ponekad imam full inspiraciju za pisanjem..
ponekad mi se neda nista..
danas bi mogla pisat, al razmisljam si.. koliko sam ustvari spremna biti otvorena 100% i pisat ono sto je 100%?! ne znam..
vecina stvari koje sam napisala ovdje su iskrene, al ima stvari koje ce zauvijek ostat dio mene i nikoga drugoga..
i te tajne, nazovimo ih tako.. me ponekad muce..
fakat je tesko nac iskrene ljude, mislim, i ja nisam skorz iskrena pa ne mogu niti ocekivat da ce ostali bit!?
ne mislim da ljudi oko mene lazu, al u svakome od nas postoji jedan mali dio koji nejde van, ne izlazi na vidjelo.. zasto je to tak? fakat ne znam..
i ne stvara to nikakav problem u nekoj komunikaciji s prijateljima, obitelji i okolinom.. jednostavno tako funkcioniramo.. vjerovatno iz razloga sto uvijek zelimo ispast nesto malo vise ili manje no sto u stvari jesmo...
evo, sad mi se motaju po glavi stvari koje stvarno ne zna niko, cak ni ja nisam sigurna u njih.. mozda je to razlog zato sto ne pricam o njima?! mozda je to razlog zasto niko ne prica o tim nekim stvarima?
Ono što jesmo, proizvod smo vlastitog razmišljanja.
************************** One Lonely Visitor-Chevelle
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Knew you were here,
Sister confirms suspicions,
And beside the note,
You left on my bed
Where I held you so close.
Did you think I'd forget?
Couldn't be more of a mess,
For to breathe,
Used to be another way,
I'd take you in.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
That I feel a break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Now it seems there's a choice,
That began with a break,
So today,
Know that never again,
Will I know you that way.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
I'm gonna break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
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**************************** m.twain
da je covjeka stvorio covjek,
sramio bi se njegovog ponasanja!
ako se prisjetimo da smo svi pomalo ludi,
zagonetke nestaju i zivot postaje razumljiv.