!!!!!Oću Crknut!!!!!

Joj kak sam bas u zadnje vrijeme nekak u depri.Neznam ni sama zasto al jednostavno sam stalno zivcana i pola dana mi se place.Ali ono mislim imam prijatelje i super mi je s njima dok sam vani i onda sam sretna ali onda kad dođem doma sve ode k vragu.Prakticki cim uđem u kuću stara se pocne derat na menekaj opet kasnim doma,a kad umjesto da ucim ja crtam svoje krvave slikice e onda pak nastane cijeli problem.Kao sta cu ak me pita u skoli(ali jednostavno se nemogu skoncentrirat na ucenje pa je i bolje ovak neg da tam bezveze sjedim i citam knjigu iz povijesti,jer iskreno u zadnje vrijeme jednostavno me prestalo biti briga za skolu)i jos mi stara govori i tam se dere za one slike kao dobro su nacrtane ali sta je tako velik problem crtat nesto drugo osim sotone i sloicnih sranja.Pa dok ona napokon shvati i ja joj uspijem objasnit da ja imam pravo crtat sta zelim i da je to moj problem i da ak hocu mogu crtat i sotone i da mi ona ne mora onda tam pregledavat te slike.A ni u skoli situacija nije bas najbolja.Moje frendice i ja osvađale smo se sa jednim curama iz razreda koje nas prakticki svaki odmor prisluskuju i tak da vise nemozemo normalno pricat bez saptanja.Ne znam one su stvarno glupace,idiotkinje,drolje(ono moze ih slatat ko god se sjeti jer mu je dosadno a one nece nista rec).Ne znam mislim da smo dobro postupile sta smo se posvađali al opet nekak ne znam dal smo bas to trebale napravit da to nismo mogli rjesit,ali ipak mi praticki nikad nismo bile prijateljice cak smo se vec u prvom razredu mrzile pa mi je i jednim dijelom drago sta smo se posvađale ,a vise ni sama ne znam totalno sam nekako zbunjena(al trebalo bi mi i bit drago jer one ionako meni jednostavno daju do znanja da misle da sam kučka)Ali stvarno nekad kad mi nesto jedna od njih kaze takvog tipa tako mi dođe da ju pljusnem i kazem joj sta je ide ali ja blesava,sutljiva kakva inace jesam samo šutim nista ne napravim i odem ca.I onda ja jucer deprimirana dođem doma zakljucam se u sobu i i tak bezveze pocnem u dnevnik pisat:ja ocu crknut ja ocu crknut ja ocu crknut i onda mi jos to i stari vidi pa onda mi pocne ispitivat kakve to ja probleme imam da se to nebi moglo rijesit neg da ja ocu crknut.Ali mozda mi se posreci danas smo u skoli imali test na tuberkulozu pa mozda ak budem imala srece mzda ju imam.....A da bi situacija bila jos ˝bolja˝ ja sam se totalno nesretno zaljubila.Taj decko prakticki ni nezna da postojim i uopce me ne doziljava(a uostalom kome bi se svidjela mala n iska darkerica koja po tijelu vise lici na decka neg na curu,ak budem imala srece mozda se jedino neki decko sta je gay zaljubi u mene)i onda sam ja i zbog toga zalosna ljuta i sta ja znam sta pa nekad kad totalno puknem idem razbijat stvari oko sebe.Uf a o skoli da ne pricam nema sanse da se ja n nesto skoncentriram neg ono rađe mislim sta bi bilo kad bi bilo,a i sad tu sjedim onak poumrtva i pozderala sam pola cokolade...........ne znam mozda je problem i u tome sta sam pre tiha osoba i nekad stvarno mao pricam jer jednostavno nemam sta rec to je bio i jedan od razloga zasto sam napravila blog jednostavno se preko njega lakse izrazim jer nitko ne zna tko sam ja i nitko mi nece prigovarat zbog mog misljenja jer nitko ni ne zna tko sam....mislim najvjerojatnije nitko nije do kraja ni procitao ovaj post ili se netko pravi da je procitao..ali u ostalom n krivim vas....jedino se nadam da ce me ovo brzo proc i jednostavno da ce biti bolje........namcornamcornamcorpozdrav i svaka vam cast ako ste sve ovo procitali jer ja ovo sve stvarno ne bi mogla citat procitala bih dvije recenice i vise za nes tak dosadno ne bi imala zivaca.......Stay Dark.........(koliko je to vise uopce moguce).......


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E pa ja sam malo nakon sto godina tocnije dvije god odlucila malo promijenit boxeve
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pa onda...sta da velim
Slusam Ramonse,Misfitse,Clash,Aerosmith,
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Cruachan,Eluveitie,Ensiferum,Korpiklaani,Led Zeppeline,Doorse,
Azru,Bauhaus,Sisters of mercy,nes malo AC/DC,Turisas,Judas priest nes malo,
Sex Pistolse,The Damned,The Cramps,Danzig.....i tako dalje i tako dalje


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frendovima-ma super su oni

starcima-ma ok su oni al ne bi škodilo da dobivam đeparac malo češće(jer ja sam pre lijena da nađem ljetni posao)

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HELENA
Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are...
So far from you

Burning on, just like the match you strike to incinerate
The lives
Of everyone you knew
And what's the worst you take? (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight

[chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are,
The very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take? (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight

[chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
Meet again
When both our cars collide

[chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight ...




INFRA-RED
One last thing before I shuffle off the planet,
I will be the one to make you crawl
So I came down to wish you an unhappy birthday

Someone call the ambulance
There’s going to be an accident
I’m coming up on infra red
There is no running that can hide you
Cos I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra red
Forget your running I will find you

One more thing before we start the final face-off
I will be the one to watch you fall
So I came down to crash and burn
Your beggars banquet

Someone call the ambulance
There’s going to be an accident
I’m coming up on infra red
There is no running that can hide you
Cos I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra red
Forget your running I will find you
(Find you)

#Mumbling#

Someone call the ambulance
There’s going to be an accident
I’m coming up on infra red
There is no running that can hide you
Cos I can see in the dark

I’m coming up on infra red
Forget your running I will find you
Cos I can see in the dark

I’m coming up on infra red
There is no running that can hide you
Cos I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra red
Forget your running I will find you
I’ll find you
I’ll find you


Engel, by Rammstein
June 19th, 2006
Deutsch

Wer zu Lebzeit gut auf Erden
wird nach dem Tod ein Engel werden
den Blick gen Himmel fragst du dann
warum man sie nicht sehen kannErst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn
kann man uns am Himmel sehn
wir haben Angst und sind allein

Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

Sie leben hinterm Sonnenschein
getrennt von uns unendlich weit
sie mussen sich an Sterne krallen (ganz fest)
damit sie nicht vom Himmel fallen

Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn
kann man uns am Himmel sehn
wir haben Angst und sind allein

Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn
kann man uns am Himmel sehn
wir haben Angst und sind allein

Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein
English

Live in virtue, no desire
In the grave an angel's choir
You look to heaven and wonder why
No one can see them in the skyJust as the clouds have gone to sleep
Angels can be seen in heaven's keep
Alone in fear they question why
Goddamn not an angel when I die

Angels live, they never die
Apart from us, behind the sky
They're fading souls who've turned to ice
So ashen white in paradise

Just as the clouds have gone to sleep
Angels can be seen in heaven's keep
Alone in fear they question why
Goddamn not an angel when I die

Goddamn an angel when I die
Heaven must be hell in the sky


This entry was posted on Monday, June 19th, 2006 at 6:32 pm and is filed under Rammstein.

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Rob Says:

June 27th, 2006 at 8:19 am
Actually that isn’t the literal English translation, it is:

Who in their lifetime is good on Earth
will become an angel after death
you look to the sky and ask
why can’t you see them

Only once the clouds have gone to sleep
can you see us in the sky
we are afraid and alone

God knows I don’t want to be an angel

They live behind the sunshine
separated from us, infinitely far
they must cling to the stars (very tightly)
so they don’t fall from the sky

Only once the clouds have gone to sleep
can you see us in the sky
we are afraid and alone

God knows I don’t want to be an angel

Only once the clouds have gone to sleep
can you see us in the sky
we are afraid and alone

God knows I don’t want to be an angel