fakat sam prestrgana danas za ista konkretno...
nemam snage ic si napravit nekaj za jest..
nu, jucer bijah kod frenda, prespavala sam tamo, zaspali smo u 1, digla sam se u pol 7.. job i te obaveze...
neispavana, luda i nervozna sam pocela radit. oko 11 h su mi se oci pocele okretat i mislila sam da cu zaspat ispred pacijenta..
pojela sam hrpu cokolade, mislila sam da mi secera fali ( no meni uvijek secera fali :D) i nista..
uspijela sam izdrzat nekak kraj i zadnjeg pacijenta. dosla doma i umjesto da odem spavat, napravila sam si kahvu i spojila na net. koji je to mazohizam. oko pol 4 vise nisam imala snage, pa sam legla i zaspala isti tren.. no naravno, mobitel je poceo zvonit, morala sam ic jebenom doktoru.. blah i obaveze.
eh, onda naravno, zakaj bi ja ovak strgana isla doma after doktora kad mogu se nac s hiperaktivnim frendom i otic na kahvu. no, naravno s njim niti jedna kahva nije kahva. isli smo u sc i ko dve najzadnje sirotinje zicali iksicu :D nazdrali se ko svinje, borili se za kolach :D uglavnom ko dva tinejdzera :D
jedva sam ga nagovorila da odemo i da me vozi do mog auta. i naravano.. njemu se nejde nikam, pa mi se uvalil u krilo i maltral me.. al on kad maltra , fakat maltra ( srechica :D ) ahahhaha..
i sad ne vidim vise nis, jedva tipkam i brijem da idem spavat. dosta mi je za danas svih sranja...
Ono što jesmo, proizvod smo vlastitog razmišljanja.
************************** One Lonely Visitor-Chevelle
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Knew you were here,
Sister confirms suspicions,
And beside the note,
You left on my bed
Where I held you so close.
Did you think I'd forget?
Couldn't be more of a mess,
For to breathe,
Used to be another way,
I'd take you in.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
That I feel a break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Now it seems there's a choice,
That began with a break,
So today,
Know that never again,
Will I know you that way.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
I'm gonna break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
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**************************** m.twain
da je covjeka stvorio covjek,
sramio bi se njegovog ponasanja!
ako se prisjetimo da smo svi pomalo ludi,
zagonetke nestaju i zivot postaje razumljiv.