Day I Died
28.12.2005., srijeda
My 2 Years Of Hell
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Ova pijesma obijašnjava moje zadnje dvije godine života,ona to koncentrira sve u stihovima.... Ne govori samo o izgubljenim osiječajima nego i o izgubljenim ljudima koj se teško ponovo nalaze...koj teško ponovo nađu sami sebe....ova pijesma obijašnjava puno...puno njima....puno toga... This, this is the dark, this is a place I can't escape would you leave me here Lying in wait hanging like baits strangled my fate would you even care This is my curse this is my life this is my Christ my crown of thorns This is the way, the way that I die, die and be reborn Dying to touch you, I need you, I love you to make me to mold me and break me again I can't deny that I'm hurting inside as I'm pulling you closer, you push me away As I look just to find my existence and open my eyes I can't breathe as you push me aside Now I feel that it's time to die as I realize how you let me believe in a lie As I struggle with both hands and I try to arise from the sadness inside of myself I cannot breathe I'm burning alive cause I've lived through a season in hell Look, look at my face shaded in gray wasting away I'm almost gone I can replace this empty space you left me all alone Why can't you see me I'm hanging here bleeding it's tortured and twisting my insides apart Laughing and crying as everything's dying in me and it's breaking my heart Save me now I'm in the shower of your love Can you feel your life pass you by Can you see the sun in the sky Life is calling you again, again Can you feel the end? Tired of Chasing - Happiness just runs away Tired of Waiting - all the life not meant for me I am Sinking - I am burning in this hell Tired of Filling - All these holes within MYSELF I feel the darkness and it leaves me cold I feel like I don't belong here at all, at all I don't belong here. My Reflection out of focus, I can't see No Direction I am blinded by disease Something's changing Something's growing near inside I am shaking is all that's left to me is changed I feel the darkness and it leaves me cold I feel like I don't belong here at all I feel the darkness and it leaves me cold I feel like I don't belong here at all, at all I don't belong here, at all I don't belong here, anymore Cause I died for you Cause I died for you And I died for you Would you cry for - for me You left me here to die for me Mangledl my hopes and dreams of life for me And would you even cry for me for me You left me here to die for me Mangled my hopes and dreams of life for me And would you even cry for me.....FollowTheSun!!! |
27.12.2005., utorak
The Morning After
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Jutro poslje....koliko sam puta jutro poslje jedne tužne večeri se pogledao u ogledalo i vidio bljedu štracu koja se nije mogla prepoznati....Izbijegavati stvarnost je jedini način uz kojeg nečeš nikad ništa postiči ni promijeniti.Put koj će naš život imati ovisi o nama...sa zatvorenim očima jedino što se može desiti je da se zabiš negdije...Open your eyes(te riječi su pogotovo dobre za jednu osobu)i gledaj sve što životni putevi tebi spremaju,ljepe i ružne stvari,prije ili poslje češ nači dobar place di češ se zaustaviti duže vrijeme i uživati kod te sunce grije.....FollowTheSun |
26.12.2005., ponedjeljak
A Problem?!?
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I have a problem that I cannot explain I have no reasons why it should have been so plain, Have no questions but I sure have excuse I lack the reason why I should be so confused, I know, how I feel when I'm around you.......itd. svira jedna od mojih nadražih pijesma.Slušao sam je davno.Bilo je to vrijeme kad sam se osiječao potpuno,saveršeno,sretno! Osiječao sam se kao čovijek koj je imao sve,koj je svijetlio od sreče toliko da su ga zvali: "BLINK-BLINK"Skoro nitko mi nije mogao skinuti smile sa lica osim...... Osim jedne osobe koja je to i učinila!Nije to htijela,ja sam je prisilo da to napravi.Kako se kaže sam sam sebe pokopao.Puno je vremena prošlo.....dani su padali jedan iza drugog,svijet je mijenjao,ljudi su se mijenjali ko što,na kraju krajeva,promijenio sam se i ja!To iskustvo me naučilo nešto,ali...na nešto me je i prisilio...Tj. prisilio me tražiti tu izgubljenu sreču,to prošlo savršenstvo koj je BEEN LEFT BEHIND!I tražeći tu prošlu sreču izgubim se u svijetu di sam samo ja ,di je moj egoizam ispunjen,di nemogu biti sretan za sebe a kad su drugi sretni tu im sreču pokušavam uništiti....izbrisati....tako da ih dovedem u tu istu moju situaciju....jer se bojoim samoče...boljim se tame tog tužnog svijeta!Ali zato postoji razum...da baš on...onaj Renesansni razum zahvaljujuči kojega shvatiš da ništa nije izgubljeno dok ima života,dok još dišeš...On,uz pomoč tvojih (mangledled by your frustrations)frendova te izvuče na vedro i sunčano mijesto,koje,naše godine trebaju predstavljati za nas!FollowTheSun |
24.12.2005., subota
Start Something
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Dani prolaze...mijenjaju se vremena....ljudi....raspoloženja.Možda je to samo ova božična fake atmosfera koja vlada svugdije al osiječam da neke stvari bi mogle ić na dobro..a better life..možda.Možda je to samo prolazni osiječaj,ali obijektivno gledajući koj od ljudskih osiječaja nije ephemeral????Zato bolje uživati dok se uopče nešto osiječa...FollowTheSUN |
23.12.2005., petak
myself
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Dobra večer meni,dobra večer svima.Dopustite da vam se predstavim:Ja sam ja i još jedan i još jedan i na kraju... ja!To bi bila prva od mnogih besmislenih rečenica koje če uskoro biti upisane na ovom blogu! |