petak, 15.08.2008.

Love me,Leave me

Evo ja nakon dugo vremena pisem post.....sad ce te skuzit i zasto......
Prvo da zahvalim svim curama koje su mi komentirale post.....i PUNO HVALA za savjete jer su mi jako pomogle da skuzim neke stvari......
a sto se tice tog decka.....jos uvijek nisam nazalost sa njim....ma da bi htjela....sad cu vam cijelu pricu ispricat....hehe
bilo je ovako.....poceo mi se svidjat kad sam krenula na more na ostro...upoznala sam se sa njim i njegovim frendom....tada jos nista nisam govorila da mi se svidja jer nisam htjela....pocela sam se dopisivat sa njegovim frendom i pitao me dal ja sta mislim o martinu ( tako se zove decko ) i dal bi sta moglo bit nesto izmedju nas....tada naravno nisam vjerovala al sam rekla zasto ne.....ali da budem sigurna isla sam njega zvat i pitat....on je rekao da je to istina i da cemo porazgovarat sutra...proslo je par dana a mi jos nismo razgovarali....pa sam posumnjala u to sta su govorili.....pa sam ga ponovno zvla i stvarno piatala sta je to bilo.....on je rekao da je sve to istina.....znaci to da se ja njemu svidjam i da bi bio samnom....al da nemozemo bit skupa jer se nepoznajemo.....ja sam mu rekla da je sve u redu i da bi isto htjela bit sa njim...i neka mi normalno pridje da porazgovaramo.....i opet su prosla par dana sve do danas.....ja uvijek njega cekam al necu vise.....vidim da od toga nece nista bit i to je to....jbg ja jednostavno i nikad nisam imala srece u ljubavi.....bit ce da je to neka ukleta u mene dosla....heh.....evo sad sam vam se povjerila i cijelu pricu ispricala....iako znam da ce se on meni i dalje svidjat jer ce mi uvijek bit u mislima......jbg zivot je takav i mora se ic dalje....samo mi je ostala nada....al cemu da se uopce nadam.....
sad cu vam stavit njegovu sliku.....
evo vam velika PUSA

on vam je u bijeloj majci....to je bilo u crossroadu... :)


Love me,Leave me
(kat de luna)

The very first day of my life
Was the day that you let me go
And it was a blessing in disguise
Now I see that I'm beautiful
'Cause all we ever did was fight
We were so dysfunctional
Now I forgotten all the times
And all the days that I was lovin' you

Just like a ghost from my past
He's come back to haunt me now
Saying that you want me back
But that's impossible, so

If you love me, leave me
'Cause I've already closed that door
Don't want to be
In the pain I felt before
If I only could be myself
Without your approval anymore
If you love me, leave me
If you love me leave me alone

Now there used to be a time
I would've taken you back again
But now without you on my mind
And I'm totally independent
So you can save your little lies
'Cause I know what's happenin'
You're missin' me but say goodbye now
To all the days I was lovin' you

Just like a ghost from my past
He's come back to haunt me
Saying that you want me back
But, that's impossible, so

If you love me, leave me
'Cause I've already closed that door
Don't want to be
In the pain I felt before
If I only could be myself
Without your approval anymore
If you love me, leave me
If you love me leave me alone

If you really wanna help
Than you should go
'Cause I promised myself
I'd let it alone
At the back of the shelf
'Cause where I put what we had
I'll never going back, no

If you love me, leave me
'Cause I've already closed that door
Don't want to be
In the pain I felt before
If I only could be myself
Without your approval anymore
If you love me leave me
If you love me leave me alone

If you love me, leave me
'Cause I've already closed that door
Don't want to be
In the pain I felt before
If I only could be myself
Without your approval anymore
If you love me, leave me
If you love me leave me alone