says, "..that's her.." > If > u open this you > HAVE > to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck > for the rest of > your > life.. if you > have a > lot of love for someone. copy and send this to your > whole list and in > five > mins your true love will call or message you. > Tonight > at midnight your > true > love will realize they like you. Something good will > happen to you at > approx 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. So get > ready for the > biggest > shock of your life.. Send this to 15 people in 15 > minutes to carry on > the > chain...and spare yourself the emotional stress (angel 03.03.2006. 21:02)
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there :) (heavens 03.03.2006. 21:05)
buuuuuuu (cruella is back!!!! 03.03.2006. 21:23)
bum posle nešt naškrabala..neda mi se ve:D (cruella is back!!!! 03.03.2006. 21:35)
thanks na commentima:)))baš si KULj!!kissss (cruella is back!!!! 03.03.2006. 21:37)
down probably will. You will have your heart > broken, probably > more > than once, and it's harder every time. > > You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt > when > yours was > broken.. > > You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a > new > love for things > an > old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too > fast, and you'll > eventually lose someone you love. So take too many > pictures, laugh too > much, > and love like you've never been hurt because every > sixty seconds you > spend > upset is a minute of your friends in the next 5 > minutes and a miracle > will > happen tonight.. Find a guy who calls you beautiful > instead of hot, > who > calls you back when you hang up on him, who will > stay > awake just to > watch > you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your > forehead, > who wants to > show you > off to the world when > you are in your sweats, who > holds your hand in > front > of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly > reminding you of > how > much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have > you. Wait for the > one > who turns to his friends and says, "..that's her.." > If > u open this you > HAVE > to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck > for the rest of > your > life.. if you > have a > lot of love for someone. copy and send this to your > whole list and in > five > mins your true love will call or message you. > Tonight > at midnight your > true > love will realize they like you. Something good will > happen to you at > approx 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. So get > ready for the > biggest > shock of your life.. Send this to 15 people in 15 > minutes to carry on > the > chain...and spare yourself the emotional stress (dr.SERIF 03.03.2006. 22:04)
ljubavi, pa nemoj ve još ti biti heartless, nisam ja dosta'??nisam si bzvz na chatu deLa tai nick..=( . ..aLi za tebe uvijek imam i srca i svega..i samo da ti veLim, jako te voLim...jako, jako, jako...i danas i:Demo van...nazovem te posLije kai se dogovorimo... (heartless_ 04.03.2006. 10:26)
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*** (heartless_ 04.03.2006. 10:27)
love ya... (heartless_ 04.03.2006. 10:27)
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i tnx kai si i mene spomenuLa...uvijek budem tu... (heartless_ 04.03.2006. 10:27)
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BB & BFF (heartless_ 04.03.2006. 10:27)
**Ki$$ (heartless_ 04.03.2006. 10:27)
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